unconfessed love

When Liu Yuxian woke up, her hands and feet were cold. It turned out that she had fallen asleep in the self-study classroom.

The temperature in December is no joke. When I raised my head, my nose almost flowed out.Liu Yuxian hurriedly took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped it off, as if he had caught a cold.She stretched her arms and moved her stiff legs to see that it was almost seven o'clock.Suddenly remembering that there were two elective courses left in the evening, I hurriedly took out the pre-printed schedule to check the classroom where the class was held, and rushed over immediately, but was still a few minutes late.Remembering that He Yan reminded her to do such a common-sense thing as printing out the course strap on her body, Liu Yuxian couldn't help but lose her mind about going to class again.

At any rate, it was the end of get out of class, and Liu Yuxian, who missed dinner, was already hungry and dizzy.

Passing through the rush of people after class in the evening, I came to the "campus central supermarket" closest to the classroom.I bought a rougamo, a few oden sticks, and a big cup of warm milk tea. Liu Yuxian planned to use these to make up for dinner.Frozen and cool, Liu Yuxian held the milk tea in both hands and drank it cautiously, waiting in line for the waiter to heat the roujiamo in the microwave.Looking through the transparent glass wall, under the bright night lights outside, there are all students coming and going, groups, pairs, one by one.

Liu Yuxian let out a breath.The thought of seeing He Yan turned up from the bottom of my heart again.While thinking "impossible, impossible, I won't see her here", she secretly hoped that there would be a surprise.Just tangling back and forth like this, denying herself while vaguely expecting, in the end, she didn't even hear the voice of the clerk calling her.

"Hey!" The classmate beside her gave her a push, "It's your stuff."

"Ah... that's right, that's right... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I didn't hear..." Liu Yuxian blushed and took the heated Roujiamo under the impatient eyes of the clerk.

"Ah, it's so hot..." Roujiamo couldn't hold it steady, and it fell to the ground with a "pop--".

"Uh, you..." The clerk hesitated, and couldn't hide the look of "really troublesome" on his face.

"Ah...no...it's okay...I didn't catch it myself, I dropped it, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." The blushing Liu Yuxian couldn't bear the staring eyes of everyone, and quickly bent down to pick up the dropped Ling Ling Putting the broken buns into a bag, ignoring the leftovers around, he ran out of the supermarket, threw the bag into the trash can, and ran to the edge of the central square in one breath.Picking up the stairs with few people and standing there, her heart was still pounding.When I finally calmed down, I realized that the milk tea had spilled out, some of my clothes seemed to be stained, and the paper cup containing the Kanto cooking was crooked by myself.

She took a deep breath, and immediately felt the cool air fill her lungs, her mind seemed to clear up a lot, and her depression became clearer.

Standing blankly on the dimly lit steps, Liu Yuxian suddenly thought, why isn't it snowing yet?Why isn't it snowing yet?She keeps repeating the question in her head so she doesn't have time to think about other problems or get frustrated.

Under the streetlight in front, two figures passed by slowly, one of them was the He Yan she had always wanted to see, and she didn't look carefully at the other one, she only knew that it should be a boy.Although she didn't identify He Yan's figure carefully, it has become one of her abilities to be able to recognize He Yan's figure even if she didn't have to look straight at her. As for the other one, even if she didn't see it clearly, she could still think of who it was.

She didn't feel disappointed, nor did she feel jealous. To her surprise, she actually felt a rare peace.However, for some reason, when she realized it, tears had flowed out unconsciously, so many, so many.

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Christmas is here, and the class held a party together with the upcoming New Year's Day.Because it happened that there was no class on the second day of the weekend, everyone had a good time, and some people expressed their love to Liu Yuxian through the excitement, which made Liu Yuxian terrified.After experiencing the confession bombardment on Singles' Day last month, she was already afraid of such things, and she had to be treated as a dateable object by boys.For other girls, especially the model like Lin Yuanyuan, Liu Yuxian couldn't handle the "confession incident" that she would be proud of, and she couldn't take it as a kind of capital to show off. She just wanted not to be noticed Just stay in a corner.

From the middle of the party, Liu Yuxian noticed Deng Daping's closely following eyes, which made her feel uncomfortable.As soon as she felt that the other party wanted to come closer, she immediately became extremely nervous, and hurriedly looked for excuses and methods to escape immediately if Deng Daping came over.

The fact that Liu Yuxian is popular is obvious, no matter how much she dodges, there will always be boys who take the initiative to pay attention to her, which makes Lin Yuanyuan, who has always liked to show sweetness and consideration, jealous.She deliberately showed her rejection and contempt for Liu Yuxian, trying to isolate her on behalf of the girls as a whole, but in the end, Liu Yuxian left her far away and did not come closer, just watching He Yan's movements silently.

Liu Yuxian, who retreated to the corner, suddenly heard someone calling herself, a low voice.She looked around and saw a tall boy smiling shyly at herself.Ah, it was him, the boy who had a crush on He Yan and asked Lin Yuanyuan for advice.well?What is he looking for?Could it be that……

"This..." The boy approached him, holding something like a letter in his hand.

"What?" Liu Yuxian asked mechanically.

"Can you give it to He Yan for me?" the boy looked at Liu Yuxian and said.

"He...He Yan?" Liu Yuxian looked at the letter handed over by the boy and suddenly realized, "Love...love letter?"

The boy opened his mouth halfway, let out an "uh" and nodded.

what to do?what to do?Liu Yuxian quickly organized the language in his mind.Do you want to reject him?How to refuse?Wait... why are you looking for me, such a thing?

She looked up at the boy again.

What's the matter with this person, didn't Lin Yuanyuan tell him that He Yan has a boyfriend?And he also said a lot of bad things about He Yan, why did he still hand over the love letter?And why do you want me to hand it over?

what to do?what to do?However, the amazing thing is that when he was still struggling in his heart, he actually stretched out his hand towards the love letter handed out by the boy. Liu Yuxian couldn't understand his behavior—hey, what's going on, is this a conditioned reflex?Don't take it, don't take it!

"Uh, Deng Daping seems to be looking for you." The boy looked behind Liu Yuxian and said in a low voice.

"Huh?" Liu Yuxian shuddered all over, and turned her head to look behind because she was too panicked.Sure enough, Deng Daping was staring at her closely, and when he saw her turn around, he immediately started to walk towards him.

While panicking, Liu Yuxian looked over Deng Daping and saw He Yan who was a little further away. She just stood up from her seat and walked outside the venue.

Without even thinking about it, Liu Yuxian grabbed the letter that the boy had been handing over, stuffed it in his pocket, and tried to suppress the trembling voice: "I... will help you and hand it to her..." Before he could finish listening to the other party "Thank you" and she ran out the back door.