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One day, after another failed attempt to persuade peace, Shen Ming shrugged: "I have no choice."

Shen Cheng held a brochure in his hand. The city's largest new amusement park opened this month, and the response from the public was good.He wasn't really interested, but this might be an opportunity.

Shen Cheng took the brochure and knocked on Shen's mother's door.

"I'm not in the mood." Mother Shen said, "If you want to go, let the housekeeper and nanny accompany you."

Shen Cheng stood outside the door, looked at his mother, and said softly, "I know we can find them, but they are not our parents. How many times have you been with us since we were young?"

Shen's father and Shen's mother, like many parents in other families, made some promises, but due to various reasons, they failed to fulfill the promises, and became repeated "I will talk about it later" and "I will do it next time".

"Now you are about to separate. Before that, can't the whole family go there once?"

"Who told you that we are going to separate." Mother Shen frowned.

"Isn't it?" Shen Cheng said softly.

A few days ago, Shen Cheng caught a cold, lost his appetite, and was in low spirits. He lost a lot of weight in just a few days, and looked at Shen's mother quietly with his eyes on his thin face.

Shen's mother's expression moved, as if she finally realized the impact of the cold war on other family members during this period. After a while, she let go and said, "Don't think about it. Isn't it just an amusement park? I'll take you there on weekends."

Shen Cheng came to Father Shen's study at night.

"Your mother agreed?" Father Shen asked.

Shen Cheng nodded without changing his face: "She said she has no objection if you want it."

Father Shen was a little skeptical, but the quarrel with his wife during this period really exhausted him physically and mentally. This may be an olive branch of reconciliation from his wife, so he nodded and said, "Okay, I will spare time that day." He rubbed Temple, slightly apologetic: "It is true that I should accompany you two brothers."

Shen Ming: "There is yours—but I doubt its ultimate effect."

Shen Cheng shrugged: "Who knows."

Shen Ming's suspicion was verified on the day of the trip——

"Why are you here?" Mother Shen asked immediately after seeing Father Shen.

Father Shen was taken aback: "Didn't you mean it?"

Shen's mother did feel sorry for the two children, but it didn't mean that she would immediately resolve the conflict with Shen's father and reconcile as before.One yard owned by a yard.She has always been demure and gentle, but she also has her own stubbornness.

"I never said that," Mother Shen immediately said, "Since you are with them, then I won't go."

After finishing speaking, I will turn around and go back.

During this period of time, the two lived in a courtyard each, and almost never met face to face, so they didn't know each other's itinerary plan. They didn't know they were "deceived" until they met at the door near departure.

Father Shen's expression changed, he pointed at Shen Cheng, resisted cursing, then turned around and walked in another direction.

Bang!

There was a loud noise behind him, and Shen's father and Shen's mother turned around in shock at the same time, and saw Shen Cheng kick over a small box, inside which the nanny prepared lunch, fruits, desserts, etc. spilled a little, scattered on the grass.

Shen Cheng stood coldly, glaring at the two of them.

"Anyway, since you have agreed, you have to go if you go today, or you have to go if you don't."

The two brothers of the Shen family have been considered steady and sensible since they were young. They are bright but unassuming. They are polite and have a small temper, but even if they are angry, they are restrained and calm.Such childlike anger is rarely seen.

He did use a little trick, but the starting point was not for himself.

It was the first time for Shen's father and Shen's mother to see him like this, she was surprised and fell silent.

"You want to go that way?" Father Shen asked.

"Think." Shen Cheng said.

"Do you have to go?" Mother Shen asked.

"I have to go." Shen Cheng replied.

Shen's father and Shen's mother looked at each other, and then moved away.

"Okay," they said at last.

The nanny hurried to pack up the things on the grass, quickly prepared another copy, installed it, put it in the trunk, opened the car door for them, and watched them leave.

This time, none of the family driver, housekeeper or nanny followed. Shen’s father drove by himself, just like all ordinary families. , A normal weekend.

Mother Shen sat in the passenger seat.

This is the first time that the husband and wife have appeared on the same occasion at the same time after two full months of cold war, and they are so close.

"I don't think this is a good idea, but there is no other way at the moment." Shen Ming and Shen Cheng sat in the back row, and when they got into the car, Shen Ming said in a low voice: "I hope you can also control the next scene. "

Shen Cheng didn't control what happened next.

No one can control it.

After about 20 minutes of driving, when he was about to enter a certain bend in the urban area, a truck suddenly approached him. Shen Cheng raised his head amidst Shen's mother's screams, and the last thing he caught sight of was the panicked and out-of-control expression of the truck driver. .

