beautiful he is a bit stupid

Zhile nodded again and again, but still a little bit reluctant, said: "Kiss again, one last time."

Shen Cheng lowered his head slightly, Zhile raised his head, kissed lightly, his wish came true, and he was finally satisfied.

With the current state of the two of them, there is no way to go out immediately, so they have to stay in the room for a while.Shen Cheng noticed the diary in the cabinet, and knew that it must be the sum of Zhile's records over the years, and they were well preserved.

Zhile asked Shen Cheng to help choose, which also meant that Shen Cheng was allowed to browse casually. Shen Cheng flipped through the two diaries and knew that these diaries were arranged by year. .

When I was a child, Zhile's handwriting was very immature, and many words that I didn't know were replaced with pinyin, and the writing was obviously not proficient. The content of the records was messy and loose. At first glance, it was confusing.

Shen Cheng pondered for a while, and decided to pick one for each stage and take it with him.Although there is no need to bring it with you, Zhile's trip to C City has a different meaning this time. It is also like a kind of souvenir to bring some diaries from the past with me, and to read them occasionally.

Shen Cheng first took out three books from the bottom and asked Zhile to choose by himself.

Zhile chose the third book because: "Those two books are too ugly."

Shen Cheng was funny, so he took the book in Zhi Le's hand, and prepared to pack it up later.He flipped through one of the pages casually. He just glanced at it casually, but suddenly stopped, his eyes were attracted by a line of words.

[Today at Grandpa Shen's house. 】

Grandpa Shen?

Shen Cheng raised his brows lightly. As far as he knew, they were the only acquaintances of the Jiang family with the surname Shen. The grandfather Shen mentioned here by Zhile should not have anyone else except Shen Taiyuan.

Shen Taiyuan did meet Zhile, more than once, but it was all when Zhile was very young.

Once when Zhile was just born, his mother was transferred to C City due to dystocia. Shen Taiyuan went to visit and saw Zhile in her infancy.Shen Cheng doesn't remember the other time clearly, it should be about a year or two after Zhile's father died...but Zhile probably hadn't developed the habit of writing a diary at that time.

Moreover, it said "Go to Grandpa Shen's house".

Did Zhile come to Shen's house when she was a child?when?

Shen Cheng frowned slightly and searched in his memory, but there was no clue related to it.If Zhile had really been to Shen's house, it was impossible for him not to have the slightest impression.After all, they all lived in the Shen family's old house at that time.Even if Zhile didn't stay overnight and left before Shen Cheng and Shen Ming came back from school, it's impossible that the servants or family members didn't mention it at all.

There is another possibility: maybe it was mentioned, but Shen Cheng didn't pay attention and forgot it in a flash.After all, to him, Zhile and Jiang Shanyuan were just friends and grandsons of friends that grandpa said at that time, not much different from strangers.

"What are you looking at?" Zhile asked after seeing Shen Cheng's expression.

Shen Cheng sat down beside Zhile, put the diary forward, and read it with Zhile.

[Grandpa Shen's house is so big, it looks like the one on TV.

There was a little brother who was sick and cried on the bed, calling him Mom and Dad.

His parents are dead.

Same as my parents.

Very poor. 】

Shen Cheng suddenly raised his head, looked sideways, and looked at Zhile.

The information revealed in this text instantly puts the time period into a specific node. Shen Cheng quickly glanced at the time when the diary started. Sure enough, it was his parents who died in a car accident. After the funeral, Shen Cheng suddenly fell ill. that period of time.Undoubtedly, the little brother in the text is none other than Shen Cheng.

Did Zhile come to Shen's house at that time?Have you met him yet?

There are only a few lines on this page, Shen Cheng turned to the next page.

【I'm home.

I made an appointment with my little brother

Get well together.

See you later when you grow up. 】

Shen Cheng looked back, except for these two pages, there was no content related to the Shen family and him.It can be deduced from this that Jiang Shanyuan and Zhile only stayed at Shen's house for one night during their trip to Shen's house, and they went home the next day.

Shen Cheng never dreamed that he would meet Zhile when he was a child.

Although it is not shocking, it really feels a little strange.

Why no impression?

"Zhi Le, do you still remember?" Shen Cheng looked at Zhi Le and asked him.

Seeing this section of the diary, Zhile was also surprised. Although it was written by him, the time was too long after all, and that memory was only reduced to a few words on paper, but he could not recall the specific content. .

"I don't remember." Zhile said with a little regret and novelty: "We have known each other since we were young."

Shen Cheng patted Zhile's head, and said in the diary, they made an appointment?This means that they must have not only met, but at least talked.

That period was the bleakest and most painful time in Shen Cheng's life, why would he be willing to talk to Zhile and make an agreement?

