Dressed as the black moonlight of the paranoid villain

The figure outside the car window became smaller and smaller until it disappeared completely. Zhou Yuanbai turned his head from the rear window. The driver was a middle-aged uncle. After completing the task of delivering Liang Jing, he began chatting with Zhou Yuanbai endlessly, from childhood anecdotes to family Zhou Yuanbai was not very interested in trivial matters, so he talked halfway by himself, but got no response. The driver played the music uninterestedly, and sang along with the music: "You are like a fire in winter, the raging flames warmed my heart." heart..."

The driver was tone-deaf, but his voice was loud and full of enthusiasm. At first, Zhou Yuan’s ears were tortured, and the emotions that slowly sank to the bottom of the lake were brought up by the cheerful melody. It seemed that there was a fire burning in the vast snow. , he suddenly wanted to stay and stay in the place closest to the fire.

In the town, Zhou Yuanbai got off the bus and found a hotel to stay in. The hotel was in disrepair for a long time, and the inside and outside were dilapidated. It was suitable for shooting horror movies, but the location was excellent. You could see the busiest street in the town from the station upstairs.

When the door was opened, there was a musty smell, and half of the wall skin fell off the wall. Zhou Yuanbai left his schoolbag on the bed, and grabbed the peeling wall skin. The dark and dilapidated house looked like an old man who was dying, struggling with his last breath.

This kind of environment can make people extremely bored. He was halfway through lighting a cigarette when he heard shouts outside the window and went to the window. There were vendors setting up stalls everywhere on both sides of the road downstairs, selling Spring Festival couplets, candied haws, ice cream, and saury. .......The town with constant noise and a town atmosphere called him out of the oppressive environment. With one hand propped on the window sill, he jumped up and sat on the window sill, leaning his back against the window Looking at the wall, watching the bustling crowd downstairs.

The road was snowy and slippery. A child who came with his mother to buy New Year’s goods accidentally fell down. As soon as the child cried, the mother immediately put down the things in her hand and hugged the child to comfort him. The child stopped crying slowly in the mother’s arms. Putting down the child again, she held the child in one hand and carried things in the other, and shuttled through the crowded crowd. No matter how narrow the road was, she never put the child down again. Zhou Yuanbai's eyes followed the mother and child. A similar scene happened when Zhou Yujuan returned to her hometown.

Zhou Yujuan took him and Zhang Nuan to the market for a stroll. While she was shopping, Zhang Nuan was attracted by the dolls in the distance and dragged him to look at them. At that time, they didn't understand the danger of children leaving their mothers, so they were attracted by the toys and left. It was far away, and when Zhou Yujuan found out that her mother was not going back to look for it, Zhou Yujuan was no longer there. Zhang Nuan burst into tears. Furious again, he grabbed Zhang Nuan and slapped her on the butt, "Let you run around, if you lose it, you won't be able to see your mother for the rest of your life."

Zhang Nuan cried even harder, and hugged Zhou Yujuan's neck to apologize. After her anger dissipated, Zhou Yujuan picked up Zhang Nuan, just like the mother just now, holding the child and never letting go.

Zhou Yuanbai was not scolded, beaten, or hugged. He was like a bystander, silently following Zhou Yujuan. Everyone said that his parents favored him. Only he knew that he had never been loved, just like he learned to smoke in the first year of high school. , Zhou Yujuan cleaned his room every day. It is impossible not to see cigarettes and lighters, but she never blamed him, because she didn't care about the health damage caused by smoking.

The window was opened a slit, and the cigarette was extinguished in the layer of snow outside the window. Sitting bored, he took out another cigarette and smoked it anyway. Will cry, the moment he pressed the fire, a silver lighter with a broken wing pattern appeared in front of his eyes, and Liang Jing's face appeared in front of him, he couldn't help thinking, would Liang Jing cry if he died?It should be possible, after all, Liang Jing had been obsessed with his skin for so long, and thinking of his head being pressed against a huge rock, he was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe, and he had been obsessed for so long, how could he not like it if he didn't like it?Just be friends if you say we are friends?How can it be so fickle?

He lost the interest in smoking, and even got annoyed at the sight of lighters, so he simply put them all together, out of sight and out of mind.

