The whole harem is worn
Chapter 75
Before you know it, summer is coming.
The breeze couldn't take away the heat, and the surrounding temperature gradually increased, and a thin layer of sweat broke out from the tip of Jiang Li's nose. The translucent water droplets hung on her delicate jade cheeks, and it turned out to be a kind of sweat. Just the right embellishment.
But Ruan Weiwei doesn't like her like this.
She raised her hand to wipe Jiang Li's sweat, her tone was a little coquettish, and a little helpless: "I've said it all and don't care about it with you, why are you still so nervous?"
"Gently," Jiang Li held her hand, her tone a little eager: "I..."
"Can't answer, right? Then there's no need to answer." Ruan gently bent her lips towards her, and said softly, "Actually, I'm not in such a hurry to find out."
Jiang Li's reaction showed one thing, that is, her memory has not been fully recovered.
Ruan Qingyuan kept his expression on the surface, but in fact he secretly breathed a sigh of relief when he turned around.
Now she doesn't want Jiang Li to figure out everything, at least she has to wait until she sorts everything out.
After the meal, Jiang Li cut some fruit for Ruan Qingqing, Ruan Qingqing thanked her, and even leaned over to kiss her lightly on the cheek.
Jiang Li was distracted by the kiss, and was a little flustered: "Why are you so kind to me?"
"Who else can I be nice to if I'm not nice to you?" Ruan gently flattened her mouth, and asked aggrievedly: "And is it possible that you want me to be fierce to you? Do you want to keep playing petty temper with you?"
"Of course not." Jiang Li hugged her into her arms, with a smile on her face: "To be honest, I like everything about you, but I prefer this way."
The sweet little girl is like cotton candy, like honey that won't get greasy, like all the treasures in this world, Jiang Li can't wait to give her everything in exchange for her appearance. Sustained for a long time.
Ruan lightly bit a small piece of chopped mango, and glanced at Jiang Li from the corner of his eye, thinking, Jiang Li in this life is really easy to coax.
In the first life, Jiang Li was skinny and sharp. If she saw her suddenly change her attitude, she would be able to see through her guilt through her disguise.
In the second life, Jiang Li practiced maturely and steadily, and Ruan Qingqing respected and loved her very much, so she was not able to cheat and lie in front of her.
Only this life is different.
Jiang Li in this life is not that smart, but her love for her is still sincere and warm, which is very easy to handle.
Thinking of this, Ruan Qingqing inserted a strawberry, handed it to Jiang Li's lips, and asked her, "Do you want to eat it?"
Jiang Li didn't speak, but opened her mouth first: "Ah..."
Ruan smiled and fed her strawberries, and poked her cheek with his finger: "Jiang Li, you really look like a puppy."
Jiang Li swallowed the strawberries, raised her slightly sharp eyebrows, and called out tentatively: "Woof?"
Ruan Qingqing couldn't help laughing out loud.
The pretty girl blushed a little, but she was not reserved when she said it: "It's boring for you to bark now, if you have the ability, save it for night."
Jiang Li couldn't help but look at her with admiration: "I can't tell, Miss Ruan, you have quite special hobbies."
Ruan gently turned around and approached her arms, holding the fruit plate and watching TV, without responding.
Jiang Li still wanted to do some excessive things, but Li Qianxuan stayed here to take care of her body. She came here when she saw Ruan Qingqing here. The world of two became a threesome. The light bulb Ye Shiyu was leaving today, Li Qianxuan was too lazy to act, and directly said that you should leave quickly, and Jiang Li said goodbye politely, and followed Ruan Qingqing to the door, but Ye Shiyu Said that he wanted to talk to Ruan Qingqing alone for a while.
Ruan Qingqing is hers now, and Jiang Li doesn't care about this moment.
She backed away decently, leaving enough space for the two of them.
In the beginning, Ye Shiyu was only talking about gossip, so she finally asked Jiang Li about it.
"So Qingwei, it's her who decides, right?"
"Well," Ruan Weiwei replied seriously again: "It's decided to be her, and it can only be her."
Ye Shiyu sighed, hugged her, and said that you must be happy.
"Of course." Ruan slightly bent his brows and smiled charmingly.
Seeing her like this, Ye Shiyu laughed too, then remembered something, and asked, "Did Jiang Li remember?"
Ruan was startled slightly, and then replied: "I just remembered something."
"No wonder," Ye Shiyu looked at Jiang Li's direction and said with emotion, "She's not as strong as when she was a national teacher."
