When being possessed by the Honmaru

After the bright light emitted by the time-space converter disappeared.

Kasen Kanesada keenly noticed that the smiles hanging on the faces of some companions gradually disappeared, replaced by some emptiness and silence that he couldn't figure out.

Kasen Kanesada: "?"

I usually don't think that Yamabashi Kiri Kunihiro is very popular, but now everyone is so reluctant to part with him?Do you lose your temper as soon as you leave? ?What's your situation?

"Xiao Ye..." He couldn't help squatting down, tugging at the corner of the blue-haired short knife, and whispered in a low voice, "I always think they are weird."

Xiaoye left the text unmoved, but stretched out her hand comfortingly to caress a strand of Fukasen Kanesada's hair.Indulging in hatred, he is indifferent to most irrelevant things, but he cares very much about his only brother Zongsan.Some strange things about Zongsan Zuowen in this pill made him more and more worried.But after what happened on the back mountain that day, Zongsan brother comforted him, and Xiaoye understood that this incident would not cause any bad effects, so she calmed down.

He is not curious about secrets, as long as Brother Zong is happy.

Ge Xian's appearance of being distressed and wanting to discover the secret was also indulged by Xiao Ye Zuo's words.

"Let's go, let's go to the inside story." Hachisu He Huche looked nonchalant, he coiled his hair with his fingertips, and tied it behind his ears, as elegant as usual.It's time to compete in acting skills—they shouldn't be, because the protagonist has to practice for a long time, so he has been depressed for the past two days, and even the uninformed sword can see their collective anomalies.

Now that my thoughts come back to my senses, I must make up for it.

"I'm going to farm again..." Mustache sighed indiscriminately, and there was reluctance in his soft voice.

"Brother, as Genji's treasure, we can't lag behind in this regard!" Keimaru was talking nonsense absent-mindedly, completely forgetting that he himself was not Hatatoban but Shishipan.

Those who knew about it, Sword Fusangshen spoke up one after another, and began to smooth things over with each other.The Token Fusangshen, who knew nothing about it, also began to confirm their tasks for today. Hasebe, who was acting as a close attendant, cheered up, arranged everything in an orderly manner, and moved skillfully.Foxanosuke is also helping, trying to create an atmosphere: as if Honmaru is just missing a normal companion, as if Honmaru is still functioning as usual.it's not a big deal.

"Well, I remember that I was the one who was in charge of buying ingredients in this world today... just some medicinal ingredients need to be replenished." Yaken Fujishiro spoke calmly in this atmosphere, and his gaze was fixed on the time-space transformation in front of him on the device.

Yamato Shou'an reacted very quickly: "I can help you share half of it. Can't one person bring back so many things?"

"If you can't bring it back, you can ask Mr. Ishikirimaru for help. After all, their work is an expedition. Anding, you have to stay and join hands with me... You won't forget it?" California Qingguang rushed over with the same quick response Hanging on the shoulder of his blue-haired friend, he said with a smile, as if there was a terrifying blackness behind his back.

"...Haha, haha." Yamato Shou'an suddenly showed an awkward yet polite smile, while the corners of his mouth twitched, trying to pull down his blackened friend who strangled his neck with great strength as if he wanted to murder him, "How, it's possible! Qingguang!"

Horikawa Kunihiro looked helplessly at the two of them fighting: "?"

After some farce, under Hasebe's heart-wrenching scolding, the Sword Fusangshen returned to their respective roles and started working honestly.Only the newly forged twelve swordsmen were divided into two teams, captained by Candlestick Kiri Mitsutada and Ichiichi Ishin, and went to the present company in Yokohama respectively, and joined the daily study of stage plays like the old swords before.

Other than that, the only one who succeeded was Yakuken Toshiro who had a fair reason.

Tsurumaru Kuninaga stared eagerly at his leaving back, almost crying bitterly, as if he saw the arrival of the boring days where he could see his head at a glance.God knows how shocked they were when they learned from Sanriyue Palace yesterday that the lord was going to be polarized.

Especially when they knew that the lord was likely to be away for a few years, Tsurumaru let out a "Wow" on the spot and collapsed into a crane cake on the chair.Honmaru without the lord... Everyone must not even be able to bring up the mood of making troubles, despair, those days are too desperate.

