Yan Baiyan was only stunned for a second, and looked down into Xu Zhen's beautiful eyes, which were no longer the same as usual, always with a straightforward and passionate love for himself, wholehearted admiration turned into avoidance, and all tenderness had to be Gave it to another man.

It was pushed out by him.

Feeling the throbbing pain in his heart, he found his voice after a while, and said to Xu Zhen with a cold face, "Yes."

He watched Xu Zhen walk around him like a frightened kitten, and secretly looked back at him when he opened the dormitory door.

This scene reminded Yan Baiyan of his freshman year, when he took Xu Zhen, who had not had time to get a meal card, to the cafeteria for dinner, Xu Zhen followed behind him in a strange manner, ordered the same dishes as himself, and sat across from him with a plate, He smiled happily and shyly, and chewed in small bites. At that time, he felt as if he was feeding a poor cat.

Xu Zhen had already entered the dormitory, but Yan Baiyan still stood there for a long time.Until the phone vibrated, he moved his fingers stiffly, and when he picked it up, he heard Ringer's cheerful voice.

"Master Yan, where are you going to drink at Yunzhan?"

"No..." Yan Baiyan's voice was a little hoarse, he paused and turned the subject, he said, "Okay, I'll be there later."

He should be happy that a kitten that was just fed by chance found a new home, but he suddenly wanted to drink, and getting drunk would probably help him get rid of his uncontrollable emotions.

In the dormitory, Xu pillowed his back against the door, feeling lingering fear, breathing nervously with the back of his hand pressed against his lips. After a while, he blinked his eyes and put down his hand, exhaling slowly.

After washing, he climbed onto the bed and checked the time. It was already twelve o'clock.Obviously it's time for the biological clock to rest, but today he is extraordinarily energetic. He opened his eyes wide and turned around a few times. He unconsciously touched the phone, held it above his head, clicked into the chat box with He Ran, and just stared at it for a minute. .

For some reason, he suddenly wanted to hear He Ran's voice.

Xu Zhen typed and sent it hesitantly: Are you asleep? qwq

On the banks of the Lin'an River, He Ran was squatting in the studio, his jaw was tense, he stretched out his hand to push aside the messy drawing boards, his hand was cut open by sawdust, and without realizing it, he took the half-finished painting The painting trembled and was placed on the table.

Hearing the notification beeping on his mobile phone, he paused for a moment, not in a hurry to look at it, but slowly pulled out a tissue to hold the wound on his hand, watching the blood condense into a red flower on the pure white paper, his eyes were indifferent and hollow.

The phone rang again, and he turned around to pick it up. When he saw the two messages from Xu Zhen, his expression was slightly concentrated, and he kicked the easel that had just been kicked over by himself a little farther away, and raised his hand to tidy up the mess. With broken hair, he pressed dial to play the video.

After waiting for a long time without a reply, Xu Zhen hurriedly sat up and picked up the earphones, complaining in his heart that He Ran suddenly dialed the video and frightened him, but couldn't help but bend his eyes slightly, hung up the earphones with a blushing face, and clicked to answer.

In the video, He Ran was still wearing a black shirt and hadn't changed his clothes. It seemed that he hadn't washed yet, but his lazy brows and eyes were drooping slightly, looking at the camera casually.At the same time, He Ran's heavy breathing came from the earphones.

Obviously it was him who called, but he didn't take the initiative to speak.

It was so late, and Xu Zhen couldn't make a sound, so there was silence on the phone.Xu Zhen pursed his lips and typed: Why don't you speak?

He was already a little unhappy.

He Ran finally spoke, with a slightly contemptuous tone: "Didn't the baby want to act like a baby with me?"

Xu Zhen argued with red ears: I didn't, I just wanted to ask if you slept.

He typed in embarrassment: If you don't speak, I'm going to die!

He Ran finally let out a very soft laugh, and coaxed him in a low voice: "Okay, okay, I miss you, okay?"

Consciously saving face, Xu Zhen turned over in embarrassment, rolled his eyes, noticed the familiar yet unfamiliar place behind He Ran, and asked him: Are you by the Lin'an River?

Hearing He Ran hum, Xu Zhen frowned in confusion.It was so late, He Ran went back to the house so far away, and stayed in the studio most of the night.

After realizing something was wrong, he stared at He Ran for a while.He Ran also looked at him with dark eyes, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, "Can't sleep, baby, let me tell you a story?"

Xu Zhen ignored him, but wrinkled his nose and typed: Why is there a little blood on your forehead, where did you get hurt?

He Ran was stunned when he received the news, with a rare flash of panic on his expression, he looked at his forehead from the small frame.Probably when he was tidying his hair just now, the blood on his hands was stained.

He quickly returned to normal, raised his eyebrows and said, "I accidentally touched the furniture with my hand, it's a very small wound."

But Xu Zhen had already captured his unnaturalness at that moment, and pouted unhappily: You lied to me again, show me the wound.

He Ran's drooping brows and eyes were a little helpless, he sighed, and then raised his hand. There was a long bloodstain on it, which was shocking on the white skin.

"Don't be afraid, baby." He still managed to comfort Xu Zhen with a hoarse voice.

Xu Zhen covered his mouth, so that he wouldn't be afraid because of such a trivial matter, he just remembered what Grandma He said——

"Of course, he has a strong self-control ability. He usually doesn't hurt others for no reason. You...you follow him when you get along with him."

"If I don't follow, will he hit me?"

"Will not."