"But I think it's very good, my woman, it's still easy for me to control." Ruan Qing said confidently, but she still looked cute and soft, only a little competitive in her eyes Ye Shiyu couldn't help expressing doubts about her words.
Ye Shiyu pinched the tip of her nose and couldn't help laughing: "I remember someone told me that Jiang Li would not be with her until she fully recovered her memory and became a national teacher. How can I change my mind now? gone?"
"Because, the situation is different..."
Ruan Qingqing couldn't explain to others that Jiang Li used to be that amazing and talented national teacher, but not just that national teacher.
They had already fallen in love when she was still young and naughty, before she became mature, stable and strategic.
And when Ruan Qingqing said that to Ye Shiyu, she didn't know about it.
And it wasn't just Jiang Li who lost her memory, but also Ruan Qingqing.
"The story between me and Jiang Li is a bit long. I will tell you slowly when I have time and opportunity in the future."
Ye Shiyu didn't force it either.
She finally hugged Ruan Qingqing and waved goodbye to her. Seeing Ruan Qingqing's slightly sad expression, she still reminded: "Don't miss me too much, maybe I'll be here again in two days, anyway, The same city, not far away, very convenient.”
"Why haven't you finished yet?" Ruan gently waved to the driver, telling the driver to hurry up and send Ye Shiyu to the car.
In fact, Ruan Qingqing didn't have much reluctance, now that the transportation is convenient and the roads extend in all directions, even if they are in different places, it is very easy to meet each other.
Ye Shiyu had already left, Jiang Li came to pick up Ruan Qingqing, but Ruan Qingqing said that she wanted to practice alone and separated from her.
Seeing the lingering eyes of his sweetheart, Ruan gently hooked her fingers, and coaxed: "I'm upstairs, Jiang Li, don't be too clingy."
"Okay." Jiang Li agreed readily, but her eyes were still glued to her until her figure completely disappeared at the corner of the corridor.
"It's so greasy." Li Qianxuan crossed her legs, chewed potato chips, and snorted coldly beside her: "If it were me, I would definitely give enough space, not as greasy and crooked like you."
Jiang Li glanced at her casually, and then went on to do other things on her own.
Although she didn't speak, Li Qianxuan could still see what Jiang Li hadn't said in that glance.
Jiang Li was saying: Do you think I care about you?
The more Li Qianxuan thought about it, the angrier she became.
She still doesn't understand why!
What Jiang Li can do, she can do too.
……
Upstairs, Ruan Qingqing was still sorting out her memories.
What she didn't tell Jiang Li was that since she became intimate with Jiang Li, her memory recovered a little.
After everyone in the harem passed away, and her master died, Ruan Qingqing intended to end her life, but her remnant soul flew back.
The two souls can't be fully integrated, but Ruan Qingqing can clearly feel that the other self is hysterical: "Don't you hate? Ruan Qingqing! Don't you hate?"
"You were originally the daughter of King Shura, and you were born with extraordinary bones and uniqueness. Later, you reached the pinnacle and became unparalleled in the world. When you entered the demon world and overlooked everything, you were so chic and happy! Just for Jiang Li, you Become less like a human than a demon, but what will be the result?"
The figure of another self swayed in front of his eyes, and those painful memories overflowed from the deep buried soil, watered by hatred, and gradually spread and grew.
Ruan Qingqing saw herself crying, crying heartbroken: "The result is being hurt, betrayed, pierced by her with thousands of swords, killed by her over and over again... But this is not enough, she will use your flesh and blood Refining weapons and burning your soul to the ground, if you were not born strong and escaped through purgatory to survive, you would have already been wiped out and nothing is left, Ruan Qingqing, are you willing?"
Ruan Qingqing didn't know.
At that time she had a splitting headache.
The real past flooded into her mind, and Ruan Qingqing found that what she said was not wrong, what she said was true, but Ruan Qingqing couldn't accept it.
It's ridiculous.
How could the national teacher who looked after her grow up, tried his best for her, and cared for her in every possible way, treat her like that?
how can that be possible?
Ruan Qingqing's beliefs and pillars were shattered and broken at that moment, but hatred and bloodthirsty spread, and her heart was rebuilt together.
"What's more, what about master's revenge? Don't you take revenge? What about the empress? Where's the noble concubine? What about those good sisters you miss so much? Don't you take revenge for them?"
