RuA Cat Bistro

The author has something to say: Meow meow meow~Sheng Yan falls off the horse~Please feed the starfish~~~

At the end of the day's business, the twilight faded into the back of the row upon row of high-rise buildings. As time went by, the light stretched the dim shadows longer and longer, and finally they were swallowed up by the covering darkness.

The guests have already left, and the light in Zhiwei's small kitchen is still on. Shen Shi'an is standing by the sink, holding a dishwashing sponge in his hand, lowering half of his eyes to wash the utensils for today. The fingers are wrapped, and the overhead light hits the face, and the contour of the eyelashes forms jagged shadows on the eyelids.

The store is very quiet, so quiet that people feel numb, except for the occasional sound of dripping water that brings a trace of life, the rest is as quiet as death.

The black cat lay on the bar counter with its head up, staring at Shen Shi'an with its crystal clear vertical pupils.Ever since that woman came, Shen Shi'an's mood was obviously not right. Although he was still cooking as usual, the black cat felt that his spirit was very weak.

"Meow——" the black cat let out a soft cry.Shen Shi'an didn't respond at all, and still wiped the washed dishes with his eyes downcast. His expression was cold, and the corners of his lips drooped naturally. If you looked carefully, his complexion was even paler than usual.

The black cat pushed out its own ball from the corner of the bar, rolled it in front of Shen Shi'an, raised its little paw and flicked it, the ball rolled towards Shen Shi'an, and the black cat raised its head. "Meow--"

Here you go.

Shen Shi'an was still wiping the plate in his hand, without raising his eyelids.

The black cat twisted its buttocks and ran to the end again, pushed the small bowl it used for eating over the edge bit by bit, and placed it opposite Shen Shi'an. "Meow--"

Its small bowl is licked very clean, cleaner than water, and the surrounding scenery can even be faintly reflected under the light.

Ask for compliments.

Shen Shi'an still didn't respond, he seemed to have lost his five senses of the surroundings, the black cat couldn't perceive anything, and even the focus in the pupils gradually became loose.

"Boom—" The bowl in his hand fell to the ground unknowingly.Shen Shi'an came back to his senses, looked down at the fragments for half a minute before he bent down to clean them up.

After Shen Shi'an squatted down, he completely disappeared from the black cat's sight. The corners of the black cat's eyes twitched, and a trace of anxiety suddenly appeared in his heart. The green plant landed nimbly and lightly on the kitchen counter. It trotted to the edge and lowered its head to look for Shen Shi'an.

Shen Shi'an squatted on the ground, and was just picking up a broken piece of porcelain and put it in his hand. He lowered his head, the black cat couldn't see his expression from this angle, and jumped off the cooking table again, landing in front of Shen Shi'an.The black cat stepped among the broken porcelain, walked up to Shen Shi'an, raised the pink and tender pad, and pressed it on the wrist containing the porcelain.

"Meow——" the black cat's eyes stared at the person in front of him for a moment, without hiding his worry.

"I'm fine." The soft fleshy pad rested on his wrist, like a drowning man hugging a piece of driftwood, gaining a bit of life.The voice that had been silent for a day finally opened again, and the tone was slightly hoarse. "I'm just..." Shen Shi'an slowly put the broken porcelain pieces into the bag, wrapped them with tape before throwing them into the trash can, he leaned against the cooking table, looked up at the staggered lights above, this Only then did I pick up the half sentence from 3 minutes ago. "I remembered the past again."

The black cat stood quietly on the cooking table, looking up at the fragile and tired person. For Shen Shi'an, the bones of his body seemed to be a tiring burden at this moment, supporting this body to suffer.

"Meow——" the black cat took two steps forward, raised its small paw and touched Shen Shi'an's hand, lowered its head and stretched out its pink tongue to lick his finger, again and again, the soft and wet little tongue Tap your fingers to stimulate the nerve endings.

"Okay." Shen Shi'an was pulled back from his thoughts by the itch between his fingers, picked it up, lowered his head and buried his chin in the soft fur of the black cat, and closed his eyes. The fluffy and soft feeling made him feel at ease.

"Let's go home."

Shen Shi'an drove the black cat back home. One person and one cat took a bath first, and then Shen Shi'an waited for the cat to wipe and dry it. The black cat that had just been bathed was fluffy like a ball of cotton, and followed behind Shen Shi'an's ass. .

Shen Shi'an went into the kitchen to pour milk, "Meow——" the black cat jumped onto the dining table, obediently sat in front of his small bowl and waited for it to be fed. Into the mouth, the snow-white milk froth sticks to the fluff around the mouth and the beard, and it will take time to lick it.

Shen Shi'an held his own milk and looked out the window at the bustling city that had changed its appearance in the past ten years.Time passed through his fingertips like quicksand, but he was like a speck of dust that was wantonly taken away by the quicksand, witnessing all this numbly and numbly.In the dead of night, thinking is always easy to diverge aimlessly.

A hazy idea suddenly appeared in Shen Shi'an's heart. As soon as this idea appeared, it was like a Pandora's box tempting him to open it deeply. Yu Qianyu once told him that once such emotions appeared in his heart, he would call him immediately, but Now, Shen Shi'an was feeling tired, he was leaning on the table exhaustedly, his phone was in the bedroom, only a few steps away, but he felt as if there was a barrier in the middle and he didn't want to move.

Why do you want to live?Shen Shi'an couldn't help thinking about this question in his mind, he has nothing, why should he be tired and live in this world?

The young men and women on the street are running around for their families and their children. They are tired but happy.The late old man leads the vigorous grandson. Although they are getting old, they are full of hope for new life. Even the homeless people under the overpass will happily welcome every dawn and smile at the piece of bread given by passers-by.

But he, in this world, is lonely and independent, that is, he has no relatives or friends to care about, and Shen Shi'an has nothing but exhaustion and lingering bloody memories.

Shen Shi'an thought, why should he live so tiredly?In this world, is there anything worth nostalgic for?

When Shen Shi'an thought of this, he felt his chest was heavy, and the feeling of suffocation enveloped his whole body, as if thousands of catties of sand were pressing on his chest, squeezing his heart and lungs into bloody mud, and he couldn't breathe.

The cup filled with milk was held in his hand, Shen Shi'an tried his best to pull himself out of the vortex, fine thin sweat oozes from his forehead, after an unknown amount of time, the knuckles holding the cup loosened, Shen Shian leaned on the dining table Before that, the milk in the quilt was already cold, half of his eyelids drooped.

The surroundings are completely silent, and the eyes covered by long eyelashes are indifferent and empty. "Great cleverness." Shen Shi'an turned his back to the black cat, his voice was small, like a drowned man grasping the last straw. "Stay with me all the time, okay?"

Some people with mental illness will unconsciously call for help to those around them. This is often something they don’t even feel. However, Shen Shi’an’s mental state is different from ordinary people. The two extreme emotions of survival and depravity are constantly pulling and alternating. Not long after, I had a reaction, and I was actually talking to a cat...

Before he could think of the taunting words, a pair of powerful arms wrapped around his precarious shoulders and pulled him into his arms. Soft hair brushed his face. After falling back, leaning against the man's solid chest, Shen Shi'an clearly felt the heart beating vigorously in the chest cavity.

A warm breath spread on his cheeks, and a gentle and magnetic voice came from his ears. "good."