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Jiang Yi didn't suffer from insomnia anymore, but he started to dream randomly.

This dream was clear and weird. He dreamed that he was in the deep sea, surrounded by gray-blue water and ripples. Several big fish swam by, and the waves rolled him further into the depths of the sea.

He felt suffocated and desperately wanted to escape from here, the more unpredictable light he went up, it was extremely dazzling.

"Jiang Yi..."

He heard someone calling himself.

"Jiang Yi..."

The man's voice was broken and desperate, covered in blood.Jiang Yi followed the sound to find him, and in the deeper sea, he saw Jin Rong wrapped in seaweed.His hair was fluffy floating in the sea, and the light blue water rippled and curled his soft hair.

Jin Rong was trapped, unable to move, he could only raise his head to seek Jiang Yi's help.

"Help me..." Jin Rong murmured, he seemed to be drowning in water, and his voice was weak.

Jiang Yiyou came to him and tore away all the seaweed thorns for him, allowing Jin Rong to escape.Jin Rong broke free, and then entangled Jiang Yi like seaweed, his chest was pressed tightly, his arms were circling, and his legs were about to overlap again.

"help me……"

Jiang Yi was startled: "I've already..." saved you once.When he opened his mouth to speak, the seawater poured into his mouth, and he was so choked that he couldn't speak a word.He seemed to be strangled by something, and kept coughing up water, and it went on and on.

Jin Rong's face was in front of his eyes. Under the water, he became even more beautiful. All the sea light gathered on his face, making him a god of the sea, so clean that people couldn't bear to desecrate it.

"I..." Jin Rong said, he leaned close to the tip of Jiang Yi's nose, and kissed lightly, "I like..."

Jiang Yi seemed to be entangled even tighter by him, and he could feel Jin Rong's scorching body temperature through his clothes.

"you……"

Jiang Yi's mind went blank.

He couldn't help kissing Jin Rong, and water bubbles rose from their mouths and exploded beside them, water droplets splashed like pearls and jade.

Drops of water in the water...an unreal dream...but the touch of a kiss is very real.

"Love me..." Jin Rong murmured.

"I don't love you..." Jiang Yi was still struggling, "I don't like you..."

"Is it difficult to admit that you are tempted?"

Jiang Yi was puzzled: "I really... didn't..."

"But you kissed me."

Jiang Yi wanted to explain, but when he opened his mouth, water still poured into his mouth.He couldn't speak anymore.

"I like men," Jin Rong said with a bewitching and seductive smile, "What about you?"

Jiang Yi was stunned.

"Do you like men?"

He wanted to answer "I don't like it", but the sound of the alarm clock broke the silence and dragged him out of the suffocating sea dream.There were dense beads of sweat on his forehead, like the splashing water in the dream, every drop fell on his heart.

Jiang Yi could not bear the rapid heartbeat. He felt hungry and thirsty, so he swallowed hard to relieve the feeling.Jiang Yi stroked his chest, he felt that he was crazy for having such absurd dream.

He buried his face in the quilt, and when he closed his eyes, he saw Jin Rong soaked in seawater again. Through the light blue water, Jiang Yi saw his clear eyes, which revealed thousands of desires in their purity. Staring at him eagerly, staring at him, wanting to eat him up.

"Jiang Yi!" Chen Huai knocked on his door outside, "Are you awake, young man? If you don't wake up, you will be late!"

"Wake up!" Jiang Yi lifted the quilt, carelessly rubbed his hair, and went to wash his hands worriedly.

While brushing his teeth, he looked at himself in the mirror. He woke up in a mess early in the morning, his hair was like a chicken coop, and his eyes were wrinkled and unable to open. In short, everything was not good.He used to wash his hair before going out, and eat breakfast after drying his hair.

Seeing flowing water while washing his hair, Jiang Yi remembered that dream again, and his breath became short of breath.

"Do you want to eat boiled eggs today?" Chen Huai asked.

