[The King of Songs] Tucao and God unfold

By the way, this is Xiaoyou, not Shibuya-san.

"Well, little friend."

At this time, the door was opened, and it was Shinomiya Suzuki who walked in. He gave me a look of displeasure, and then said to Xiaoyou: "Hey, Shibuya, let's go to eat."

"Okay~ Let's eat~" Xiaoyou happily took Shayue's hand, "What are we going to eat today?"

"=A= Whatever you want."

"Yajima-kun, let's go first, bye~" Xiaoyou said goodbye to me in a hurry, and walked out while chatting happily with Shayue.

And looking at their intimate backs, I habitually pushed my glasses, hum, Sand Moon, didn't you realize that wasn't Shibuya-san?Alas, so, Shibuya-san, why didn't you choose me in the first place?

At least, I don't just need to look the same.

The seventh day when Shibuya's classmates disappeared.

I lay in bed and didn't want to move.

Although it is mid-morning, it is difficult for the sun to shine through the heavy curtains to illuminate my room.But despite this, I still know the situation of the room very well. For example, not only the walls but also the ceiling are covered with photos of Shibuya-san, there is Shibuya-san who is recording, there is Shibuya-san who is having a snowball fight with Nanami-san, and there is the first person in winter. Shibuya-san who wore a scarf for the first time, Shibuya-san who occasionally wears glasses in class, Shibuya-san who feels happy after eating desserts, and...a group photo of our first date.

No matter which photo it is, Shibuya-san always smiles so softly.

In fact, I have been healed by such Shibuya-san.

But Shibuya-san, you never found out.

You said that I would warm you like a little sun, but you are the one who made me like this.

I don't have the sunshine you imagined, I will be depressed, restless, and have dirty thoughts in places you can't see, just like Shibuya classmate, you will never know, in fact, I am just a person who is extremely obsessed with you idiot.

No, more than that, I'm a stalker and a voyeur.

It wasn't until I realized that I couldn't take my eyes off you that I slowly discovered my abnormal behavior, no matter how big or small, I want to know everything about you, very much.So I started to collect your information and secretly took photos of you, living just for you every day.I am very satisfied with this kind of life.

However, once a person's desire/desire encounters temptation, it is simply impossible to stop obediently.

So, ever since you hid under my umbrella, I can't help but want to touch you, want to have you.What would you do if such mean thoughts were discovered by you?You must be so scared that you will never have any contact with me again.Therefore, I must come slowly, slowly walk into your life and become your air.

I know that you are the easiest to soften your heart, and you are also easily moved by other people's efforts, so I have always been like "I don't need anything in return for being nice to you".Everything was going well at first, but ever since you were disturbed by Shinomiya Sand Moon on the island, you started to get farther and farther away from me.

Maybe what Shayue said is right, the relationship you have had for 8 years is really hard to shake, but as long as you give me a chance, I can prove with my actions that I am more suitable for you than him.But you never gave me a chance.

Your balance has completely tilted toward him, and there is no room for me to play anymore.

So when you suddenly asked me out, it was both sweet and painful.I ended up wearing one of your favorite smiling faces to attend my funeral.

Although you smiled and said [I don't care, let's just listen to the island for today's itinerary], but I know that you didn't pay attention to our date at all, you don't even know that any place I take you is something I have imagined Countless scenes.Now, the dream has come true, but also broken.

"Actually enough, don't worry about..."

I know what you want to say, but I don't want to hear it.Not enough, these are not enough... I haven't known you enough, I haven't experienced enough things with you, I can't see enough of your smile, and I can't hear enough of your voice! !Why raise leave alone! !Obviously, we are not happy enough! !

The last you, cried and asked me to let go, but your name, your appearance, and your soul have already been engraved into my bone marrow, how could there be room for struggle?

"I won't give up, I will always be here waiting for you until you need to rely on me."

I stretch out my right hand to the beautiful smiling face pasted in the photo on the ceiling, Shibuya-san, if I find you this time, I will never let you go.

Absolutely tie you by my side.

I've had enough of living without you!

The No. 20th day when Shibuya classmates disappeared.