Tsurumaru will never admit that he usually finds it fun to be bullied by the protagonist, and the experience of being chased and beaten by everyone afterwards is also very interesting.Just like the last day when the stage play was finally over, Tsurumaru dug a big hole for Mikazuki beside the field of Honmaru in order to celebrate, but accidentally got into the lord.

The protagonist who suddenly stepped on the air and fell in just crawled out quickly, clutching the cloth on his head. He looked expressionless but was tangled in anxiety. He first checked to see if anyone noticed, and then quietly patted the dirt on his body, pretending to be nonchalant. left.

——The level of bullying makes Tsurumaru go crazy!

Afterwards, he really unlocked the three mixed doubles of Sanriyuedian and Jinjian.The two are indeed brothers!Hitting someone can be so tacit!It was an eye-opener for Tsurumaru!In addition, during this period of time, he was making plans, jumping up and down, eating melons and watching the show so happily, every day he couldn't guess what would happen on the new day, which stimulated him so much that he hadn't even been frightened for a long time. We followed Honmaru drama.

Thinking about the happy new life that was born behind Honmaru in the first few months, and thinking about the next few years, Tsurumaru Kuninaga will be completely wilted.

This time, no one came to laugh at him.

……

Yamabuki Kunihiro successfully found the restaurant owner and the children's new home.

After the Hong Kong//kou mafia was in charge of repairing the two-story building that exploded, the owner of the restaurant sold it and bought a small house near the company with compensation, which he rented to the Oda Sakunosuke family. child.Although there is no blood relationship, they are tenants and landlords from beginning to end, but their way of getting along seems more like a family.

Several streets there have now become the territory of the Sword Group (Mafia), which can guarantee their safety to the greatest extent and prevent the last thing from happening again.

"Ah... It feels like I haven't seen you for a long time, Mr. Kinoshita." The fat boss sighed and brought out a tray of paper cups from the kitchen.He put the brewed tea in front of Yamabagiri Kunihiro, and the other children were given fruit juice.

"I interrupted rashly." Yamabashi Kiri Kunihiro apologized first, holding the teacup in his hand cautiously.He didn't expect to make a phone call to confirm, the fat boss directly invited him to sit at the door, and then rushed back quickly without asking him what he wanted.

"It's all right. I'm currently unemployed. The new restaurant is still being renovated. I'm not busy." The fat boss waved his hands and explained without waiting for anyone to ask.After his life gradually stabilized, he quit his transitional job as a cook for the crew, but still wanted to open a restaurant.

"Did Kinoshita brother come over to play today?" Shinji, the little boy who knew Yamabugiri the most, came over and asked affectionately.Several other children also chirped and discussed: "Then we need to add another role... Brother Kinoshita can play the swordsman who slays monsters?" Is it like that?"

Yamababa Kiri Kunihiro: "...Hmm."

"The oldest child is going to a cram school." The fat boss explained in a timely and thoughtful manner, showing a complex smile of sympathy, "The child's academic performance is very dangerous, and Mr. Odasaku is very busy this week. I went to school to train him."

"Who is here?" Speaking of Oda Sakunosuke himself.The red-haired man with a decadent temperament and messy hair poked his head out from the back room, with an empty expression of "being completely drained".Inside the open door, the low table is full of scraps of paper and a few pens that have run out of water.It can be seen that before coming out, the other party was still writing hard and in great pain.

Yamababa Kiri Kunihiro: "Ah..."

The caring fat boss added again: "Hasn't Oda Saku been studying with Mr. Suzuki in the crew? He has been able to write good short scripts, so he is also trying to start writing books...that's him. A dream. Before, he received a good response after submitting some short manuscripts to the publishing house, and this week he is in the state of being frantically urged by the editor before the deadline."

"I don't even understand the books written by Oda Saku. There is only one point. Many people died in the previous plot." Shinji leaned over to complain in a super low voice.

"I-Is that so?" Kunihiro Yamababa didn't know what expression to show, "...Congratulations?"

Listening to these trivial daily things, he began to feel more and more subtle and weird.Perhaps this is the disadvantage of "polarized practice can only be understood in the present world".You can go to your old friend with just a phone call, and when you meet again after a long absence, all you hear are stories from parents who live close to him.