"Casual!"

Jiang Yi wrapped his hair and went to blow dry, holding his mobile phone while blowing.Checking last night's circle of friends in the morning is his respect for the WeChat list.

He browsed quickly, swiped across the whole page, and suddenly saw something, flipped up, and said why did he see Jin Rong's name, because he posted it on Moments last night.

"Coke is actually pretty good, but it's too troublesome to open the can," he said.

Jiang Yi laughed, and he said to himself, it is troublesome to open the jar, but I can open it for you.After thinking about it, I felt like I was getting confused again: It's none of my business!Why should I open a Coke can for him!

He ate breakfast sullenly, went out, wandered to the intersection, and then slowly went to the bench of the vending machine.He and Jin Rong agreed to meet at the intersection at [-]:[-], and it's seven o'clock now.

He wanted to go earlier, and sooner.

Jiang Yi looked at the vending machine, and the red coke can on it caught his attention.

——Coke is actually pretty good.

Jiang Yi gritted his teeth and bought a can of Coke by accident. After buying it, he felt that he was crazy, so he hurriedly hid it in his schoolbag.He sat on the bench and looked up to wait for Jin Rong. He beat the time with his left foot continuously, from seventy to one hundred and three, and then to one hundred and sixteen.He kept taking out his mobile phone to check the time, it was 5:[-], although he had been waiting for so long, but only [-] minutes had passed.

He made an appointment to meet at [-]:[-], which he had been looking forward to since a long time ago.

"Jiang Yi?"

Jin Rong's voice came from not far away.

Jin Rong looked surprised: "You are so early?"

Jiang Yi couldn't wait to see him, but at the moment tried his best to restrain the impulse in his heart.He pretended to turn his head inadvertently, thinking not to smile, but the moment they looked at each other, there was still a smile overflowing from the corner of his mouth.

"Yeah." Jiang Yi said.

The next words came out without any thought in his brain: "I bought you a Coke."

"Drinking Coke in the morning?" Jin Rong walked up to him and took out something from his pocket, which was still wrapped with a napkin, very shabby.

"what is this?"

"egg."

Jin Rong lowered his head, unwrapped the paper, and said embarrassedly, "It's for you. I'm afraid it will get dirty, so I wrapped it in paper."

So cute.Jiang Yi thought so.

"Shall I peel it off for you?" Jin Rong blinked his smart eyes.

...Jiang Yi thought he was going to die.

He faltered and said, "Okay...okay."

Jiang Yi and Jin Rong sat on the bench together.

One to watch, one to peel.

Jin Rong's fingers are very long, but the fingers are a bit round, especially cute when peeling eggs.Jiang Yi silently looked at his hands, which seemed to be whiter and tenderer than egg whites. It's so strange, they all play the piano, why are his hands so beautiful?

Not just his hands, but many other places.

"Do you eat egg yolk?" Jin Rong asked softly.

"I don't like to eat, but I can eat it."

Jin Rong peeled off half of the egg white, and handed it to Jiang Yi first: "Here." He watched Jiang Yi eat the egg white, then squeezed out the egg yolk, and said seriously, "If you don't like egg yolk, don't force it." , I will help you eat."

"Do you like egg yolks?"

"I don't like it either." Jin Rong swallowed the egg yolk and swallowed it hard, "I don't want you to force yourself to do something you don't want to do, so I'll eat it for you."

"It's just an egg yolk..." Jiang Yi whispered.

Jin Rong gave him the other half of the protein: "I am serious about everything about you."

Jiang Yi's ears turned red again.With the egg white in his mouth, he even forgot to chew it, and was only looking at Jin Rong.Look at Jin Rong's eyes, nose, and his mouth.

I couldn't move my face away for a moment, and couldn't speak.

Be anchored.

He quickly turned his face away, tried hard to chew the protein, and then swallowed hard.The egg fell into the stomach, but his heart jumped out of the stomach, beating drums and singing, it was so lively.

