When being possessed by the Honmaru

Yamababa Kiri Nagayoshi is a very straightforward Tokenfusangshin.

So when he approached California Qingguang, he didn't feel shy or hesitant. After observing that no one else was here, he decisively asked California Qingguang who was sitting on the porch to rest: "Can you tell me about the lord? I heard that you are The earliest sword from Honmaru is Fusangshin."

"No... the earliest one should be Yamabukiri? Yamabukiri Kunihiro." At that time, California Kiyomitsu answered subconsciously in doubt, but he realized it halfway through the sentence, and quickly added the following words, "...that's ok! I I really know a lot about the lord's affairs."

The silver-haired young man sat down next to him, and silently refilled California Qingguang's nearly finished cup of tea before returning to an elegant sitting posture, looking sincerely at this side and listening attentively—the politeness was so flattering.At least California Qingguang was frightened and couldn't help muttering in his heart.

I heard that Yamabukiri Nagayoshi's attitude towards the other Fusangshen of Honmaru is normal, but his attitude towards the protagonist is extreme.I didn't expect it to be true!Kami Kiyomitsu doesn't have much contact with the other party in his daily life, and only a few times are related to his lord...so he really hasn't seen Yamabukiri Nagayoshi like this.

"Our lord..."

California Qingguang restrained his thoughts and brought the topic back.Holding the warm teacup between his fingers, he fell into a brief silence.After deliberating for a long time, he expressed his impression, "Although he never admits it himself, he is a very good person."

"He is very considerate and careful to us, and never leaves the room, but he will silently pay attention to us through the knife tent..." California Qingguang recounted that he was lost because he couldn't see the god judge in the early days, and was sent to him by the master who noticed his thoughts. gift thing.When he thought of the inside story, his face turned red with embarrassment.

Yamabukiri Nagayoshi listened, not surprised.Ever since he was condoned by the lord when he was only slightly injured but asked for hands, he realized that his master might not be good at words, but he was actually a very soft-hearted guy.

California Kiyomitsu narrates one incident of their search for the lord in chronological order, including the fact that Tsurumaru Kuninaga led everyone to the castle tower to peep, and first told the known information about the lord to Yamabukiri Nagayoshi , to pave the way for the subsequent narration.But he withdrew some minor details a little.

The silver-haired young man also noticed this, and couldn't help but hesitate to ask: "You said you saw... the lord? He, uh, or 'he'. What is he like?"

Ever since hearing Maeda Toshiro tell that his protagonist is not even human, Yamabukiri Nagayoshi has mentally prepared himself.He had guessed that the main character was so unwilling to expose himself, the real body might...be some kind of image that the Token Fusangshen who are biased towards human beings could not accept.Such as scary monsters, ugly figures, or people with distorted faces?

No matter what kind it is, Yamabuki Kirichoyoshi has fantasized about it, and then warned himself that he must not show anything because of which one.This is assuming: if one day they are qualified or accidentally bump into the true face of the lord, he will not allow himself to lose his composure for a moment at that time, it will be an offense to the lord.

——When the lord's heart is so deep, he wants to show that "we are loyal to the lord and completely belong to the lord", instead of being reckless to further irritate the lord.

Yamabukiri Nagayoshi also thought about the white fingers he accidentally bumped into at the door.At least the lord looks normal when you look at it that way... Maybe it's a mimicry used for convenience when handing the sword itself?Or maybe only part of it is normal... Yamabuki Kirichoyoshi didn't dare to think about it anymore, he felt that his speculation was also very rude.

"Him?" Kakashi Kiyomitsu was stunned for a moment, guessed what Yamabuchi Kirigayoshi was thinking, and replied with a smile, "We haven't seen the appearance of the lord, but he is humanoid like us, with golden hair—even if it is In the evening, golden hair that shines like the sun!"

"...I'm sorry." Yamabuchi Nagayoshi silently crossed out all his guesses in his heart.The image was broken and reassembled, temporarily turning into an image of a blond youth with a blurred face.