When he opened his eyes again, as far as his eyes could see, there was dripping blood, dripping and dripping.

The car crashed into the guardrail and fell off the cliff. Fortunately, it landed on a slope. The seat belt on the back seat saved Shen Ming and Shen Cheng from most of the injuries. Shen Ming fell into a coma after the collision.

"Dad, mom."

Shen Cheng raised his head with difficulty and looked forward.

Father Shen put one hand on the steering wheel and turned the steering wheel at a critical moment, leaving the most dangerous situation to himself, while the other hand held Mother Shen's palm at the last moment.

His head drooped weakly, his neck bent into a twisted arc, blood dripped from his nose and mouth, staining his entire chest red.

"Amin, Acheng..."

There was blood in Shen's mother's hoarse voice, and she gasped weakly, her whole face was dripping with blood, a branch pierced her heart, and the blood foam kept gushing out between her exhales and inhales.

She tried her best to turn her head, took one last look at her sons, and shook her head slightly at Shen Cheng who was awake.

"Shen Qian..."

Shen's mother, Kang Ya, finally looked at her husband Shen Qian, held his hand, and closed her eyes.

A few hours later, the hospital.

The lights in the operating room went out, and the doctor walked out, shaking his head tiredly and weakly.

Shen Taiyuan staggered two steps and passed out.

The housekeeper and others and a group of subordinates were in a hurry, the doctor immediately gave first aid, and the corridor fell into another chaos.Shen Cheng and Shen Ming followed behind, watching Shen Taiyuan being pushed into the emergency room.

Shen Taiyuan woke up from a coma, with tears streaming down his face, and unconsciously murmured: "It's all right, why not go to an amusement park."

Shen Cheng and Shen Ming stood in front of the bed, their wounds were wrapped in bandages, and their clothes were horribly stained with blood. Miraculously, the two only had some external injuries.

Shen Cheng's face was pale.

"It's all you!"

Shen Cheng turned his head sideways, and Shen Ming whispered to him with strong hatred in his eyes.

"It's not you, they won't die!"

"It's all your fault!"

Before their parents' bones were cold, Shen Cheng and Shen Ming had a fierce fight in the hospital.

"It's all unintentional words, don't take them to heart," Shen Taiyuan sighed later: "It's not your fault."

Shen Ming calmed down later, and realized that something was wrong, he bowed his head and apologized to Shen Cheng.

Shen Cheng didn't say anything.After the funeral of his parents, Shen Cheng became ill. He had a fever, palpitations, and repeated nightmares. In the depths of his heart, the sentence always echoed: It's all you.

Later, when the situation improved, Shen Cheng immediately applied to study abroad.

It's been many years.

During the years in a foreign country, education, knowledge, self-adjustment, growth... Shen Cheng gradually became rational and objective, knowing that it was just an accident, and also understood that Shen Cheng and Shen Taiyuan did not really blame him.But being intellectually objective is one thing, being emotionally another.

Who said that everyone in this world has his own swamp.

The swamp in Shen Cheng's heart was not lethal enough, but it never disappeared.

"I still dream about their horror from time to time."

Shen Cheng heaved a sigh of relief. No one would feel comfortable with tragic memories. He frowned slightly and said in a deep voice: "When I see Shen Ming and the old man, I will inevitably think of the past—maybe I should apologize to them. If that day not me……"

Shen Cheng stopped.

Zhile is a good listener, always listening quietly and attentively.

His hand is always with Shen Cheng, Shen Cheng will never reveal to others, outsiders can't know, rare low mood, in this late night, there is no cover for Zhile.

Zhile may never understand what this means, and he can't fully understand the amount of information contained in Shen Cheng's past events, but none of this is important.

Zhile sensed Shen Cheng's emotions clumsily.

"It's not your fault, it's yours." Zhile said softly, "Grandpa Shen is right, it's not your fault."

"I know." Shen Cheng hummed.

Zhile was still thinking, Shen Cheng's emotion touched his heart, his bright black eyes stared at Shen Cheng's, as if he wanted to look into his heart.

"That day, didn't you go to the amusement park, Uncle Shen and Aunt Shen, wouldn't you die?" Zhile said slowly, trying to express what was in her heart, asking herself and answering: "It's said in the book, and grandpa also said However, the fate of a person, God, has the final say."

Life and death are destined, Shen Cheng understands the meaning of Zhile.

Zhile gently shook Shen Cheng's palm, and Shen Cheng clenched it slightly.

