unconfessed love

"What does Liu Yuxian like? If you give me a mobile hard drive, I will always return the gift. Then it must be something you like."

Liu Yuxian didn't know whether He Yan was joking or telling the truth, but it didn't matter. She thought about it seriously and said, "For me, I still like books."

He Yan raised her eyebrows lightly: "Books, you seem to be someone who likes books, you."

Liu Yuxian wanted to ask, where did you see it?But she didn't ask again, she was afraid that He Yan would think that she was an inquisitive person.She was afraid that others would think she was troublesome, and there were things in the past where she couldn't understand what others said and continued to ask, but she was directly annoyed by others, saying that she was a person who couldn't make jokes and was boring.Looking at He Yan who was smiling happily, Liu Yuxian felt that it was good for just two people talking like this, and there was no need to care about the whole story.

As they talked, the two talked about their favorite movies, books, music, actors, and all kinds of favorites.

Liu Yuxian found that He Yan is the kind of person who has a clear standpoint and point of view. She knows the things she is interested in very detailed, almost to the level of textual research, and she is not even bothered to understand the things she is not interested in. to understand.In comparison, Liu Yuxian is a person with general interests. He seems to be interested in knowing things that he doesn't know, but he has nothing particularly persistent.She likes to listen to He Yan's talk, likes to see the playful expression on her face, likes her special way of expression, and also likes her sensitive perception of things and unique views.Although they only knew each other for a short day, He Yan was already regarded by her as the most special person she had known for so many years.

When she was happy, Liu Yuxian thought that He Yan was not at all different from her cold appearance. In fact, when she talked to her, she found that she was not only gentle but also funny. Someone as boring as herself could actually talk to her Together, it was great.They chatted for several hours, until Lin Yuanyuan, her mother, and Yu Zhu returned to the dormitory, and they each washed and rested.

Reminiscing about the pleasant conversation with He Yan, Liu Yuxian fell asleep happily that night.

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University life seems to have started slowly in a faint excitement and anxiety.

One week after the start of school is the day when freshmen officially start military training.

During the period before that, Liu Yuxian got to know most of the freshmen from the same department because of holding several class meetings.Because I got to know He Yan, and I wished to divide He Yan into the circle of "friends"—it was said to be a circle, but in fact there was only He Yan in the circle, and the other two roommates and other female students in the same class , although they can be regarded as friends, but Liu Yuxian is always unwilling to put them in the same position as He Yan──Liu Yuxian naturally pays more attention to He Yan than to others.

She found that He Yan likes to buy a lot of toothpaste and use it at the same time. For example, there are three different tubes of toothpaste in her mouthwash cup at the same time, and which one to use is random each time, and she can use whichever she gets.When asked by her roommate why, she just said, "It's too lonely to put only one tube, and the three can be companions for each other." I don't know if this is a joke or a serious statement.

In addition, He Yan loves cleanliness very much. It is no exaggeration to say that if it is more serious, it will reach the level of cleanliness.Her desk is always clean, her clothes are neatly placed, even the hangers are scrubbed every day, and there is never any stain on the seat.Because of this, Liu Yuxian also paid attention to her hygiene problems, she didn't want to be rejected by He Yan because of this kind of thing.But then Liu Yuxian discovered that this was not a simple obsession with cleanliness, because compared to maintaining hygiene, He Yan didn't like others to touch her things casually.Once Yu Zhu took the initiative to clean the table for her, which in the eyes of ordinary people should be thanked. Although He Yan didn't say anything, her expression unabashedly showed her disgust for Yu Zhu's "helping others".She would rather let the ashes on the table accumulate for two days than let anyone dispose of it for her without authorization, even for the garbage she plans to throw away.

Yu Zhu, who was keenly aware of He Yan's characteristics, never took the initiative to approach her since then, but on the surface she was still fine, as if they were getting along very harmoniously. Yu Zhu's "intimate sister" smile had become her A killer who overcomes other people's unfriendly emotions! .Liu Yuxian admired Yu Zhu for being so magnanimous in her heart, but deep down in her heart, she didn't like her very much, and she didn't feel close to her. fake.

She also found that, compared with the flamboyant Lin Yuanyuan and the gentle Yu Zhu, He Yan never put any decorations on the table.She always puts trivial things in boxes, and small boxes in big boxes, trying to keep the table top as simple as possible.So it is very convenient for her to clean every time, without having to wipe every small object one by one - for a person who loves cleaning like her, if there are decorations on the table, it is impossible to clean the blank of the table like Lin Yuanyuan Places, small objects can be fooled by just dusting them casually; she must wipe them carefully one by one, it must be like this.Liu Yuxian thought in her heart.

But looking at He Yan's desk, which is so simple that there is almost no breath of life, she always feels a little out of place, as if that person had arranged everything in advance for the convenience of leaving at any time.Once when Lin Yuanyuan gave everyone in the dormitory a decoration as a gift, He Yan directly refused.Lin Yuanyuan, who never thought that giving gifts would be rejected, asked her why as if she was hurt, and He Yan replied that it was too troublesome and there was no place to put it.So Lin Yuanyuan put the things on He Yan's table in a fit of anger, and said, just put it like this.Feeling embarrassed to return the things to Lin Yuanyuan, He Yan showed a distressed expression every day when she saw the decoration.In the end, Lin Yuanyuan couldn't take it anymore, grabbed the gift and shouted, "Give it back to me if you don't like it, who wants to give you such a cute thing!" He Yan was relieved.

The four of them basically know each other's characteristics now, and they can still live in harmony if they don't plan to get along very closely.Although He Yan feels strange in some places, generally speaking, getting along with others is no problem. She never cares about it, and is not easy to be influenced by other people's words. Even when Lin Yuanyuan complains or yells, she can treat her calmly. , Occasionally when I am in a good mood, I am willing to greet people.He Yan, who can live such a relaxed and self-contained life, is the object of Liu Yuxian's envy.

Liu Yuxian is not good at words, doesn't know how to act according to circumstances, and her timidity can't be changed no matter what, she feels quite struggling with interpersonal communication, and only when talking to He Yan can she relax and express her true self.Although I wish I could chat with He Yan every day, even if I just stay together without talking, it can be seen that He Yan seems to prefer to be alone than to be with her companions.In order not to be bored by her, Liu Yuxian had no choice but to keep a moderate distance from He Yan.