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Jin Rong's school uniform was soaked in a lot of rain, and it hasn't dried yet.He sat on the piano bench and read the new etude. The tails of those notes seemed to have grown feet and were about to float up, messing up the pages of the book.

He was not in the mood to play the piano, so he stared blankly for a while, and the screen of his mobile phone on the piano turned on.

Jiang Yi: Are you home yet?

Only then did Jin Rong remember that Jiang Yi had said before that he would send him a message when he got home.

Soon he replied to Jiang Yi: I'm home.

After a minute, Jiang Yi asked again: Did you take a bath?

Jin Rong said he was practicing the piano, but not yet.

Jiang Yi: If you don't take a bath, you will catch a cold.

Jin Rong replied with "um", and the chat stopped here.

He wondered why Jiang Yi was so dry and unpleasant when talking on the phone?

Jin Rong doesn't like being nagged, but at this moment, he can't think of any reason not to take a bath.

After he took a shower, he dried his hair and nestled under the quilt.The can of Coke in the schoolbag has not been opened, and he has long forgotten it.

Jin Rong didn't sleep peacefully a few times, and dreamed every night.He dreamed of Jiang Yi, and Jiang Yi in the dream was like a god, standing on the high clouds.His body bears the divine golden light, and all mortals who are looked down upon are greatly honored.

And among those mortals was Jin Rong.

He looked up at Jiang Yi like this, saw his perfect character, or his good family background, and envied him for having a good mother and a good father.He can also play the piano, and his fingers are on the keys, and each key is precious.

Those are things that Jin Rong can't get.

The god stretched out his hand to Yunxia, ​​and he said, "I'm here to save you."

Jin Rong was selected by a golden light.Soon he soared to the side of the gods, sharing the air of gifts.

"I will save you." Jiang Yi's face appeared in front of him, "I will lead you to escape."

He wanted to hold Jiang Yi's hand, but at that moment, a strong light shattered everything!

"Your mother is mistress!" A woman's voice came, breaking all the peaceful atmosphere.

"Jin Rong, you are as low as your mother!"

mean...

Jin Rong read these two words as if chanting a mantra: "You mean..."

You are asshole!

You, like Jin Shiyuan, are lowly people!

Jin Rong was knocked to the ground, kicking up countless dust.He raised his head to look for the light on Jiang Yi's body, but what was waiting was darkness and emptiness.

Jiang Yi looked at him disappointedly: "It turns out that you are a hopeless person."

"I'm not!" Jin Rong desperately wanted to explain, but Jiang Yi interrupted him involuntarily: "I can't save the life of the lowly."

"I'm not... I'm not a scumbag!"

"Are you still saying you're not mean?!"

Jin Rong fell from heaven, and he saw Jin Shiyuan's back again.He also saw Fang Yizhe buying honey cakes for Jin Shiyuan, and when he looked at him, he was full of disdain and contempt.

"Your mother, like you, is such a cheap person that you can get rid of a little thing."

Fang Yizhe strangled Jin Shiyuan's throat, as if strangling Jin Rong's.

"Don't!" Jin Rong suddenly woke up from his dream, and what he faced was boundless darkness.

"I'm not." Jin Rong said tremblingly, "I'm not...I'm not!"

He fell into the pillow in despair, with the blurry desk lamp around his eyes.

Jin Rong is so afraid of the light, because the light will illuminate his shadow and let everyone see through him at a glance.

He couldn't fall asleep anymore, and with restlessness and anxiety, he crawled into his heart like a bug.

It's disgusting to live like this.Everything he has is a gift from others.And he, in fact, never really got anything.What he has is what he hates.

Jin Rong suddenly worried that Jiang Yi would know about his family. If Jiang Yi found out, would he alienate him?Will it be like in a dream, sending him to hell?

The sun rose again, Jin Rong entered the campus as usual, the female classmate still greeted him: "Morning! Jin Rong!"

Jin Rong was stunned for a while, then turned to look for her.No female classmate was found, but Jiang Yi who greeted him.

"Good morning, it looks like you don't have a cold." Jiang Yi looked at him with a smile, and touched his forehead without measure.

Jiang Yi thought that Jin Rong would avoid it, but he touched it.He touched Jin Rong's soft hair and poked the back of his hand, itching slightly.