A picture vaguely appeared in Shen Cheng's distant memory, in which two blurred figures appear and disappear... No matter how hard I think about it, I can't find anything.

Shen Cheng put down the diary, picked it up again, and looked at the two pages again.

It doesn't matter that they don't remember, someone else does.

Shen Cheng really wanted to clarify and retrieve that memory, even though it was just a very ordinary meeting in childhood, it was still a precious memory for him and Zhile.

"Yes. You have seen it when you were young."

The bell on the river bank rang, and the night was getting darker. The neighbors in the village bid farewell to go home one after another. Qin Yue and others took turns to take a bath. Shen Cheng and Zhile saw off the guests and were still sitting in the courtyard.

Shen Cheng took out his diary, asked Shen Taiyuan, and got an affirmative answer.

Jiang Shanyuan wore presbyopic glasses, recognized the contents of the diary by street lamps and moonlight, and said with a smile: "Well, I remember, I wrote it down when I saw him. He was young at that time, and I guess he forgot it all. What do you want today? If I don't mention it, I can't think of it. That year, you..."

Jiang Shanyuan and Shen Taiyuan, the two old men, began to tell the story of the past many years ago.And as they narrated, the memories that had been forgotten gradually emerged in the minds of the parties in a fragmented way, and then connected into a complete picture.

In that year, Shen Cheng lost his parents, and Zhi Le was already a little fool.

In the bedroom, the windows are closed, the curtains block the outside world, and a light is on in the room, making it dark and dull.

Little Shen Cheng was lying on the bed, gasping for breath.

After his parents' funeral, he fell ill with a persistent fever.He had nightmares every night, drenched in cold sweat, unwilling to go out, unwilling to talk, and even refused to communicate with Shen Taiyuan and Shen Ming. He even hated the sun, and lay sleepy in the dark all day long, sometimes sleeping and waking up.

Shen Taiyuan knew his depression, but he was helpless.

On that day, Jiang Shanyuan brought Zhile to C City to see a doctor—at that time, Jiang Shanyuan hadn't completely given up hope of curing Zhile. When he arrived in C City, he contacted Shen Taiyuan, and only then did he know that there was a change in Shen's family, so he came to visit him specially.

Jiang Shanyuan and Shen Taiyuan were talking in the living room, Xiao Zhile couldn't sit still, so the servant took him to visit the house.

Xiao Zhile followed the servant upstairs to see the sky garden, when he went upstairs, the servant suddenly had something to do, asked Zhile to wait, and then left.

Xiao Zhile stood in the corridor, looked left and right, and saw a little bird parked on the window sill at the end of the corridor. His eyes were instantly attracted, and he walked there.

Through a half-closed door, there was a sound from inside.

Xiao Zhile pushed open the door and walked in.

The teenager Shen Cheng was lying on the bed with flushed cheeks and cold sweat. He had just woken up from a nightmare and was gasping for breath.

"Who?! Get out!"

Xiao Shen Cheng found Xiao Zhile, covered his face with his arms, and said hoarsely.

Xiao Zhile stood by the bed, looking at Shen Cheng with curiosity in his eyes.

"Are you here, crying?"

Tears flowed down the corners of Xiao Shen Cheng's eyes, and Xiao Shen Cheng choked up and said, "Get out."

But Xiao Zhile didn't leave. She stood for a while, stretched out her hand, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Xiao Shen Cheng's eyes, and said, "Toys, here you go."

Xiao Zhile handed the model boat she just bought today to Xiao Shencheng, but Xiao Shencheng swept it casually and knocked the model boat to the ground.

Xiao Zhile was a little frightened, her eyes filled with tears, she pursed her lips as if she was about to cry, Xiao Shen Cheng's eyes were red, and she looked at him, their eyes reflected each other's figure.

In the end, Xiao Zhile looked away first, blinked, did not cry, squatted down silently, picked up the model boat, and hugged it carefully in his arms. He was not angry, but looked at Shen Cheng, and said softly: "Brother, don't cry!" Fear."

He tentatively touched little Shen Cheng's hand and smiled.

Little Shen Cheng wanted to get rid of him, but for some reason, he didn't move.Maybe after the parents left, the shadow left behind is expanding infinitely, and it is almost unable to bear the burden.He hadn't spoken to anyone for a long time—he didn't want to face Shen Taiyuan and Shen Ming, and he didn't want to speak to anyone else in the family.

This strange child called him brother.

"Who are you?" Little Shen Cheng asked, and just after finishing speaking, he coughed violently.

Seeing that there was water on the table, Xiao Zhile brought it for him to drink.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Xiao Shencheng drank water, his breath was calm, and he said in a hoarse voice: "My parents are dead."

Xiao Zhile let out an ah, and said after a while: "My parents are also dead."