"Revenge, of course I want revenge," Ruan Qingqing took the wind with her wide sleeves, and her hair was messed up, but she walked firmly to the top of the mountain, and said with red eyes, "I remember , I remembered that Jiang Li accused me back then, saying that I was heartless and was born to be a monster who was indifferent and selfish to the extreme. She said that I don't love anyone, I don't have everything in my heart, and I can only create killings, so, Just live and die."
"How ridiculous," Ruan gently opened her arms, the bitter wind blew her delicate skin, but she breathed with enjoyment, and said to herself: "Now, I am different, I have a master , I have changed with a sister who is close to my family and someone I want to protect, but she still hurts me, hurts me, and betrays me, so that I have fallen to the point where I am so lonely and have nothing to love... "
"It's all Jiang Li's fault."
"It's all her fault."
"Want revenge?"
"Of course I want revenge."
In the end, Ruan Qingqing couldn't tell which self was speaking. During that time, she also merged with her soul, stepped into the battlefield regardless, and wiped out all the enemies except Jiang Li.
Later, she had already had her revenge, but she still didn't stop.
When she was at a loss, Ruan Qingqing also asked herself: "Why, I occasionally feel that I have fallen in love with Jiang Li..."
The lingering black mist hovered around her, whispering to her: "It's all fake, lightly, she said it herself, she doesn't love me, I was born as a monster, but she was born in the world of demons and monsters." How can a well-known and upright sect who takes the devil as his own responsibility have a different way of life?"
"Yeah," Ruan Qingqing's eyes were red again, "She said that she doesn't love me, she said it herself, she never loved me!"
If the memory ends here, then Ruan Qingqing will also hate Jiang Li and can't stop, but Ruan Qingqing in the previous life pushed through the fog of memory, and finally figured out all the reasons for the first life.
It's true that she was in love with Jiang Li.
She is a demon with an infinite lifespan, while Jiang Li is an amazingly talented monk who lives far longer than humans. In that life, they met when they were young and experienced a lot together. They separated and reunited, reconciled and broke up. It was indeed an entanglement. I have loved for a long time, and I have loved for a long, long time.
But later, it was true that Jiang Li hurt her and hurt her.
Once, Jiang Li fell into a trap in order to protect her, and was caught and forcibly washed out of her memory, turning into a weapon of the famous decent against her. The other self did not lie. real.
And she would split her mind and give birth to another self, all because of being hurt deeply by Jiang Li and suffering to the extreme.
When the matter came to this point, Ruan Qingqing could no longer tell right from wrong.
At the moment when she got the memory, she was also thinking about what choice she would make if she experienced all this now.
But Ruan Qingqing didn't know, and Ruan Qingqing didn't know either.
She only knew that she was reborn from purgatory at that time, and after cultivating to the peak again, she captured all the enemies. She repaid everything she suffered ten times and a hundred times. Mercy.
She only kept Jiang Li, but that doesn't mean she let Jiang Li go.
It was snowing heavily that day, so she caught Jiang Li and imprisoned her, making Jiang Li watch helplessly as her relatives, teachers, and close friends were slaughtered one by one.The blood stained Bai Xue red, and the world was like purgatory, but she put on a beautiful and clean dress, stood in front of Jiang Li, and smiled brightly and innocently: "A Li, do you like the gift I gave you?"
Ruan Weiqing felt that she was scary, and everyone in the world thought so, and Jiang Li should be no exception.
Ruan Qingqing still remembers that day a family member came over crying and questioned: "Why? It was Jiang Li who hurt you, why did you hurt my husband... He is innocent, he has never been involved in your disputes, what did he do? Did nothing wrong..."
Ruan Qingqing raised her eyebrows at that time, and smiled happily: "Really?"
"Why don't you kill Jiang Li, why?"
The woman was still questioning, Ruan slightly tilted his head, and replied: "Because I think it is easy to be wiped out, but it is always more painful for the living, if I have been completely wiped out in the heart-piercing sword , maybe, there won’t be so much unhappiness.”
Her subordinates wanted to deal with that woman, but Ruan Qingqing stopped her.
"Keep it, I see her in pain, and I like to see this kind of pain."
Ruan Qingqing took one last look at Jiang Li and left gracefully.
After experiencing all kinds of things, she is no longer her original self. The world is afraid of her, and Jiang Li should be no exception.
But when Jiang Li was able to speak again, she came to her side and said to her, "I'm sorry."
She said, "Gently, I'm sorry."
Ruan Qingqing was ready to fight her forever, but Jiang Li didn't intend to fight her at all. Jiang Li only apologized to her, and looked at her over and over again with affectionate and distressed eyes.
what is this?
What is this?
