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As soon as I entered McDonald's, I thought of Qingwen's character.

I thought of Dad Xia saying that I was focusing on too many subtle things.

In the comments of many experts, Qingwen was said to look like Lin Daiyu. In my opinion, Baoyu's concern for her is a hint of his deep love for Daiyu. I think this is related to Baodai's love relationship in Dream of the Red Chamber. The role of foil.

Qingwen, small things?

He had thought that a character in the book is a life, and a maid is born with a life.I just thought, if we live in the story, everyone should be a character in the story, so who should be the "unsubtle" one?

Is it Xia Yuyuan who lied to her parents at this moment and held a meeting in the club?Or was it Li Shiqing who lied to her mother to paint in the studio at this moment?

Why do I always feel that if they live in a story, they must also live a story written for them by another person in this story?

"Yuyuan, I won't be with you during the meeting." I thought, then turned my head and said to Xia Yuyuan.

Everyone should be the protagonist in their own story.my country has thought about it this way, and now I still hope that I can continue to uphold this idea.

"That's your world."

Sitting on a hard chair in McDonald's, watching Xia Yuyuan's slender figure fading away, I don't understand why I feel sad for no reason.

It seems that I put too much emotion in watching Dream of Red Mansions and saw the part where Qingwen died of illness.

why?

Because it was Xia Yuyuan.

Only then did I know that I would rather be in the story written by Xia's father and Xia's mother, and the protagonist who was manipulated was not Xia Yuyuan; I then knew that I would rather have her outside the story, purely herself, with pure freedom.

Only then did I know that I could still remain calm after lying to my mother for so long on behalf of Shi Qing, but after meeting Xia Yuyuan's parents today, I got really angry.

No one has seen me angry, no.

I can pretend to be angry, that can scare a lot of people, but I prefer to just be calm.

Just as Ching Ching doesn't like to focus and be serious, I don't like to be angry.

Echoing what Xia Yuyuan said: My father and mother have never liked a classmate so much!

"I've never hated a pair of parents so much."

Holding the "Zhongshan Series" in my hand, I no longer have the mind to do math.

I cared too much about Xia Yuyuan, to the point where I couldn't control my composure.

The last time I felt this way, I was filling out the volunteer card distributed by the basic test. When I looked up, I saw my mother standing in front of me, staring at the words "Jingmeizhong"...

This situation is so rare and too strong, which also makes me feel a rare sense of fear.

Xia Yuyuan.

When I stared blankly at the cloud of air in front of me, thinking about her influence on me, I saw a figure running happily away.Her innocent and cheerful appearance almost broke my gloom at the moment.

She seemed to feel the sight, turned her head to look in my direction, and then froze.

"Li...Li Shiyu."

"Wei Jie." I said, a bit beyond my expectation, "Looks very happy."

The expression on her face was eager to deny her gaffe, but her actions seemed to be a frank admission.

interesting.

"I'm halfway through 'Elegance of the Hedgehog'."

"What do you think?"

After asking, I fell straight into my own thoughts.

"The Elegance of a Hedgehog", the main axis of the story is a porter and a 13-year-old girl.A middle-aged woman who dresses herself up with ugliness and stupidity hides in a rich building and looks down on all rich people who are self-confident and feel good about themselves; a gifted child who plans to commit suicide wants to warn himself with death and loss For wealthy family members, life doesn't just revolve around themselves. Maybe there is another world far away in a strait, facing the shock of death every day.

I have said more than once that it is a good book.

I just suddenly remembered that the reason why the concierge tried his best to hide it was because I was born in poverty and thought that my sister's love brought sorrow to the family, and I didn't want to end up as a dead body transported back to my hometown, and I would never touch her again. Touch love.

When it comes to the topic of love, there are only difficulties for me, just like this book in my hand.

"A little stuffy."

After thinking about it, Wei Jie told me his impressions of the book.

"I think the book is very approachable, but the insights in it take time to understand."

"Yeah. But you have to agree it's a deep book."

In the story, the concierge came into contact with a short-lived favor and lived in the world of ordinary people. What she felt was happiness.

Among the twins, the only one who knows how to love is Li Shiqing.

Maybe this time, I can be more honest with myself.