Reborn: Lost Far Away

How did I know that the self-study room of Xinghu Library is on the fourth floor?That's naturally because it's not the first time I've been here, Xiaofang and I have been here many times in previous lives.But this cannot be said at all.

I got it!

"Chen Xue told me!"

This is a very good explanation. My schoolmate, Chen Xue, at the same table, I remember that she often went to the library to study on weekends.

But why Xiaofang and Jiang Chunzhi still have expressions of disbelief...

"Cough... I'm not an idiot. Since you said that you want me to come here to study together, I naturally have to know something about it in advance. My deskmate Chen Xue is a top student! If I don't ask her, should I ask you? You They will definitely laugh at me..."

Ding--

Just when the elevator reached the fourth floor, I breathed a sigh of relief.

I put my index finger up to my mouth, "Shh, Xiaofang, it's the study room now, don't talk to disturb others' study."

Xiaofang raised an eyebrow, noncommittal.

I am completely relieved.Suddenly, he felt a burst of heat coming from his ears.

"I'll just trust your explanation for now."

Really, Xiaofang, talking so close made the temperature of my face rise again, I guess my ears are red, how can I study later!

Fortunately, Xiaofang walked forward after saying this sentence, he should not be able to see the strangeness in me.

"Hey, you're weird."

Jiang Chunzhi touched my arm with a weird smile on his face.

strangeness?Where is it strange?Could it be that he has already seen that my love for Xiaofang...

No, I can't let him know my thoughts on Xiaofang yet, if he knows, it means Xiaofang will know soon.Now is not the time.

"No! I will treat Xiaofang as a good friend!"

Jiang Chunzhi froze there.

God what am I doing.Isn't this self-inflicted?

"I……"

"Zhu Yuan, what are you talking about? I mean it's a bit strange that you use the word 'xueba', I've never heard of this word before. But think about it carefully, it's really appropriate to use it to describe Chen Xue. I was in the second Everyone in the class knows that Chen Xue is very good at studying. He is the king of studies!"

It turned out to be like this. Fortunately, I didn't realize my feelings for Xiaofang.

Thinking about my previous life, although I liked Xiaofang for a long time, I never dared to talk to him.Then he knew that I liked him when he first met me, which made me always in a state of being at a loss, which caused me to always be the disadvantaged party when we really communicated with Xiaofang, which made me constantly compromise Withdrawal and chronic insecurity.When you are in love, you are constantly changing between hell and heaven. Both parties are suffering, and a breakup is inevitable.

This time, I must take it slowly and gradually capture Xiaofang's heart.Being so close now is still not enough.

It’s good that Jiang Chunzhi didn’t discover it. The term “xueba” may not have appeared yet, but this problem is not a big one. It’s a good thing to change the topic, “Jiang Chunzhi, you should know that liberal arts students are very good at coining words. Come casually, the essence of every word!"

After I finished speaking, I walked forward. Xiaofang had already pulled away from us by more than ten steps. I was in a daze for a long time this time...

Xiaofang found a seat and sat down first. We came early and there were quite a lot of vacant seats.

The table Xiaofang is at is a six-person table, the kind where three people face each other.He's in the corner of the table with two spaces to the right and three to the opposite.

I looked at the seat next to Xiaofang and opposite to Xiaofang, thinking about which one I should sit in.

Jiang Chunzhi, the activist, had already placed the bag in the diagonal position of Xiaofang, and he himself sat down.

Which seat should I sit in? I am entangled...

"Zhu Yuan, what are you dawdling about? Sit down quickly."

Seeing Xiaofang pat the table on his right, I couldn't help being a little excited, and walked around behind Xiaofang's chair and sat down on his right.

I looked at Xiaofang on the left. He had already taken out a set of math papers and was writing. There was a big "solve" in the answer area, which was very elegant.

I remember in my previous life, my teachers often criticized Xiaofang, saying that his handwriting was too sloppy.

But I really like Xiaofang's calligraphy, maybe it's because our styles are so different.His writing is too free and easy, mine is too regular.

Words are like a person, and there is indeed some truth to this statement.

"Pig, don't stare at me."

Um, watching Xiaofang was too engrossed.

However, the name did not escape bad luck in the end, the word "far" will be omitted sooner or later, and sooner or later I will become this kind of intelligent animal.

The phone vibrated suddenly, and there was a call.

I took my phone out of my pocket, and it read "Dad" on the caller ID, and I hung it up.

Go to the stairwell and call Dad back.

"I'm in the library, it's not convenient to answer the phone just now."

"Oh, I was still worried about you, so I can rest assured. Xiaoyuan, you~ Mom misses you."

"Oh."

There was a moment of silence, and I suddenly felt a sense of irritability.

"Then let my mother answer the phone."

"Xiaoyuan, have you been busy studying recently?" "It's okay."

"How's the school food?" "Not bad."

"I read the weather forecast, and the weather in City W will change in the next few days. Pay attention to adding or removing clothes." "En."

"I...Xiaoyuan, do you have more money? Do you want to go there?"

"Just watch and play. The rest is enough for half a month's living expenses."

After talking about sending money, I didn't know what to say anymore, so I hung up the phone.

It's like this every time, and I have nothing to say on the phone at home.

It is said that ordinary families are warmer, so my family can be regarded as a different kind.

My family is in the countryside, and my parents grow vegetables to make ends meet, which is quite difficult. I didn't have to sleep in the "living room" until the first year of high school.

Since I was a child, my parents and I were not very close.Since living in high school, I have become even more estranged from my family.

Because of my good grades in the senior high school entrance examination, I was specially recruited to W Shi No. [-] Middle School in the capital city of this province. I have a certain amount of subsidies every year.It's just that the journey is far away, and I can only go home once a semester.

I can remember that my younger brother was born. My younger brother, who is five years younger than me, always seems to get along well with his parents, but I don't understand it at all.

I don't get along very well with my younger brother Zhu Jin either, he seems to be afraid of me, although I don't know why.

Sometimes I even wonder, if my parents have only one child and I don’t have a younger brother like Xiao Jin, my parents will be much closer to me?

Maybe there's something I'm forgetting, it shouldn't matter.

When I got back to my seat, I packed up my things, moved away from Xiaofang, and sat next to Jiang Chunzhi.

In order to concentrate on studying, I still don't want to get too close to Xiaofang today.

Maybe I am not an idle writer in this life, but a so-called successful person, so I can be with Xiaofang more?It is also more worthy of the family.