second amnesia

Qi Mu really didn't expect how serious it would be before he saw anyone. It wasn't until he stood in front of the glass window of the ward that he realized why Homer said "worried" about his visit.

——Gu Xun is also crazy.

The ward was in a mess, with overturned beds, tables, medical equipment, and food, congee, and water spilled all over the floor...

Someone wanted to put chains on his hands and feet, but he didn't cooperate, he struggled and screamed, he was aggressive, and he smashed whatever he got in his hand.

The two male doctors on the opposite side wanted to comfort him, and they talked to him with hand and foot strokes. He seemed to be unable to understand. The glass window seemed to be a special feature. Qi Mu stood outside the window and couldn't hear what was said inside, but he saw the two male doctors. Behind him was a little nurse who was scared and cried, shivering and hiding...

"Because he was so mad that he could barely eat." Dr. He next to him was holding the case record, and he put on his glasses, frowning.

Qi Mu turned his head in a daze, and looked at him, "What's wrong with him?" Didn't he just sit quietly on the hospital bed a few days ago, why is he roaring like a wild beast and going crazy now?

That face was not tight and thin, with yellow bones and skin, and it was still grinning and roaring hideously.

"He doesn't remember anyone now, and he can't listen to anyone's words."

"Amnesia again?"

If it's just amnesia, it's better to solve it. Dr. He took off his glasses and pressed the center of his eyebrows, "It's different. Last time he could understand the words and cooperate with the treatment. This time," he said, looking at Qi Mu, "He Lost basic thinking consciousness, unconsciousness, unable to think normally, intermittent madness, to be precise, he is not amnesia, he is crazy."

"What are you kidding?"

It was only after Qi Mu yelled that he realized that he had overreacted. He calmed down for a while, "Isn't he just too sad?"

Choked by his words, Dr. He opened his mouth and then closed it flatly. He put on his glasses, looked down at the medical records in his hand, and asked casually, "Do you not believe it or are you unwilling to accept it?"

Still a little slow, Qi Mu was even a little dazed, "I don't know."

"..." Dr. He looked up at him, lifted his glasses, "You can take another look, maybe there will be an answer."

Qi Mu, "..."

There were too many memories of the past in this day, and he still remembered the high-spirited, domineering Gu Xiaoliu, but now he suddenly saw this, the difference was so different, he really couldn't accept it.

He looked into the ward and saw the earth-shattering toss inside.

He quietly watched someone go crazy.

Gu Xun also had remnants of the straps on his body, probably because he was afraid of hurting the patient. He used a gentle strapping method before, but he broke free later.

Qi Mu looked at the way he was roaring, seeing what he touched and smashed, violent and crazy, it really seemed that he had completely lost his mind.

—It seems really crazy.

how could be?

How could someone go crazy so easily?

Why?

because of him?

Qi Mu thinks he should be angry, if someone goes crazy because of him, he will be angry!

But at this moment, a few days ago, he felt relieved for Gu Xunyi, happy for Gu Xunyi's desperate behavior with himself, and he just found out that it was a misunderstanding, and he just felt relieved of the matter that he had been brooding about for six years , he was still thinking relaxedly on the way before he came, since this is the case, then he should not be angry with him...

There was the sound of footsteps, Qi Mu looked over in a daze, it was Sheng Yanqing, he was in worse condition than Doctor He, his eyes were dark, with worry and irritability mixed in his eyes.

Sheng Yanqing walked up to him and asked in a low voice, "Why are you here?"

Qi Mu didn't say a word, and turned his head to look into the ward.

Gu Xun was finally pushed to the ground by the two male doctors. He was kneeled and pressed on his back, his face was down, his hands and feet were restrained, his neck was stuck, his hands and feet were put on iron chains, and they were tied tightly. He couldn't move, only his scarlet eyes remained, clinging to the ground.

Seeing this scene, Qi Mu finally frowned.

Sheng Yanqing's eyes flickered, and he hurriedly asked, "Do you feel sorry for him?"

"How is it possible?" Qi Mu twitched the corner of his mouth, but his voice was very soft.

Sheng Yanqing didn't know what Qi Mu was thinking, and deliberately said, "It's useless for you to come here, he doesn't even remember you now."

Qi Mu didn't have much reaction, "Amnesia, it's not the first time."

"This time is different."

Qi Mu glanced at him, his expression darkened, "Really?"

It sounds like you don't believe it.

"Then you can go in and have a try." Sheng Yanqing made it clear that he also wanted to see if there was a chance.

Qi Mu looked at him, stared at him for a while, his eyes were bright, looking very clean and clear, as if he had his own firmness, maybe he really didn't believe it, he suddenly smiled and said, "Okay. "

But reality quickly hit the face.

When he entered, the doctor was making the bed for him, and Gu Xun had already calmed down. His hands and feet were still bound, his arms were wrapped around his legs, and he was sitting against the wall, with his forehead against the wall, removing the chains all over his body. She looked like a poor child who had been abandoned.I don't know if he was given a sedative. At this moment, he looked drowsy, his eyes were out of focus, and he was a little distracted, as if he was about to fall asleep.