Today, there seems to be a new development.Such good news swept away my previous gloom, and I happily ordered a cup of Coke at the fast food restaurant, and then specially picked a seat by the window to sit down.

I'm waiting for someone, waiting for when she will pass by here.

Having said that, this person was only discovered a few days ago when I was following my little friend on a daily basis.She is the same height as Xiaoyou, and she may be a little thinner than Xiaoyou. In terms of appearance, she is too ordinary to Xiaoyou, but she belongs to the type that gets better the more you look.Xiaoyou was obviously surprised by her appearance, because she stood too far away, so I don't know what they were talking about, I only saw Xiaoyou gave her some money as if worried, and finally she bowed to Xiaoyou just left.

After returning home, I don't know why I became more and more concerned about that woman I had never met.

So I started to follow her instead of following Xiaoyou.Fortunately, Xiaoyou had contact with her a few times afterwards, so I roughly figured out the range of her frequent haunts.

Unconsciously using a straw to stir the ice in the glass, until the ice melted into water, she still did not appear.

Probably, she didn't have the idea of ​​going out or taking this road today.How unlucky.

With this in mind, I gave up and left the fast food restaurant.But misfortunes never come singly, and it started to rain.I didn't bring an umbrella, and I didn't want to open an umbrella, because when I think that the person who is willing to share an umbrella with me is gone, my heart still feels like being torn by a blunt instrument.

The dense raindrops hit my body a little painful and a little cold.

"Oshima-kun?" This is a voice I have never heard before, but this is the tone I am most familiar with.

I followed the sound and looked back, it was a girl with neat bangs, straight black bangs, and a very simple off-white dress with a red umbrella in her right hand, it was her.

At this time, maybe my expression scared her, she waved her left hand awkwardly holding a bag with a certain convenience store logo on it, and quickly explained: "Ah, I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person, I'm really sorry Feel sorry!"

"No mistake."

"Huh?" She was stunned.

I walked up to her, and hugged her with my wet body, "You... are Shibuya-san."

Same smile, same look.

"..."

"I finally found you."

The stiff body began to relax slowly, she was gradually accepting my hug, and then she put her head on my shoulder for a long time, and said, "How did you find out?"

"Intuition." I put my hand on her smooth black hair, stroking again and again to confirm her existence.

"Obviously... obviously no one has noticed..." At this time, Shibuya-san was crying slightly, and the grievance and anxiety were seeping out of her words, "Shayue didn't find out, Hirata-san didn't find out, Xianghe Brother Chun didn’t find out either... Everyone doesn’t know, I’m no longer here... Why did you find out, Shandao... I have no reason to believe that it’s normal for Shayue not to recognize me... Why... "

"Because, I am the person who loves you the most in this world." No one can love you more than me.

Shibuya-san's body suddenly began to tremble, and she was crying, "But I have done too much to you! I will keep you by my side when I need your warmth, until I don't need you anymore. Kick it away, I am simply the most unqualified person in this world to meet you!!"

"Even so, it can't change the fact that I love you." I hugged her hands tightly, "There is nothing more painful than not being able to see you. Don't... don't leave me again, okay?"

"Before... I really wanted to say, I am such a bad person, why do you like me... I am cowardly, selfish, and finally took over other people's happiness... I am like this... What on earth do you like? what do you like……"

"I just like it. Whether it's your strengths or your weaknesses, I like them all! If you're weak, you can rely on me. It doesn't matter if you're selfish. In fact, I'm also a very selfish person! As for things like usurping other people's happiness, if you If I can do it, I will spare no effort to do it! As long as I am happy! Why was I so stupid back then, I can’t figure this out!”

"But when I see Shibuya getting back the happiness that belonged to her, I will resent... I resent her for taking away my credit... I resent Shayue for not realizing the difference between me and Shibuya... The most resentful thing is My former self...It turns out that I have always been a shadow of Shibuya without knowing it, and I thought I could get my own love...I am so stupid..." The umbrella and plastic bag slipped from her hand, and then Those hands that no longer had any obstacles gently hugged me, "I also hate myself who is desperately trying to get redemption from you now that I am injured... Hey, Sakashima, with such poor attributes, you still Will you like it?"

"I like it." No matter what kind of you and me