If Jiang Li can hate her like she hates Jiang Li, then Ruan Qingqing will not be at a loss, hatred can support her to go on, far, far.
But Jiang Li still loves her.
Even if she did so many terrible things, even if she later arrested Jiang Li and tortured her, Jiang Li still loved her with all her strength and tried every means to make up for it.
The world wanted to destroy her, but Jiang Li stood in front of her, desperately risking her life to protect her despite the infamy. The evil obstacles she had created, Jiang Li went through all kinds of trials and tribulations, traveled thousands of rivers and mountains, and wanted to stand for her. eliminate.
Ruan Weiwei was at a loss, she finally came to Jiang Li, and asked that question in puzzlement: "Why?"
With tears in her eyes, Jiang Li said to her: "Gentle, I shouldn't forget, how can I forget?"
Ruan Weiwei continued to ask stubbornly: "Why?"
"sorry Sorry……"
"Why on earth, Jiang Li!" Ruan cried until his eyes were blurred, and asked his former lover sharply: "I have been waiting for you for so long, for so long, and I have tried countless ways to wake you up, why do you want to wake you up?" Can't get up!"
Finally forced her to die and come back to life, and did everything she could, only then did she suddenly remember, why is this?
Ruan Qingwen's voice became softer, very low, "Why did you forget it for so long, but now you remember..."
"Gently," Jiang Li tried to hold her hand, Ruan Qingqing could feel her fingertips trembling, she heard Jiang Li say: "Give me another chance, let me take good care of you, is that okay?"
Ruan slightly tilted his head to look at her, and smiled, very shallowly.
"Why? Jiang Li, don't you hate me?"
Jiang Li shook her head vigorously, clenched her cold hands, and said to her in a crying voice: "I never hated you, it's not your fault, gently, none of this is your fault, let's find a way together... I still love you, I love you very much, I have no way not to love you..."
"But," Ruan gently pulled his hand out of her palm, and said in a flat and cruel tone, "I don't love you anymore."
Can not go back.
They can't go back.
The sea water can wash away the light footprints on the beach, but it can't smooth out the scratches on the stone. All the things they experienced are like those deep marks on the stone, which cannot be erased or removed.
All too profound.
Maybe she and Jiang Li still love each other, but they can no longer love each other.
……
Ruan Qingqing couldn't stand it just by recalling this.
When she woke up in the morning, she didn't dare to think about it carefully, she only vaguely knew what she had done, and she was afraid that Jiang Li would remember it too, so she felt a little guilty.
Now Ruan Qingqing finally calmed down, dared to think about it, but found that the pain was unbearable.
Unconsciously, tears had already covered her face, she rushed out of the room, and called out her name to Jiang Li before going down the stairs.
"Jiang Li!"
"Gently?" Jiang Li put down the computer, turned around and looked up, seeing her face flushed from crying, her heart ached, and she was about to go upstairs: "What's wrong with you? Why are you still crying?"
"Don't move, don't come here." Ruan gently held the handrail of the stairs, still crying, tears fell from her chin and hit the ground, forming one tear after another.
Jiang Li was so distressed that she raised her hand in surrender: "Okay, I won't move, but can you tell me what's wrong?"
Ruan Qingqing cried alone for a while, crying until his heart broke, and then he said what he wanted to express: "I still love you."
Jiang Li heard it clearly, but didn't quite understand: "What?"
Ruan cried softly: "I said, Jiang Li, I still love you very much, I love you very much."
Jiang Li breathed a sigh of relief.
Although I don't know why Ruan Qingqing is crying, but no matter what, it's a good thing to still love her.
But wait... still love her?
Has Ruan Qingqing fallen in love with her already?
Jiang Li, who suddenly realized this, couldn't help being overjoyed, she almost curled the corners of her lips, but looking at Ruan Qingqing's red eyes from crying, that bit of happiness soon turned into pity.
"I love you too, and I love you very much, gently," Jiang Li said in an extremely gentle voice: "Are you feeling better? Can I go to see you now?"
"No." Ruan shook his head gently, wiping his tears while saying, "If you knew what I did, you might not love me anymore."
"No matter what you do, I love you, don't be afraid, okay?" Jiang Li stood on the spot, staring at Ruan Qingqing with eyes like water, still very considerate and patiently asked: "Now I want to go up to coax you ? Or do you come down yourself and let me coax you?"
Zhuo Yi, who watched the whole process, couldn't take it anymore, so he couldn't help shaking his arms, and interjected: "Are you guys acting in an idol drama? You've always been in love with each other, is it stinky or not?"
