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Jin Rong and Jiang Yi's homes are in opposite directions.Before leaving, he didn't answer Jiang Yi's question of "whether it's hot or not". After 10 minutes of separation between him and Jiang Yi, he finally couldn't stand the heat and opened the zipper of his school uniform jacket.

There was dense sweat on his back, and a drop of sweat fell from his hair.Jin Rong suddenly felt thirsty. He fanned the air with his hands for a while, and saw a vending machine by the side of the road.

He stood in front of the vending machine, his figure vaguely reflected on the glass.Jin Rong glanced over the drinks in the vending machine and stopped on the can of Coke.He thought for three seconds, found a can of Coke on the display, and was about to place an order, when he remembered vaguely: He has no nails, so he can't open a can of Coke.

Jin Rong doesn't like the piano, because the piano restrains him.He bought a bottle of mineral water and drank most of it while sitting on the bench.

...still don't want to go home.

Ten o'clock came quietly again, Jin Rong slowly turned home and pressed the elevator downstairs.He looked at himself in the mirror, lifeless, no different from a walking dead.

Jin Rong brushed up the broken hair in front of his forehead with his hands, and stared brightly, still decadent.When did you become like this?When he took pictures three or four years ago, he was still smiling.

The moment the elevator came down and the door opened, Jin Rong saw Fang Yizhe again.

Fang Yizhe has been coming to his house frequently recently, even more diligent than before.

"Xiao Rong," Fang Yizhe laughed as soon as he saw him, "Did you just come back?"

It only took Jin Rong half a second to decide to climb the stairs.He turned around to avoid Fang Yizhe's gaze, walked three steps away, and suddenly heard behind him say: "You can go upstairs later, your mother has something to do."

Fang Yizhe left, Jin Rong saw his back in the stairwell, tired but a little excited, coughed at the door of the unit, with a hoarse voice.

"Disgusting." Jin Rong murmured, he didn't need to guess why Fang Yizhe asked him to come up later.

Jin Rong sat in the stairwell until eleven o'clock, and Jin Shiyuan was still tidying up when he opened the door.A strand of hair has fallen from her forehead, and she is removing the covering on the sofa to wash in the bathroom.

"I'm back." Jin Shiyuan laughed, raised his broken hair with his index finger, and stroked it behind his ears, "It's very late today."

Jin Rong smelled a strange smell, which permeated the living room faintly.

"Come in, what are you doing standing at the door?"

Jin Rong was covered in "hmm", and he passed Jin Shiyuan, but he couldn't help but say, "Will you be pregnant?"

"What?" Jin Shiyuan didn't hear clearly.

"It's nothing." Jin Rong returned to his room, he opened the window, and the fresh air from outside rushed in, taking away some unpleasant smells.

Jin Shiyuan came to deliver milk to him again, it seemed that every time Fang Yizhe left, she would deliver milk to Jin Rong.

Milk is cold, cold in summer and cold in winter.

"Drink the milk." Jin Shiyuan instructed, "Your Uncle Fang went out to have dinner with Professor Deng yesterday, and I didn't know until he came that you haven't made much progress in your piano practice recently, and you've even regressed. What's on your mind? "

"No." Jin Rong said softly.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't dare to look at Jin Shiyuan's face, and he just avoided the important things when he spoke.

"Tell your mother what's on your mind, and mother will share it for you."

Jin Rong became even more impatient when he heard this, and this expression soon surfaced on his face.When Jin Shiyuan saw his eyes, he couldn't get angry, and taught him a lesson: "Xiao Rong, I let you learn the piano to make you improve. One lesson is better than the next, not for you to learn the piano. Regression! Do you know how difficult it is to take Teacher Deng's class? How many people are desperate to find her to take a class, but you are lucky, if you don't study hard, you will be worse every time!" Jin Shiyuan scolded him bitterly, "Where are you thinking? Come back so late every day, did you go to practice the piano?"

Jin Rong was restless, he closed the window, and said in a half-cold tone, "No."

"Nothing? You and I just say 'no'?" Jin Shiyuan stomped the milk on the table, she went to Jin Rong, forced him to look at her, and continued to scold, "Do you know How much did I pay for you to study under Mr. Deng?!"

"How much did you pay?" Jin Rong laughed speciously, "Is it for me, or for yourself?"

"You're terrible!" Jin Shiyuan pushed his shoulder.

Jin Rong was much taller than Jin Shiyuan, and stronger than her, so he couldn't push with one hand.Jin Shiyuan became even angrier when he couldn't push it away: "Jin Rong, I can't understand you more and more!"

"I don't understand you either, I have never understood you." Jin Rong stayed away from her, took his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.He passed by the table where the milk was placed, and pointed to the glass of milk that was as cold as ice: "Don't give it away, I won't drink it."

"Do you like to drink or not! I'm doing it for you wholeheartedly, but you don't appreciate it! Jin Rong, other people's children are so obedient, why are you different?!"

Jin Shiyuan didn't wait for Jin Rong's answer.She would rather Jin Rong have a big fight with her and slam the door out, so as to prove that her son is not an emotionless monster.But Jin Rong is always so lukewarm, not showing any tenderness.

Is this the case with teenage children?But Jin Rong is so old, he should be sensible.

She heard the sound of running water in the bathroom, and the more she thought about it, the angrier she became - she wanted to see what Jin Rong was doing and whether she was distracted.

