The bright moon sits on the ground

No matter how big the Qin mansion is, as long as it is in the Qin mansion, Tian Wanyan has the confidence to find Qin Rongchong.

Lu Huairan and Shen Chuping watched her go in and were ordered not to use force, so they could only watch from the sidelines.

In fact, not only Yingying and Yanyan in this mansion don't know the intention of Qin Rongchong's actions, even the two of them who have followed Qin Rongchong for many years don't know, so--to be honest, they are also very curious .

"Hey, it's Sister Tian."

The bewildered girls in the mansion fell silent when they saw Tian Wanyan. They all bowed their knees and saluted. Then, taking small steps, like swallows returning to their nest, they flocked to her and asked : "Sister Tian, ​​you have always been the most favored, do you know why the young master suddenly sent us away? It's better... why don't you persuade him, the young master always takes your words to heart."

Tian Wanyan was already upset, but they kept asking questions one after another, and she felt even more anxious, raised her hand to stop these little girls, and said, "I'm going to find the young master now, you guys I can't answer the question for now. However, everyone knows you well, you can rest assured that even if you leave the Qin Mansion, the young master has already found a place for you."

So they had no choice but to retreat back dejectedly, making way for them.

Where would Qin Rongchong stay at a time like this?What is he thinking? What is he doing?

Tian Wanyan passed among the maids and handymen who came and went, stepped on the path made of stones, and questioned herself in her heart.

If she were Qin Rongchong, where would she go for a brief moment of leisure after quietly leaving the scene in such a chaotic and noisy scene?

The answer is self-evident, she really knows Tan Rongchong too well, and realizes that even she herself hates it.

Qin Mansion is full of lotus flowers, big and small, blooming all over the pond. The petals are light pink, the stems and leaves are lush green, straight from the center to the outside, neither spreading nor branching. Thousands of strands of soft fragrance, refreshing.

Obviously planting a lot, Tan Rongchong prefers the few flowers in the backyard, standing quietly in the small water tank, silent and shy.

Maybe even he doesn't know that when he looks at the lotus, there will always be memories of the past floating in his eyes.

As for Tan Rongchong's past, Tian Wanyan didn't know about it, just like he didn't know about her past.

Hearing the familiar footsteps, Tan Rongchong was not surprised. He turned his eyes away from the lotus in the water tank, moved his fingers slightly, closed the folding fan in his hand, turned his face, and looked over obliquely. His eyes, his expression , so mild that no flaws can be found.

However, it was his reaction that made Tian Wanyan's uneasiness almost overwhelm her.

Tan Rongchong looked at her the same way as before, as if nothing had happened, and it seemed that everything was over.

"Yuehua." He called softly, smiling, "You're here."

"So, Mr. Lu and Mr. Shen's words were indeed heard from you." Tian Wanyan suddenly took a deep and slow breath, trembling a little, she realized that this might be the last time for her and Qin Rongchong. One conversation, from the moment she appeared, everything was settled, but she was powerless and did not regret it, "Are you really going to leave Xiayan City?"

"I have squandered all my time in Xiayan City. When the dust settles, I should go out for a walk." Tan Rongchong's tone had a self-deprecating smile, "After all, I am not young anymore. , it is impossible to die here forever.”

Why, don't you take me away?

You know, as long as you ask, how can I refuse?

Tian Wanyan stared deeply at Tan Rongchong, and there were thousands of words she wanted to say, but there were thousands of words she couldn't say.

Those words of persuasion reached his lips and turned into only one sentence.

"Is it your ideal?" she asked, "is it your ideal that you are going to meet?"

Tan Rongchong was startled, then sighed, "You really know me too well."

"For so many years, she hasn't come to Xiayan City to see you." Tian Wanyan felt her throat start to hurt, she suppressed the nausea, and said every word, as if she wanted to cut Qin Rongchong open, It's more like trying to cut yourself apart, "It's just such a ruthless woman, is it worth you to drop everything to see her? Qin Rongchong, what you can't let go of, is it her or the past?"

"Maybe all I want is an answer." He said softly, "Sorry, I took up your best years."

"I thought that in the past few years, I have at least occupied a place in your heart."

"If possible, I don't want to let you go." Tan Rongchong took off the fallen leaf from Tian Wan's cigarette butt, and said, "But this is too selfish, Yuehua, I have thought about it for a long time, except for that person, other people It's all gone."

He continued to speak, like a sharp and cold blade, cutting open the flesh and blood, exposing the internal organs inside.