Xiao Shencheng raised his eyes and looked at Xiao Zhile, who smiled at him, his big eyes were pure and clean, reflecting the yellow light, like two small lamps.

"I killed them." Little Shen Cheng panted, the nightmare woke up, and it was still not over, like a net, binding his heart and head, tightening more and more.

Little Shen Cheng broke out in a cold sweat, held his head, and breathed in pain.

Xiao Zhile couldn't quite understand, seeing him in pain, she held his hand, touched his head, and said softly, "It's okay, it's okay."

"Your hands are so hot." Xiao Zhile said, "Are you sick?"

Xiao Shencheng was held by Xiao Zhile's hand, turned his head, and looked at him.

"I'm sick too," Xiao Zhile said, "here, I'm sick." Xiao Zhile pointed to his head and smiled innocently.

Xiao Shen Cheng looked at Xiao Zhile and tightened his hands.

He didn't let go, and didn't tell Zhile to go, Zhile stood by the bed all the time, changing feet when tired.

Jiang Shanyuan and Shen Taiyuan came up to find Zhile, and seeing this scene, they looked at each other in amazement.

"Didn't you say that Xiao Cheng doesn't want to see anyone?" Jiang Shanyuan asked.

"It's true, I didn't expect, but I found a good relationship with Zhile." Shen Taiyuan was even more surprised when he saw the hands they held.

The two left quietly without disturbing the two children.

It was evening, and Xiao Zhile was tired, so she simply climbed into bed, Xiao Shen Cheng hesitated a little, and moved aside, so that night, Xiao Zhile slept in Shen Cheng's room.

Shen Cheng had injections and medicines during the day, and his illness came back and forth. His body temperature was higher than normal, but this temperature made Xiao Zhile feel very comfortable, so he slept next to him, and Xiao Shen Cheng moved uncomfortably. , but didn't have the strength to push him away, so he had to let him go.

The two quickly fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, Shen Cheng had a dream, his brows were frowned, he couldn't break free, his body was struggling in the dream, Xiao Zhile was awakened, he patted him quickly, and said: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

Little Shen Cheng woke up abruptly, with panic and bewilderment in his eyes, he called his parents shortly.

Xiao Zhile squinted her eyes, she was too sleepy, and tried to comfort her: "I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid. Your parents love you."

This is what his grandfather coaxed him to say when he occasionally clamored for his parents when he was sick.

Little Shen Cheng looked at him from the side, his eyes were blank for a moment, then he became sober, exhaled, took a while, and closed his eyes again.

This night, no matter when Xiao Shen Cheng woke up, Xiao Zhile would always feel it, and then woke up, hugged him, and repeated those few words of comfort in his ear.

In the middle of the night, Xiao Shen Cheng finally fell asleep peacefully. He turned on his side, and was pressed tightly by Xiao Zhile. The two of them were head to head, holding hands all the time.

The warm yellow light gently enveloped the bodies of the two.

The next morning, Xiao Zhile was picked up from the bed by Jiang Shanyuan, woke up, and went downstairs to have breakfast after washing.When he left the room, little Shen Cheng was still sleeping.

After breakfast, Jiang Shanyuan was going to take Xiao Zhile home.

Xiao Zhile went to say goodbye to Shen Cheng.

The doctor was administering an injection to Shen Cheng. Shen Cheng was half lying down with chapped lips and drowsy.

"I'm leaving." Xiao Zhile said lying on the bedside.

Shen Cheng didn't speak, just looked at Xiao Zhile quietly.

"I'm going home." Xiaozhile said again.

The needle went in, the doctor put on the tape, and Xiao Zhile gently touched the back of Shen Cheng's hand. The back of the young man's thin hand was bruised and purple, covered with pinholes, and his fingertips were cold.Shen Cheng moved, and pinched Xiao Zhile's finger weakly.

"

When will we meet again. "Shen Cheng said.

Xiaozhile thought for a while, then shook his head: "I don't know."

Outside the hospital, he heard the doctor tell his grandpa, "It's a miracle now, don't waste time and money running around the hospital." After his grandpa came out, he took him and walked silently on the street for a long time, and bought him toys , and finally told him it was time to go home.

Xiao Zhile smiled silently at Shen Cheng, and Shen Cheng looked at him quietly.

Xiaozhile thought for a while and said, "See you later when you grow up."

"No, I'm sick. Your illness will get better, and mine will also get better. When I grow up, I'll get better. Let's see each other." Xiao Zhile said slowly while thinking.

Shen Cheng was in a daze, but still understood.

"Okay." Shen Cheng said.

Xiao Zhile carefully hooked Shen Cheng's little finger with her little finger.Shen Cheng had a needle in his hand, and he didn't dare to move too much, so Xiao Zhile pressed his own lips with his thumb, then pressed Shen Cheng's lips, and pressed lightly.