From the 27th of the twelfth lunar month to the New Year's Eve, Zhou Yuanbai stayed in the hotel. Apart from going downstairs to eat, he sat on the window sill to watch the lively crowd all day. At [-] o'clock, the streets became less and less crowded, the noise disappeared, and even the hotel was closed. They closed their doors one after another, and they all went home to celebrate the New Year. The streets that were full of people a few days ago suddenly became empty and quiet. The village where Liang Jing's grandmother's house is located.

With nowhere to go, he stayed on the frozen lake at the east end of the village for a long time. When night fell, he went to Liang Jing's grandmother's house. He was afraid of being discovered by Liang Jing during the day. The figure of Liang Jing sitting with his grandpa and grandma made bursts of laughter from time to time, Liang Jing's smile was especially bright, it was a joy he had never seen before, and he was suddenly annoyed why he didn't find Liang Jing's smile so beautiful before.

In the middle of the night, his hands were so cold that he almost lost consciousness. He should find a warm place as soon as possible, but he was greedy for the face in front of him and didn't want to leave. He wanted to stay and accompany Liang Jing to celebrate the new year, even if he was frostbitten. He looked at the figure reflected in the window , silently said "Happy New Year." Immediately there was a sound of firecrackers behind him, and when he turned his head, there were fireworks blooming above his head. He subconsciously looked towards the window. Liang Jing was standing in front of the window and looked up at the window. Through the window, they watched the fireworks together.

When Liang Jing came out of the room, Zhou Yuanbai's heartbeat was louder than the sound of firecrackers in the distance. He was satisfied and worth it by watching the fireworks together and celebrating the new year together no longer through the window.

The message that popped up suddenly on the phone, he forgot everything in an instant, and uncontrollably opened his legs, he walked towards Liang Jing step by step.

Liang Jing recovered from the shock, maybe Zhou Yuanbai didn't want to celebrate the New Year alone in the villa so he didn't leave, he quickly brought him into the house, the grandpa and grandma were as shocked as Liang Jing, but they quickly accepted the child who celebrated the New Year alone.

The four of them had a New Year's Eve dinner together, and their grandparents gave Zhou Yuanbai the New Year's Eve money. It was the first time they received the New Year's money, and the very light red envelope became extremely heavy, making it hard to hold.

The old man went to bed early after dinner, and there were only Zhou Yuanbai and Liang Jing left in the room. Once the party was over, the two idlers stared at each other. Liang Jing was so sleepy that he yawned and didn't want to sleep, so he had to find something to distract his attention. Dou Landlord has few individuals, and Zhou Yuanbai doesn’t play mobile games... After Liang Jing gave a bunch of unreliable suggestions, Zhou Yuanbai picked up the schoolbag behind him, "Do you want to do the questions? Let me check it for you, winter vacation tutoring results."

Liang Jing: "..."

Regarding Zhou Yuanbai's non-human suggestion, Liang Jing refused without even thinking about it. He was tortured by various cram schools for more than half of the winter vacation. After setting off, there is a lot left in the storage room, "Come on, let's go outside to set off fireworks?"

Zhou Yuanbai glanced at the old man's room, "It will disturb grandma and grandpa's sleep."

Liang Jing scratched his hair, "We can put it in another place, let me think about where I can go?"

Thinking of the lake where he stayed during the day, Zhou Yuanbai said, "I know a place, follow me."

The two used an ice cart to drag the fireworks full of fireworks and walked towards the lake. At night, there was no one on the lake, and the surroundings were silent. They arranged the fireworks in a row in the center of the lake. When the firelight between Zhou Yuan's white fingers touched the fireworks, an instant Light up the night, the night is quiet, there is no one else around, different from watching the fireworks in the courtyard, this time it only belongs to the two of them.

The fireworks burn out, and the surroundings return to tranquility. New Year's Eve is the darkest time of the year, there is almost no moon, and the lake is at the foot of the mountain. There is no view to enjoy, and it is a bit scary, but the two of them don't want to leave. He sat down on the paper shell, Liang Jing sat next to him on the other, and chatted in this dark night in the cold environment.

"Make a new year's wish." Liang Jing thought for a while, "I hope that in the new year my math score will be off the bottom."

Zhou Yuan said indifferently: "Simple."

Liang Jing snorted: "Of course it's easy for you... What about you? What are your New Year's wishes?"

desire?

He wished he could sit like this forever, but he didn't say, "No."

"You don't want to get rich overnight or something?"

Mentioning Qian Zhou Yuanbai said truthfully: "I want to grow up as soon as possible to make money and help reduce the burden on the family."

