Hug a tease and go home

Outside the window, the sky is already dark, and the far-reaching sky is pitch black, and no stars can be seen, except for the occasional airplane that flies by and lights up.

Zhao Yiba stared out the window without blinking.Jiang Jiangjiang didn't know what he was thinking, he looked up at the house number next door, they were on the eighth floor, and they were almost downstairs.

Jiang Jiangjiang waited patiently for Zhao Yiba for quite a while, only to see that he was still staring out the window without any movement.

The bored Jiang Jiangjiang lit a cigarette and handed it to his brother, Zhao Yiba caught it.Jiang Jiangjiang lit the fire for him, Zhao Yiba took a deep breath between the cigarettes, and the white smoke rose slowly in front of him.

Zhao Yiba didn't have the habit of smoking. Later, when he was filming, he learned to smoke because of need. Although he was not addicted to cigarettes, he could smoke one or two cigarettes if given to him.

The voice-activated lights in the aisle had already been turned off, and a little light came in from the window.

After Jiang Jiangjiang looked at the faint smoke, Zhao Yiba lowered his eyes slightly, it was beautiful but seemed a little emptiness.Jiang Jiangjiang took away the cigarette from Zhao Yiba's hand. Smoking is not a good habit. In the future, it is better not to let his brother smoke it. Jiang Jiangjiang thought to himself and flicked the cigarette out. It is almost in rows of camphor trees that grow close to the building.

"Brother, do you have something you want to tell Jiang Jiang?" Jiang Jiangjiang pulled Zhao Yiba into his arms, and wrapped him in a coat.

Zhao Yiba put his face on Jiang Jiangjiang's chest, the very safe harbor is very unreal, it will disappear at any time.He opened his mouth, bit Jiang Jiangjiang's chest, groped for the position, and then gently sucked Jiang Jiangjiang's little doudou, sucking it incessantly.

In the sex incident, Zhao Yiba loved such actions. Jiang Jiangjiang once laughed at him as a baby who didn't drink enough milk, and teased him that it was impossible to suck milk from him even if he tried his best.

At this moment, being held by Zhao Yiba, Jiang Jiangjiang didn't have any thoughts on that aspect, apart from his own reasons, it was more because he only had pity for Zhao Yiba at this moment.

His brother has lived for so many years, and he has never even met his mother. He still remembers the day he reunited with Zhao Yiba, when he fell asleep, he could hear him calling his mother in his dream. For many nights after that, the two words Jiang Jiangjiang has heard of it a lot.Jiang Jiangjiang ate jealously for this, and spent many nights teaching Zhao Yiba to call Jiang Jiang in his dreams. Now he is not often by Zhao Yiba's side. I don't know if he fell asleep. Still him.

According to Uncle Qin, Zhao Yiba had "quarreled" with Uncle Qin because of his mother whom he had never met.That was when Bo Qin showed Zhao Yiba a photo of his mother. Zhao Yiba said in a daze that it wasn't his mother, and that his mother was prettier and younger. For this reason, Zhao Yi was so domineering that he refused to eat the meal made by Uncle Qin.Uncle Qin was helpless, so he took a few photos of his mother when she was young, Zhao Yiba was satisfied and then obediently obeyed.

"Jiang Jiang," Zhao Yiba raised his head, and said to Jiang Jiangjiang, "I want to sit on it, so I can see far." He wanted to sit on the windowsill.

Jiang Jiangjiang disagreed, "Go back, I will take you to climb the mountain next time? See farther."

Zhao Yiba didn't force it but turned his head to one side.

"Okay, you go up, I'll help you to sit firmly." Jiang Jiangjiang asked Zhao Yiba to sit on the window sill. The window sill was not big, and there was only one window open, tens of centimeters, just enough for a person to sit sideways , Jiang Jiangjiang stood with his arms around Zhao Yiba's waist, just in case.

"Jiang Jiang, let me tell you a secret." Zhao Yiba suddenly held Jiang Jiangjiang's face and said.

"What secret?"

"At the police station that day, the person who cut off my hand was not a bad woman, but me, Yiba himself."

"What did you say?" Jiang Jiangjiang thought he was hallucinating, and he cut himself?What a joke, how could he cut himself in front of so many police officers?What good could he do by hurting himself?This is simply nonsense.

"Yiba wants to kill the bad woman, she keeps talking and talking, so annoying! I want to kill her, I want her to die, let her disappear! She will never appear again when she is dead, never again Some people want me to leave Jiangjiang! But after killing the bad woman, Jiangjiang will definitely think Yiba is a bad person and will hate Yiba."

"Jiang Jiang, I don't want Jiang Jiang to hate me. So, let her cut Yiba, and Jiang Jiang will hate her."

"Brother, you..." This fact really shocked Jiang Jiangjiang, but it made him feel more uneasy. Why did Zhao Yiba tell him this at a time like this?

"The knife I use is a knife given to Yiba by my grandfather. Jiang Jiang has seen it before." Zhao Yiba seemed to be afraid that he would not believe him, and explained.

Jiang Jiangjiang smiled lightly and said: "Well, I have seen it. This is not important, brother, it's over, whether you kill her or not, I won't hate you. Brother, it's over, let's not do it again Have you thought about it?"

