second amnesia

Upstairs, Sheng Yanqing was standing by the glass wall, when someone opened the door and walked in, "Mr. Sheng, the ticket has been booked. It will be ten o'clock tomorrow morning."

Seeing Qi Mu get in the car downstairs and leave, Sheng Yanqing turned his gaze away, "I see."

The secretary closed the door and left, Shan Yanqing sat back on the chair, looked down at the case files on the desk, did not move for a long time, and could still see that day in a daze, full of blood, dazzling red——

With the tightly closed door, the strong and choking smell of smoke mixed with the smell of spirits scrambled out from the crack of the door, which was very pungent.

Sheng Yanqing stood at the door, stiff for a long time, before he took out the spare key and turned the door. The room was dark, and the pungent smell rushed over. He held back his cough and turned on the light.

The sudden light, the people in the room did not react at all, they still sat motionless at the end of the bed with their heads lowered, if it wasn't for the fact that he was still holding the goblet firmly in his hand, people would think that he was sitting on the floor and fell asleep up.

It's been a long time since we saw each other, and Sheng Yanqing felt that his nephew looked like a completely different person, the change was too great.

The clothes were crumpled and stuck to the body, mottled with red wine stains, and there was a bright red water stain on the clothes from the neckline to the chest. The drooping forehead hair covered the eyebrows and eyes. Looking at the side face, only the cheeks were so thin that they were sunken , the blue stubble on the chin, which has not been taken care of for an unknown period of time, cigarette butts and overturned wine bottles on the ground at the feet... the whole person is lifeless and dying.

Suddenly, I thought of the nephew I met when I just returned to China. The nephew was well-dressed, his eyes were raised, and his eyes were full of contempt and disdain. He looked at everyone as if he was looking at ants, and he was not worthy of his condescension.Even facing him, an elder, he still smiles evilly with the corners of his mouth, doing things only according to his heart, with a fierce vigor, fierce and crazy, so arrogant that he has no scruples and lawlessness.

Looking at it now, the spine that supported his unscrupulous, youthful spirit seemed to have been pulled away by life, leaving only a dilapidated body.

Sheng Yanqing was speechless all of a sudden.

After all, they are blood relatives. Thinking of my sister, no matter how cold and hard my heart is, I can't bear it at this moment, so Sheng Yanqing walked in.

In the silent space, footsteps sounded, and the person who had been hanging his head looked at the person slightly sideways, then turned back indifferently, raised his hand and took a sip of wine for himself.

The moment he raised his head, under the light, his eyes were scarlet and bloodshot, but there was a dead silence in his eyes that was indifferent and without waves.

Sheng Yanqing walked up to Gu Xunyi, bent down and picked up an empty wine glass on the ground, then picked up the wine bottle and poured himself a glass, took a sip, and then condescended to look at Gu Xunyi.

"You look like this... are you ready to give up?"

Gu Xun also reacted a little slower and made some movement. He drank a few sips of wine in silence before raising his eyes to meet Sheng Yanqing, his eyes were unusually calm.

"Didn't you give up too?"

In a sense, the two of them are not only slightly similar in bone appearance, but also have the same temperament. All failed.

Sheng Yanqing frowned slightly, "I'm different from you, and what I want is different."

After listening to the answer, Gu Xun also seemed not interested, and looked away casually, his expression and reaction were so flat that it was surprising.

In the past, when encountering Qi Mu's problems, she would get agitated, out of control, and even irrational madman.Now he doesn't seem to want to ask anything, and he doesn't want to say anything. He holds the empty wine glass and lowers his eyes to a certain place in the void, neither sad nor happy, without any emotional fluctuations.

Sheng Yanqing looked at him for a while, until he couldn't take it anymore, then he looked away, and inadvertently landed on the cigarette butts scattered on the ground, many of which were brutally crushed on something until they were extinguished before they were finished burning.

Looking up, he caught a glimpse of Gu Xunyi's wrist again. The cufflinks were torn apart forcefully. The sleeves seemed to have been rolled up, and there were many wrinkles because of the texture hanging down.

Seeing and watching, Sheng Yanqing's heart skipped a beat.

His fingertips trembled a few times unconsciously, he squatted down, grabbed Gu Xunyi's wrist and rolled up his sleeve——

There were burn marks on Bai Shengsheng's arms from being burned by cigarette butts, some were new and some were old, some had turned black, and some had scorched skins covered in blood and black soot... It was too horrible to look at.

Fuck!

"Are you fucking crazy?"

Gu Xun also ignored him, and just pulled his arm back with a cold expression.

The feast was so angry that it rose up, wishing to kill this unsatisfactory thing!

"Do you want to die?"

Gu Xun also just looked at him calmly and didn't reply, Sheng Yanqing was angry and confused, took out his mobile phone to call the doctor, and smashed the glass in his hand.

There was a loud bang, and glass shards shattered all over the place.

The fragments were sharp, and under the light, they shone brightly. Gu Xunyi stared straight at the sharp blade, and his eyes finally felt a little moved.

"Would he be happier if I really died?"

His voice was too soft, if it wasn't for Sheng Yanqing's constant focus on him, he probably wouldn't be able to hear what he was saying, but if he could hear clearly, it would be better if he couldn't hear clearly.

"What nonsense are you talking about? How could he want you to die!"

Sheng Yanqing crouched in front of him, not daring to provoke anyone anymore, her voice slowed down.

But Gu Xun also replied very quickly, "No, you don't understand, he hates me, he hates me, he is angry with me, I don't know how to calm him down, he doesn't listen to me, he doesn't listen to me, he doesn't listen to me. Don't listen to me..."

The more he talked, the more excited he became, and suddenly his brain was tingling again, all the nerves were screaming together, piercing, tearing, and about to burst!

pain!

It hurts so much!

"What's wrong with you? Where does it hurt?"

Sheng Yan saw that he was not in the right state with clear eyes, and his calm and peaceful emotions suddenly became unstable like an explosion. Gu Xun also held his head in his hands, arched his back, curled up his body involuntarily, and said unconsciously in his mouth. Crying in pain, Sheng Yanqing hurriedly stepped forward to hold him down, "What's wrong with you?"

Unexpectedly, he couldn't hold it down at all. When Gu Xun lost control, he used too much brute force. He broke free suddenly, reached out and grabbed a shard of glass on the ground, and scratched at his arm——

Sheng Yanqing watched him slashed fiercely. It seemed that the pain from the wound on his arm offset the constant pain. Gu Xun finally calmed down, and then watched the bright red blood emerge from the wound with indifference. , Tick tock to the whereabouts.

For a moment, he threw the shards of glass, lowered his arm, the blood flowed down the arm, and then dripped down to the fingertips, merged into a line, quickly accumulated in a pool on the ground, flowed and spread everywhere... shocking.

He raised his head indifferently, looked at Sheng Yanqing calmly, "You don't understand, he doesn't understand either... I really want to pay him my life, but I'm afraid he won't be really happy."

So he hurts.

So he couldn't restrain himself from hurting himself.

So he is afraid of death...

Sheng Yanqing: "..., you are really crazy."

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