don't get close

The same morning, the same sunshine, but the nightmare that accompanied me for many years has long since disappeared with that night, without the original shadow, my life has become full of sunshine.

It can be said that since I left Kyoto, I have gained a new life!

"Brother, wake up, you promised to take me to the amusement park, hurry up."

"Okay, okay, can you let me put on my clothes first? It will be ready soon."

The weather in September is getting colder, people don't want to get up, don't want to move, because I am really warm, but under the constant urging of my sister, I reluctantly get out of bed and tidy myself up.It's a rare holiday, but I always seem to have nothing to do with the lazy bed, and I suddenly regretted that I should have promised to go out with her early in the morning.

My name is Tang Lun. I have been in the city for almost three months. I work in a small company. I usually work very hard and don’t get off work until [-] o’clock. Fortunately, I have a rest day every week. I have a lovely younger sister. Her name is Tang Ruijie, she is very cute.

"Brother, what is that spinning thing? I really want to sit on it, it looks so fun..."

I looked in the direction of Ruijie's finger, and felt that the black lines all over my head were falling down. Is that a U-shaped skateboard?It seems to be such a name, that big black cow will cry in fright when sitting on it, I am not half as courageous as him!

"I think you are more suitable for playing on the carousel."

"What's that? You see those people are so happy! I want to play, I want to play!"

I was stunned, why does this girl always watch those scary jokes?I repeated, "I think you are more suitable for playing on the carousel."

"Brother, look at that boat, that boat is not in the water, I want to play, I want to play."

I feel like the whole world is collapsing, Rui Jie doesn't take my opinion to heart at all, what she thinks is funny is what I'm most afraid of, I just want to say: dear sister, your brother is afraid of heights!

But looking at her pitiful little sample, hey, I couldn't help but she looked at me with pleading eyes over and over again, saying that she wanted to play, so I gave in.

But the price of compromise is that after I played all the extreme sports with the girl, I leaned on the railing and vomited until my legs softened and my heart trembled. I don't know how to do it, my mental quality is a little weak, I have to die on it, not to mention I am afraid of heights, this is not a joke.

"Are you OK?"

When I was leaning on the railing to vomit, someone handed me a bottle of water, and I thought it was fine, but when the person who patted my back made a sound, I was shocked, and I turned around abruptly at that sound, When I saw that person, I felt that the hard work of these three months was like fetching water from a bamboo basket in vain.

"Why are you?" I widened my eyes and looked at the person in front of me.

"Why can't it be me?" he asked with a smile.

I didn't say a word, I pulled Rui Jie beside me and walked out. Sometimes I don't even know what I want, but I know very well that I hope to be a normal person, although when facing Kang Mingyu, I will She blushed and her heart beat faster, but that didn't mean anything.

It's not that I want to escape, but some things are still my bottom line. It's really not as simple as I imagined. Things that can be changed by changing...

He didn't come after him.

Lost, that was the only word that came to my mind at the time, and it was also the truest thought in my heart.

"Waiting for me."

When he stood in front of me silently like a ghost, that kind of joy arose spontaneously, and the only thing left was reason, reminding me that I should be calm at this time.

"I thought you had let me go." This was the first sentence I said to Kang Mingyu after we met.

"I said, you are the only person in my life who will never give up. I'm not joking." He looked at me affectionately and said the words that once touched my heart.

On that serious face, there is a slow love and tenderness. I know he is serious, but I really can't accept it. After all, I am a man...

"Brother, who is he?" Rui Jie gently shook my arm and asked in a low voice.

I don't know how to answer Rui Jie, as if any answer is inappropriate.

"Kang Mingyu, your brother's boyfriend."

The words that Kang Mingyu uttered suddenly scared me so much that my heart almost burst.

"What nonsense are you talking about in front of children?"

I glared at Kang Mingyu, wanting to strangle him to death.

"Brother, you are so fierce!" Rui Jie said in fear.

"I'm sorry, brother was wrong, it's all right!" I comforted Rui Jie with some regret, and I shouldn't have yelled in front of her with guilt.

"When will you be as nice to me as you are to this little girl?" He said inappropriately.

"There's no such thing as a day, no matter what you've done for me."

This time, I didn't go to see him, but took Rui Jie home directly. I regretted the loss that appeared in my heart just now. If it wasn't for this, maybe he wouldn't have misunderstood him at all. Maybe for him, I alone Inadvertent actions will make him see hope!

He clearly knows that there will never be a result between us, because we are all men.

"I said you're enough, followed from the playground all the way here, what on earth do you want to do?" I was furious, furious, I just couldn't figure out what he was going to do.

"I said that I can give up everything for you. Now I am a person with nothing. Don't you think you should be responsible for me?" He suddenly hugged me, ignored the same gazes around him, and kissed me unexpectedly .

The moment my lips fell, I was completely blindsided. He, he dared to kiss me in public... Two men, I pushed him away subconsciously, and wiped my lips vigorously twice.

"Are you crazy?" I was a little angry, "Leave immediately, or I will be rude to you."

"I'm homeless, do you really have the heart to let me go like this?" When he spoke, the smile on his face suddenly disappeared. It wasn't the coldness before, but loss, which I had never seen before. He looks like this.

For a while, I was noncommittal, he said, he is homeless, what does that mean?Looking at the man in front of me carefully, I seemed to understand something at once. The man who used to be in a suit and leather shoes was gone. Standing in front of me was a passerby wearing jeans, half sleeves, and carrying a big box. If it wasn’t for this face, Deep in the hearts of the people, I really misunderstood that it was not Kang Mingyu standing in front of me.

What exactly happened in just three months to make a man who dominated the shopping mall look a little downcast...