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The breeze couldn't take away the heat, and the surrounding temperature gradually increased, and a thin layer of sweat broke out from the tip of Jiang Li's nose. The translucent water droplets hung on her delicate jade cheeks, and it turned out to be a kind of sweat. Just the right embellishment.
But Ruan Weiwei doesn't like her like this.
She raised her hand to wipe Jiang Li's sweat, her tone was a little coquettish, and a little helpless: "I've said it all and don't care about it with you, why are you still so nervous?"
"Gently," Jiang Li held her hand, her tone a little eager: "I..."
"Can't answer, right? Then there's no need to answer." Ruan gently bent her lips towards her, and said softly, "Actually, I'm not in such a hurry to find out."
Jiang Li's reaction showed one thing, that is, her memory has not been fully recovered.
Ruan Qingyuan kept his expression on the surface, but in fact he secretly breathed a sigh of relief when he turned around.
Now she doesn't want Jiang Li to figure out everything, at least she has to wait until she sorts everything out.
After the meal, Jiang Li cut some fruit for Ruan Qingqing, Ruan Qingqing thanked her, and even leaned over to kiss her lightly on the cheek.
Jiang Li was distracted by the kiss, and was a little flustered: "Why are you so kind to me?"
"Who else can I be nice to if I'm not nice to you?" Ruan gently flattened her mouth, and asked aggrievedly: "And is it possible that you want me to be fierce to you? Do you want to keep playing petty temper with you?"
"Of course not." Jiang Li hugged her into her arms, with a smile on her face: "To be honest, I like everything about you, but I prefer this way."
The sweet little girl is like cotton candy, like honey that won't get greasy, like all the treasures in this world, Jiang Li can't wait to give her everything in exchange for her appearance. Sustained for a long time.
Ruan lightly bit a small piece of chopped mango, and glanced at Jiang Li from the corner of his eye, thinking, Jiang Li in this life is really easy to coax.
In the first life, Jiang Li was skinny and sharp. If she saw her suddenly change her attitude, she would be able to see through her guilt through her disguise.
In the second life, Jiang Li practiced maturely and steadily, and Ruan Qingqing respected and loved her very much, so she was not able to cheat and lie in front of her.
Only this life is different.
Jiang Li in this life is not that smart, but her love for her is still sincere and warm, which is very easy to handle.
Thinking of this, Ruan Qingqing inserted a strawberry, handed it to Jiang Li's lips, and asked her, "Do you want to eat it?"
Jiang Li didn't speak, but opened her mouth first: "Ah..."
Ruan smiled and fed her strawberries, and poked her cheek with his finger: "Jiang Li, you really look like a puppy."
Jiang Li swallowed the strawberries, raised her slightly sharp eyebrows, and called out tentatively: "Woof?"
Ruan Qingqing couldn't help laughing out loud.
The pretty girl blushed a little, but she was not reserved when she said it: "It's boring for you to bark now, if you have the ability, save it for night."
Jiang Li couldn't help but look at her with admiration: "I can't tell, Miss Ruan, you have quite special hobbies."
Ruan gently turned around and approached her arms, holding the fruit plate and watching TV, without responding.
Jiang Li still wanted to do some excessive things, but Li Qianxuan stayed here to take care of her body. She came here when she saw Ruan Qingqing here. The world of two became a threesome. The light bulb Ye Shiyu was leaving today, Li Qianxuan was too lazy to act, and directly said that you should leave quickly, and Jiang Li said goodbye politely, and followed Ruan Qingqing to the door, but Ye Shiyu Said that he wanted to talk to Ruan Qingqing alone for a while.
Ruan Qingqing is hers now, and Jiang Li doesn't care about this moment.
She backed away decently, leaving enough space for the two of them.
In the beginning, Ye Shiyu was only talking about gossip, so she finally asked Jiang Li about it.
"So Qingwei, it's her who decides, right?"
"Well," Ruan Weiwei replied seriously again: "It's decided to be her, and it can only be her."
Ye Shiyu sighed, hugged her, and said that you must be happy.
"Of course." Ruan slightly bent his brows and smiled charmingly.
Seeing her like this, Ye Shiyu laughed too, then remembered something, and asked, "Did Jiang Li remember?"
Ruan was startled slightly, and then replied: "I just remembered something."
"No wonder," Ye Shiyu looked at Jiang Li's direction and said with emotion, "She's not as strong as when she was a national teacher."
