Prisoner direction

On the third day after Xu Ji and Ruan Feng left, he came to Wen's house again.

Xu Ji was wearing a well-tailored dark blue suit today, holding a bouquet of roses in his hand, with a smile on his face as warm as jade.

Today is May 5, Fu Guan's birthday.

Xu Ji did not enter Wen's house this time, he wanted to invite Fu Guan out to speak.

"Why did you come here without saying anything?" Fu Guan pressed the switch button of the iron gate and walked out.

Fu Guan is wearing loose casual clothes in a thousand grass colors today, which is particularly dazzling in the morning sun.

"Okay, you won't let me come." Xu Ji stood beside the car, looking at Fu Guan tenderly.

When Fu Guan stood in front of him, Xu Ji took out a bouquet of roses from behind and handed it to Fu Guan, whispering: "Guan, happy birthday."

Fu Guan was stunned for a moment, and then realized that today was his birthday, he lowered his head and chuckled, "Even I forgot, thank you for remembering."

After finishing speaking, he stretched out his bony hands to catch the flowers, lowered his head and sniffed gently, the smile on his mouth became stronger, and he looked up at Suki, "It's very fragrant, thank you."

In the study room of the villa.

Wen Langxi leaned sideways by the open window, with a cigarette in his hand, lowered his head and smoked fiercely, one after another, occasionally turning his head to look at the two figures outside the courtyard wall.

It is impossible not to admit that they really deserve to stand together.

"Guan, actually I came to you this time, and there is one more thing."

"You said."

Xu Ji looked into Fu Guan's clear eyes, was silent for a minute, and then said, "Do you want to be my boyfriend?"

As soon as these words came out, Fu Guan suddenly took half a step back, and before he had time to speak, Xu Ji laughed out loud.

"Don't be so afraid of me, besides, I have already expected your answer." As he spoke, Xu Ji took another half step forward, pulling the distance between the two of them again, with a smile on his lips, and continued: "I'll ask you today." You just want to seek a real relief for the past relationship."

Fu Guan held the bouquet tightly in both hands, met Xu Ji's eyes, saw the tenderness in the man's brows, moved his lips, and said in a low voice after a long time: "I'm sorry."

Wen Langxi stood at the window, looking at the rose flowers between the two of them, his eyes were red and his heart was flustered.

Are they going to kiss...

As soon as this thought appeared in his mind, Wen Langxi immediately turned around and ran towards the door. He had to go downstairs to stop them!

How could Fu Guan let others kiss...

But when he ran to the stairs, he stopped again.

His eyes stared straight at the steps in front of him, his chest rose and fell slowly and strongly, and his hands clenched the fence tightly, trying to force himself to be quiet.

He was trying his best to adjust his impulsive and frantic emotions, using the method Fu Huasheng taught him.

He can't disturb Fu Guan, he can't disturb him, otherwise Fu Guan will hate him more and more...

"Okay." Xu Ji smiled, "Don't look at me so self-blame, I expected it a long time ago, so I'm not very sad now."

Hearing this, Fu Guan nodded slightly after a while, and said softly, "Thank you."

"Don't say thank you, it's been three times in such a short while." Xu Ji turned his body slightly, leaned against the car door, looked at a small wild flower in front of him, and said slowly: "Now that I want to come, I'm a The time is quite naive, people who are almost 25 are jealous like children."

Fu Guan also turned sideways and leaned against the car door side by side with Xu Ji. Hearing Xu Ji's words, he turned his head to look at him, "What do you say?"

"During your four years in college, you had the best relationship with me."

"Ah."

"But it's not anymore. My position in your heart has been suppressed by others. Don't rush to refute, and don't hide anything in front of me. It's useless. I can see it." Xu Ji turned his head and talked to Fu Guan. The four eyes met, and he paused word by word: "Wen Langxi."

Hearing this name, Fu Guan pursed his lips tightly, and tightened his fingers holding Rose.

"I've never seen you spend so much time and energy on a person, and set aside a year to accompany him. Maybe you haven't realized that you have met someone you like."

Fu Guan's heart was pounding, but he kept his lips tightly pressed and did not say a word.

Seeing that Fu Guan was silent, Xu Ji laughed lightly, got up and said, "That's all I've said, I'm afraid I won't be able to help being jealous if I talk too much, let's go!"

"Why don't you go in and sit?"

Hearing this, Xu Ji chuckled and said, "How dare you, Xiao Xi's eyes can eat me up."

"How could it be so exaggerated..." Fu Guan also had a slight smile on his face.

"Go in, don't make people wait too long, goodbye." As Xu Ji said, he turned and opened the car door, raised his legs and sat in.

"Wait." Fu Guan pressed the car door that was about to close, and looked at Xu Ji with complicated eyes, "I hope you can find the right person." After he finished speaking, he paused, and added: "Look around you more. people."

Hearing these words, Xu Ji first looked at Fu Guan silently and said in a low voice after a long time: "Guan, maybe you still don't understand, but you don't need to understand now, we are still friends, and we will keep in touch in the future."

After Xu Ji finished speaking, he waved to Fu Guan, closed the car door, and drove away slowly.

On the way, Xu Ji looked at the thin figure in the rearview mirror, sighed softly, stepped on the gas pedal slightly harder, and accelerated the speed of the car.