At this time, Jin Rong still did not escape.Jiang Yi was a little overwhelmed, and withdrew his hand.

"How is the test? Doctor Jiang?"

Dr. Jiang touched his nose: "It's not bad, the body temperature is normal! Very healthy!"

Jin Rong smiled, but he didn't seem to be smiling, and looked at him with a half-smile.

Jiang Yi took out a box of chocolates from his schoolbag, which were imported from Belgium and brought to him by Chen Huai when he went out to compete.Jiang Yi likes sweets, but because he was reluctant to part with this box of chocolates, he never ate it.

It is perfect to use it to repay Jin Rong's pineapple cake.

"It's for you." Jiang Yi gave it to him generously, "Don't thank me."

A box of expensive chocolates.

Jin Rong looked up at him, neither saying yes nor no.I'm just a little confused, why send such expensive chocolates?Not to mention the pineapple cake, a box of pineapple cake is only a few dollars.

"For you." Jiang Yi said.

"Why did you send me?"

Why?Jiang Yi was stunned by the question: "There are so many reasons, I just want to send you off."

Jiang Yi stuffed the chocolate into his arms and didn't allow it to be returned: "If I say I'll give it to you, I'll give it to you, don't be like fighting."

Jin Rong is not rude, he does not fight.

"Eat sweets and you will feel better." Jiang Yi said again.

He took the box of chocolates, but never ate them.He put it on the piano during practice in the afternoon, he thought, he is not in a bad mood now, if he eats it, will he waste a chocolate.

After Jin Rong finished playing the etude, he took the bullet of "Winter Wind" again, and it was lit for a second, and he was not happy to play.Unhappy, he picked up a piece of chocolate and melted it in his mouth. It was sweet and had an indescribable taste.

It seems that eating sweets does make people feel happy. I don’t know if it’s sweet, or it diverts my attention to think about other things.

Playing the piano is boring, Jin Rong is distracted halfway through playing, and his efficiency is low.

It is very sad to force yourself to improve efficiency. Jin Rong doesn't want to force himself, so it is rare for him to be lazy and go out for a walk.

Yesterday was a rainy day, today is a big sun, the water on the road has long been evaporated, and there is no trace of rain.Jin Rong passed by the basketball court and watched through the barbed wire. There were many male students playing basketball inside, sweating wantonly on the court.

It's a break between classes, and the playground is full of people.

Jin Rong felt noisy, he didn't want to come here, but his mind couldn't keep up with the pace of his legs, standing here, he wanted to make noise.

His eyes stopped on that person, and he saw the faint sweat on the school uniform from a distance, and his vigorous figure when he jumped up.It was Jiang Yi, his body was covered with a layer of light, when he laughed, the whole sun was blooming for him.

Jiang Yi's forehead was full of sweat, and he lifted the hem of his school uniform to wipe the sweat, revealing his strong abdominal muscles.

The dazzling Jiang Yi makes it hard for people not to focus on it.

"I won't retire today, Jiang Yi!"

Jiang Yi waved his hand: "I suddenly found the feeling!"

He played a few more balls with his classmates before he noticed Jin Rong outside the basketball court.

"Who are you looking at?" Liang Yan hooked his neck, looked from his eyes, there was a figure standing outside the fence, very familiar.

"Jin Rong?" Liang Yan was a little surprised, "This is a busy man, and he can't be seen usually, so why did he come to the basketball court?"

"Come and see me." Jiang Yi said casually.

Liang Yan didn't hear clearly: "Who are you looking at?"

Jiang Yi threw the basketball to someone else, and repeated it clearly: "The one who came to see me, who knows him well except me?"

"That's not familiar to you, you are not our third middle school socialite, who is not familiar with you!"

Jiang Yi didn't listen to him, and left him in front of Jin Rong, talking through the barbed wire.

"Why are you here? Come in, don't stay outside." Jiang Yi was thirsty, picked up the water glass on the ground, raised his head and drank a lot of water, a few drops of sweat dripped from his temples to his neck, and his collarbone stood erect. now.

"Can I come in?" Jin Rong asked.

"Why not?"

Jin Rong came in from the gate and walked along the barbed wire to Jiang Yi's side.Jiang Yi was tired from playing, so he sat on the ground to rest.He sat cross-legged, with his hands casually resting on his knees, looking carefree and unrestrained.