"Pull hook, seal. It's done."

Xiao Zhile left with his grandfather, Shen Cheng was lying on the bed, with Xiao Zhile's model ship next to his pillow.For the next three days, Shen Cheng repeatedly had a high fever and had to be sent to the intensive care unit of the hospital. This time, Shen Cheng did not resist as before.

After more than ten days, Shen Cheng was discharged from the hospital and went home.Then he proposed to go abroad.

The model ship was placed on the bookshelf by the servant.

Shen Cheng was still reluctant to talk, and didn't ask anyone about Xiao Zhile. The night he was ill was like a dream, very unreal.As a guest of the Shen family, there will always be a chance to see you again in the future.

A few days later, Shen Cheng got on the plane and flew abroad.

This trip lasted more than ten years.

Life abroad and busy studies gradually filled Shen Cheng's thoughts.The shadows of the past are slowly fading, buried deep in the corner of my heart, and the short-term drowsy side of the illness, as time goes by, becomes more and more like a dream, and as time goes by, it is lost in the memory in the river.

"Model boat!" Zhile shouted, obviously thinking of the model boat in Shen Cheng's bedroom in Shen's old house.

Shen Cheng also thought about it, and also thought about the day when Zhile saw the photo of their family of four and asked him if they had met before.I thought it was funny at the time, but now that I think about it...

"Why have you never said that?" Shen Cheng said to Shen Taiyuan.

"Why didn't I mention it. When I told you about this, I said you knew each other too, but..." Shen Taiyuan stopped talking here, and glanced at Jiang Shanyuan.

Shen Cheng understood, and also remembered that when Shen Taiyuan talked about his engagement to him back then, he did say "you have seen that child too", because at that time he was on the point of anger and didn't care about such things at all.Shen Taiyuan guessed that he had no idea, so he didn't mention it further.

"Do you think I mess up the mandarin ducks? It's because you two had such a fate when you were young... Huh, when you reach my age, you will also know that many things in this world are destined in the dark. Look , are you not in harmony with each other now?" Shen Taiyuan looked at the two of them with a smile on his face after the fact.

Shen Cheng didn't know what to say for a while.

Zhile only vaguely remembered one thing. That night, after everyone was asleep, Shen Cheng gently pushed open Zhile's bedroom door, held Zhile in his arms, and slowly approached Zhile with all the details that he recalled and in his memory. tell.

Then Zhile vaguely remembered something.

"It's so interesting," Zhile said with a smile, "I saw it when I was young."

"Brother was pretty when he was young." Zhile said again.

Shen Cheng locked the door, not worried about anyone coming, but across the main room is Jiang Shanyuan's bedroom, so both of them talked in a low voice so as not to be heard.

"You were good-looking when you were young, and your eyes are exactly the same as now." Shen Cheng recalled the little Zhile, those eyes have not changed since then, as if unaffected by the secular world and the years, they are still as innocent as they were then , clear.

Shen Cheng embraced Zhile's shoulder and let him rest on his arm.

There is no light in the room, the moonlight shines in from the window, the evening breeze is gentle, and the world is peaceful.

"The promise has been fulfilled." Zhile said, "We met after we grow up."

Yes, the agreement that they all forgot, has already been fulfilled by them ignorantly.

Shen Cheng's mood is rare and complicated.

Now he and Zhile are in agreement, and the relationship is smooth. It doesn't seem to matter whether he has the past when he was a child, but it's like watching a movie, thinking that he has watched the whole wonderful feature film, who knows that there will be unexpected easter eggs behind.

This easter egg seems to be the icing on the cake, bringing an evocative chemical effect, which makes the whole story cast a wonderful and warm color.

Shen Cheng hugged Zhile tightly.

"Brother, I'm so happy."

"What are you happy about?"

"I don't know. Just, happy."

Shen Cheng hooked his lips, lowered his head, and kissed|kissed Zhile's forehead, eyebrows, jewel-like eyes, delicate nose, and moist lips.Zhile closed her eyes, raised her face slightly docilely, the two kissed intimately and deeply, but they didn't have the restless lust of the past, what was surging in her heart was another kind of deeper and purer affection.

Shen Cheng could feel that at this moment, Zhile and his thoughts and emotions were the same, and there was no need to express it in words, it was purely a tacit understanding between two souls who loved each other.

"I'm also very happy." Shen Cheng's tall nose touched Zhile's nose, panting slightly, and said in a low voice.

"Brother is happy, what?" Zhile also whispered.

"Don't you think the moon is particularly beautiful tonight?" Shen Cheng said in a low voice.

The bright moon is in the sky, and the moonlight is like water, shining on every couple of lovers who cuddle together in the world.

"Hmm! It's very beautiful." Zhile's voice said.