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Jin Rong looked at him meaningfully, and there seemed to be something intriguing in his eyes, and then he chuckled: "You seem to have grown taller."

"I'm going to the toilet." Jiang Yi stood up suddenly, "Excuse me."

"The lazy donkey is grinding." Zhou Jian teased, and said to Jin Rong, "He is like this, don't worry about it."

Jin Rong smiled politely, held his cheek with one hand, frowned slightly and glanced at Jiang Yi's dinner plate.While no one else was paying attention, he reached out and touched the fork that Jiang Yi had touched, feeling strange.

Jiang Yi went to the front desk to pay for the meal, and went to another rooftop of the restaurant to enjoy the scenery.

The night view is really beautiful. From here, you can just see the high-rise buildings and neon lights of the city, and you can see the river in the distance, shining brightly.There was a breeze blowing on his face, so it wasn't too hot, but Jiang Yi's heart was hot. He found something in his pocket to hold, but found nothing, so he found his dormitory access card.

Jiang Yi's student number is No. 21. When the freshman first learned of his student number, he was still a little inexplicably in a trance.Because Jin Rong's student number in high school is 21.

He wiped the student number affixed to his access control card, quietly lost in thought.

When Jin Rong's voice sounded behind him, he was still in a daze.

"The night view here is so beautiful," Jin Rong asked in a polite voice beside him, "Did you come to see the view too?"

Jiang Yi felt embarrassed, he nodded once, and said "um".

A moment of silence.

Jin Rong wanted to come over from the steps, but for some reason he didn't see the way clearly, tripped and almost fell down.Jiang Yi quickly supported him, but the moment he touched his arm, his mind suddenly went blank.

"Thank you." Jin Rong brushed his thumb. He didn't have time to hide. He waited for Jin Rong to hold his palm before he reacted and pulled his hand away.

"You really have grown taller." Jin Rong still smiled, "You are taller than before."

"I wear height-enhancing insoles." Jiang Yi nonsense.

"Heightening insoles?" Jin Rong looked down at his shoes, which didn't look like heightening insoles.

"What are you doing here?" Jiang Yi asked him.

"I'm here to see the scenery." Jin Rong stood side by side with him, held the railing in front of him, and said casually, "I didn't expect to meet you."

Jiang Yi lowered his head to tidy up all the beads on his wrist, and wanted to say something to greet him, but he didn't say it.

"We haven't seen each other for five years?"

"Really?" Jiang Yi looked at the scenery and didn't want to look at Jin Rong's face. He touched the Buddhist beads on his wrist thousands of times to ease his restless heart, "I didn't count how many years."

"I just counted it just now," Jin Rong said, "I heard from Chen Speech that you were still in your senior year, so I thought I remembered it wrong."

Jiang Yi said casually, "You remember correctly, I repeated it for a year."

"Repeat? Your grades are so good, why do you still repeat?"

Jin Rong smiled faintly, the scenery here is really beautiful and pleasing to the eye, but he has no intention of looking at the scenery.His gaze was always on Jiang Yi's side face, his eyes were tender and bright with a little light.

I can't tell the pulse.

Jiang Yi didn't even think about looking at him. Instead, he laughed at himself: "Everyone can perform abnormally, and I'm not a god. How can I always take the first place in the exam."

Jin Rong pursed his lips. In his heart, Jiang Yi was no different from a god.In the past, Jiang Yi could even control his points, taking as many exams as he wanted, how could he perform abnormally?No matter how abnormal you are, you won't fail even one of the exams.

"Then how much did you score in the first college entrance examination?"

"Three hundred and seven." Jiang Yi recalled, "The exam was very poor."

"Three hundred and seven can go to a good school, and the pressure of repeating for a year is quite high?" Jin Rong chatted with him without saying a word, always smiling.

Jiang Yi didn't smile, he patted the iron railing in front of him, and sighed: "I don't want to just settle for a school I don't like, instead of doing this, I might as well go back for another year."

