second amnesia

When he got home, Qi's father and mother were waiting for him to have dinner, Qi Mu called before boarding the plane and said he would be back.

He walked in and hugged Madam Qi, "What delicious food did you cook?"

But Mrs. Qi's reaction was very strange, she just patted him on the back, and said in a flat tone, "Let's eat."

"What's wrong? What happened?" Qi Musong let go of the person in his arms and asked in puzzlement.

Mu Jing ignored him and walked to the dining table first to sit down.

Sitting on a chair, Qi Hongxian, who didn't even come to greet him, knocked on the table, "Come and eat first."

Qi Mu really couldn't figure out what happened at home to make the two of them treat him with this attitude, so he simply had dinner first.

The usual laughter was gone at the dinner table, and there was no custom of not talking when eating or sleeping in their small family. Usually at this time, Mrs. Qi would have been chasing him to ask questions, forcing him to have a girlfriend.

This is the main reason why he moved out.

But tonight's quiet meal made him restless, he put down the bowls and chopsticks before eating two mouthfuls, and winked at Mrs. Qi in an obedient manner.

"Madam Qi?"

"Mom?"

"Comrade Mu Jing!"

Facing her son's funny and cute face, Mu Jing couldn't hold back and slapped him on the forehead, "Are you calling your soul? Shut up! Eat!"

"How can you eat with your mouth shut?"

"If you don't eat, get out." Mu Jing gave him an angry look.

Qi Mu had no choice but to eat obediently.

After dinner, Qi Hong took the initiative to wash the dishes, and Mu Jing sat on the sofa to watch TV after washing her hands.The position next to him sank, and someone grabbed his arm, "What's wrong? I haven't done anything recently, have I?"

The remote control changed several stations in quick succession.

Looking over from the side, Qi Mu happened to see some fine lines around her eyes, he sighed, and whispered, "Could it be the legendary menopause?"

"You're just in menopause!" Mu Jing smashed the remote control on the coffee table, couldn't hold back and turned to face Qi Mu, "Let me ask you, are you living with someone else?"

"Cohabitation?"

"I went to the house you rented during your business trip."

What the hell!

Mu Jing pressed his wrist to prevent him from escaping, "I dragged your father to clean up your house, guess what we saw in your house?"

"You live with other people, I have no objection as an adult, but I didn't know until now that my son is... a..."

She saw another man's daily necessities in her son's house, including the same style of men's slippers, men's pajamas, coffee cups, toothbrushes, pillows on the bed, and even a pair of kitchen dishes.

To say that this is just an ordinary roommate is pure self-deception.

Qi Mu, "..." He forgot about Gu Xunyi's things.

The time was so chaotic and disturbing that he didn't pay attention to it.

This is bad! ! !

"I...then what..." The voice was stuttering and couldn't figure out how to fool it for a while.

"You really like, like men?" Mu Jing locked her eyes on his face tightly, not letting go of his reaction.

"No... no." When his mother asked about this, his face was really dry and flustered.

"Sleeping with someone without you?" Mu Jing's chest heaved in anger.

Qi Mu's face was tense, and he secretly scolded Gu Xunyi again in his heart.

When Mu Jing saw this, she guessed that this matter was almost inseparable. She and her husband had been struggling for several days, and it was easy to accept it now. She held her son's face and squeezed his cheek, "I like it!" Didn't the man say earlier, it's fun to watch me busy every day and introduce you to a girlfriend?"

"Neither—"

"Don't deny it. Your father and I have accepted our fate. As long as you like it, we have someone to accompany you. We have no objection, and you don't have to hide and move around."

Qi Mu didn't expect his parents to be so receptive, and he was stunned. Feeling someone gently patted his face, he met Mrs. Qi's gossip-flaming eyes, "Who is your partner? What are you doing?" Is it good for you? I heard that people in this circle are very difficult. Is he reliable? Is he sincere? You bring him home some other day, and I will help you check it out. "

"..." I was kicked by him, what should I say?

"Okay, okay, I'll bring it back to you another day."

It was only then that he accepted that he was with the man, and if he said that he broke up with someone again, he would probably be worried again, so Qi Mu didn't say anything at all, stood up and fled back to the room pretending to be embarrassed.

The things in his room haven't been touched much, except that a lot of books and his office things are missing, the bed and bedding are all neat and clean, and the smell of the sun can still be smelled when lying on it.

Qi Mu turned over, and the question just now flashed back and forth in his mind.

Do you like men?

Hugs, kisses... don't seem to be disgusted.

Even if he has a heart, he can still take the initiative.

Qi Mu broke down a bit, and silently mourned for a while his lost innocence, then got up and walked to the bookshelf.

He wanted to look for things from the past, to see if he could find something, the truth about that incident back then.But when they left, they took almost nothing with them. Qi Muai read books, and when they left, they only took his books.

I went through all the old books on the shelf, but found nothing.

Qi Mu thought for a while, opened the door and walked out, "Mom, I might find time to go back to my hometown these few days."

I haven't been back for six years.

Mu Jing was surprised, "What are you going back for?"

"I lost something and I want to go back and find it."

"Then do you want us to accompany you?" Qi Mu never went back, but Mu Jing, her husband and relatives were there, they did go back, but every time it was mentioned, Qi Mu didn't care much, and just said he was busy , I went out to be cool with my friends, but I didn't expect him to take the initiative to want to go back.

"Need not."

"Well, remember to visit your uncle when you go back, they miss you very much."

"it is good."

The next day, Qi Mu went back to the rented house first, and wanted to get rid of the things Gu Xunyi left behind first. Even if it was a misunderstanding, Qi Mu might not be able to forgive him easily and continue to be with him. What Gu Xunyi did after the reunion Too bad, he was also very angry.