However, it is still uncertain whether "youth" or "lady" is. After all, the protagonist is not a human being, so the conjectured image of Yamabuchi Nagayoshi is not as dead as it is stuck, leaving room for himself to change.

"Can you tell me about the lord's knot? Please." Yamabuki Choyoshi begged. He wanted to know what happened when California Kiyomitsu was born, and what made the lord feel so bad about Honmaru who took over them. Great psychological pressure, or where is the similarity between the imitation knife and the protagonist.

"Actually, we're not that clear about this...it's all just speculation..." California Qingguang was a little embarrassed. He thought of what Sanriyuedian told everyone at the beginning, "Because the lord couldn't find the meaning of his existence when he met us."

Yamabuchi Nagayoshi: "?"

Yamabuchi Kirigayoshi, who has great confidence in himself and has never been confused and shaken, can't understand this: "If you can't find the meaning of your own existence, shouldn't he be more motivated to lead us after coming to Honmaru as a god judge? I think If you can’t grasp the past, then you can only create from the unknown future.”

California Qingguang noticed that the main event was coming.When Kinmaru told them the reason, no matter who Yamabagiri Nagayoshi went to ask for proof next, they would all say the following words to help Mr. Nagayoshi double understand the "Master" and "Yamabugiri Kunihiro".This is also to prevent Mr. Changyi, who "only has an extreme attitude towards imitation knives", from further sprinting backwards in dealing with the lord...

"It's not as simple as saying it." California Qingguang shook his head.

He raised a finger as an example: "Ah, on this point, the mentality of Yamabuchi Kunihiro and the master is the same. If Mr. Changyi can't understand, I can use his situation as an analogy for the time being, is it okay?"

Yamabukiri Nagayoshi's expression twisted slightly, and he reluctantly nodded.He was already mentally prepared, but he was a little disgusted.From all the information he has learned, he has already discovered that the situation of the lord and Yamabuchi Kunihiro has a lot in common. No wonder the lord appointed the imitation sword that can resonate as his valet.

Only at this point, Yamabukiri Nagayoshi's unyielding competitive spirit was defeated.He knew helplessly that he couldn't be trusted by the lord like Fang Dao.

"Mr. Yamabukiri...I mean Yamabukiri Kunihiro." California Kiyomitsu just started, but immediately changed his words, "He was born as a fake sword. The world praises his beauty, and it is easy for him to fall into confusion. Isn't it 'this is not to praise him, but because of his work'? The world calls him by his name Yamabukiri,' not calling him, but calling the real man crowned on his head. What about the name of the famous knife?"

"This is the truth." Yamabuki Kirichoyoshi was still angry, and his voice was a bit cold.When did he need to care about the mood of the imitation knife who stole his glory and name?

Although he was still angry at the mention of this matter, the calm and analytical Yamabukiri Changyoshi had to admit that it was made by the swordsmith Kunihiro.He shouldn't have vented his anger on Fangdao. From the moment he was born, Fangdao was a fakedao, and he had no right to decide his own origin.

——Okay, let’s analyze my mood in this way.Yamabagiri Nagayoshi realizes that he doesn't mind that much about owning an imitation sword, and shares the "Yamabugiri" name and past.What he has always hated is the unbearable... performance of Fake Knife.What's more, the world actually confuses these two of them, shaking the important foundation of the existence of the sword incarnation.

How could this not make Changyi angry and irritable every time he thought of it.

"Yes, this is the truth." Kami Kiyomitsu also repeated in a firm tone, "Because it is a cruel and unchangeable fact, Yamabuki Kunihiro will never be able to get rid of the doubts and tortures in his heart, and he will live forever in your heart Under the shadow, he will feel inferior and shaken. No matter how hard he tries, he can’t see the excellence in himself—the only ones who can see clearly are others who have been helped by him.”

Yamabuchi Choyoshi's tone became even colder, indifferent to the point of being mean: "This is his problem. If he can't overcome this, then I will never think highly of him."