"It's good, don't let it go." Jin Rong repeated his words, "Your school is really good. If you give it to me, I will definitely not pass the exam."

"You don't study culture, what are you doing here?"

"Yes." Jin Rong laughed, "I didn't get good grades. When I went back to the college entrance examination, I only got [-] points."

"More than 300 points? Then you are much higher than before."

After speaking, the topic came to an abrupt end, and there was silence between each other again.Jin Rong blinked at Jiang Jing several times, and said whimsically, "Can a wish made to Jiang come true?"

Jiang Yi didn't speak.

Jin Rong said again: "Or should we keep our wishes in our hearts instead of shouting them out loud?"

Jiang Yi smiled: "It's not easy to make a wish to anyone. There is nothing in this world that can satisfy a wish." He paused, "I don't believe in God."

"I'm sorry." Jin Rong said suddenly.

"I'm sorry for what?"

Jin Rong stumbled and said: "It's just... the past, it was quite abrupt at that time, I don't know if it made you... make you unhappy, so I apologize to you. It shouldn't be too late now, right? "

Now Jiang Yi stopped pretending to look around, he still acted like a normal person, deliberately said carelessly: "You said you dumped me? Hey, that's nothing. I was ignorant when I was young, just for fun. It's all over." Afraid that his words would appear guilty, he added, "I didn't take it seriously."

"Ah."

Jiang Yi said again: "It's nothing to do with you if I repeat the exam. The night before the exam, the temperature of the air conditioner was too low and I had a fever. That's why I failed the exam."

Jin Rong nodded: "I thought you were because of... me..."

"How is it possible, I'm not that stupid." When Jiang Yi said this, even he didn't believe it, but he continued to bite the bullet, "Sadness is indeed quite sad, but people have to look forward, every day is so sad , don’t let the day pass by. Are you right?”

Jin Rong looked at Jiang Yi's eyes, as if he really didn't care.Yes, what he said is also right, there is no need to be so sad, if you are sad every day, wouldn't you be unable to live?People are different from me, I am depressed and sad every day, and Jiang Yi does not have depression, how can I be sad every day?It was September when we broke up, and the college entrance examination will be in June next year, and it will be over after being sad for a few weeks, any more is hypocrisy.

"It's all over." Jiang Yi said easily, "It is impossible for a person to hang himself for a tree, and neither will I."

Jin Rong agreed with his words: "Yes, it makes sense. Did you ever fall in love in college? Or, do you still have a boyfriend?"

Jiang Yi was drumming in his heart, and his appearance remained motionless: "Of course we talked about it. Many people chased me." Too much, and he is clingy, I can't be busy." This also has an implication, didn't Jin Rong tell him before that he didn't like others clinging to him, it was too tiresome.Now that Jiang Yi dislikes his ex-boyfriend's clinginess, he is too busy, which is quite ironic.

If you don't stick to me, someone else will stick to me.It’s too sticky and I don’t want it, it’s just so individual.

...In fact, they are all lies. Except for the half-hour love affair, Jiang Yi has never talked to anyone else.Not to mention "sticky", the orange cat of his relative's house is really sticky to him, nothing else.

But he pretended to be very similar, as if there was something real!

Jin Rong laughed awkwardly: "Isn't it good to be clingy? You don't know your happiness when you are in the blessing."

"What about you?" Are you also in the blessing and don't know the blessing.

Jin Rong didn't associate his words with other places, thinking he was asking himself if he was in a relationship, of course he answered truthfully: "I haven't been in a relationship for the past few years. I was busy with art exams in my third year of high school and busy with competitions when I was an undergraduate. , Postgraduate entrance examination, no time to spare.”

