don't get close

In the next week, except for necessary work, I avoided all personal contact with Kang Mingyu. Even so, I was still restless during this period, and even more tired than before...

"Are you off work?" As soon as he opened the door, Zhiyan came out of the kitchen with dishes.

"Well, why are you free to come here today?" I asked.

This was the earliest day I came back this week. Unexpectedly, Zhiyan also came. Seeing her busy in the kitchen, I felt very happy. Of course, the tiredness of the day was gone.

"Are you tired and stupid from work? Tomorrow is Saturday, I guess you must have a rest, so I came here! You are so busy this week that you don't have time to call me. There are so many beauties in your company. I'm afraid you don't want me. Come over and check the post!" Zhiyan stuck out his tongue mischievously.

I walked into the kitchen, hugged her from behind and said, "Silly girl, how could I not want you."

"Okay, you go out, the kitchen is full of oily smoke, and the food will be ready in a while." The words pushed me out of the kitchen.

I was a little tired and slumped on the sofa. This period of time may be due to lack of sleep. The number of nightmares is constantly decreasing. Without this layer of severe mental torture, physical fatigue can still be tolerated.

"The meal is ready, let's see if I have improved my skills recently." Zhiyan came out of the kitchen with the last lettuce dish with garlic.

I quickly opened my closed eyes, stood up with my sleepy body and said to Zhiyan, "It's been a long time since I tasted the dishes made by our family, and my mouth is watering just looking at them, haha."

"I know you've been working very hard recently. I'll go and put water for you to bathe in. You eat first, and take a bath after you eat and sleep well." Zhiyan said softly.

I took the plate from her hand and kissed her, "Thank you honey."

Over the years of getting along, we are familiar with each other like an old couple. Except that there is no sex, everything is like an ordinary couple. She almost gave me all the tenderness and care of a woman. I am used to her being like a housewife. Washing and cooking for me, I am used to sleeping with her in my arms when I live together occasionally, I am also used to her warmth and tolerance.

"Tomorrow, let's go to a movie!" After taking a shower, I wrapped myself in a bath towel and wiped my head with a towel in my hand. With my back turned to Zhiyan, I said casually, in fact, it was more like a person talking to himself.

From the mirror, I can clearly see the expression on her face behind me, I guess, she should be very happy.

"Maybe not. My parents come back from abroad tomorrow, and I'm going to pick them up at the airport. I may not be able to accompany you these few days." Zhiyan said.

I just smiled and said "Okay." But I felt an unspeakable sense of loss in my heart.

If I say that I have never met her parents during the ten years we have known each other, and I seldom even heard her mention them. Apart from knowing that her parents have been abroad for a long time and rarely come back, and that her father’s surname is also Gong, I have nothing else to say. I guess no one would believe it, but the fact is that, if she doesn't say it, I don't bother to ask, after all, it's considered personal privacy.

"I'm sorry." She rested her head on my back.

I froze, not knowing what to say, as if time had stood still, without too many movements, every movement and every word of her could touch my nerves.

"It's me who should say I'm sorry. If it wasn't for me, I still can't do anything, and I can't overcome my psychological barriers, and I wouldn't let you wait so long." Every time I think about this, I feel that I owe her too much, and I can't even make it up .

After Zhiyan left that night, I couldn't sleep for a long time without any reason.

Smoke is always a man's best friend. Whether it is sad and helpless, or lonely and empty, it will quietly accompany us in our pockets, burning itself into smoke to paralyze our nerves. Sometimes I even think that smoke is This is the greatest invention in the world.

I don’t know how long it took, but I smoked almost a pack of cigarettes. Not only did I not feel sleepy at all, but I became more and more energetic. I smiled wryly, I really shouldn’t use this refreshing thing as a sleeping pill!

So I got dressed and walked aimlessly on the street. At one or two o'clock in the morning, let alone people, there were few cars on the street, and the cool breeze made me rub my nose.

In less than 2 minutes, I lost my mind and wanted to go home, but when I thought about going back, I was alone, so I gave up. Thinking about this time, maybe there is only one place that is still noisy, the bar.

The nearest bar to our house is Waitingbar. If you want to have a drink, just relax. No matter how poor you are by a few thousand dollars, you still have it. You can eat instant noodles in the second half of the month.After making up my mind, I headed towards the Waitingbar.

"A bottle of Whiskies." When I arrived at the bar, I went straight to the bar counter and said to the waiter.

I saw the waiter glanced at me, and then put the wine and the glass in front of me.

A person like me who comes here by himself, asks for a bottle, opens it and drinks it, definitely not here to pick up girls, not to drink away his sorrows, just during the window of love (to put it bluntly, it is broken love), of course I am sure Not the latter, I'm a stress reliever.

It's the first time I've come to this kind of place to drink, loud music, all kinds of people, I feel dizzy without drinking, not to mention that I'm still a master who can't even hold a drink. Come on, I didn't drink a few cups, I fainted.

Then I felt a woman put her hand on my back, touched and touched, and said something to me in a coquettish voice, "Why is the handsome guy here drinking alone? Do you want to find someone to accompany you?"

The sound was so disgusting, I looked in the direction of the sound, except that I knew it was a woman, I basically couldn't see what the nose and eyes looked like, so I shook my head vigorously.

"Hehe, can you stay away from me, you smell bad, and you're so pissed off." I shook off the woman's hand with a smirk, and said to her nodding.

That woman's body smelled bad, and she didn't know what she was spraying on. It caught up with body odor, so she was so disgusting when she asked.

"Who do you think you are, dare to say that my old lady has a taste? Are you impatient with your life?" The woman yelled unhappily.

I felt in a daze that her mouth was moving and I didn’t know where to fiddle with it. Anyway, I was very dizzy. After being smoked like this, I didn’t know anything. I knew I was sleepy. Smoke is a good thing, this buddy has the effect of sleeping pills, ha ha.

I don't know how much I slept, but my whole body hurts, especially my neck. It feels like a stiff neck, and my head is about to explode. I have no memory of what happened last night, but when I opened my In the blink of an eye, there was a slap in the head, and I regretted going to the bar a bit.

"What the hell did you do to me?"