The silver-haired young man did not carry any personal emotions in his words, but simply stated his true thoughts intuitively.This is the concept of Yamabuki Kiri Nagayoshi. If a person cannot be confident on his own, then what is it?

Yamabuki Kirigayoshi would not extend a helping hand to such a fake sword, he would just continue to disdain and loathe it, even though he knew the excellence of the fake sword.But if you want to appreciate it, when the imitation knife really breaks free, then he will face it squarely and express his appreciation with satisfaction.

"Mr. Changyi... is worthy of being a famous knife." California Qingguang sighed with a complicated mood, and choked out a sentence.This kind of unshakable firmness and shining light is really yearning for.

"But my lord..." Kami Kiyomitsu had to say the following sentence, "It's the same as Yamabashi Kirihiro."

"Because of his past identity problems, he fell into cognitive doubts. He felt that the recognition he got belonged to another person. He lacked self-confidence seriously and couldn't get out of the psychological shadow. No, it can't be exactly the same. He can recognize himself He is excellent, but he still does not admit that he can become a god judge. He is like a kite with a broken string, and he cannot find a little belonging. It is difficult to ask him to do anything in this state." California Qingguang recounted with a heavy heart As he spoke, he recalled the expression he told about that day in Sanriyue Temple.

"For unknown reasons, he also has a psychological shadow on us, but his character can't even allow him to accept our praise and loyalty directly..." California Qingguang knew that his dry explanation could not effectively explain even one tenth of the protagonist To Yamabuki Kirichoyoshi, he might only think that the reason is hypocritical and ridiculous.

It is easy to say the simple words "cheer up" and "no longer confused", but not everyone can do it.

Qingguang feels guilty and anxious, but he doesn't know what else to do. After all, even humans can't understand each other, and even he can't understand the mood and state of the lord well, let alone Mr. Changyi.

"...What should I do?" Yamabuchi Nagayoshi asked without hesitation, "You can't let it go on like this forever. You must think so too." His attitude turned 180 degrees, and the double standard was justifiable.

California Qingguang: "..."

"But you're not...?" the black-haired youth asked hesitantly.His mood became more and more strange, he hesitated to speak, and he hesitated to speak.

"This is different. We are the master's sword, and our job is to share his worries." Yamabuki Nagayoshi glanced at him inexplicably and replied in a low voice, not understanding where Kami Kiyomitsu hesitated.

One is the owner of Honmaru, and the other is his imitation knife... Can this be compared?As an equal Touken Fusangshin, Yamabukiri Nagayoshi has no obligation to care about Touto's mood or state, and waiting for the other party to struggle out is his best solution.But the protagonist is different.

No sword can bear to watch its master sink into the mud while it looks on.

Nagayoshi was indifferent when he said the same thing to "Yamabu Kiri Kunihiro", he just felt that the imitation sword was too fragile.But he put it on the protagonist to see the situation - sky, collapse, earth, crack!

Who can bear to criticize such a lord?He is obviously such a good person, and he is not negligent in his duties as a god judge. (It’s just that he doesn’t appear in front of everyone, which doesn’t count.) Thinking about it as the protagonist, Yamabukiri Nagayoshi can probably understand and accept the mood of “can’t find the meaning of his own existence and is confused and autistic”!

"If the lord can't find meaning, then we'll help him create a new meaning of existence." Yamabuchi Choyoshi said word by word, with a firm tone, and he simply and neatly formulated the next course of action. Full of motivation.

California Qingguang was stunned: "...Oh, oh?"

The author has something to say: Books are so high! !

His shiny appearance because of his firm confidence is the best!

感谢在2021-05-0918:22:54~2021-05-1116:48:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Feng Jiyizhai and Qiu 1;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: Yuan Laiguang, my husband 80 bottles; Xia 17 bottles; CC., 10 bottles of squirrel eating lemon; Yunshu, Da Lala Demacia, Dongli Fenghuoji, Memory Moxiao 1 bottle ;

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