In fact, it is not the case, art exams, competitions, and postgraduate entrance examinations are all secondary, mainly because he is busy with medical treatment.His disease is not so easy to heal. He has been treated for four or five years, and he takes medicine every day, and the side effects are not small.He had committed suicide once before, putting a plastic bag over his head in the middle of the night. Fortunately, Song Nianyuan found out, otherwise Jiang Yi wouldn't be able to see him now.

Jin Rong didn't want others to know that he was sick. All the medicines he took were put in vitamin C bottles. When asked, he always said that he was taking vitamin C.When he was about to be in his senior year, Jin Rong's illness was much better, and he almost didn't have seizures, so he wanted to go to another place to study and try to live alone for a while.Of course Song Nianyuan was worried, and he didn't dare to disobey his son's wishes. After several months, he finally agreed.

Song Nianyuan found a former student to take him with him, who happened to be studying in City A as well.Now they rent a house together, and they go to Jin Rong's room several times every night to see if they are still alive.

"That's really busy." Jiang Yi said with a bit of yin and yang, "Be busy, otherwise you won't be able to remember anything."

"Why don't you think about it? I still think about it when I'm sleeping, and I still think about it when I'm dreaming. It's not like I'm busy all the time. There's always time to sneak in."

Jiang Yi didn't answer, but Jin Rong took the initiative to ask instead: "Why don't you ask me what I'm thinking?"

"none of my business."

Jin Rong's heart was empty: "I was thinking..." At this moment, his roommate and senior called Chagang, and as soon as he picked up the phone, he saw the huge "Sun Qiyi" on the screen.

I was a little irritable and wanted not to answer it at first, but how could Jiang Yi not seize this opportunity: "The phone is ringing, why don't you answer it?"

"Wait for me for a while." He turned around a few steps, afraid that Jiang Yi would run away, so he turned around and said, "Don't go!"

Jin Rong went to a corner to answer the phone, and answered truthfully that he was eating out and would go back soon. Sun Qiyi asked him not to run around, and he could drive to pick him up later, but was rejected.

"Don't worry, I'll send you a message when I leave later."

"Okay, don't run around, if you don't come back at ten o'clock in the evening, I will call the police."

Jin Rong couldn't laugh or cry: "I will come back!"

After making the phone call, he went to stand next to Jiang Yi again.Jiang Yi has a good ear, so he eavesdropped on purpose. When he heard Jin Rong say "go back", he scratched his head very much.But he didn't say it, he turned a corner and asked, "Your boyfriend?"

"I'm not in love, this is my roommate, asking me when I will go back."

"I care about you so much." After Jiang Yi finished speaking, he felt sour, and quickly added an explanation, "My roommate doesn't care if I come home late." It seemed even more sour.

Jin Rong didn't think too much about it. He lowered his head and buttoned the top button of his shirt, and said with a smile, "People are different. If you share the rent with me, I will definitely ask you when you will come back."

Jiang Yi sneered: "How could I share the rent with you?"

"Everything is possible." Jin Rong supported the railing, his head fell back naturally, and his lips were slightly parted, as if he was breathing fresh air.He let out a breath from his nose and cleared his throat: "Where did we talk just now?"

"I don't know, I forgot."

Jin Rong smiled: "Speaking of what I was thinking."

Jiang Yi didn't want to hear it a little bit, turned his face away from him, and grabbed his cheek, which was very unnatural.Jin Rong caught his little move, deliberately stepped forward to lean on him, leaned closer, and exhaled lightly: "I was thinking, how are you doing."

"Thanks to you." Jiang Yi stayed away from him, "I'm doing well."

After another moment of silence, Jin Rong asked, "Are we still friends?"

Jiang Yi chuckled: "I am friends with everyone."

Oh, then I should be considered friends with myself.

"A friend who can talk?"

"That depends on what to say."

Jin Rong thought for a moment: "Is it okay to talk about everything?"

Jiang Yi sneered and asked back, "What do you think?"

The author says:

Rongrong: The guy is so difficult to talk to, I'll attack him hard! !

Now Rongrong still feels very guilty, sorry to be too that