"Jiang Jiang, do you know? We are all fake." Zhao Yiba stared into Jiang Jiangjiang's eyes.

"What nonsense, who told you such a thing?"

"Grandpa, Jiang Jiang, grandpa came to see me last night. Everything he said was a lie. To be a man is to dream. Everything is empty."

Jiang Jiangjiang's heart sank, his eyelids twitched wildly, and he had a very ominous premonition, what are you talking about?I want to kill and kill people when I have nothing to do.He didn't sleep with his brother, and his brother was thinking about something messily.

"Enough, brother, don't talk anymore. Let's go home and have a good sleep. It's all over. See you again at night. Grandpa, you let him wait for me, I just have something to ask him."

Zhao Yiba shook his head and said, "Grandpa also said that he missed me, and he wanted Yiba very much. Grandpa said that he wanted to hug Yiba and tell me stories. He didn't want Jiang Jiang. He asked Yiba if he was tired of living. I told my grandpa, I’m tired. I don’t know why I have to live like this. Yiba has worked very hard and listened to Jiang Jiang’s words. But why does Yiba still feel that there is nothing? No grandpa, no father , no...without Jiang Jiang, it's like a dream, nothing is real..."

"Yiba doesn't like this." Zhao Yiba's tears fell on Jiang Jiangjiang's hands.

"Brother, brother, enough, enough, don't talk anymore. Let's go home, shall we go home? You still have Jiang Jiang." Jiang Jiangjiang's heart ached in a mess.

"No! I don't have Jiang Jiang." Zhao Yiba said, and suddenly looked at Jiang Jiangjiang with cold eyes, as if looking at another stranger, "Jiang Jiang, do you know me?"

"Brother! Stop talking nonsense!" Jiang Jiangjiang yelled at him.

"Jiang Jiang." Zhao Yiba touched Jiang Jiangjiang's face, and Jiang Jiangjiang shivered for no reason, only to hear him continue, "Jiang Jiang, I not only want the bad woman to die, I also want I want Sister Ya Ya to die, but I also want Jiang Jiang to die."

"Sister Yaya disappeared, Jiang Jiang will not want to get along with sister Yaya."

Jiang Jiangjiang closed his eyes and said, "Brother, stop thinking about it."

"When Jiang Jiang dies, I will never leave with others again; but, if Jiang Jiang dies, I will be very sad again, and this will be very uncomfortable."

"Jiang Jiang, Yiba still has many secrets, many annoying secrets."

"Brother." Jiang Jiangjiang tried his best to keep calm. Who doesn't have any gloomy psychology? Why don't you think about why you like Jiang Jiang?"

"Like Jiang Jiang?" Zhao Yiba was taken aback for a moment, as if he was being asked. After being silent for a while, he tilted his head and asked Jiang Jiangjiang, "Do I like Jiang Jiang?"

Jiang Jiangjiang laughed, "Okay, idiot, don't think about those advanced questions, you don't know anything?" Zhao Yiba would care about him as much as he does now, which was completely beyond Jiang Jiangjiang's expectations , he thought that getting along with Zhao Yiba would make him hate him and fear him.

"It's safe to be with Jiang Jiang, but..."

Jiang Jiangjiang was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "So, there's nothing left to worry about, don't think about it anymore. Come down, it's windy up there, aren't you cold? My hands are going to freeze."

"Jiang Jiang, why are you with me?"

"Why?" Jiang Jiangjiang repeated the question Zhao Yiba asked him in his heart. At first, he was with Zhao Yiba to play with him, and he thought it was fun, but then the taste changed after playing with him. Maybe from the beginning, He doesn't really want to play Zhao Yiba, it's just what happened in the past, who can tell.

Jiang Jiangjiang hugged Zhao Yiba off the window sill and said, "I just want to be with you, so I am with you. You are thinking about something messy, don't think about it, go home and sleep." He said Turn around and leave.

"Jiang Jiang,"

"En?" Jiang Jiangjiang turned his head and saw Zhao Yiba standing there without moving.

He said, "I don't want to pester Jiang Jiang anymore."

"Then who do you want to pester?" Jiang Jiangjiang was a little angry, and these messy questions made him mentally messed up, with endless irritability, he said, "Okay, brother, let's go, let's go Talk while walking."

"No, Jiang Jiang. If there is only pain in life... what's the point? We don't have to live." Zhao Yiba finally said the last words in his heart that night, "Jiang Jiang, I still want to kill me Myself. Then all the things I said would be meaningless... No, if I don’t kill myself, my words would also be meaningless.”

"Oh, my God." Jiang Jiangjiang watched Zhao Yiba climb up the window sill again and stood there, "Zhao Yiba! Don't be a fucking fool! Jumping down will only make you sadder!!"

"Jiang Jiang, I don't want to bother you anymore. I want to live in your soul forever like Grandpa." Zhao Yiba fell backwards as he spoke...

"No! Zhao Yiba! Get the fuck back!" Jiang Jiangjiang attempted to grab Zhao Yiba and jumped out of the window after him.