Jin Shiyuan opened Jin Rong's schoolbag and flipped through his thick music folder.The latest score is not a piano piece, but a vocal piece.Jin Shiyuan was frowning to look at it, and saw the title: "Want to Kiss My Mother".

The anger in her heart dissipated in an instant.

Miss my mother.

It seems that Jin Rong still has intentions. Maybe it's because of too much pressure recently, and she can't get used to it at the beginning of school. She should understand.Remembering that she got angry with Jin Rong for no reason just now, she apologized even more.

Jin Shiyuan waited for Jin Rong to finish washing. She sat on the sofa and meditated, staring at the round plate under the TV.The pattern on the plate is "Mandarin Duck Playing in Water", which was a gift from Fang Yizhe.

She and Fang Yizhe were classmates in high school, and they had never been in a relationship before.At that time, Jin Shiyuan had a boyfriend who was Jin Rong's biological father - Song Nianyuan.

The relationship between Jin Shiyuan, Fang Yizhe and Song Nianyuan is a complicated triangle.Fang Yizhe has a crush on Jin Shiyuan, and Jin Shiyuan is the girlfriend of his good brother Song Nianyuan.During high school, Fang Yizhe never crossed the threshold, and most of his feelings were implicit crushes.

During his freshman year, Jin Shiyuan became pregnant.This sudden child broke all the tranquility of her life, and her parents almost got sick when they found out about it. It was really a scandal and forced her to have an abortion.Song Nianyuan's parents didn't want the child to stay in the world either. The two parents quarreled and even went to the police station.

In the police station, Jin Shiyuan asked Song Nianyuan: "Do you want this child?"

Song Nianyuan said lightly, "I don't want it."

Jin Rong's personality is very similar to Song Nianyuan's, but they are completely different.Song Nianyuan is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and he has attracted all of Jin Shiyuan's love with his good skin.Jin Rong is also a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, but it is open to question, because Jin Shiyuan can no longer see Jin Rongnuan.

Song Nianyuan's family was very rich, and they gave her a large sum of money as resettlement fees; they also asked her to abort the child, and never contact her again.But Jin Shiyuan was reluctant, she dropped out of school and gave birth to a child behind her parents' back.

It is really not easy for a single mother to bring up children, and Jin Shiyuan received Fang Yizhe's assistance at the most difficult time.Since then, Jin Shiyuan has given everything to Fang Yizhe, even though Fang Yizhe is already married.

Why is it called Jin Rong?Jin Shiyuan wanted to rely on him to melt Song Nianyuan's cold heart.But Jin Rong has grown to 17 years old, not only did he not melt Song Nianyuan's heart, but also sealed his own.

Jin Shiyuan hoped that Jin Rong would learn the piano, because Song Nianyuan played the piano well.

Jin Shiyuan only pretended to be Song Nianyuan in his only heart.She didn't know why Song Nianyuan said that he would stop loving if he didn't love him, and why he was so decisive to leave.What you can't get is the best, and Jin Shiyuan still misses him all these years.

As for Fang Yizhe, Jin Shiyuan didn't know if he loved her or not.She knew that Fang Yizhe was already married, and even her child was about to go to high school; she also knew that Fang Yizhe would not divorce, and the relationship between them was to use and be used.

With Fang Yizhe, Jin Shiyuan can give Jin Rong a good life, but he needs to pay a little price.These costs are nothing.

She stayed on the sofa until she fell asleep, and when she awoke, the living room light was out.

Jin Rong didn't call her. The house is so big that there are two people living there, but it is still empty.

Jin Shiyuan had tears streaming from the corners of her eyes. She stared at the neon lights outside the floor-to-ceiling windows in a daze, and suddenly forgot what her name was.

Jin Rong tossed and turned and didn't sleep well all night.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he heard Jin Shiyuan's reprimand, asking him why he didn't study hard and why he was disobedient.

Finally fell into a light sleep, and dreamed that he was not good at practicing piano when he was a child, and was beaten by Jin Shiyuan.Jin Shiyuan took a ruler and smacked his palms. If he can't practice well today, he shouldn't eat.

I also dreamed of that gray back with long hair falling down to my waist.

Jin Rong woke up suddenly from his dream, and there was silence around him.He reached out to open the table beside the bed, the light blinded him.

It was hot, and sweat rolled down his head.He closed his eyes and groped for the remote control of the air conditioner, but he couldn't find it. Instead, he took out the phone.He squinted one eye to look at his phone, only to realize that someone had added him as a friend after twelve o'clock last night.

Jin Rong didn't see who it was, he threw the phone at the end of the bed and ignored it.He continued to grope under the quilt, and finally found the remote control.

In the second half of the night, he was still dreaming, and he couldn't remember what he dreamed of. The next morning, he woke up with a headache, groggy and inflexible.

When he was in school, Jin Rong still felt dull. Someone still said "good morning" to him from a long distance. He heard it, but he just forgot to respond. After walking a few steps, he turned his head and glanced slowly.

It was the same female classmate who often greeted him, whose name he didn't know.

Jin Rong didn't respond. He walked to the stairs and wanted to go up the steps. His brain suddenly ached, and he couldn't get over it all at once. He stretched out his arms to support the wall.

He touched his forehead, it was hot.

It seems to be a fever.

The author says:

Jin Shiyuan is a stubborn mother