In a word, Liang Jing's good mood for New Year's Eve is gone. At this time, Zhou Yuanbai is only thinking about his family, and he is not the heinous villain. Thinking that this kindness will be changed by a huge lie, Liang Jing is depressed. , with a more withdrawn personality and extreme paranoia in doing things. At that time, the heroine, who was also an overseas student, became an irreplaceable white moonlight in his heart. In order to get her, he did everything he could, and finally ended up in prison and died.

If he could, he didn't want Zhou Yuanbai to have such an ending, but the tool man couldn't change the main plot. After thinking about it, Liang Jing asked: "If one day I make you unhappy, can you stop being angry with me?"

In view of the past two years, can you not kill me?He only said the last sentence in his heart, without asking.

"You don't have to make me angry."

"I mean if."

"No ifs."

The boss can always chat to death, Liang Jing was defeated, and kept silent. At this moment, Zhou Yuanbai suddenly said: "I will not be angry with you."

Liang Jing suddenly became interested, "Because we are friends, right?"

"No."

"Because my dad agrees that Zhang Nuan also lives in my house?"

Zhou Yuan was silent for a moment, and stopped answering his question, "It's too cold, go back."

"Although you didn't say the reason, a man must keep his word. No matter what, he can't get angry with me in the future? He can't hurt me?" Liang Jing stood up, talking to Zhou Yuanbai behind his back.

"Ah."

In order to know more about Zhou Yuan, Bai Liangjing took the opportunity to ask: "What do you hate most about others doing to you?"

Zhou Yuanbai didn't understand why Liang Jing asked so many strange questions, so he answered patiently, "Betrayal."

Liang Jing breathed a sigh of relief. There was no emotional entanglement between them, no agreement, and there would be no betrayal in the future. He didn't ask any more questions, and pulled the ice cart back. Zhou Yuanbai paused, looked back at the ice cart and said, "Sit on it."

"You want to pull me?"

"Ah."

Liang Jing said duplicity: "Not too...well."

"Forget it if you don't sit."

As soon as the words fell, the person who said something bad had already sat on the ice cart.

Zhou Yuanbai: "..."

Liang Jing didn't really want Zhou Yuanbai to pull the ice cart for him, he just wanted to experience the fun of childhood a little bit, Zhou Yuanbai walked a few steps, he grabbed the snowball and threw it at Zhou Yuanbai's neck.

The snow stuck to his skin, Zhou Yuanbai couldn't help shivering, and the perpetrators kept giggling behind him. Knowing that Liang Jing was playing a prank, Zhou Yuanbai grabbed the snowball and threw it at the back. Unexpectedly, Liang Jing was no longer on the ice cart, but stood behind him. He threw a ball of snow on him again, and smiled even more happily after he succeeded.

Zhou Yuanbai picked up his long-lost childlike innocence, turned around and ran after Liang Jing, Liang Jing ran fast, and the two of them had a snowball fight recklessly on the surface of the lake, exhausted, lying on the ice and panting, Zhou Yuanbai checked the time on his mobile phone , Under the bright light of the mobile phone, he accidentally saw Liang Jing's white neck exposed. He couldn't help but stare blankly, and then a thought popped into his head.

No matter how tired he was when he was attacked, Liang Jing would get up and give chase. Zhou Yuanbai secretly picked up a handful of snow and slammed it on Liang Jing's coat. Liang Jing immediately got up and chased him. Zhou Yuanbai ran to the hillside by the lake. After chasing to the hillside, he stepped into the deep snow in the middle of the run, staggered and was about to fall, Zhou Yuanbai turned back to pull him, but was accidentally dragged by him and fell together, it happened that Zhou Yuanbai fell on top of him, and they hugged Roll down the hill together.

During the rapid slide, Liang Jing's neck felt gentle and soft for a moment. Before he could think carefully, he rolled to the surface of the lake and stopped. When he was rolling down, he didn't have time to think about other things. When he stopped, he realized that the two of them were in an ambiguous posture and the atmosphere was vaguely wrong. He even felt Zhou Yuanbai's breathing getting heavier and heavier. At such a moment, he should have pushed Zhou Yuanbai away quickly, but he didn't. Did not ask a question inexplicably, the answer has already been guessed, "Why didn't you leave?"

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"A Fire in Winter" Fei Xiang