The thing about Han Yuzhi and the dormitory next door

On the phone, her voice was drunk, and her tone was very aggrieved. She said, "Don't go..."

I froze in place, those words paralyzed all my thoughts like an anesthetic, I wanted to say that I would not leave, I was reluctant to part with her.Senior Jang Woo Hyuk answered the phone and gave the address. I couldn't help but feel a little sullen. This guy actually drank with Zhang Woo Hyuk.When I got her, she was already drunk, Jang Woohyuk took a photo with her in his arms, he said 'just in case', but when I saw my senior hugging her, I really wanted to punch him.

I carried her back to her dormitory, she looked very attractive at that time, her pink lips were slightly pursed, her eyes were hazy, she hugged me and kept saying, 'Brother Shengxian, please don't leave. ’ Then he said, ‘Why are they all gone? ', she later spoke all in Chinese, which I couldn't understand.

I looked at her like this under the moonlight, and I was distracted. I am a normal man, and I can't stand a girl you obviously like so seductive in front of you. I hugged her and kissed her lips. At that moment, my whole body was like an electric shock. It got out of hand and she actually woke up halfway through and I said 'I love you. Nuo Xie also said, "I love you." 'I melted into her body, interlocking my fingers, not wanting to let go.

The next morning she screamed and appeared shocked.But after the shock, she was terribly calm. She pointed out that I don't love her. I don't know why she came to such a conclusion, but I also thought a lot at that moment. I'm just a trainee now, and she is a big star. The gap I couldn't accept, I said 'well, no love. ' Her pupils constricted violently, but then calmed down.

I calmed down, I thought, all things have to wait until after my debut to be eligible.So when I saw Zhang Youhe and Nuo Xie described a photo of me and Nuo Xie as their two, my determination was even deeper.I'm not strong enough to protect her right now, I haven't reached a height where I can stand by her side and shield her from the elements.Looking at some words of blessing to them on the Internet, I find it very dazzling. Shengli said that my smile during that time was really eerie.

She went to the United States, and our practice reached the final stage, and I tried my best to get a chance to debut.I still smiled and said, 'Ah, my dancing has improved enough. ' But privately I was training day and night.Nuo Xie's fame has also become popular abroad, and everything about her is keeping a distance from me.

Bigbang debuted, although it didn’t make a big splash, but it was considered popular, and the number of fans grew very fast. I was very excited, and I was very active in the show, so when I became mature and saw these videos later, I thought There is an urge to smash the brain of what I thought back then.

She's back, we haven't seen in almost a year, and she's even prettier and more attractive.I want to tie her by my side now, so that the fat will not flow to outsiders.But she still thinks that I don't love her, I think it's okay, as long as I understand, but what I can't see clearly is whether Nuoxie loves me or not.We can be together now, and we can slowly let her understand.

We participated in "The Happiness of Ten Thousand Dollars" together. We were familiar but also unfamiliar.We are all thinking about each other, we are all like a straight tree leaning together, no one is dependent on the other.

Our stage at the end of the year was gorgeous and successful. I kissed her on the stage. The excitement made me a little excited, but she was just helpless, and this performance made me a little disappointed.

During the middle inspection, my release of water made her successfully "for me once". I know that she exchanged it on purpose, and she knows the amount of my money.I'm a little unhappy, shouldn't a girlfriend rely more on her boyfriend?So I kissed her pretending to be cold and reminded her to rely on me properly, I am a man, I can be self-reliant, I don't need her to be too good to me.

I think we are all too independent, and her bones support her to never bow to anyone, and neither can I.I also have my self-esteem, we seem to be close but respect each other, I really want to care about her when she is hurt, but she said that work is important and let me go, she is too rational, rational I can't help but ask myself if I am too self-indulgent, in fact she Don't like yourself at all.

Zhilong asked me if I had feelings for her as a younger sister or if it was really love.I thought about her performance, and I was a little angry and couldn't tell. I just know if I love her or not, so why bother to say it.

This love affair made me start to be scared. Nuoxie’s attitude towards me is no different from other people. She still only tells me good things, and doesn’t tell me sad things. She solves any difficulties by herself. We are always happy together.But... Shouldn't love be shared by two people?

Later, Nuo Xie said that I realized that I was also like this.The two of us are so similar, we both want each other not to worry about ourselves, and we both want to give each other the best memories, but we forget that love needs ups and downs to be complete.