His hair was disheveled, his face was dirty, and so were his hospital gowns. He must have been sprayed all over when the vegetable soup was overturned.

There was a pause in his footsteps, and Qi Mu vaguely recalled that when he reunited with him, "Prince Gu" dressed very expensively every time he met, even grand and earth-shattering, and he couldn't match up with the people at the moment.

Reining in his mind, Qi Mu walked over with a calm tone, and shouted, "Gu Xunyi?"

The person in the corner acted as if he hadn't heard it, and didn't react at all, his eyes were still looking at a certain place in the sky.

Qi Mu narrowed his eyes and shouted again with a louder voice.

This time there was no response either.

Qi Mu's face darkened, he squatted down, and met his eyes, "Gu Xiaoliu."

Even if he looked at his face and shouted this name, Gu Xunyi's eyes still didn't change a bit, as if what fell on his face was not him, but an ordinary object.

How could this be?

Qi Mu's eyes turned cold, "Gu Xunyi, don't pretend to me, I have something to ask you."

"..."

"Gu Xiaoliu, did I really blame you back then? If you tell me the truth, I will believe you." Qi Mu suppressed his anger and tried to persuade.

His open eyes were slightly closed, he was really about to fall asleep, Qi Mu talked to him as if he was cut off from him.

Qi Mu, "..."

Completely impatient, he stood up and was about to kick.

The doctor who was tidying up the ward looked terrified and wanted to stop him, but was stopped by Sheng Yanqing.

The raised foot failed to kick down, Qi Mu's eyes flickered, and his gaze inadvertently glanced at Gu Xunyi's palm casually hanging by his side, and he froze suddenly.

"What's wrong with his hand?" Qi Mu squatted down, grabbed his hand and looked at it.

Gu Xun didn't resist, nor did he react. Qi Mu clearly saw the vertical and horizontal scars on his palm, densely packed, and the entire palm was almost covered by scars.

"He did it when he hurt himself." Sheng Yanqing glanced at him and said.

That's right, that time on the cruise ship, Qi Mu saw him smash a glass with his palm, and the glass shards stuck in his hand, "Is it because of a headache?"

"Yes, every time...the headache is unbearable, he will hurt himself."

The arm that was pulled up, the sleeves drooped down a bit, and Qi Mu noticed that there was also a wound on his wrist. He pulled the sleeve away, and sure enough, he saw the burns and knife wounds on his arm, densely packed, with countless scars .

How much does it hurt?

why?What is he doing these days?

Is self-harm so serious?Aren't they all tied up?

Gu Xunyi, why do you...

Qi Mu took a deep breath, put down his hands and walked out of the ward.

Walking out the door, he leaned against the wall, panting heavily.

"This time, it's really different." Sheng Yanqing followed up and said.

He witnessed it with his own eyes, and Gu Xun gradually became like this. He knew better than anyone else that the other party tortured him day and night just to "disappear".

Sheng Yanqing had some hope before, but now it seems that it has really succeeded, and it is useless for Qi Mu to come.

He looked at Qi Mu with a complicated tone, "That's it, since it's useless, don't come here in the future."

Gu Xunyi's parents couldn't hide it anymore, if they knew it was because of Qi Mu, they might do something to him.

Qi Mu didn't speak.

He took out a cigarette case from his pocket, knocked out one and bit it in his mouth, lit it and took a few deep breaths, the phone in his pocket was vibrating, Qi Mu took it out, it was Chen Ke's message asking him if he was there.

Qi Muhui: [I'm not going, I have something to do]

The next moment the phone rang, Qi Mu cut it off immediately, and then called back, [I really have something, I will talk about it tomorrow]

The phone stopped, and Qi Mu went to the glass window again. Gu Xunyi really fell asleep at this moment, curled up on the hospital bed with long arms and legs, but was bound to death.

Qi Mu looked at Sheng Yanqing, and asked calmly, "Is it because of me that he became like this? It was before, and it is now?"

The feast cleared his face.

He didn't want Qi Mu to be burdened, and he didn't want him to feel guilty. If possible, he even hoped that Qi Mu would stop caring, go far away, and live his life well.

As for his crazy nephew...

"He asked for it, and you didn't do anything."

Qi Mu raised his chin, curled his lips, and smiled, took a few puffs of cigarette before saying, "He really cares about me so much."

"What?" Sheng Yanqing didn't expect him to say that.

"Because I don't want him, I'm crazy, aren't I?"

"...That's right."

"So," Qi Mu said firmly, "he should also get better because of me..."

Sheng Yan's clear eyes lit up for a moment, then disappeared again, "There is nothing the doctors can do."

"That's without me."

Sheng Yanqing breathed a sigh of relief, but was still puzzled, "Why do you suddenly want to help him? Don't you blame him? Are you not angry?"

Qi Mu stubbed out the cigarette and threw it into the trash can, "I blamed him," he said after a pause, and added, "I'm relieved."

"Then have you thought about how to help? Have you thought about the future? If you think about him returning to normal, you..."

"I haven't thought about it, but in my short thoughts, there is only one thought in my mind." Qi Mu looked at Sheng Yanqing and said, "I don't like him like this, I don't like him very much. Can't listen now."

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