The bright moon sits on the ground

Chang Jinyu crossed his arms and looked at the little apprentice in front of him.

It's been a long time. He thought Huang Sheng would catch up with him. Anyway, I have to ask him why he left so suddenly, and he's still in this kind of place, right?In the past, every time he left quietly, when he returned to the Devil's Cult, he had to bring back some gadgets for Huang Sheng and Fang Qisheng. His eldest apprentice was always the calmer one, so he took it as soon as he took it, right? Just say thank you and it's over,? But Huang Sheng is different, he brought things back to coax him, otherwise he would really be so stuffy that he wouldn't speak for days.

But this time it was different, there was no anger in Huang Sheng's eyes, only coldness, maybe even a little bit of resistance.

Did he grow up and finally let go of his arrogant temper? Or did he experience something when he didn't know?

"Okay." Chang Jinyu lowered his eyes slightly, and the smile on his lips remained undiminished, but Huang Sheng always felt that there was a dangerous aura emanating from him, like a dull volcano, or like a river flowing slowly under a glacier ,? "Speaking of which, why do you have to stand so far away?"

Huang Sheng secretly sighed, "Knowing that what I did just now was just trying to cover up, but if I took the initiative to walk over according to Chang Jinyu's words, then I was following his way, and Chang Jinyu would definitely be able to see him immediately." I'm hiding something.

Having said that, the current situation is like this, Huang Sheng was about to say it, and he didn't care whether Chang Jinyu could see it or not.

He rolled up the golden whip, tied it back around his waist, then raised his hand, and lifted the golden mask from bottom to top. The broken hair on his forehead was a little messy, but he ignored it and casually brushed it aside. Dial, revealing a slightly indifferent face.

Huang Sheng's age is about the same as Xiao Xueyang's, not very old, just the most wanton age, like bamboo shoots after the rain, stalks grow upwards, his body shape, demeanor, demeanor, and tone change every day, compared to Chang Jinyu's The last time I saw him, the edges and corners of his face became more obvious, and there was still a soft curvature on his cheeks. It is estimated that in two years, the childishness on his body will completely fade away.

Both.Chang Jinyu typed the answer to the previous question in his heart, and it was rare for him to feel sad.

"You have been away from the Devil's Cult for almost a year." Huang Sheng originally wanted to talk to Chang Jinyu calmly, but when he said this, he felt a surge of anger in his heart. I don't know his whereabouts, but this time I found him, what if next time, will he be gone forever next time, he doesn't know, and he doesn't want to think about it anymore.

Chang Jinyu laughed lightly, feeling that Huang Sheng only looked a bit like before, "Are you angry about this?"

"I was really angry for a while." Huang Sheng said coldly, "I also thought about it calmly for a long time afterwards."

"I'm thinking, am I relying too much on you? If you leave, I will be sad for a few days. When you come back, I will be happy for a few days. I am led by you. I don't like this feeling very much. , but it’s hard to let go.” He said, “Until you disappeared completely, I drank heavily for a few days, trying to get myself drunk... You never told me that drinking will only make people more sober.”

Seeing the slight change in Chang Jinyu's expression, Huang Sheng actually felt a little pleased, he sneered, and said, "Don't tell me 'You are still young, what kind of wine do you drink', I almost thought you were dead at that time, who the hell I still remember your advice, but I'm really not used to that taste until now, it's astringent and bitter, and I don't know what to drink, it can make you and Fang Qisheng treat it as a pastime."

"I won't tell you how many days and nights I have suffered, I just want to tell you that I finally figured it out." He said slowly, "When you like someone, there will be a slight tingling feeling, but in the end no one can tell you. , It is something that can make people spend a lifetime in regret.”

Huang Sheng's hand holding the mask gradually tightened, as if he had finally found a gap, surfaced, and had a chance to breathe.

He knew in his heart that it was impossible for Chang Jinyu to stay for anyone, so he had no illusions from the beginning. He just wanted to tell Chang Jinyu what he had been holding back for several years. As for his reaction, Huang Sheng had already Don't care too much, that's for later.

He remembered that he was drunk and stretched out his hand to embrace the moon. He almost stepped on the ground and fell off the high platform. Fang Qisheng pulled him back in time and asked him with a frown, "Are you crazy?" Huang Shengna Sometimes he wanted to laugh, thinking that he was indeed crazy, Chang Jinyu walked away neatly, but he felt that the flesh and blood in his chest had been forcefully gouged out, as if a piece was missing.

Huang Sheng wanted to hide it before, until he couldn't hide it anymore. After that, he understood that there was no need to hide this thing.

There was cold sweat on his forehead, but he felt relieved, as if a protracted nightmare had finally come to an end.

"Chang Jinyu, in fact, from the time you took me away, from the night you guarded by my bed, from the time you taught me martial arts and that there is no difference between good and evil in this world, I I knew in my heart that it wasn't all good, but I listened to it." The dried leaves under his tongue were bitter, fishy and prickly, Huang Sheng coughed twice, and continued, "I had... "

Before he could finish his sentence, it got stuck in his throat. Chang Jinyu suddenly reached out and pressed Huang Sheng's masseter muscle, forcing him to open his mouth.