"Uncle Shen, Aunt Shen, I won't blame you." Zhi Le continued, "They are the ones who are going by themselves."

Shen Cheng didn't speak.

Zhile stopped and thought about it seriously, "They didn't agree that day, go, and one day in the future, they will still agree. If they do it again that day, they will still be willing to accompany you to go."

"They love, you."

Zhile paused, and finally said.

The expression of this passage is not rigorous, and others may not be able to understand its meaning, but Shen Cheng understands it completely.

Shen Cheng didn't speak for a long time.

Of course, he will not be trapped in this past forever, although it is still like a ghost, with some residual influence, but one day, it will be permanently silent or even dissipate.Zhile made this day come earlier.

Zhile's words reminded Shen Cheng of his mother Kang Ya's last look at him before she died, and the picture of shaking her head gently.Suddenly, I understood the compassion and tenderness contained in them.

Zhile gently shook Shen Cheng's hand again.

"elder brother?"

"It's nothing." Shen Cheng's thoughts were withdrawn from the memories, his eyes fell on Zhile's face, and the corners of his lips slightly curled up.

Seeing him smile, Zhile immediately laughed too.

"That's good," Zhile pulled out her hand, and pressed her index finger on the corner of Shen Cheng's mouth, drawing a smile: "It's so pretty when you smile."

Shen Cheng grabbed Zhile's hand and held it instead. He was taller than Zhile, and his palm was also bigger than Zhile's, so he easily wrapped Zhile's entire body.

"Don't make trouble." Shen Cheng said, his voice was very low, but it was different from the low voice just now.

The warm-toned night light shines like a small sun, shining warmly and peacefully on the two of them.Zhile felt Shen Cheng's relaxed mood at the moment, and the depression a moment ago was gone, replaced by another atmosphere.

He couldn't explain clearly, couldn't understand, but felt that Shen Cheng's eyes were suddenly filled with something special.Like sunshine and moonlight, from his forehead, across his eyebrows, nose, and stop on his lips, it seemed to be on fire all the way.

Zhile stared blankly at Shen Cheng, for some reason, suddenly something was wrong.

"...It's a bit hot." Zhile said softly.

Shen Cheng didn't make a sound.

"Brother, are you hot?"

"Well."

Zhile moved her hand, and felt the scorching temperature of Shen Cheng's palm, which seemed to be higher than his.

"I'll go and adjust the air conditioner."

Zhile wanted to get up, but was held back by Shen Cheng.

"It's not about the air conditioner."

The entire building is set with automatic constant temperature, and the indoor temperature is pleasant all year round.

"That's why?" Zhile asked in a daze, in a daze.

Shen Cheng didn't speak, just looked at Zhile silently.

"Hey." Zhile suddenly realized that at some point, the two of them were getting closer and closer, so close that they were almost an inch away, the tips of their noses were almost touching, and they were within audible distance of each other's breathing.

"Get out of the way," Zhile wanted to push Shen Cheng away a little, and explained the current predicament with difficulty: "No matter how close, it will be... just, it will be close."

Shen Cheng didn't move and still didn't speak.In the deep eyes, Zhile's smooth face and ruddy lips are reflected.

"Don't be like this, look at me," Zhile leaned back a little, and said inexplicably uneasy: "I'm a little scared."

Hearing what he said, Shen Cheng finally moved and stepped back a little distance.

"Okay." He whispered, his eyes moved up and fell on Zhile's eyes.

"Jiang Zhile," Shen Cheng said, "I just said that today you can ask any questions you want, and I will answer you—do you have anything else you want to ask?"

Zhile let out an ah, thought about it seriously, and shook his head: "Not anymore."

"Are you sure?" Shen Cheng had a rare patience and reminded him again.

Zhile nodded without hesitation.

Shen Cheng looked at Zhile fixedly: "Jiang Zhile, I'll give you another chance."

Zhile frowned, blinked, thought for a while, and said with certainty: "It's really gone." He yawned and said, "I'm a little sleepy, let's go to sleep. Brother, good night."

Zhile didn't pull his hand away, Shen Cheng's palm was warm and comfortable, he only adjusted his posture a little, then closed his eyes, not long after, he took a long breath and fell asleep.

Shen Cheng: ...

Shen Cheng stared at Zhile's face in the dark, and after a long time, smiled slowly.

Little idiot, Jiang Zhile.

The author has something to say: Zhile: I feel like I missed another [-] million~

The next update is on Sunday night.

See you on Sunday~