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Jin Rong waited downstairs for a long time.

The sun was bright at noon, and there were no tall trees near the laboratory building, which could not cover the sun, so he could only stand under the sun and wait.Quite a few people came out of the gate of the laboratory building, holding white coats in their hands, and it seemed that there was such a thing.

I don't know what Jiang Yi looks like in a white coat, Jin Rong is also imagining it in his mind.Jiang Yi is so tall, does the white coat have to be customized, or it will be shorter?By the way, Jiang Yi can't sleep on the bed in the dormitory?Do you have to sleep curled up?

Thinking of this, he felt inexplicably funny.

Jin Rong waited for a long time, thinking that Jiang Yi would not come out.He sighed and decided to wait another 5 minutes, and if he didn't come, he would leave.

After the third 5 minutes, Jiang Yi came down.

Jiang Yi used to be very fond of matching, but now he can't, the clothes don't match well, and he can wear whatever he can find.The key is that he is tall, well-proportioned, and has a good figure. He looks good in anything, no matter what he looks like.

He's wearing baggy T-shirts again, and he's got a lot of personality.

"Why is it you?" Jiang Yi regretted the moment he saw Jin Rong. He knew that he would not be able to come down. He thought it was a big Buddha who wanted to eat with him, so he had to come down.Now look at it, it is indeed a big Buddha!

"It's me." Jin Rong smiled and moved forward. As soon as he moved forward, Jiang Yi retreated, and they were in a stalemate.When he couldn't retreat anymore, Jiang Yi raised his hands: "You asked Zhou Jian to call me down? Didn't I say I'm not free today?"

"I'm not free anymore, I have to have lunch, right? It's almost here."

Jiang Yi had no reason to retort: ​​"Hurry up, have you eaten yet?"

Jin Rong shook his head: "No, so I came to see you together. How about it, do you want to show me some face?"

Isn't that a compliment?It is impossible for Jiang Yi to turn around and go back to the laboratory now. After the experiment is over, his energy is exhausted and he is very hungry.

"Okay." Jiang Yi reluctantly said, "It's so late, there must be nothing good to eat in the cafeteria."

He walked fast, and didn't know to wait for Jin Rong. Jin Rong was stunned for a moment before catching up. He saw the string of Buddhist beads wrapped several times around Jiang Yi's left wrist, paired with the neat veins on his arm, which was a bit sexy.

Jin Rong had nothing to say: "Your prayer beads are pretty good."

"Yes," Jiang Yi raised his arm to show Jin Rong a circle, and said, "I used to go to the temple, and a master gave it to me. He said that I have a destiny with Buddha, and asked me if I want to become a monk."

"Being a monk?" Jin Rong was startled, "What kind of monk?"

"What monk? Just the monk in the temple, the monk who shaved his head and wore monk clothes!"

Jin Rong stumbled as if he had been hit with a mallet: "He, monk? Have you accepted the prayer beads he gave you?"

Jiang Yi nodded: "Isn't that right? How could I not want the blessed beads that were given to me."

"Then you're not going to be a monk, are you?"

Jiang Yi laughed: "Yeah, I've asked. People say that to be a monk requires a postgraduate degree. I'll work hard, take the postgraduate entrance examination, and report after I graduate." Then he added, "I've seen through the world of mortals. .”

Jin Rong couldn't laugh, he walked a few times slower, and his mind was buzzing thinking about the words "becoming a monk", not knowing what it was like.

Walking to the cafeteria, Jiang Yi suddenly asked again: "Do you believe it?"

Jin Rong reacted for a while, and he was lying for a long time, so he must not be a monk.He felt that he was being tricked, and he was a little annoyed, but he didn't show it: "I believe it, I believe everything you say."

"Idiot." Jiang Yi said him lightly, in the same tone as the "idiot" that Jiang Yi said to him at the stairs when Jin Rong had a fever and didn't know it.

This warmed Jin Rong's heart, and he felt that the distance was half a point closer.

"I believe everything you say." Jin Rong caught up with him.

"I said I want to be a fairy, believe it or not."

Jin Rong still nodded: "I believe."

It was past one o'clock, and almost all the windows of the cafeteria were closed, leaving a few noodle restaurants open.Jiang Yi didn't pay much attention to his meals, he would eat whichever one he chose, but Jin Rong was different. He didn't have a good appetite, and today it was so hot that he didn't want to eat noodles, so he muttered again when he walked to the window.