"I want to say, I really like you." Tan Rongchong's enunciation was very soft and slow, allowing her to hear every word clearly, "However, I have spent all my desperate courage and recklessness, all my youth All the secret and trivial heartbeats, all the lies and the truth, all the enthusiasm and silence, whether it is love or hate, have been given to another person."

"I am devoted to you, but I will calmly think about whether this will affect you, and I feel that there is no need to say this kind of love. This feeling, it seems that I have lost my courage and the right to be moved by my heart .”

He smiled wryly, "Then it became clear to me that I would never like someone else the way I liked that person again."

"After liking someone so passionately, all the colors after that seem dull, troublesome, and heavy... I even feel tired." Tan Rongchong spread his palms, and the fallen leaves swayed with just a breath-like breeze. It floated down leisurely and landed on the ground, "This is not fair to you, Yuehua, you are still young, you shouldn't waste your time on me anymore."

Tian Wanyan clasped his wrist, as if holding his breath, and asked with dull eyes, "What kind of person is she?"

Tan Rongchong looked down at Tian Wanyan's hand, thought for a while, and said, "It's like a deer that lost its way in the dense forest and accidentally broke into the human world. In the overlapping forests, disappear."

It sounds very similar to that Mr. Nie.

So, is this why Tan Rongchong insisted on letting Lu Huairan bring him to Guilianfang for him to meet?

Tian Wanyan originally thought so, but when he saw Tan Rongchong's eyes, he suddenly understood something.

He has never tried to find the shadow of that person from others, and he has no way to find the shadow of that person from others.

Isn't it as if she had lost completely, to a stranger she had never met.

How could she be willing, how could she be willing.

Tan Rongchong didn't know her name until now, and had never called her "Tian Wanyan" until now.

If Tan Rongchong knew that she was from the Tian family, he would probably remember her, Tian Wanyan thought, hated her concealment, hated her inaction, hated that she just watched from the other side, leaving him alone on that nightmarish lake waiting for a long time .

She actually did the calculations, but the hexagrams were so strange that the calculations on the first day were fruitless, but after a few days, she got the answer again.

It was as if the world had changed in those few days, and time went back and everything started from scratch.

Tian Wanyan thinks it might be because she hasn't used divination for a long time, and mistakes are inevitable because of her hands-on skills, or it's because of the rule of emphasizing divination... In short, she hopes it is the latter, but she doesn't want to give Tan Rongchong Vain answers.

So she didn't say anything, and somehow she obeyed the Tian family's "silence" rule.

Tan Rongchong will never know these things.

Tian Wanyan was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "Can't you take me with you? I'm not a troublemaker, just treat me as a friend on the same road, Tan Rongchong, just like you think I can't understand you, I I think it is impossible for you to understand me, I have to see it with my own eyes, I have to experience heart-piercing pain before I give up completely, can't you even satisfy this little request?"

Tan Rongchong looked very embarrassed, sighed and said, "Before that, I will go to see Protector Nie and Master Fang first."

"I can stay in the inn and wait for you." Tian Wanyan has been waiting for too long, and it is not too short of time. She emphasized her tone and said again, "When you see the person you like, I will only wait for you from a distance." I will leave immediately without looking back, and I will never see you again, and we will part ways from now on, and each will be safe. Just treat it as a farewell for me, can't you?"

She was too decisive, her words were too fierce, and her tone revealed an unconcealable sense of disappointment, making it impossible for Tan Rongchong to say no.

Is it stupid to accept the ending of being smashed to pieces knowing that moths are flying into the flames?

Tan Rongchong couldn't make a judgment, because the sentence "Can't you take me with you" was a sentence he couldn't say more than 20 years ago, and it still lingers in his deep dreams to this day, and it will never dissipate.

Abandoning everything, almost humble, what kind of courage and recklessness can this proud person say.

He even had a strange thought that if he said no, it would be like breaking her spine.

Tan Rongchong's Adam's apple rolled slightly, but after all he couldn't refuse Tian Wanyan's request, he said "yes", then turned his wrist and pulled his hand out from between her fingers, "Actually, I'm not sure if I can See you, because I haven't received a reply until now, if I go there full of expectations, and walk away in a state of despair, I hope you can say a few words of comfort to me."

"I will laugh at you." Tian Wanyan replied lightly, "I will definitely laugh at you mercilessly."

In this way, the matter of going together is settled.

Afterwards, Tian Wanyan would often think, if she hadn't chosen to follow, and hadn't chosen to point out that clumsy flaw, would Tan Rongchong not have come to this situation, would she not be like this, suffering from the pain in her heart every day? torment.

It's a pity that she didn't count that one at that time.