what's inside... i love you too

The old lady guessed that Xiaoyu would react in this way, and she was ready to say something, why she looked scary, but it was nothing, but when she saw Xiaoyu's instantly pale face, with an expression more pitiful than crying, the old lady opened her eyes for a long time mouth, but didn't say a word.

Standing aside, Wei Xiaofeng didn't know how to persuade Xiao Yu, and stretched out his arms to hold Mao'er in his arms like when he was a child.

Mao'er pushed Wei Xiaofeng away with great strength, and pushed Wei Xiaofeng to the ground.

At some point, Mao'er's face was covered with tears, he bit his lower lip and looked at Wei Xiaofeng with hatred in his eyes, "Why did you just let me know now?" His tone was unusually calm, ready for a storm.

"I didn't let Xiaofeng say it, because I was afraid it would delay your study... Cough cough..." The old lady rushed ahead of Wei Xiaofeng and coughed after finishing speaking.

Mao'er didn't seem to hear what the old lady said, and stood there looking at Wei Xiaofeng. After less than half a minute, he turned around and walked out of the frame.

Wei Xiaofeng got up in a hurry, and ran out after Maoer.

Running out of the gate of the hospital, there was a crossroad at the gate, there was a lot of traffic, the light was red at this time, and the car passing by kept honking, but Maoer continued to run forward without realizing it, and he was about to hit it, Wei Xiaofeng finally After catching up with the man, he grabbed Mao'er's arm, and took advantage of the situation to protect him in his arms. The ear-piercing sound of wheels rubbing against the ground could be heard.

The two turned a deaf ear to the driver's curses after rolling down the window.

Even though he was holding Mao'er, Wei Xiaofeng still felt uneasy, his heart was so fast that he was still jumping as hard as if he wanted to jump out of his mouth.

Wei Xiaofeng half hugged and half dragged Mao'er, who was taller than him but as thin as a bamboo pole, to a safe place.

He held Mao'er's face in both hands, looked at Mao'er's face carefully, then hugged him in his arms, comforting his beating heart with Mao'er's body temperature and breathing.

Mao'er leaned against Wei Xiaofeng, buried his head in his arms, his strength seemed to have evaporated, and the weight of his whole body was on Wei Xiaofeng.

Wei Xiaofeng finally recovered his voice, and yelled at Maoer in fear: "Don't you have eyes? The traffic lights are so red!"

Mao'er tightly clutched Wei Xiaofeng's clothes with both hands, his body trembling and weeping softly.

Ever since he was a child, Wei Xiaofeng was always afraid of Mao'er crying. He patted Mao'er's back in a panic, and after searching for his own voice for a long time, he persuaded him in a low voice: "It's all right, it's all right, there's brother here...it's all right It's okay, it's okay..." Wei Xiaofeng really didn't know what else to say besides repeatedly saying "It's okay".

Mao'er gradually changed from sobbing to howling. He was crying at the entrance of the hospital. Passers-by in a hurry glanced at him and knew what was going on.

After finally calming down, Maoer asked Wei Xiaofeng, sobbing, "Grandma...what did the doctor say...tell me the truth."

Wei Xiaofeng helped Maoer calm down, and spoke cautiously after phrasing in his head: "The old lady wants conservative treatment, and doesn't want to open her mouth. In addition to her heart disease, she may not be able to get off the operating table after surgery."

He just said what the old lady was thinking, almost bypassing the illness.

Mao'er's hair was messed up in Wei Xiaofeng's arms, his eyes were so swollen that he couldn't open them, and his nose was still red. He looked at Wei Xiaofeng with such a miserable face.

Wei Xiaofeng was so distressed, Maoer hadn't cried since he was in elementary school, and he had almost nothing wrong with him, with an older brother like Wei Xiaofeng standing in the way, he almost helped Maoer stop all the bad things, no one dared to bully him when he was in school, When the old lady talked about Maoer, Wei Xiaofeng tried every means to stop the old lady and protect Maoer.This time Wei Xiaofeng really didn't know how to protect his fur from harm, he began to blame himself for not taking the old lady for a physical examination in time, and even got the single room in the Central Hospital through Li Bo's relationship.

For the first time in his life, Wei Xiaofeng found himself incompetent.

The savings are almost used up. Fortunately, Brother Yan took the initiative to deposit 5 yuan into Wei Xiaofeng's account. Otherwise, I don't know where to pay for the hospitalization expenses next week. Although the old lady has medical insurance, basically all the medicines she uses now cannot Reimbursement, many of which are imported, the cost is very high.

Maoer took a long vacation with the school to take care of the old lady, and it can be regarded as spending the last part of walking with the old lady.

The old lady disagreed, but Xiaoyu's appearance made her unable to stop it. In her heart, she also hoped that the only relative in the world would be with her at the last moment.

The old lady became thinner and thinner, and she spent less and less time waking up. Maoer and Wei Xiaofeng stayed by her bedside almost day and night, and they were both emaciated.Especially Mao'er, who was originally thin, but now his whole body is skin and bones, with no flesh at all, as if he could be blown down by a gust of wind.