"The noodles here are delicious." Jiang Yi said.

Jin Rong nodded: "Let me treat you, I will treat you again tomorrow night."

"Are you rich?"

If you are rich, Jin Rong can be rich.In the past, he was a little poor, and he was unwilling to spend Fang Yizhe's money, but now it's different, he has money.

Besides, a bowl of noodles is not expensive!

Jin Rong bought him noodles and brought them to the table himself, a little flattering.Jiang Yi couldn't stand his behavior, and said, "Don't do this, I won't give you money."

"I don't want money." Jin Rong sat across from him, watching him eat.

This made Jiang Yi very uncomfortable: "You don't want to eat?"

"I don't have anything to eat." Jin Rong said bluntly, "It's too hot, and I don't have a good appetite."

Jiang Yi was a little awkward: "Let me buy you a bowl of small wontons."

The small wontons on the first floor of the cafeteria are also good, but there is nothing written on the screen, so people from other schools don’t know that there are small wontons.

Jiang Yi used to eat small wontons when he had a bad appetite, so when Jin Rong said he had a bad appetite, he naturally thought of small wontons.

"Here."

When Jin Rong saw this big bowl of small wontons, he smiled embarrassedly: "Thank you, I didn't see small wontons just now."

Jiang Yi took a spoon for him, shrugged and said, "Eat quickly."

There was nothing to talk about during the meal, Jiang Yi lowered his head to eat noodles, Jin Rong half raised his head to eat wontons, counting them one by one.He really lost his appetite, and he ate late, which made his stomach feel uncomfortable.He secretly rubbed his stomach under the table, and didn't want to eat half of it.

Jiang Yi glanced at it, and wanted to ask "Why don't you eat?" Then he didn't say anything, and said something else: "I have a class in the afternoon, and the flip book..."

"I know, I'll do the flipping by myself in the afternoon."

"Ah."

"I asked you to turn over the score, are you not angry?" Jin Rong asked cautiously.

"I'm not angry, why should I be angry?" Jiang Yi felt puzzled, "It's a mission."

Jin Rong let out an "um", a little disappointed.

But Jiang Yi didn't say anything.

"The message I sent you yesterday..." Jin Rong bit the spoon, "Did you see it?"

"What news?" Jiang Yi pretended to be confused while pretending to understand.

Who knew that Jin Rong was so direct: "I miss you very much."

"..." Jiang Yi almost choked him to death with a mouthful of noodles, swallowed it quickly, and said speechlessly, "Don't send me such messages in the middle of the night from now on."

"Why not?" Jin Rong didn't quite understand, "You don't have a date, and I don't have a date, so what if I send you a message?"

"Don't talk to me in the middle of the night."

Jin Rong was amused by him, and looked up at him again: "You have seen it, why don't you reply?"

"I want to delete you. Eat quickly, I don't want to tell you this."

Jin Rong ate a few wontons, couldn't help it anymore, and begged him with a frown: "Don't delete me, I finally added it back."

Jiang Yi couldn't bear him pretending to be pitiful, so he had to compromise: "Okay, I understand, I won't delete you, you can eat quickly."

He looked at the few pieces of beef in the bowl, and just now he was too busy eating noodles without taking a bite.Jiang Yi didn't even think about putting the whole thing in Jin Rong's bowl, and didn't say a word.

"you……"

Jiang Yi coughed: "I don't eat beef."

Jin Rong watched him out of the cafeteria, looking at the half bowl of wontons floating in the bowl, feeling a little sad for no reason.When his emotions gradually spread, Jin Rong tried his best to cheer up and swallowed all the wontons in the bowl.

He can't waste, and he can't not take care of himself.After finally having the courage to chase Jiang Yi back, if he gets sick and messes up again, he will really jump off the building.

Jin Rong took stomach medicine in a place where no one was around. He took it late at noon and his stomach hurt.The stomach medicine granules were too big, and I had to drink half a bottle of water to swallow them.Sitting in the corner, Jin Rong sighed. While taking the medicine, he suddenly remembered that time five years ago, when he swallowed dozens of sleeping pills down his throat, he didn't feel uncomfortable, but took some stomach medicine.

