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Jin Rong wants to help Fei Yiran practice a steel accompaniment for his Xi Xiaoxie.Getting a steel accompaniment is a physical effort, and the accompaniment of Xixiaoxie is not easy.

Jin Rong took the initiative to go to 209 after school. Fei Yiran had practiced the piano several times and found the first note.

"Excuse me," Fei Yiran said shyly, "Shall I treat you to dinner another day?"

Jin Rong put the score on the piano, he turned to the first side, shrugged and said, "No need."

There is no hurry to get together now, Fei Yiran is tired and needs to rest for a while.He gave up the piano stool to Jin Rong, sat on the small stool by the table, handed him a bottle of mineral water, and gave him a few biscuits.

Fei Yiran thought that Jin Rong would not pick him up for him, and when he went to find Jin Rong that day, he was still very apprehensive, for fear that Jin Rong would refuse with a straight face.

But recently Jin Rong has been very talkative, not as cold and fierce as usual, his expression is much gentler, and he is also easy to talk.

When I heard that he was asked to play the accompaniment, I readily agreed.

It was only later that Fei Yiran found out that Jin Rong also played many accompaniments for others.

Fei Yiran was silent, and Jin Rong was also silent.But Jin Rong is not cold, he is carefully reading the score, even though he has practiced the accompaniment very well, because he has to keep up with Fei Ye, so he is still doing his best to prepare.Fei Yiran took a sip of water and saw Jin Rong's expression. At some point, he felt that Jin Rong had become a little gentler, and he was no longer cold all the time.

I still remember that when the school just started, Fei Yiran and Jin Rong went to wash the trash can together, because he wanted Jin Rong to communicate more with his classmates, the two broke up reluctantly.

At that time, Jin Rong was much colder than now.

"I suddenly remembered," Fei Yiran said with a smile, "You didn't like taking accompaniment before, so I thought you would reject me when I approached you this time."

Jin Rong raised his eyebrows: "Maybe I think playing the accompaniment is not bad?"

Fei Yiran pondered for a while: "You seem to have changed, but I can't tell where you have changed. Jin Rong, I think you are more cheerful than before."

"Really?" Jin Rong rarely laughed, "Maybe I made a good friend."

"Is it Jiang Yi?" Fei Yiran asked cautiously.

However, Jin Rong didn't have any special expression, he still had a faint smile, so faint that he couldn't tell whether he was smiling or not.After reading the whole score, he turned directly to the first side and asked, "Shall we start?"

"let's start."

Fei Yiran tuned the string again and took a deep breath.

Sibelius' "Violin Concerto in D Minor" is considered a very famous violin concerto, known as Xi Xiaoxie.Fei Yiran learned to play the piano when he was six years old, and the first violin concerto he heard in his life was the first movement of Xi Xiaoxie.

The first movement shows a landscape painting, on the coast of northern Finland, the night is hazy, the waves are beating against the coast, such as lighthouses and bonfires, and the sea is filled with mist.

Fei Yiran likes the first movement. Before playing the piano, he also described the scene of the first movement, and concluded: "The ocean is wide. For you, I am willing to cross the wind and rain, wade across the sea, and rush to you along the light of the lighthouse. Come, stand by your side."

so romantic.

Jin Rong suddenly had the ability to empathize. When he listened to Fei Yiran's violin, he seemed to have the wide sea, the flickering light of the lighthouse, and the swaying bonfire on the shore in his mind.The theme of Xixiaoxie is a bit sad and gloomy, but at the same time it is full of vitality and strength, which makes people fascinated.

Across the wind and rain and darkness, just to see you.Jin Rong followed Fei Yiran until the end of the last note, thinking in a daze that it hadn't started.

"I knew it was right to look for you, the accompaniment you played for Yang Zhuo before was great." Fei Yiran praised him.

Jin Rong secretly rejoiced that others praised him, so he couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth, but smiled slightly: "You pull very well."

The first movement is very long, and the second movement requires a short break.Fei Yiran was so sweaty that his neck was covered with sweat. He wiped the place where the violin was held with a piece of paper, drank several sips of water, and suddenly remembered something, and swallowed silently.

Looking at Jin Rong's calm face, he connected the image of kissing Jiang Yi in the rain earlier, which seemed unreal no matter how he looked at it.There are many art students who are gay, and Fei Yiran's violin teacher outside is also gay, so it's not surprising.Looking at Jin Rong now, seeing his calm and delicate appearance, it is not uncommon for him to be gay.

Fei Yiran thought over and over again, but he still meddled in his own business: "That, Jin Rong."

Jin Rong looked at him suspiciously.

"I..." Fei Yiran plucked his strings, "It was raining that day... I was upstairs in the piano room, and I saw you and..."

He saw that Jin Rong's expression changed a little.

"You know I'm not very nosy." Fei Yiran explained, "I just want to say that you two are fine."

Jin Rong frowned: "What did you see?"

"I saw you and Jiang Yi, at..." Fei Yiran hugged Qin nervously, "I didn't mean to see it, I just opened the window to breathe in that day, so...you won't be angry, right?"