One by one, I searched carefully, not only Gu Xunyi's personal items, but also the gifts he bought for himself. Qi Mu also packed the boxes together. He originally wanted to throw them away, but some of the items inside were too real. Great value.

He had a hard time, and he couldn't do such a wasteful thing, transfer it to others or do charity, but after all, it was someone else's thing, and he couldn't do it either.

After thinking about it, I decided to return it to the Lord.

He called Sheng Yanqing.

It only rang once and was connected, as if waiting for his call anytime, "Xiao Mu?"

There was surprise in the voice, but then he was poured cold water into his heart, "Gu Xun also has something for me, come here and return it to him."

His voice could be called indifferent, and Sheng Yan cleared his throat bitterly, "Is that all?"

"Otherwise what else?"

"You don't have anything you want to ask?" Sheng Yanqing stopped walking and walked back helplessly.

A cold snort came from the phone, "Of course not."

"OK then."

When Sheng Yanqing arrived at his house, Qi Mu had already left, and only told him that the key was under the carpet at the door and the things were packed in the living room.

Opening the door and entering, she saw a cardboard box. Sheng Yanqing walked back and forth in the living room several times, finally found a piece of paper, left a sentence, and left with the box in her arms.

When the box was brought back to the hospital, Sheng Yanqing did not open it, but he also had a hard time whether to hand it over to Gu Xunyi, for fear that he would be irritated again.

If you don't give it to him, if Qi Mu finds out that he didn't do what he promised, the sky will fall. Qi Mu is very small-minded about the things he cares about.

Sheng Yanqing put out the cigarette, carried the box and walked to the ward.

……

Seeing these things, Gu Xunyi's head hurt again, those past memories were like being burned by fire, burning and burning.

But as if he was masochistic, he recalled it over and over again.

There were good times when the two of them were together.

Once at two o'clock in the morning, Qi Mu suddenly asked him to go out to buy desserts. He usually doesn't like these things. He asked while getting dressed, "Don't you like sweets?"

Qi Mu nestled under the quilt, his voice was laziness, "You just said that my mouth is sweet." So he suddenly wanted to eat sweets.

Seeing him frozen in place, Qi Mu stood up with his elbows propped on the bed, his black hair was fluffy and soft, with a clear fragrance floating in his nose with his movements.

His heart trembled unconsciously, but he saw that Qi Mu had already got off the bed, and his clothes were stained. He casually picked up Gu Xunyi's clothes and put them on. Nice glow.

Putting on a shirt, he wrapped his arms around it, and quickly pressed a kiss, "Good boy, be good, I want to eat."

Every time Qi Mu wants him to do something, if he hesitates, Qi Mu will use this trick. He knows that the other party just wants him to do something, and he may not have any affection, but he still can't stop his heartbeat, time and time again. A heart beating out of control.

"Then wait for me."

"Okay," Qi Mu smiled at him, yawned lazily, blinked his eyes a few times, his misty eyes looked like a pool of clear spring water, he lay back on the bed, "Hurry up, hurry back .”

He closed his eyes and added, "Be careful."

Gu Xun was also afraid that when he came back, Qi Mu had already fallen asleep, so he drove out in a hurry, but there was no dessert shop open on the street at two o'clock in the morning, so he called his assistant, who said that he could only make it fresh, so what's more Night.

There was no way, someone was doing it over there, and he drove around the street a few more times, but no one opened the door. In the end, he could only go back anxiously, standing at the door and waiting for the new ones to be delivered.

He was really anxious to wait, his heart was burning, afraid that Qi Mu would be angry with him when he woke up the next day after falling asleep, and also afraid that he would be angry if he didn't fall asleep and went back late.

For him, Qi Mu's attitude at that moment was a dream come true. He didn't dare to imagine that when he was shattered, he couldn't coax Qi Mu's anger at all.

But after waiting at the door for a long time, the door behind him was suddenly opened, and a lazy voice came from behind, "Why don't you come in?"

"What, how do you know I'm at the door?" Gu Xun also hid his hands aside.

"Come out to pour water. On the closed-circuit TV at the door, you are jumping up and down like a monkey, and you don't come in. What are you doing?"

He didn't jump up and down, he just walked back and forth anxiously.

"The cake shop is not open, but I got someone to make a new one. It's not ready yet. Mumu, can you wait for a while?" Gu Xun was so nervous that he didn't even dare to look up at him, and his voice became quieter as he spoke. Emboldened.

"What a big deal I am, I will come back if I can't buy it."

Gu Xun's eyes flickered, "Aren't you angry?"

"What's the big deal, am I so angry? Come in quickly, run out with your slippers on, and drive? Why are you so stupid, you wash your slippers when they are dirty, tell someone not to do the cake, trouble in the middle of the night Who made it new? You are the emperor, and you are equipped with an imperial dining room, right?"

Gu Xunyi's entire chest was filled with some kind of enthusiasm, and he hugged him excitedly and pressed into his arms, holding the thin red lips, kissing him hard.

Qi Mu is caring about him! ! !

……

When Sheng Yanqing came back from smoking, he saw the man whose hands and feet were chained, who was sitting on the ground staring blankly at the box.

The wide-open eye sockets were blank, but something gushed out almost without blinking, across the cheeks, and the big ones smacked the ground, and there was already a mass of water stains on the ground.

He is crying.

He was crying fiercely, but he didn't make any sound.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, tears welled up in those eyes that had lost all their bright colors, and they slowly moved towards him, "Don't go looking for him."

"Although I love him, I always do wrong, no more, I won't bother him anymore."

Then he lowered his face, covered his head with his hands, and shouted over and over again, "I will disappear, I will disappear..."

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