unconfessed love

It took nearly two weeks without any expectations for the military training, and everyone was tanned.Even though Lin Yuanyuan puts on a thick layer of sunscreen on her exposed skin every morning when she goes out and after her lunch break, she still can't stop her skin from turning dark.

On the penultimate day of the military training, when we assembled on the playground in the morning, there was a sudden commotion in the phalanx, and everyone's whispering gradually turned into whispering, especially the boys, all of whom were extremely excited.Liu Yuxian, who hadn't paid much attention at first, finally found out that there was a new girl in the girls' team when she was counting. Her heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably when she heard that voice.That was He Yan's voice.Because 170cm is almost the tallest among girls, He Yan was placed at the bottom.

Thinking of He Yan's return, Liu Yuxian's forehead felt hot, and her heartbeat also accelerated. She had no choice but to take deep breaths to control her emotions.Stealing a glance at He Yan, even though she was wearing a fat military training uniform, she was still so outstanding.He Yan's figure is perfect, the key is that the proportions are very good, long arms, long legs, although full of skinny, but where there should be flesh, the beautiful curves are well displayed.Different from Liu Yuxian's bland facial features, He Yan's facial features are more profound. Although the eyes are not big, the eye sockets are very three-dimensional. The black eyeballs and black eyelashes make it hard to see what she is thinking. something.Basically, the lips that are always tightly closed are a kind of light pink that is close to the skin color, which makes people think that she is a little anemic, but her complexion does not look unhealthy.The thin bridge of the nose always gives people a cold feeling.If you don't smile, the whole face will give people a strong and stern impression, like a frozen river in winter.But Liu Yuxian knew that she smiled like an angel, and she spoke unexpectedly softly.

This kind of beauty with full of personality will definitely attract the attention of many people, even Liu Yuxian herself has to admit that even in the eyes of girls, He Yan is definitely outstanding.When I met He Yan on the first day, and heard He Yan say that she was beautiful, Liu Yuxian was extremely ashamed—she didn't want to put herself in the ranks of beauties, she was afraid that others would say that she didn't know herself well.It's good to be silent like this, I don't need others to praise my appearance.she thought.

Originally, she was wondering if she would notice when she was watching He Yan, but in the end, He Yan didn't look anywhere at all, and followed the team to stand in a military posture expressionlessly, and she couldn't tell any information from her expression.Liu Yuxian sighed inwardly, and looked away, feeling a little uncomfortable.She was hurt by the indifference of a friend who cared so much for her.But who said it was He Yan, she was like this.Liu Yuxian comforted herself.

Finally, when it was time for intermission, Liu Yuxian wanted to run to He Yan's side and talk to her, whatever she wanted to say, she just wanted to talk to her.But He Yan didn't intend to talk at all, she just slipped under the tree beside the playground to hide from the sun.Liu Yuxian felt that He Yan was exuding an aura of "don't approach me, let alone talk to me", but she didn't dare to follow her rashly.She is such a person who easily creates a sense of distance, and she is worried even if she gets close.Liu Yuxian thought.

Looking at He Yan's figure from a distance, Liu Yuxian's mood suddenly fell to the bottom.What is not reconciled is that even if he does not go to talk to He Yan, someone else will follow.

Can't you see that she doesn't want to talk to anyone?Liu Yuxian really wanted to shout out to the guy who followed the situation regardless of the situation.But she didn't, she could only think about it in her heart.

After a while, the male classmate who had talked to He Yan in the past retreated back, and Liu Yuxian heard someone ask, "How is it, did you ask her why she came today?" The answer was "Nothing, she just said 'something'". "Nothing else?" asked again. "No, I just said these two words." "Tch—" There was a burst of hissing.

Originally, Liu Yuxian wanted to invite He Yan to the cafeteria for dinner when the military training was over, but when she came to her senses, the team had disbanded, and He Yan was nowhere to be found.

Everyone rushed back to take a shower, then cleaned up and went to eat and go shopping in small groups, squandering the novelty and enthusiasm of freshmen.Thinking that the shower in the dormitory would not be free for a while, Liu Yuxian went to the cafeteria to eat first.Slowly eating the untasteful food, Liu Yuxian didn't know what was going on in her heart.

After eating, she sat there for a while, watching the twilight sky gradually turn black, guessing that her roommate had already gone out, so Liu Yuxian stood up and walked up to the sixth floor step by step.

I wondered if He Yan would be in the dormitory. She usually likes to be alone in an unknown place doing unknown things, but the dormitory was really empty and no one was there.

It was uncomfortable to be covered in sweat, so Liu Yuxian mechanically picked up the bath towel and pajamas and went in to take a shower.It took about twenty minutes to come out of the bathroom.

The draft blows.

I was so careless, didn't I close the door when I came in?Thinking of this, Liu Yuxian closed the bedroom door.When she turned around, she found that the balcony door was open, and He Yan was lying on the balcony with her back facing the dormitory, watching the scenery.

Liu Yuxian's head felt hot for a while, as if he heard the sound of "thump, boom, boom" heartbeat accelerating.

She walked slowly to the balcony and stood by the door, hesitating whether she should approach He Yan and talk to her as usual.But no matter how you look at the back, it doesn't look like you want to get close to people.There is no way to stand still so silently, and the longer you stand here, the more strange it will be.

But... what smell?

Liu Yuxian sniffed subconsciously.He Yan turned her head when she heard her sniffing.

Smoke... smoke... smoking? !

Slightly emitting blue gas, He Yan held a half-burned cigarette in her hand, Liu Yuxian's eyes widened, and she just froze in place.

……smokes?He Yan... actually smokes? !

"Want a drink?" Without noticing Liu Yuxian's stunned expression, He Yanruo passed the can in her hand nonchalantly.

"...Ah, no... no need, thank you..." Liu Yuxian, who came back to her senses after a while, replied stutteringly, when she saw that what He Yan was holding was not an ordinary beverage can, but a When she was drinking a can of beer, her bottom line was completely overturned.

"Beer?!" she called out.

He Yan nodded normally: "Yes, do you want a drink?"

Hey, what to drink or not to drink, that's not the question at all!Smoking...drinking...normal girls don't do this, right? !