Jin Rong's hands were sweaty, he simply wiped the sleeves of his school uniform, shook his head and said, "I'm not angry."

"Scared me."

"You didn't tell anyone, did you?"

Fei Yiran shook his head violently: "No! But I don't know if others have seen it... You two are too courageous. It's just downstairs in the piano room. Someone will definitely see it."

Jin Rong looked at the score, which happened to be the introduction part.He remembered what Fei Yiran said, "We will meet each other across the storm", and suddenly he didn't feel so annoying.That's right, he's just in a relationship. There are a lot of relationships in this school. Others can have a relationship, but can't he?

"I'm in a relationship with Jiang Yi." Jin Rong said suddenly, "We've been talking for a while."

It's not impossible to say, right?What happened to the relationship?What about homosexuality?Does anyone really care about that these days?

"That's great." Fei Yiran said.

Fei Yiran talked with Jin Rong. He is a good monitor and likes to serve everyone.He brought the chair to Jin Rong and listened to him say something about Jiang Yi.

"Because he plays the piano better than me, I admire him very much," Jin Rong said.

Fei Yiran thought it was incredible. Jiang Yi played the piano better than Jin Rong?How is that possible.Even the piano teacher in No. [-] Middle School said that Jin Rong's piano playing level is comparable to that of the attached middle school. Jiang Yi is just a cultural student. No matter how good he is, he will not be better than Jin Rong.

But Jin Rong seemed to really think that Jiang Yi was powerful, his tone and expression didn't seem fake.Jin Rong became more cheerful. He would never say these things before, let alone sit face to face with him and discuss private matters.Fei Yiran thinks that Jiang Yi is amazing, he can change a person completely.

"Jiang Yi's father is the director of the Academic Affairs Office, aren't you afraid of being discovered?" Fei Yiran was naive, "I used to hear people say that whoever fell in love with the head teacher's child, I thought it was incredible! You still Director Jiang's son is in a relationship, why is he so courageous!"

Jin Rong shook his head slightly: "It's just that Jiang Yi happens to be the director's son."

"Jiang Yi is a good man. In fact, I didn't expect him to be gay. He looks so bright and smart. When I saw him kissing you, his ears were as red as carrots! It turns out that he is also a very shy person. Ah." Fei Yiran recalled Jiang Yi's appearance, and there was a great contrast.

"Actually, as long as you are happy, it doesn't matter what other people think." Fei Yiran said to him, "In the past, people said you were cold, but I didn't think so. Look, the trash can at the back of the classroom is so dirty. , no one is willing to pour, you are the one to go; my accompaniment is so long, no one is willing to help me, only you are willing. You and Jiang Yi are very good together, he is lively and cheerful, and he is also lively and cheerful with you. Isn’t this Is it good?"

Jin Rong nodded and listened, and he asked, "Don't you think we're disgusting?"

"Why disgusting? There are still people who are homophobic these days! The sun is so good, each of us can be in the sun."

Jin Rong felt that what he said was really good. At first, he didn't want others to know his relationship with Jiang Yi, and he didn't dare to hold hands boldly on the street. Cheerful.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with it, Jiang Yi likes him very much, and he likes Jiang Yi very much, isn't that enough?

Thinking of this, Jin Rong felt relieved: "Thank you, I think it's pretty good too."

Jiang Yi was waiting for him downstairs in the piano room. When he came out, it was already dark. Jiang Yi dozed off by the flower bed foolishly, and Jin Rong flicked his forehead.

Jin Rong's fingers are so strong that his forehead turns red when he flicks his fingers down.Jiang Yi moaned and pressed his forehead, muttering: "It hurts, brother!"

"I'm afraid you won't wake up." Jin Rong put the back of the schoolbag and opened his arms to hug him.

Jiang Yi was worried and frightened: "What are you hugging? It's still outside, and there are people upstairs!"

But Jin Rong didn't mean to back down: "Give me a hug."

Well, Jiang Yi wanted to hug him anyway.

Jiang Yi and Jin Rong hugged each other, and there was coughing upstairs, but it didn't affect their embrace.

Fei Yiran came down from upstairs, and he looked at the other party with a smile, which surprised Jiang Yi.Jiang Yi left Jin Rong suddenly, he was afraid that Fei Yiran would discuss something, but nothing happened.

"Okay, I'm leaving." Fei Yiran said goodbye to Jin Rong.

Jin Rong also waved goodbye to him, with a smile in his eyes.

"What do you mean?" Jiang Yi was still confused, "Does he know?"

"Yeah." Jin Rongyun said lightly, "He said you are a good person."

"Aren't I a good person?" Jiang Yi said stinkingly, "Then do you think I am a good person?"

He is a good person, Jiang Yi is a very good person.Jin Rong has also become a very good person under his leadership. He is no longer cold and has become lively and gentle. This is all because of Jiang Yi.

Without Jiang Yi, would Jin Rong still be unkind?So he couldn't make good friends for three years in high school, right?It's all right now, many people are willing to play with him, he doesn't need to close himself, it feels so good to open his heart.

It's all because of Jiang Yi.

"Did he say anything?" Jiang Yi worried, "Is there no yin and yang quirk? If he is yin and yang, I will beat him."