"But I think it's very good, my woman, it's still easy for me to control." Ruan Qing said confidently, but she still looked cute and soft, only a little competitive in her eyes Ye Shiyu couldn't help expressing doubts about her words.
Ye Shiyu pinched the tip of her nose and couldn't help laughing: "I remember someone told me that Jiang Li would not be with her until she fully recovered her memory and became a national teacher. How can I change my mind now? gone?"
"Because, the situation is different..."
Ruan Qingqing couldn't explain to others that Jiang Li used to be that amazing and talented national teacher, but not just that national teacher.
They had already fallen in love when she was still young and naughty, before she became mature, stable and strategic.
And when Ruan Qingqing said that to Ye Shiyu, she didn't know about it.
And it wasn't just Jiang Li who lost her memory, but also Ruan Qingqing.
"The story between me and Jiang Li is a bit long. I will tell you slowly when I have time and opportunity in the future."
Ye Shiyu didn't force it either.
She finally hugged Ruan Qingqing and waved goodbye to her. Seeing Ruan Qingqing's slightly sad expression, she still reminded: "Don't miss me too much, maybe I'll be here again in two days, anyway, The same city, not far away, very convenient.”
"Why haven't you finished yet?" Ruan gently waved to the driver, telling the driver to hurry up and send Ye Shiyu to the car.
In fact, Ruan Qingqing didn't have much reluctance, now that the transportation is convenient and the roads extend in all directions, even if they are in different places, it is very easy to meet each other.
Ye Shiyu had already left, Jiang Li came to pick up Ruan Qingqing, but Ruan Qingqing said that she wanted to practice alone and separated from her.
Seeing the lingering eyes of his sweetheart, Ruan gently hooked her fingers, and coaxed: "I'm upstairs, Jiang Li, don't be too clingy."
"Okay." Jiang Li agreed readily, but her eyes were still glued to her until her figure completely disappeared at the corner of the corridor.
"It's so greasy." Li Qianxuan crossed her legs, chewed potato chips, and snorted coldly beside her: "If it were me, I would definitely give enough space, not as greasy and crooked like you."
Jiang Li glanced at her casually, and then went on to do other things on her own.
Although she didn't speak, Li Qianxuan could still see what Jiang Li hadn't said in that glance.
Jiang Li was saying: Do you think I care about you?
The more Li Qianxuan thought about it, the angrier she became.
She still doesn't understand why!
What Jiang Li can do, she can do too.
……
Upstairs, Ruan Qingqing was still sorting out her memories.
What she didn't tell Jiang Li was that since she became intimate with Jiang Li, her memory recovered a little.
After everyone in the harem passed away, and her master died, Ruan Qingqing intended to end her life, but her remnant soul flew back.
The two souls can't be fully integrated, but Ruan Qingqing can clearly feel that the other self is hysterical: "Don't you hate? Ruan Qingqing! Don't you hate?"
"You were originally the daughter of King Shura, and you were born with extraordinary bones and uniqueness. Later, you reached the pinnacle and became unparalleled in the world. When you entered the demon world and overlooked everything, you were so chic and happy! Just for Jiang Li, you Become less like a human than a demon, but what will be the result?"
The figure of another self swayed in front of his eyes, and those painful memories overflowed from the deep buried soil, watered by hatred, and gradually spread and grew.
Ruan Qingqing saw herself crying, crying heartbroken: "The result is being hurt, betrayed, pierced by her with thousands of swords, killed by her over and over again... But this is not enough, she will use your flesh and blood Refining weapons and burning your soul to the ground, if you were not born strong and escaped through purgatory to survive, you would have already been wiped out and nothing is left, Ruan Qingqing, are you willing?"
Ruan Qingqing didn't know.
At that time she had a splitting headache.
The real past flooded into her mind, and Ruan Qingqing found that what she said was not wrong, what she said was true, but Ruan Qingqing couldn't accept it.
It's ridiculous.
How could the national teacher who looked after her grow up, tried his best for her, and cared for her in every possible way, treat her like that?
how can that be possible?
Ruan Qingqing's beliefs and pillars were shattered and broken at that moment, but hatred and bloodthirsty spread, and her heart was rebuilt together.
"What's more, what about master's revenge? Don't you take revenge? What about the empress? Where's the noble concubine? What about those good sisters you miss so much? Don't you take revenge for them?"
"Revenge, of course I want revenge," Ruan Qingqing took the wind with her wide sleeves, and her hair was messed up, but she walked firmly to the top of the mountain, and said with red eyes, "I remember , I remembered that Jiang Li accused me back then, saying that I was heartless and was born to be a monster who was indifferent and selfish to the extreme. She said that I don't love anyone, I don't have everything in my heart, and I can only create killings, so, Just live and die."