He secretly opened the memo on his mobile phone, which recorded every thought he had during the attack.There is also a written suicide note, which was written when he committed suicide with a plastic bag over his head last time.Rather than saying it was a suicide note, it was more like a confession letter. The object of the confession was everyone around him, including Jin Shiyuan, Fang Yizhe, Song Nianyuan, and Jiang Yi.

When Jin Rong fell ill, he felt sorry for everyone, and Jiang Yi was the most sorry.He looked at the suicide note he wrote, the part to Jiang Yi, and wrote "I'm sorry" many times at the beginning.

"I didn't mean to leave you, and I didn't mean to say harsh words to you. You said you wanted to save me, but I couldn't even save myself. I have depression, and I'm sad. When I'm sad, I just I want to die. Dear Jiang Yi, if one day I can give you a dream, I must say 'I'm sorry' and 'I love you' to you, maybe I don't deserve to like you. Now I'm going to die, isn't there Qualified to like."

There is still a long sentence, Jin Rong read it at a glance, he remembered that he was about to commit suicide that day after writing these words, but fortunately Song Nianyuan arrived in time.

Now he won't commit suicide, and Jin Rong is also trying to get better, although it is not easy to get better.

Jin Rongxin wrote a memo to remind himself: Eat regularly and at the same time, if you don’t eat, you will have a stomachache, if you have a stomachache, you will feel sad, then you will get sick, and if you are sick, Jiang Yi will not like you!

After finishing writing, he nodded vigorously, turned off his phone and went to rehearse.

The page-turner didn't come, and Jin Rong felt a little lonely.I have been with the band a few times before, and there is no problem. I also got together with the choir yesterday, and there is no problem.However, rehearsing this kind of thing is not enough to be "almost", you have to keep improving.

"Start from the eighth measure, the piano enters!" The conductor tapped the stick to remind him, he cheered up, the piano started first, and then the flute entered. This place has been poorly connected before, and the conductor caught this place again and again.

"What's the matter with the flute, come in at the same time as the third beat, don't delay! The piano will come again!"

Jin Rong flipped the score back and played it expressionlessly. When he was about to turn the page, suddenly he stretched out his hands and turned the page for him.

He raised his eyes, and a smile came to him.You can't talk casually during the rehearsal, Jin Rong can only laugh and even play the piano lively.

Jiang Yi just ran over from the teaching building, so tired that he hadn't even caught his breath, so he turned the page for Jin Rong.Seeing Jin Rong smile, he was also relieved, voluntary labor is voluntary labor, what a big deal.

"Not bad! It's just right this time, let's do it again! The eighth measure, the eighth measure, piano!"

When Jiang Yi heard the eighth bar, he helped Jin Rong turn the score back one page, just as the piano was playing.

The piano doesn't make many appearances in this repertoire. There is a section before the chorus comes in, and there is an interlude in the middle, and it is gone.At the end of the piano at the beginning of the eighth measure, he was almost fine, and the conductor was in the middle, and he didn't get to the piano.

Jin Rong felt relieved, looked to Jiang Yi to the left and said, "I thought you wouldn't come."

Jiang Yi snorted: "I promised Chen Yan, and I won't give him face if I don't come."

Jin Rong didn't answer his words, because there was no way to answer them.He sat back on the piano bench a little bit, staring at the score in a daze.He twiddled his fingers, but still couldn't help but strike up a conversation with Jiang Yi: "What's the matter with you at night?"

The voice is very soft, each word is lighter than a word.

Jiang Yi coughed, but in fact he was fine: "Ah, I'm...I have to write a lab report tonight, and it's due tomorrow."

This is also edited, and the experiment report has already been written.

"Okay." Jin Rong was a little frustrated, "So are you free tomorrow night?"

"Tomorrow night...Actually, I'm not sure..."

"Piano! Let's do it again in the eighth measure of the piano, everyone get ready!"

Well, it's him again, Jin Rong sit down and start from the eighth section.After he had passed this passage, he hurriedly turned his head and asked, "What about the day after tomorrow? The day after tomorrow is also fine!"

Jiang Yi was puzzled: "Why do you insist on treating me to dinner?"

Jin Rong didn't pick it up, so he muttered in a low voice, "I just want to have dinner with you."

"The night after tomorrow! I'll let you know if I have something to do."

The night after tomorrow is also fine, Jin Rong is easy to be content, as long as he can make an appointment.A little smile surfaced on his face, and he was so happy playing the piano, lighter than before.

The author says:

Jiang Yi has become a straight man again,, save the straight man

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