"There is no yin and yang. Why do you beat people every day? Do you think you are King Kong?"

Jiang Yi became unconvinced: "If someone bullies you, I will definitely fight for you!"

Jin Rong was embraced by him, giggled, and defended Fei Yiran: "He doesn't have yin and yang, and everyone in our class is very good."

"Then I'm fine too." Jiang Yi said seriously, "I'm definitely better than them."

Jin Rong seemed to like Jiang Yi more and more. He hugged Jiang Yi again and kissed him on the cheek.He no longer asked Jiang Yi "Do you love me", because he always knew the answer, and he didn't have to say "I love you" tentatively, because he just loved Jiang Yi very much.

"I love you, Teacher Jiang." Jin Rong said, "Thank you for saving me."

Jiang Yi scratched his head in embarrassment: "I'm not that capable, you saved yourself."

Then they can redeem each other, Jin Rong is saved by him, and he will no longer suffer from insomnia or nightmares every day.

This is the result he wants.

"I have to post a circle of friends." Jiang Yi said, "I have been holding back for a long time, I must let the whole world know that I am in a relationship!"

He took Jin Rong's hand and took a square photo. Because the color difference was so big, he pouted angrily, made his hand as white as Jin Rong, and then posted a circle of friends: ok Don't guess, it's not online dating!

Someone soon commented: "?"

Jiang Yi replied: I'm in love, and my boyfriend is the prettiest Jin Rong in the music class.

Jin Rong couldn't laugh or cry: "I have to post this too, so childish."

That won't work, Jiang Yi can be more childish.Since then, as long as he posts on Moments, he is showing his affection, and his daily life is "together with Jin Rong".

Jin Rong and Jiang Yi had been dating for a long time, and the young couple around them broke up after three, four or five months of dating, but they didn't.But it's impossible to fall in love without quarreling,

In the next semester of the second semester of high school, Jin Rong had a small college entrance examination. Jin Rong's academic performance was not good, and he always failed in chemistry.Jiang Yi studied well, tutored him, and watched him study from morning to night on weekends.

Jin Rong was annoyed, so he threw down his pen when he felt uncomfortable, sat there, and stopped listening.

Jiang Yi knew that he was losing his temper, so he had to go along with it: "Tired of listening? Then watch TV for a while?"

"Watching TV, I don't want to study anymore, forget about chemistry, anyway, I don't have the talent to study." Jin Rong stood up and lay down on the bed, curled up there, with his back to Jiang Yi, without saying a word.

Jin Rong only lost his temper with Jiang Yi alone.There are several ways to lose your temper: throwing things, speaking meanly; not speaking, ignoring.Jiang Yi has figured out the pattern of his temper, and snorted on his back: "Go out and play for a while when you are tired, do you want to go shopping in the supermarket?"

"Don't study after shopping, I don't want to read chemistry."

"If you don't study chemistry, you can't pass it. You can't pass the college entrance examination if you don't study chemistry."

Jin Rong turned his head and glared at him: "Art students can pass three subjects!"

"Then what if you haven't passed geography yet? Your geography is just on the passing line."

"It's so annoying!" Jin Rong pushed him, "But I'll pass it, but I won't take the exam, I won't take the college entrance examination, I won't go to university!"

"Hurry up and read a book." Jiang Yi coaxed him to get up, but he rolled over: "You are angry with me, if you don't know the question, you won't know it. How can you be sure that you will take the junior college entrance examination?"

"Isn't that a compulsory question?"

Jin Rong refused to listen, and softly begged him: "I won't study today, okay? I'm so tired and sleepy. Let's go out and play. Can we buy candy?"

Jiang Yi compromised: "Okay, come back after buying candy and continue watching."

"I don't want it!" Seeing that Jiang Yi was going to catch him again, Jin Rong rolled around and wanted to jump off the bed, but Jiang Yi quickly caught him: "Hurry up, I can't sleep until I finish studying today."

"Mr. Jiang, I beg you!" Jin Rong begged for mercy, "I don't want to watch or study, I hate chemistry, I hate studying! Can I just go to bed after buying candy and stop writing the topic?"

Of course it won't work, Jiang Yi is very principled: "Go to buy sugar, come back and rest for a while, and then learn."

"Why are you so rigid, don't study anymore, don't study, don't study, don't study..." Jin Rong threw himself into his arms to hug him, begging and torturing him in every possible way, "Stop studying, I'm really tired...but it's just Well, but I will take the exam next year."

Jiang Yi picked him up with his buttocks, still sat on the edge of the writing desk, and said seriously: "I won't talk about it after finishing this question, can I talk about it tomorrow?"

Jin Rong glanced at the question in disgust. For multiple choice questions, he guessed C.

"C."

"you sure?"

Jin Rong was unsure again: "B?"

"Really choose B?"

Jin Rong made a fuss: "Then what to choose, choose D!"

Jiang Yi laughed: "Are you guessing the cat?"

I don't want to learn anymore, I really don't want to learn anymore.

The author says:

Xi Xiaoxie's analysis refers to papers from Baidu and various websites.

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