There is absolutely no special feeling of cultivating in extremes.

Kunihiro Yamababagi was a little overwhelmed.

"How about you, Mr. Kinoshita?" The fat boss sat on the opposite side of the sofa, leaving a place for Oda Sakunosuke, and asked with concern, "Have you encountered any difficulties recently?"

In the time-space transition after being attacked, the fat boss kept silent about the truth they discovered, but he also knew that Mr. Kinoshita and his party were not ordinary people.Such a powerful Fu Sangshen should not need his help.But Mr. Kinoshita appeared here with a confused expression, just like the first time he appeared in the restaurant with a bewildered expression.The young man in the white sheet just remained silent, without expressing his troubles or needs.

——This is a person who is not good at asking for help.In other words, in the impression of the fat boss, he is like a child.

In this world, how many guys who grow up on the outside really become adults on the inside?Without a mature heart, you will be as confused as a child.

"It's not difficult." Yamabuchi Kunihiro denied, but he didn't know how to express his situation, "I just... want to convince myself. I'm looking for an answer to one thing." He turned his gaze to The red-haired man, "Mr. Odasaku, why do you have the dream of 'wanting to write a book'?"

Hearing their conversation, the children fell silent, realizing that this was not the time to interrupt.

Oda Sakunosuke's tone still didn't fluctuate much, he just stated all the things of the year frankly: "... When I was a teenager as a killer, I read a set of books without ending... In the end, the person I met The man told me that if I want to know the answer, it is better for me to write the ending myself."

Hearing this, Kunihiro Yamabashi felt confused: Human beings are very strange, can such a reason also form a person's dream?

But Sakunosuke Oda seemed to understand what he was looking for.The red-haired man looked straight at him, and said the following words without stopping, with a flat but solemn tone: "That man told me that writing novels is writing about people. Guys who wantonly deprive others of their lives are not qualified to write about other people's lives...so I don't kill anymore."

Yamabuki Kunihiro reacted slowly.

Rather than saying that Mr. Oda Saku was looking for the ending of the book, it is better to say that he was looking for the meaning of life through the book.The man who told him asked him to write an ending by himself, which turned out to be guiding him in the direction to go.That's why Oda Sakunosuke had such a dream—did he not kill people when he was a mafia?

What a coincidence.

The answer Yamabuchi wanted to find was "how to accept oneself", but Oda Sakunosuke, who realized what it was, was solving his other question "the meaning of life that should be sought".

However, this passage is also helpful to the current Yamabashi Kirihiro.He also wanted to know how Mr. Odasaku accepted himself who had killed someone?If you stop killing people, you have the qualifications to write novels.So how should I let go of the bloody past?Can people really accept their past self without any grudges?

Thinking this way, Yamaba asked the question unknowingly.

"This is why I have been procrastinating until today to start writing the book." Oda Sakunosuke replied thoughtfully, "Actually, there was such a sentence before the ending of the novel that was torn up."——Man is for salvation Live by yourself, and you won’t understand it until you die.’ Maybe it doesn’t have any deep meaning, it’s just a sentence of transition or the transmission of information, but I have been remembering it until now.”

"It may take a lifetime for human beings to accept themselves like this. I, who no longer kill people, want to achieve this goal immediately and write novels. Am I too arrogant?" When Oda Sakunosuke calmly narrated, The fat boss silently led the children out.These words are too deep, not the age they should listen to.

"So I kept procrastinating... I told myself that I was too busy with the mafia, and I was too tired to write. One day, when I was no longer a mafia, I was going to sit in a room. I started writing books in a house where I could see the sea, and then I could become a novelist. After a few years, I really didn’t write a single word.”

"—and then that day, the kids were attacked."

Oda Sakunosuke's words stopped abruptly, and he remained silent for a long time. "Oda-senpai." Yamabuki Kunihiro involuntarily changed his name for the red-haired man in awe.He began to realize that perhaps not only himself, but also human beings may be confused in this regard. Some of them are looking for it, and some have already thought of their own answers and coping methods.

It was because he was too naive as a sword Fusangshen before, and the blade began to become blunt after being restrained by the title of "God Judge".Turns out he wasn't the only one who had a similar experience.