Maoer has suffered from insomnia recently, often sitting in a chair by the hospital bed in the middle of the night in a daze all night.Wei Xiaofeng looked at Maoer's red eyes and thick dark circles due to lack of sleep, and felt distressed. He tried various methods, but Maoer just couldn't sleep.

Mao'er hardly slept for three days, and when Wei Xiaofeng asked him, he only said that he couldn't sleep. Wei Xiaofeng was worried about his health, fearing that something might happen to Mao'er, so he had to secretly put two sleeping pills in Mao'er's lunch.

The two sleeping pills prescribed by the doctor worked well. After dinner, Maoer sat on the chair beside the bed and fell asleep.

Wei Xiaofeng put one arm at the bend of Mao'er's leg, the other arm wrapped around Mao'er's shoulder, and lifted Mao'er who was taller than him from the chair.Wei Xiaofeng looked at Mao'er's sunken cheek for a while, lowered his head and kissed Mao'er's cheek, stayed for a while before raising his head, sighed inaudibly, put Mao'er on the accompanying bed beside him, and carefully covered Mao'er. Good blanket, before walking back to the old lady's hospital bed.

Borrowing the warm yellow bedside lamp, Wei Xiaofeng saw the old lady's half-opened eyes, and his heart skipped a beat.He didn't know if the old lady saw the scene where he secretly kissed Mao'er just now. The old lady has not been sober recently, so she might not have seen it even if she opened her eyes.

The old lady moved her head slightly, and Wei Xiaofeng moved closer to the old lady in fear.

The old lady was wearing a ventilator, and it was very inconvenient to speak, so she stumbled and asked Wei Xiaofeng: "You...why kiss..."

Wei Xiaofeng, who was still thinking about luck just now, fell to the bottom of the valley in an instant, his whole body was icy cold.

The old lady's body was failing, but her mind was sober, "What the hell are you taking Xiaoyu...? He's your younger brother!" The cough was not loud, and the old lady's face was flushed. Wei Xiaofeng was about to press the emergency call button when the old lady grabbed her wrist.

The old lady held back her cough and tried her best to say, "Xiao Yu is your brother...it can only be your brother."

Wei Xiaofeng froze in place, he could feel the stiffness of his body inch by inch, spreading from his heart, to his hair, to the soles of his feet.

The old lady recovered slowly, her breathing gradually stabilized, and she slowly turned her head to look at Xiao Yu who was lying on the accompanying bed beside her, her grandson, her only remaining relative in the world.

In fact, she had long since discovered that there was something wrong with the relationship between Xiaoyu and Wei Xiaofeng. The three of them got along day and night, and the old lady had long since discovered that Wei Xiaofeng didn't look at Xiaoyu like he was looking at his younger brother.The old lady also found that Xiao Yu's attitude towards Wei Xiaofeng was not the same as that of her brother, but the old lady still refused to face this point. She firmly refused to admit that her grandson liked men, and even liked Wei Xiaofeng who was as close as his brother.Selfishly, the old lady blamed Wei Xiaofeng for everything in her heart. No matter how much Wei Xiaofeng had done for the family and for them, the old and the young, the old lady still favored her grandson instead of the son of the drunk next door.

In the next few days, Wei Xiaofeng became much more unresponsive, always in a daze, in a daze, and his status was never online. Others, including Maoer, just thought that Wei Xiaofeng was like this because of the old lady, and only the old lady knew what was going on with Wei Xiaofeng.

The old lady was very sorry to Wei Xiaofeng, but she would rather be a villain once, and hoped that her grandson would live an ordinary life and have the love of an ordinary person.Having lived to this age, the old lady understands how muddy and difficult the road of being different is. She doesn't want Xiao Yu to fall halfway and never get up. She hopes to do her last part to pave the way of life for Xiao Yu.What she didn't expect was that Xiao Yu was actually as determined as his mother, and she would never let go of her if she saw it.

A few notices of critical illness, accompanied by chaos and Maoer's emotions about to collapse, finally the old lady left, holding the hands of Maoer and Wei Xiaofeng to leave this world.

According to the old lady's idea, no funeral was held.Wei Xiaofeng and Mao Er buried the ashes of the old lady next to her daughter who had passed away for many years. Next to her daughter was the husband of the old lady who died early. This was the cemetery that the old lady bought for herself long ago.She failed to protect her daughter well while she was alive, and the old lady wants to protect their only daughter with her husband below, preventing her from being wronged or hurt any more.

All the lectures of the first semester of the freshman year have been finished, and the students are reviewing the final exams of various subjects in a week's time.

Wei Xiaofeng sent Mao'er back to school, this time he didn't drive, the two of them took the plane, the plane was faster, Wei Xiaofeng was afraid of delaying Mao'er's exam.

After Mao'er settled down, Wei Xiaofeng stepped on the train home without stopping.He wanted to stay with Mao'er in Beijing for a few days. He was worried that Mao'er would be emotionally unstable and that Mao'er would feel lonely, but Wei Xiaofeng didn't dare to stay, so he hardened his heart and left that day.

The old lady's words kept lingering in Wei Xiaofeng's mind, over and over again, whenever Wei Xiaofeng and Mao'er had skin-to-skin contact, the words popped up automatically, warning him not to think anything wrong.

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