But he might hurt himself.

Xu Zhen clicked on the browser and searched for "borderline personality disorder", and quickly locked on a few words from the various results: self-injurious behavior.

He Ran was still coaxing Xu Zhen with a sentence, with a calm expression, as if he didn't feel the pain of the wound at all.If Xu Zhen was injured himself, he would probably have cried out in pain.

Enduring the soreness in his nose, he sat up and typed hard: Are you unhappy because I didn't go back with you today?

When He Ran saw the news, he paused for a moment and didn't speak for a moment.

This reaction already explained something, Xu Zhen bit the back of his hand not to cry, his eyelashes were a little wet, and he was about to get out of bed while typing: I'm going to find you now, I don't know if you will be unhappy.

In the video, He Ran's lazy expression was finally broken, and he said anxiously in a low and deep voice, "Don't make trouble, I'm not unhappy, you are not allowed to run around."

Xu Zhen's feet were already swinging in the air, his fair and tender face wrinkled pitifully, and he was so delicate that he shook his head vigorously.

Obviously the injured person was He Ran, he seemed to be more wronged than He Ran, he had to coax him to reassure him, take out the medicine box and disinfect the wound with alcohol before he was willing to take back Bai Shengsheng's feet, and warned He Ran: If you do this again, I will ignore you.

After hanging up the phone, he lay on the bed, staring at his eyes, scrolling sideways through various search results for "borderline personality disorder".

In a daze, he seemed to have returned to the past.

It was midsummer when the freshman signed up, Xu Zhen was holding a pile of materials, holding a suitcase in his hand and calling Beishan, and the calls were always beeping mechanically, and the surrounding students followed their parents, running back and forth , and the registration process will be completed soon.

It was getting late, Xu Zhen looked at the fewer and fewer people around, and he was flustered with his suitcase and wanted to ask someone.The person at the registration office was already packing up his things, and after hearing his question, he pointed in a random direction: "Go there first to get the green channel."

As soon as he heard that he could still pay the tuition with a loan, Xu Zhen ran in that direction excitedly, but no matter how he ran, he was still so far away. He was crying while running, and he no longer cared about the strange eyes from the crowd around him. .

Until a pair of hands grabbed him, he raised his head with tears in his eyes, and it was Yan Baiyan.

"Student, what's wrong with you? Do you need any help?"

"I, I can't find a green channel. I want to apply for a loan, but I don't have the money to apply." He was incoherent.

"Okay, I'll take you there."

Yan Baiyan's voice was so steady, it made him calm down, and he felt trust subconsciously.

The next moment, he was standing among the classmates in the military training again, dizzy from the sun, and when they disbanded, everyone rushed to the resting place, where there was prepared mineral water, but the boys hated his mother and blocked him , took the lead in receiving the water and then graciously received water for the girls behind.

When Xu Zhen arrived in front of him dizzily, the bucket of water had already been emptied. He stood there helplessly, and a bottle of mineral water was handed to him. He turned his head, and Yan Baiyan stood beside him with a cold face: "You Why don't you let them save some for you?"

Xu Zhen licked his lips and asked dully, "Can I drink?"

Instead, he learned what he had learned and put it into practice, Yan Baiyan's stern expression softened a little, and he handed him the water: "It's for you."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and trotted away. They were in another company.

At that time, he was staring at Yan Baiyan's back, probably quietly planting the seeds of love, looking up, like looking up to the most trusted person.

The paternal love he had lost since he was a child seems to have been found in Yan Baiyan's little care.

He has never been to an amusement park, Yan Baiyan took him to play, bought him ice cream, bought him various milk teas, and let him successfully find out the flavor he likes the most.

He has never been to a zoo, Yan Baiyan took him to see tigers, wolves, and deer. He told Yan Baiyan that the wolf was very handsome, as handsome as Yan Baiyan. Later, Yan Baiyan's WeChat profile picture was changed to a fluffy wolf. paw.

As soon as the picture changed, the person next to him was replaced by He Ran, holding his hand tightly. He tried to look back, but Yan Baiyan was gone.

It's strange, he obviously likes Yan Baiyan so much.He used to firmly believe that Yan Baiyan was the one who could save him from the Xu family.

The alarm clock rang, and Xu Zhen rubbed his eyes and sat up. After staying up all night, he went to class listlessly, but he couldn't remember what dream he had last night.

Just after class in the afternoon, He Ran's call came.Xu Zhen ran to the corridor with his schoolbag on his back and looked down. Sure enough, he saw He Ran standing under the tree, standing there casually, attracting the attention of all the girls around him.

He didn't answer the phone, and went downstairs briskly, met He Ran's eyes from a distance, the corners of his mouth unconsciously curled up sweetly, and ran over at a faster speed.

When he came up to him, he saw He Ran's outstretched arms, but he stopped abruptly. He was embarrassed to pounce on him, and moved to He Ran's side with a blushing face, whispering inappropriately: "What are you doing here so early? I didn't take good notes."

He Ran smiled softly, and was about to speak when Xu Zhen took out his cell phone in doubt, "Someone is calling me."

Seeing Yan Baiyan on the caller ID, he subconsciously looked up at He Ran with a guilty conscience.

作者有话要说:感谢在2021-08-2921:00:58~2021-08-3021:00:47期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Classmate Sun who pretends to be sleeping, D11, 2421155510 bottles; 5 bottles of nursery rhymes that scare people to death; 3 bottles of Kazami Alyssa;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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