unconfessed love

Walking away from Deng Daping, who was questioning, to the cafeteria, neither of them said a word. The atmosphere was so awkward that Liu Yuxian wondered if the air had become thinner.He Yan must have hated it.she thought.Frustrated, she no longer had the energy to be angry with Deng Daping, and she couldn't think of any words that could break the awkward atmosphere.And she always felt that He Yan, who was forced to listen to the inexplicable trifles between her and Deng Daping, must be full of contempt and disgust for herself, but because she dragged her to the cafeteria, the other party was not good enough to just throw her away like this I don't care about it, so I can barely bear to have lunch with myself.

Say something, say something, whatever you say is fine, even if you scold yourself.She prayed in her heart.But when she saw that He Yan seemed to be about to speak, she became very guilty and frightened again. She was so afraid that she couldn't even scoop the soup with the hand holding the spoon. if.

Just like this, she couldn't think of anything well, and she couldn't think of any way. As soon as He Yan made any movement, she thought she was going to leave, her heart pounded in shock, and she clutched the spoon in her hand nervously; seeing that the other party hadn't left So he took the spoon and stirred the dinner plate again, without sending the food to his mouth.

Finally, it was He Yan who spoke first.She wasn't angry, nor did she blame Liu Yuxian, but sincerely apologized. This behavior that seemed normal to others almost made Liu Yuxian cry.

"No, I don't blame you, I don't blame you at all..." Holding back tears and trembling voice, Liu Yuxian said in a low voice that couldn't be lowered, "It's my own business..."

He Yan heard it, but she didn't speak.After a while, she said in the same soft voice: "Well, didn't your boyfriend know when you came out?"

"No... I don't know... No! Not a boyfriend! Never..." Liu Yuxian, who seemed a little nervous, raised her voice.

"Ah, that's it...that's fine." He Yan replied a little vaguely, but she didn't intend to go any further.I don't know if she believed it, but after saying it, Liu Yuxian felt much more at ease.Unable to think of any better explanation, Liu Yuxian gave up the plan to explain further.The fact is that, if she said too much, it would seem like sophistry. She didn't want He Yan to feel that she was a deliberate person.

Glancing at He Yan, no negative emotions that Liu Yuxian imagined appeared on her face, so Liu Yuxian asked tentatively: "That... But, does your boyfriend know?"

"Huh? Know what?" He Yan looked puzzled, and then she understood what Liu Yuxian was referring to, and said with a cheerful smile, "My boyfriend is not like him." That direction, "He will not be able to fall into the eyes of Mr. He Yan after another 100 years---so when I say this, I also assume that he is not your boyfriend. If he is, you can pretend that I am not said."

Liu Yuxian was shocked by He Yan's strange expression again, and stared blankly at her, until she blushed and lowered her head when the other party was amused by her expression.After thinking about it again, he raised his eyes to look at He Yan, who was smiling with curved eyebrows, and suddenly felt so relaxed and comfortable, so he also laughed.

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In the next two weeks, the chances of Liu Yuxian and He Yan being together increased significantly. If the class time is included, He Yan should spend more time with Liu Yuxian than with her boyfriend.Thinking of this, Liu Yuxian's hidden jealousy will relax a lot, and if you look at it with a little more tolerance, it can be regarded as a pleasure.And taking advantage of the opportunity to express his position with Deng Daping last time, Liu Yuxian directly cut off the "dating-like" meeting with him. During the period, he really couldn't help it, and only answered his phone twice, and basically didn't say anything. It's all trivial stuff.

I eat breakfast with He Yan, as long as I have taken the same courses, I almost sit together. Occasionally, when there are few classes, I will go for a walk together, or go to the library for a while.When He Yan was willing to talk, she chatted with her, and listened to all kinds of strange but interesting arguments she made, and when they were not talking, the two of them just stayed so quietly.From Liu Yuxian's point of view, this seemingly ordinary day is full of happiness. She even feels that she has never been so happy. Although thinking about it, it seems that nothing particularly memorable happened, but she feels very comfortable in her heart. , There is a feeling that the accumulated dust has been cleaned, so clear.

The only thing that made Liu Yuxian feel lost was when He Yan was with her boyfriend.She seldom talked about her boyfriend with Liu Yuxian, only mentioned that he was a year higher than her, and she met when she first came to report as a freshman, she didn't say much else, and Liu Yuxian didn't ask too much.But even though he was reluctant to admit it in his heart, Liu Yuxian could still feel that He Yan liked him, and their relationship must be very good.As long as He Yan doesn't eat with her, Liu Yuxian will acquiesce that she has a date with her boyfriend.Watching her leave with a smile, Liu Yuxian's heart would be filled with a faint sadness like mist.

On the last weekend of November, Liu Yuxian went to the library for a while after lunch, because the position by the window was illuminated by the sun, and she became sleepy while reading a book, so she lay down on the table very warm and comfortable Fell asleep.

Liu Yuxian was awakened by the vibration of the phone in his pocket. He checked the time, it was either early or late, three o'clock in the afternoon.Leaning on the chair and stretching, the bright outside seemed to invite her to "come out for a walk", and I felt inexplicably joyful.

Liu Yuxian didn't want to answer Deng Daping's call.So she made an excuse in her heart that "it's not convenient to answer the phone in the library", and let the phone vibrate until she hung up.

After returning the books, Liu Yuxian put her bag on her shoulders, walked out of the library, and walked into the sunny place.Although there is sun, the cold air reminds people that it is winter from time to time.

Liu Yuxian walked slowly, and soon came to the vast south playground.Many open-air club activities are also held here, which is quite lively.Seeing a group of brightly dressed students gathered in the corner of the playground near her, it seemed to be an activity of the ballroom dancing club, Liu Yuxian thought it was very interesting, so she walked over to have a look.

Sure enough, it was a ballroom dancing club activity.In the middle, two teachers, a man and a woman, are teaching the students to dance, and everyone is laughing and having fun.Liu Yuxian also had the experience of learning to dance before, and that was when she was in elementary school, and she didn't have many interests, but thinking about her feelings at that time, dancing should be ranked among the top three things she likes.Although he is good at physical performance, coordination and balance, but because he is shy to perform, he did not become the focus of attention in the dance class.That was the case at that time, let alone now when I haven't practiced for a long time and almost forgot all the dance steps.