Huang Sheng was stunned for a moment, Chang Jinyu pulled out the leaf from under his tongue skillfully, the thin leaf slid in his mouth, there was an illusion of splitting, the tingling and itching were not obvious He watched Chang Jinyu throw away the wet leaf, his consciousness was still erratic, and before he could return to the basket, he heard the person in front of him finally speak.

"I should have told you last time, this thing will become addictive if used too much."

Chang Jinyu's tone was warning, no different from before, as if he hadn't heard what he said.

His expression couldn't be more normal.Huang Sheng even began to wonder if what happened just now was his own wishful thinking. In fact, he didn't say anything at all. He couldn't and didn't dare to tell Chang Jinyu what he said - how could this be possible.

Huang Sheng still felt a bitter taste in his mouth, he showed an impatient expression, and asked, "Did you listen to me carefully?"

While he was talking, Chang Jinyu was turning over his things, and took out a small porcelain bottle that was so worn that the pattern could not be seen clearly, then pulled Huang Sheng's injured arm, and took off the unsightly bandage The cloth strip poured the liquid in the porcelain bottle up. It was icy cold and dripped down Huang Sheng's arms. Chang Jinyu lowered his head and answered casually, "I heard it. Is it a confession?"

Huang Sheng was choked by these words, and looked Chang Jinyu up and down a few times. He couldn't see what he was thinking for a while, but being disturbed by him like this, it seemed that what he said just now was like a joke, and he didn't take it seriously. He had heard it It's over, it's not what he wants.

His lips were still a little wet, he licked his lips in half embarrassment and half annoyance, and said, "It's a confession, what's your answer?"

"No answer." The dust inside was too heavy. After covering it with medicine, Chang Jinyu wrapped the cloth back again and tied it in a knot. Then he let go, stared into Huang Sheng's eyes, and said, " How do you want me to answer? Yes or no?"

Looking at Chang Jinyu's cold eyes, Huang Sheng suddenly caught a glimpse of his thoughts, and let out a sullen laugh, unbelievable but reasonable, "Actually, you have already Got it, just don't say it, right?"

Chang Jinyu did not deny it.

Huang Sheng suddenly felt cold in his heart, and sneered, "Is it interesting to watch me suffer so much? Since you already knew it, why didn't you say it? Reject me, I'll go back to my Huangfu, you go back to you Demonic Sect, we will all be better off this way.”

"I never thought of driving you away." Chang Jinyu narrowed his eyes, and Huang Sheng could almost feel his sullenness.

"I brought Fang Qisheng back to the Devil's Cult because I like his fierceness, and I brought you back to the Devil's Cult because I like your rebellion." His face was gloomy, and he pressed Huang Sheng's shoulder and said, "I I am interested in Jiang Li because I like her frankness; I made friends with An Pi because I like his forbearance; I made friends with Zhang Shuangbi because I like his sincerity."

"Huang Sheng, listen carefully, the Devil's Cult is not a place where you can come and go whenever you want." Chang Jinyu lowered his arms and took a step back, "You always say that I treat you like a child, but you Do you think that leaving the Demon Cult is the best choice? Or, for you, reason will never prevail, and everything can be decided by a momentary impulse?"

Huang Sheng bit his lips until they turned white. He knew that he had a place in Chang Jinyu's heart, so he had no scruples even if he acted recklessly, but after Jiang Li appeared, he found that he was not satisfied with his status as a master and apprentice, and he was hot His jealousy hurt him.

Later, Chang Jinyu and Jiang Li parted ways after all. Huang Sheng was a little happy in his heart, and at the same time felt even more frightened. He suddenly understood another thing. In Chang Jinyu's eyes, no matter how close and familiar a lover is, It can also be changed, but the disciples are different.

Maybe people's desires are really endless. He is afraid, but at the same time longs for them. He hesitates, and only now dares to speak out.

Before meeting Chang Jinyu with his own eyes, Huang Sheng could say frankly that if Chang Jinyu refused, he could immediately pack up his things and leave the Demon Cult, but after meeting Chang Jinyu, he realized that he was not so decisive. Thinking of the many years of memories that will be turned into clouds, he still feels reluctant to give up. When Chang Jinyu said, "The Devil's Cult is not something you can leave if you want", he was actually relieved.

No one can get a bargain from Chang Jinyu, Huang Sheng thought, he even hated himself a little.

Chang Jinyu used his strength this time, pinched Huang Sheng's jaw, let the tip of the teeth let go of his bleeding lips, and touched his slightly fleshy cheek by the way, and said with a smile: "Still say , Do you regret following me back then? It’s too late to regret now.”

"I have no regrets." Huang Sheng said.

I don't know if it was his illusion, but he already felt as if his chest was being swept by flames, it was painful and hot, this sudden wildfire seemed to hollow him out, burn him completely, and even his teeth were settling. Shivering, hidden behind his lips, a huge ax tore him apart, part of him asked him to continue to endure the torment, and the other part asked him to run away without looking back.

Chang Jinyu restrained his smile, looked at him, and asked, "Is it hard?"

Huang Sheng nodded silently.

Chang Jinyu asked again: "When will it be better?"

Huang Sheng let out a short breath between his lips and teeth, and said, "It can't be cured."