RuA Cat Bistro

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Shen Shi'an bought two ice creams and returned to the original place, only to find that Sheng Yan was not there.The cat was afraid of crowds, so it was impossible to leave voluntarily, as if he had a premonition that he would encounter danger, Shen Shian fell down violently, panic and panic rose at the same time, and the dusty past was revealed bloody.He turned hastily in a circle looking for it.

People came and went on the street, colorful lights flashed across the black pupils and quickly dissipated, no, no... no flames.Shen Shi'an's shoulders trembled, he really wanted to go back to the past, everything was like a cycle, he was afraid, he didn't know whether it was reality or memory...

"Master." Just as Shen Shi'an's panic rose to the apex, Sheng Yan suddenly poked his head over from behind, his eyebrows and eyes were curved, and he playfully shook his ears on both sides of his head.However, in the next moment, the warm smile disappeared, and Shen Shi'an's eyes were covered with tears, and there was an indescribable weakness and helplessness.

"I'm sorry." Sheng Yan felt guilty and uncomfortable like never before. He raised his thumb and wiped the red corners of Shen Shi'an's eyes very lightly. He lowered his head, kissed deeply and tenderly. "I'm sorry, master, there will be no next time."

Shen Shi'an saw him standing intact in front of him, as if he had stepped on the edge of a cliff, his heart suddenly lost weight, all his strength was exhausted, and he almost couldn't stand up.

"It's okay..." He lowered his head, the hair on his forehead and the shadow covered half of his face, he still held the two ice creams in his hand, forced himself to be calm as usual, and said, "You're fine... just fine." Shen Shi'an always thought that he had got rid of those nightmares, and he thought that he could finally live a stable life with his beloved in the future.But it wasn't until just now that he realized that those uneasiness and scars carved into his bones had never healed, but were covered up by the gentle medicine at the moment. Once touched, he was still defeated in an instant.

People coming and going on the street cast strange glances constantly, Sheng Yan surrounded Shen Shi'an, and brought him to a corner of the shopping mall that was not easy to be noticed.

"Master." Sheng Yan hugged Shen Shi'an tightly in his arms, and the two of them pressed their chests tightly together. He let his throbbing heartbeat be clearly transmitted to Shen Shi'an through the thin clothes, giving him motivation and dispelling the fear and anxiety in his heart.Sheng Yan lowered her head slightly, looked at Shen Shi'an tenderly, and whispered softly like soothing. "Master, my master, I love you, I will always love you."

Sheng Yan hugged him, comforted him, let him relax and breathe in the square inch of world he built.Sheng Yan never asked Shen Shi'an what he was thinking of, and never took the initiative to open those stinking wounds. He patiently waited for Shen Shi'an to reveal himself, and then cleaned up the wounds for him bit by bit, blowing away the pain.

Shen Shi'an hugged Sheng Yan back, and it was never a sharp and cold blade that could make people willing to let go of layers of thick defenses, but a warm and warm sun.Shen Shi'an bit his lips and trembled under Sheng Yan's comfort, his anxiety turned into substance and he tightly grasped the back of his clothes, because of too much force, his joints were deformed.When emotions are squeezed to the critical point, people will easily collapse, Shen Shi'an finally couldn't bear it anymore. "I'm afraid, Sheng Yan."

Shen Shi'an's eyes were red, and for the first time, there was a cry in his cold tone. The timidly crying little boy reappeared after 20 years. He hugged Sheng Yan tightly, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in the next second. "I'm afraid, I'm afraid you will be hurt because of me." Zhou Ying was always like a thorn in his heart, and Shen Shi'an was really afraid of experiencing those nightmares in the past again.

Once a person gets what he wants to cherish, he has a weakness that is vulnerable to a single blow. All these years, he got rid of Zhou Ying because he had nothing, but now that he has Sheng Yan, he is afraid that he will pull Sheng Yan to experience the past again. experienced.By that time, he will definitely become a completely insane lunatic.

Shen Shi'an hugged Sheng Yan tightly, tears rolled down between the opening and closing of his eyelids, slid down his cheeks, and slowly seeped in against Sheng Yan's neckline.

That drop of tear was hot, and the hot flame was almost numb.He lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow on the bright golden vertical pupils. The night sky is now more gloomy, and there is no cuteness or coquettishness. Sheng Yan's voice is steady and deep, as if signing a heavy contract, the voice is low Low with piety. "Master, I will always be with you."

"Even if I have to die one day, I will try my best to be reborn in your heartbroken flesh and blood."

Pedestrians on the street still hurried past, but no one noticed that there was a pair of people hugging tightly in the dark corner next to the shopping mall.

"Where have you been?" Shen Shi'an's emotions gradually calmed down under Sheng Yan's soothing, every time, he was like medicine that could heal him.Shen Shi'an let go of his fingertips that were numb from exertion.I don't know when the ice cream fell to the ground, and the two sticks of pink cream melted into two puddles of water. Probably because of an illusion, it actually felt like a cat's head by some coincidence.

"I met a few lost children, and I sent them home."

"Send... the kids home?" Shen Shi'an stared at Sheng Yan in disbelief and raised his eyebrows. Could such a good person and good deed be done by a cat who doesn't know much about the world?I don't know if there is no credibility in saying this or if there are too many doubts.

On the street, how many children lost their way at the same time, and were sent home by Sheng Yan?

"That's right." Sheng Yan seemed to be satisfied with his performance, raised his chin, and said with a little air: "A kid's camera broke, it's a bit pitiful."

Hearing what he said, Shen Shian stared at that innocent and harmless face for a long time, but couldn't find any suitable entry point in the end.

Forget it, he thought, anyway, Sheng Yan's thinking can never be judged by human standards.As long as it's not Zhou Ying looking for trouble.

"Let's go." Shen Shi'an took out his phone and looked at it, and said, "If you don't go, it's over." Although there was a little accident, he still wanted to give Sheng Yan a pleasant date as much as possible.

"Do you still eat ice cream? There are not many people now, so I'll buy you two more."

The street lights couldn't shine into the dark alley, and the smell of the sewer mixed with the garbage can spread in the air. Several people were injured all over, moaning and rolling in the smelly puddles before they recovered.Originally thought that the other party was just a good-looking boy with an embroidered pillow, they could be knocked down with three punches and two kicks after practicing, but who knew that after entering the alley, the situation reversed, and they were pressed neatly without even touching anyone Can't even get up on the ground.However, it was obvious that the other party kept his hand. Although he was covered in bruises, he did not have any broken arms or legs.

Candidly took a picture of the bruised and swollen face lying on the ground and pawing at the torn apart camera wreckage, and finally found the neglected memory card among them. He picked it up and ran to the streetlight to look at the light. After confirming that it was intact, he let it go for a long time. With a sigh of relief, he took out his mobile phone and couldn't wait to dial the number on the other side.