The general trend of "Lie" made us Bigbang successfully step into the ranks of the first-tier groups, and I also had a little bit of confidence.On the day Nuoxie came back from the United States, I went to pick her up. I was already very scared as she became more and more famous. I also read some reports about China. Her innocence and indifference are too attractive. China is hers. There is too much opposition in my hometown, she will go back, and I have always been afraid of this.

During the drive, she suddenly said to me, 'I really like Seunghyun hyung. 'I couldn't help being a little happy, and said,'I like you too. 'Because I'm driving, I don't want to say anything to affect my driving. After all, it's my first time driving. It's not good to have a car accident.

She suddenly clutched her chest uncomfortably, so scared that I stopped and asked her why. She turned her head and we were very close. Her eyes were too calm, full of disappointment and helplessness, but the only thing I wanted was not there.

She said that I don't love her, she said that I just want to be responsible, I finally started to panic, it turns out that in her eyes I have never loved her, so she has never loved me?I listened to her silently, and silently listened to her say 'forget it, let's stick to it for a year. ', it turns out that everything is my own passion?

I'm a little powerless, and I think if she doesn't want to, is breaking up the best decision for her?When she got out of the car, I grabbed her and said with some difficulty, "Or, let's break up." I wanted to see her reaction, but she just raised her head and said proudly that she didn't love me either.With such a firm tone, I suddenly wanted to laugh.

"You really don't love me?"

"do not love."

Whose self-esteem is too strong, strong enough to swallow all the pain.

I thought later, in fact, we are all people who hide our emotions too deeply. When I first came to this circle, I was cautious, hiding all my emotions very deeply for fear of being hurt.And Nuo Xie also walked on thin ice because this was not her country, trying her best to show her strong side.

So we all put on a thick mask to carefully conceal our true feelings.

During that time, I was not in a good state when playing songs. When I came on stage, I seldom talked, and my smile became less and less cautious.And because of filming, I feel very tired.When I was tired, I watched Nuoxie's variety shows, the radio stations she was on, her MV, and the CF filmed by her and Jang Woo Hyuk, and I felt really scared for the first time.I know the emotion in senior Jang Woo Hyuk's eyes too well. When Nuo Xie kissed him, even through the screen, I could feel the deep meaning in those eyes.I've always been a very calm person, I only drank red wine, and I started writing songs after drinking red wine. I tried my best to see the reality clearly, and told myself that I haven't done my best yet.

However, the emotion of being overwhelmed with sorrow still remained in my heart.

Nuo Xie called, I answered it excitedly, but it was a call from Jiaren, she was joking, I knew that Nuo Xie was raped by them again, I heard Nuo Xie's voice, and unconsciously said something' I regret. 'But the moment the words came out of my mouth, I felt very ashamed, how could I be considered a man like this.

Nuo Xie's tone seemed hesitant, she said 'I'm sorry, I love you. I'msosorrybutiloveyou~'She sang very well, but I felt even more uncomfortable, if it weren't for the game.I was really out of control, and I wanted her to know, to let her know my feelings, so I sang her songs that I wrote.

She finally started to scold me excitedly, that was the first time she had such a strong emotional change, that begging seemed to break all my defenses, self-esteem, she doesn't love me, let him die away.My woman is not indifferent, I seem to have figured out something, I stood at the door of Nuoxie's dormitory and waited for her, I know, something must be said clearly.

Otherwise, I will regret it for the rest of my life.

She looked at me with pain in her eyes.I said "Let's make up."

She didn't respect me for the first time, nor did she maintain her usual smile. It was the first time she lost her temper, with a disdainful expression and a mocking tone, "Why?"

I know, it's not that she doesn't love me, she's just like me, she is too strong.

I coaxed her, I gave her all the cards according to the method Brother Han Geng said, and I told all my thoughts, she was a little unbelievable, a little confused, so in the end she seemed to understand where our problem lies.

I think communication is really important to love, and in love, it is not necessarily impossible to put down your figure properly.I think, fortunately, we are all smart people, fortunately, it is not too late for us to understand, fortunately, we still have time to learn how to manage love.

I finally said to her what I said a long time ago, I don't think it hurts my face as a man, I can say I love you to all fans, why can't I say it to my own woman Well, so