Fu Guan, you are Fu Guan in my heart, and others are just others.

Fu Guan entered the door with the rose, found a vase from the cabinet, and put the nutrient solution in it. He wanted to grow the flower.

Wen Langxi had calmed down upstairs, when he came downstairs, he saw Fu Guanzheng kneeling on the carpet beside the coffee table, playing with the roses that Xu Ji gave him.

Although this scene looked warm, it made Wen Langxi's heart twitch hard, and he tried his best to control his urge to destroy those flowers.

"Brother Xu Ji sent it." Wen Langxi sat on the sofa opposite Fu Guan, and there was a coffee table and the rose on the coffee table between them.

Fu Guan raised his head when he heard the words, "Yes, I think this flower is pretty good, and it can grow for a while."

"Why did he send you flowers?" Wen Langxi asked suddenly, looking straight at Fu Guan's face.

"Today is my birthday. I forgot about it myself, but I didn't expect him to remember it." Fu Guan said while trimming the flowers.

Wen Langxi was stunned, "Birthday?"

"Well, it hasn't been two or three years."

Wen Langxi curled his hand in his pocket, sighed helplessly in his heart, and said after a long while: "Sorry, I can't buy you a gift this time."

Fu Guan looked up, seeing Langxi's serious expression, he couldn't help but chuckled, "No need to buy it, I didn't think about celebrating my birthday this time, but..." Fu Guan paused first, and then asked in a low voice: "You Why do you say you can't buy it?"

Wen Lang immediately showed a trace of embarrassment on his west face, but it was only fleeting, and he pretended to be natural after a long while: "I have no money."

"Have you never had any money?"

"No, it was all spent last month."

"What did you buy?"

Wen Langxi lowered his eyes, looked at Fu Guan for a long time, and then said in a low voice: "Give me your lipstick."

Fu Guan: "..."

In fact, when Fu Guan knew that the price was so expensive, he originally wanted to return it to him, but because of what happened in the end, he never mentioned it again. I bought it with the card I left behind for the first time.

"Did you save all that money by yourself over the years?"

"Ah."

"It's all over?"

Wen Langxi nodded.

Hearing this, Fu Guan sat on the carpet and looked at Wen Langxi motionlessly. When the air was about to freeze, he bent his lips towards Wen Langxi and said, "Thank you, I like that lipstick very much."

After finishing speaking, he picked up the flowers on the coffee table and trimmed them again. Fu Guan was not particularly surprised. This behavior was obviously a typical impulsive consumption.

If this matter was done by ordinary people, Fu Guan might reason with him, and even blame him, why should he spend all his savings on a dispensable lipstick.

It can be heard that Langxi is not an ordinary person. He is a BPD patient. One of the diagnostic criteria for BPD is the impulsivity of potential self-injury, which includes consumption, sexual behavior, substance abuse, overeating, reckless driving, etc. .

During the two months he spent with Wen Langxi, the other party had already shown the characteristics of substance abuse and smoked excessively.

And just now, Fu Guan discovered that Wen Langxi still has the self-destructive impulse of consumption.

These inappropriate behaviors need to be adjusted, but not now, but need to be adjusted without hurting Wen Langxi's self-esteem.

While thinking about this, Fu Guan took flowers from the single-gloss kraft paper wrapped with flowers, but when he touched the inside, he found a small box.

When I took it out, it was a black velvet box with rounded corners, which was very small, similar to a box for rings.

Wen Langxi was sitting directly opposite Fu Guan, so he naturally saw it too.

"He gave you a ring." Wen Langxi said calmly without any emotion.

In fact, Wen Langxi's heart is not as peaceful as it appears on the surface.

When he saw the box for the first time, a fire burst out of his heart in an instant. The fire was very strong, and he rushed directly to his Tianling cover. If he hadn't been patient, he would have snatched the box and thrown it into the box. trash can.

Fu Guan was also a little puzzled, he had clearly said everything just now, why did Xu Ji still give him a ring that only lovers can give him.

Wen Langxi saw that Fu Guan didn't speak, and the arrogance in his heart became more intense, so did the two of them get along well, so he has completely become an outsider, so his patience during this period was for nothing? ...

He was already trying his best to be good to Fu Guan, and he only hoped that this person would stay with him all the time, but it was in vain after all, Fu Guan still had a lover, and he still abandoned him.

His lover will hug him, kiss him, kiss his body, and possess him, so what about me, I want to be alone again, right...

When Wen Langxi's eyes became more and more bloodshot, and his eyes became more and more fierce, Fu Guan opened the velvet box, and inside was a pair of cufflinks.

After seeing the gift, Fu Guan lowered his shoulders as if he was relieved, and showed the gift in front of Wen Langxi, "It's cufflinks, not a ring."

This gift is like a knife, cutting off the arrogance that Wen Langxi ignited at once. Although the anger in the bottom of my heart no longer continues to spread, the strong jealousy just now cannot be completely extinguished.

Wen Langxi lowered his blood-red and fierce eyes, got up and walked to the kitchen, and said as he walked: "Well, I'll make lunch first, and you can eat it after you make the flowers."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Fu Guan's answer, he walked quickly towards the kitchen, leaving only a black shadow behind Fu Guan.