"I'll bring it to you tomorrow." Jin Rong said with a smile.

Jiang Yi nodded thoughtlessly. At this moment, he really wanted to ask Jin Rong, why did he bring him eggs?Why did you have to peel it off for him?Why do you say those ambiguous and ambiguous words?Could it be that he entrusted himself with the dream yesterday?Demagogy?still……

"Let's go?"

Jiang Yi was immersed in confusion, unable to extricate himself.

"If you don't go to school, you will be late." Jin Rong said again.

"Let's go."

Jiang Yi reacted, he stood up, lost half of his soul.

Even though he really didn't want to admit it, he was really blushing towards Jin Rong.

Will look forward to seeing each other, will want to give him something, will dream of him.Will long to touch, can't help staring at his lips.

Jiang Yi became confused.

No way?No way? !He can't be gay, can he?

Jiang Yi kicked his legs suddenly when he was sleeping in class, and woke up with a start, his mind was in a mess.

"What are you doing?" Yao Xue was taken aback by him, "Are you going to get up and lift the table?"

"No!" Jiang Yi was speechless, "I almost fell asleep just now."

He lay on the table to relax, and when he closed his eyes, he thought of Jin Rong in his dream again. He was so beautiful, like the most beautiful fish in the aquarium, floating and swinging, leaving him with a charming and suffocating smile when he turned around.

It's over.Jiang Yi thought, he must be finished.How can this be?How could he like men?But thinking about it carefully, he doesn't seem to have been attracted to any woman, and his sexual orientation is still a mystery at present.

"What's wrong with you? I've been restless these days, sometimes happy and sometimes unhappy."

Jiang Yi was shocked: "You can also see that I am restless? What else can you see?"

"Ah?" Yao Xue was puzzled, "I can see that you...are trapped by love?"

"Pa——" Jiang Yi clapped his palms together: "Trapped by love."

"Aren't you?" Yao Xue's gossip soul ignited, "Trapped by love? Trapped by who?"

"How could I be trapped by love, but I have a friend..." Forget it, Jiang Yi didn't want to explain further.

From the beginning of class, Jiang Yi began to look forward to whether Jin Rong would give him chocolates.From the first class in the morning to the last class in the afternoon, the electric fan was whistling over the classroom, and he took off and put on his school uniform. When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, he didn't wait for a chocolate wrapped in a napkin.

He was not reconciled to something, and he didn't know why he was not reconciled. He packed his schoolbag and left the teaching building, pretending to be careless, and went downstairs to the piano room.Jiang Yi heard the Impressionist accompaniment coming from the second floor, and a sweet male voice sang: "The walnuts are blooming, the flower hanging is long..."

Jin Rong's piano sound became softer and smoother than before.A person's state of mind can be felt from the sound of the piano.Jiang Yi felt that Jin Rong should be in a good mood, so he didn't think of giving him chocolates.

He already knew how to make excuses for Jin Rong.

Jiang Yi was very curious. Did Jin Rong drink the can of Coke he gave Jin Rong?Thinking like this, and looking forward to the end of the steel companion a few times, Jin Rong pushed open the window on the second floor and creaked.

Their gazes met across the air, and after just one glance, Jiang Yi had already forgotten to breathe.

"What time is it tonight, the boat is in the middle of the boat. What day is it today, I have to be in the same boat with the prince..."

I don't know where the vocal music is singing. "Vietnamese Song".Jiang Yi couldn't tell the direction, and there was only one person in his eyes.

"What are you doing sitting down?" Jin Rong asked, "Do you want to come up?"

Jiang Yi replied belatedly: "Okay."

It took only one minute from the gate of the piano room to Jin Rong's piano room, but Jiang Yi felt that this minute was extremely long.He stepped up three flights of steps, walked to the door of 1 with a beating heart, and stopped.

The author says:

it's a fantastic dream