"How ridiculous," Ruan gently opened her arms, the bitter wind blew her delicate skin, but she breathed with enjoyment, and said to herself: "Now, I am different, I have a master , I have changed with a sister who is close to my family and someone I want to protect, but she still hurts me, hurts me, and betrays me, so that I have fallen to the point where I am so lonely and have nothing to love... "
"It's all Jiang Li's fault."
"It's all her fault."
"Want revenge?"
"Of course I want revenge."
In the end, Ruan Qingqing couldn't tell which self was speaking. During that time, she also merged with her soul, stepped into the battlefield regardless, and wiped out all the enemies except Jiang Li.
Later, she had already had her revenge, but she still didn't stop.
When she was at a loss, Ruan Qingqing also asked herself: "Why, I occasionally feel that I have fallen in love with Jiang Li..."
The lingering black mist hovered around her, whispering to her: "It's all fake, lightly, she said it herself, she doesn't love me, I was born as a monster, but she was born in the world of demons and monsters." How can a well-known and upright sect who takes the devil as his own responsibility have a different way of life?"
"Yeah," Ruan Qingqing's eyes were red again, "She said that she doesn't love me, she said it herself, she never loved me!"
If the memory ends here, then Ruan Qingqing will also hate Jiang Li and can't stop, but Ruan Qingqing in the previous life pushed through the fog of memory, and finally figured out all the reasons for the first life.
It's true that she was in love with Jiang Li.
She is a demon with an infinite lifespan, while Jiang Li is an amazingly talented monk who lives far longer than humans. In that life, they met when they were young and experienced a lot together. They separated and reunited, reconciled and broke up. It was indeed an entanglement. I have loved for a long time, and I have loved for a long, long time.
But later, it was true that Jiang Li hurt her and hurt her.
Once, Jiang Li fell into a trap in order to protect her, and was caught and forcibly washed out of her memory, turning into a weapon of the famous decent against her. The other self did not lie. real.
And she would split her mind and give birth to another self, all because of being hurt deeply by Jiang Li and suffering to the extreme.
When the matter came to this point, Ruan Qingqing could no longer tell right from wrong.
At the moment when she got the memory, she was also thinking about what choice she would make if she experienced all this now.
But Ruan Qingqing didn't know, and Ruan Qingqing didn't know either.
She only knew that she was reborn from purgatory at that time, and after cultivating to the peak again, she captured all the enemies. She repaid everything she suffered ten times and a hundred times. Mercy.
She only kept Jiang Li, but that doesn't mean she let Jiang Li go.
It was snowing heavily that day, so she caught Jiang Li and imprisoned her, making Jiang Li watch helplessly as her relatives, teachers, and close friends were slaughtered one by one.The blood stained Bai Xue red, and the world was like purgatory, but she put on a beautiful and clean dress, stood in front of Jiang Li, and smiled brightly and innocently: "A Li, do you like the gift I gave you?"
Ruan Weiqing felt that she was scary, and everyone in the world thought so, and Jiang Li should be no exception.
Ruan Qingqing still remembers that day a family member came over crying and questioned: "Why? It was Jiang Li who hurt you, why did you hurt my husband... He is innocent, he has never been involved in your disputes, what did he do? Did nothing wrong..."
Ruan Qingqing raised her eyebrows at that time, and smiled happily: "Really?"
"Why don't you kill Jiang Li, why?"
The woman was still questioning, Ruan slightly tilted his head, and replied: "Because I think it is easy to be wiped out, but it is always more painful for the living, if I have been completely wiped out in the heart-piercing sword , maybe, there won’t be so much unhappiness.”
Her subordinates wanted to deal with that woman, but Ruan Qingqing stopped her.
"Keep it, I see her in pain, and I like to see this kind of pain."
Ruan Qingqing took one last look at Jiang Li and left gracefully.
After experiencing all kinds of things, she is no longer her original self. The world is afraid of her, and Jiang Li should be no exception.
But when Jiang Li was able to speak again, she came to her side and said to her, "I'm sorry."
She said, "Gently, I'm sorry."
Ruan Qingqing was ready to fight her forever, but Jiang Li didn't intend to fight her at all. Jiang Li only apologized to her, and looked at her over and over again with affectionate and distressed eyes.
what is this?
What is this?