"Are you tired from standing?" Jiang Yi looked up.

"The floor is dirty."

Jiang Yi brought over his school uniform jacket, spread it on the floor, patted it, and said, "Sit on it, it won't be dirty."

"Then your school uniform will be dirty."

"It's okay, let me sit down."

Jin Rong hesitated for a few seconds, couldn't stand Jiang Yi's invitation, and sat on his school uniform.

The sun is so strong today that I feel dizzy after a while.Jin Rong didn't like the sun like this, so he faced Jiang Yi to hide from the sun's light, and just looked at Jiang Yi with his cheeks on his hands.

Jin Rong didn't know what he was looking at Jiang Yi. Sometimes he looked at his jaw, which was deep and clear, and it was outlined just right; he also looked at Jiang Yi's bridge of nose, which could slide down a slide.And his eyes, like a pool of clear spring water, are clean no matter who he looks at.

When his eyes stayed on Jiang Yi's lips, Jiang Yi turned to look at him.

A little dazed, Jiang Yi wrinkled his eyes to avoid the sun, still looking at Jin Rong, his eyes did not fall together.

"What are you looking at?" Jiang Yi was suspicious, "Is there something on your face?"

Jin Rong nonsense: "Well, there is something."

Jiang Yi was anxious: "What?"

"A black one..." Jin Rong's fingertips approached, and slowly stretched out bit by bit. The closer he came to Jiang Yi's face, the more itchy Jiang Yi felt.

Although it started to itch, Jiang Yi was not willing to avoid it.

Jin Rong rubbed Jiang Yi's face lightly with his fingertips, which made every pore of Jiang Yi's body tremble, as if a feather had been brushed across his cheeks, and he had an inexplicable feeling.

Jiang Yi subconsciously swallowed a mouthful of saliva, it was so strange, how could he still feel thirsty after drinking so much water just now?

"It seems to be dust." After Jin Rong finished wiping, he withdrew his rubbing fingers, only to find that Jiang Yi's ears were completely red when he looked back.

Jin Rong didn't ask, but Jiang Yi said guiltily, "Why is it so hot today?"

Jin Rong and Jiang Yi looked into the distance together, neither of them spoke first.Jiang Yi was different from Jin Rong. At first, his heart was a little calmer, but it became more and more anxious as time passed. Although the surroundings were noisy, he could still hear his own heartbeat clearly.On the other hand, Jin Rong, he just watched others play quietly, and occasionally glanced at Jiang Yi from the corner of his eye.After so long, Jiang Yi's ears are still very red.

"You don't practice the piano." Jiang Yi said something else to divert his attention, "It's rare to meet you on the basketball court."

Jin Rong gave a faint "hmm": "I'm tired, I want to go out for a walk."

They don't play basketball very well when they learn instrumental music, and they can easily hurt their fingers.If you hurt your finger, it's hard to play the piano. Jin Rong hasn't played for a long time.

"Is the piano room so hot?" Jiang Yi asked thoughtlessly.

Jin Rong laughed: "There is an air conditioner." He dragged the last word "ah" very long, like the lingering sound of a guqin, lingering in Jiang Yi's heart endlessly.Jiang Yi's heartbeat stopped for a beat, and he thought it was strange, so don't turn around to smooth his chest.

Yes, the piano room has air-conditioning, and Jiang Yi knew about it, but why did he ask such a stupid question.Jiang Yi felt that his IQ had dropped, and he couldn't become smarter in front of Jin Rong.

He lowered his head and picked the ashes on the side of his shoes for a while, wanting to ask some other insignificant questions. After thinking about it for a long time, it seemed that none of the questions were serious.

"Jin Rong?" He secretly looked.

"Ok?"

"Huh?" Jiang Yi repeated Jin Rong's tone, and for some reason, they both laughed tacitly.

"what happened?"

Jiang Yi shook his head: "It's okay, I just want to tell you that I'm going to play. Do you want to play?"

Jin Rong said that he would not fight, but just watch you fight.

In the first half, Jiang Yi still found the feeling. Now that Jin Rong was watching, he suddenly couldn't make a goal.

After missing several shots, Jiang Yi managed to make another shot. The ball fell from the basket. He subconsciously turned his head and glanced at Jin Rong, wanting to get some praise.

It's a pity that Jin Rong didn't look at him at all.