"I want to thank you, Mr. Kinoshita." Oda Sakunosuke sincerely thanked you again. He picked up a glass of juice left by the children on the table and took a sip. His dry voice recovered a little. After his emotions calmed down, he continued The topic that was interrupted just now, "...That day, I realized that I would not be able to write a novel after losing my children. Even if I avenge the children, you will be the ones who will do it in the end, and I will not be able to do it."

"'People live to redeem themselves'." Oda Saku repeated, "or in other words, people can only see what redeems themselves until they die."

At the moment when he thought the children were dead, Oda Sakunosuke had already 'died' with him.So he saw clearly instead.From then on, he was truly relieved of his past... Learning script creation from Mr. Suzuki, submitting magazines to publishing houses, and starting to create his own book at home.

His future path is clear at a glance, and he has successfully redeemed himself.

"..." Yamabashi Kiri Kunihiro, who seemed to understand but half understood, looked down at the main body sword on his waist thoughtfully.

If he also wants to accept his past and present, does he have to 'die' last time?

Sadly, Yamabuchi quickly dismissed this idea.

The 'death' artificially created by oneself is too fast and may not achieve the purpose.Moreover, as the acting judge of the entire Honmaru, he can't do such a risky thing.But if he can't accept himself smoothly, will his polarization practice fail?How on earth should he... how to redeem himself?

Maybe he needs to know more people's thoughts.

"...Have you found a way to solve your problem?" Oda Sakunosuke looked at the helpless expression of the white-sheeted youth, and it was no surprise that the other party's doubts had not been resolved.No one in the world can really save anyone. The only thing he can do is to guide the confused Mr. Kinoshita to a path like the man he met back then.

"Thank you, Oda-senpai, I already have an idea, but I may still need to meet someone else." Yamabuki Kunihiro thanked the red-haired man honestly and replied.The other party specially set aside precious time for drafting and told him these words, which benefited him a lot.It was great to get to know the kind restaurant owner and Oda-senpai back then.

"Ask someone else..." Oda Sakunosuke fell into a suspicious momentary groan, and he gave an unexpected answer for Yamabuki Kunihiro, "Go and ask Dazai, how about it?"

"Mr. Dazai?" Yamabuki Kunihiro recalled the reliable and smart young mafia back then.The feeling that the other party gave him...he was indeed the one he had seen, one of the few human beings who didn't care about his past, and didn't care about some kind of customary "bondage".This type of strong feeling is even more powerful than the undergraduate knife.

Yamabuki Kunihiro suddenly felt yearning curiosity.

Oda Sakunosuke immediately gave an explanation: "Dazai's problem should be more serious than yours, but he has his own cognition and understanding of the world, I don't know if he can help you. In fact... in the relationship between me and the children After the incident, Dazai has also undergone some changes. We talked once, and not long after, Dazai told me that he has newly joined the Supernatural Secret Service Division and is part-time your consultant."

The red-haired man fell into silence again, as if he didn't know how to describe the current Dazai.

To him, Dazai was like a child who hadn't grown up, weeping and lost.Although the child wiped away his tears now and stayed by his side and paused in peace of mind, no one knew when the child would continue his journey and where he was going.Perhaps Dazai endured pain and waited for a lifetime, but he would never get the answer he wanted, but with such an awareness, Dazai still stayed.And... he is learning to be a good person, as Oda Sakunosuke said.

Oda Sakunosuke didn't know if these would be helpful to Mr. Kinoshita, so he said it after hesitating.

——The impact of such a conversation may be two-way.The author has something to say: was (written):

『Your respect, Aruji.

The practice of the heart can make oneself stronger, and I want to find an answer that will not let myself be shaken and weak.

Can I?

Also, Oda-senpai helped me a lot. 』

Everyone scrambled to read the letter and read the letter: ... yes, yes! !No one can say that the protagonist is not good!

(By the way, why is the letter so short qwq) (Is it really okay to only have four lines qwq?) (Only Oda was mentioned, why did he call him senior qwq?)

感谢在2021-05-1817:12:24~2021-05-1915:58:11期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Shisheng Rhinoceros; 6 bottles of 3A-level scenic spots; 1 bottles of Tinglan; [-] bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!