If Jiang Li can hate her like she hates Jiang Li, then Ruan Qingqing will not be at a loss, hatred can support her to go on, far, far.
But Jiang Li still loves her.
Even if she did so many terrible things, even if she later arrested Jiang Li and tortured her, Jiang Li still loved her with all her strength and tried every means to make up for it.
The world wanted to destroy her, but Jiang Li stood in front of her, desperately risking her life to protect her despite the infamy. The evil obstacles she had created, Jiang Li went through all kinds of trials and tribulations, traveled thousands of rivers and mountains, and wanted to stand for her. eliminate.
Ruan Weiwei was at a loss, she finally came to Jiang Li, and asked that question in puzzlement: "Why?"
With tears in her eyes, Jiang Li said to her: "Gentle, I shouldn't forget, how can I forget?"
Ruan Weiwei continued to ask stubbornly: "Why?"
"sorry Sorry……"
"Why on earth, Jiang Li!" Ruan cried until his eyes were blurred, and asked his former lover sharply: "I have been waiting for you for so long, for so long, and I have tried countless ways to wake you up, why do you want to wake you up?" Can't get up!"
Finally forced her to die and come back to life, and did everything she could, only then did she suddenly remember, why is this?
Ruan Qingwen's voice became softer, very low, "Why did you forget it for so long, but now you remember..."
"Gently," Jiang Li tried to hold her hand, Ruan Qingqing could feel her fingertips trembling, she heard Jiang Li say: "Give me another chance, let me take good care of you, is that okay?"
Ruan slightly tilted his head to look at her, and smiled, very shallowly.
"Why? Jiang Li, don't you hate me?"
Jiang Li shook her head vigorously, clenched her cold hands, and said to her in a crying voice: "I never hated you, it's not your fault, gently, none of this is your fault, let's find a way together... I still love you, I love you very much, I have no way not to love you..."
"But," Ruan gently pulled his hand out of her palm, and said in a flat and cruel tone, "I don't love you anymore."
Can not go back.
They can't go back.
The sea water can wash away the light footprints on the beach, but it can't smooth out the scratches on the stone. All the things they experienced are like those deep marks on the stone, which cannot be erased or removed.
All too profound.
Maybe she and Jiang Li still love each other, but they can no longer love each other.
……
Ruan Qingqing couldn't stand it just by recalling this.
When she woke up in the morning, she didn't dare to think about it carefully, she only vaguely knew what she had done, and she was afraid that Jiang Li would remember it too, so she felt a little guilty.
Now Ruan Qingqing finally calmed down, dared to think about it, but found that the pain was unbearable.
Unconsciously, tears had already covered her face, she rushed out of the room, and called out her name to Jiang Li before going down the stairs.
"Jiang Li!"
"Gently?" Jiang Li put down the computer, turned around and looked up, seeing her face flushed from crying, her heart ached, and she was about to go upstairs: "What's wrong with you? Why are you still crying?"
"Don't move, don't come here." Ruan gently held the handrail of the stairs, still crying, tears fell from her chin and hit the ground, forming one tear after another.
Jiang Li was so distressed that she raised her hand in surrender: "Okay, I won't move, but can you tell me what's wrong?"
Ruan Qingqing cried alone for a while, crying until his heart broke, and then he said what he wanted to express: "I still love you."
Jiang Li heard it clearly, but didn't quite understand: "What?"
Ruan cried softly: "I said, Jiang Li, I still love you very much, I love you very much."
Jiang Li breathed a sigh of relief.
Although I don't know why Ruan Qingqing is crying, but no matter what, it's a good thing to still love her.
But wait... still love her?
Has Ruan Qingqing fallen in love with her already?
Jiang Li, who suddenly realized this, couldn't help being overjoyed, she almost curled the corners of her lips, but looking at Ruan Qingqing's red eyes from crying, that bit of happiness soon turned into pity.
"I love you too, and I love you very much, gently," Jiang Li said in an extremely gentle voice: "Are you feeling better? Can I go to see you now?"
"No." Ruan shook his head gently, wiping his tears while saying, "If you knew what I did, you might not love me anymore."
"No matter what you do, I love you, don't be afraid, okay?" Jiang Li stood on the spot, staring at Ruan Qingqing with eyes like water, still very considerate and patiently asked: "Now I want to go up to coax you ? Or do you come down yourself and let me coax you?"
Zhuo Yi, who watched the whole process, couldn't take it anymore, so he couldn't help shaking his arms, and interjected: "Are you guys acting in an idol drama? You've always been in love with each other, is it stinky or not?"
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