don't get close

The work at hand was finally done, I stretched my waist, it was already ten o'clock, and I planned to have dinner with Zhiyan, but now it looks like it's wasted.

Frustrated, I rode my bike home at the slowest speed. The lights in the house were off. I threw my briefcase and coat on the sofa, and fumbled to turn on the lights in the house.The dining table is covered with a few dishes that I usually like to eat, and it is still as clean and tidy, but the person who wants to see it seems to have left.

To be honest, I was a little lost for a moment, but the exhaustion of the day made me eager to go into the bedroom and sleep.

As soon as I walked into the bedroom and turned on the light, I smiled.

Looking at Zhiyan, he sat up from the bed in a daze, and looked at me standing at the door with sleepy eyes.There were traces of saliva at the corner of the mouth, the loose shirt was obviously not hers, half of the shoulders were exposed, and everything on the chest was faintly visible, anyone who looked at it would feel impulsive.

"Are you back? I'll get you hot food." As he spoke, he lifted the quilt, exposing his snow-white legs to the air, which made people feel suffocated.

"I don't want to eat now, I want to..." I stepped forward and wrapped my arms around Zhiyan's waist, holding her in my arms, with Xiaoxie's smile on my face.

"What do you want more?" Zhiyan put his arm on my shoulder and stared at me with big watery eyes.

I lowered my head and pressed against Zhiyan's ear and said two words "I want you." I pressed a kiss on her earlobe, seeing the flush on Zhiyan's face and the hot air coming out of my mouth, I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, The desire that has been squeezed in the body for many days.The fire exploded instantly.

A fiery kiss raised the temperature of the whole room, pressed her under him, and the clothes gradually receded, but... like countless times before, the one who lost the chain at the critical moment was always me.

Sometimes I really doubt whether I am a man or not. I get up and sit by the bed in frustration. To him, I have an indescribable debt.

"It's okay." Zhiyan hugged me from behind, and said comfortingly, "Even if we can only live like this in this life, I am willing, as long as you are by my side is enough."

I was silent, I don't know why she treats me so well, it can be said that she is good every day for ten years, since the first time this happened, I thought about breaking up, and I never succeeded, even if I hid Wake up, she can still find me.

"The more you are like this, the more I feel that I owe you more. I am simply a useless person. You will not be happy if you follow me, don't you understand?" I said helplessly.

"If it was just for the sake of sex, I would have left at the beginning, why wait until now? I love you." Zhiyan lay on my back, and tears fell on me silently. At that moment, my heart ached terribly.

The phone rang untimely, and all actions stopped when the ring rang. I got up and took out the phone from my trousers pocket. Seeing the number displayed on the phone, I was heartbroken.

"Is there something urgent?" Zhiyan asked, wiping the tears off his face.

"I don't know." I picked up the phone helplessly, and before I could speak, I saw a man roaring furiously on the other end of the phone, "I'll give you 10 minutes, if you don't take that bastard Kang Mingyu out of the Waitingbar , I chopped him up... Dududu..."

When the phone was hung up, I couldn't help frowning, and looked through the call log again. It was Kang Mingyu's number, but who was that slightly low, angry male voice just now?I'm sure it's the first time I've heard this sound.

"There is something unexpected, I have to go out immediately, today..." Every time this kind of thing happens, I don't know how to face it. Although this call is a headache, at least it gives me an escape The reason for the statement.

"It's okay, you go, I'll wait for you at home." She maintained her usual understanding, although I broke her heart again.

"I may come back very late, you go to bed early, don't wait for me." I added, kissed Zai Zhiyan's forehead, got dressed and rushed downstairs as fast as possible.

Waitingbar is about 15 minutes away from my current residence by bicycle. It is an industry owned by Qingmen, the largest underworld organization in Kyoto.It is said that Chi Wenhang, the master of the Qingmen sect, often appeared in that bar. He was a rough and violent man. Thinking of this, he became uneasy, and drove towards the Waitingbar with sparks and lightning all the way.

"Oh, I called you, didn't you hear me?"

As soon as I parked the car and walked into the Waitingbar, I was stopped by a man who looked like a big and thick man with a bit of a wild style. Before I could react, I saw the man walked up to me and pulled me. The arm is pulled upstairs.

"Who are you? Let go." I instinctively used the other hand to break the man's hand. I didn't expect the man to be so strong. I didn't break it even when I got upstairs, and was thrown upstairs. In a box.

As soon as I went in, I vomited like I ate something dirty.

Seeing that man walking towards me, I endured the violent churning in my stomach, and whispered intermittently, "Don't, don't touch me."

"MD." The man continued, "Mingyu, the person you want is here. I'll go first. I'll call if I need anything." He glanced at me inexplicably and exited the room.

The box became extremely quiet for a while, I wiped the vomit from the corner of my mouth with my hand, and looked up at Kang Mingyu who was sitting on the sofa opposite and drinking.Obviously, all of this was deliberately done by Kang Mingyu in order to lure me over, which made me a little angry.

"What are you doing in a daze, take me home." Kang Mingyu got up unsteadily, and walked out, completely ignoring the anger in my eyes at the moment, and the face that was a little pale because of vomiting.

After hesitating for a moment, I quickly adjusted my identity and followed Kang Mingyu.

Since eight years ago, I began to have an inexplicable fear and loathing of men. Even simple physical contact would make me sick and even vomit. This is a kind of disease, a heart disease.

Walking outside the door, Kang Mingyu threw the car keys to me, and neither of us spoke a word the whole way after getting in the car.Kang Mingyu just tilted his head, his deep eyes were staring at me, which made me feel uncomfortable but helpless.

"Go in and have a seat." Kang Mingyu took the initiative to speak as soon as he got out of the car.

I didn't expect Kang Mingyu to say that. I was a little surprised and looked at Kang Mingyu in a daze, but didn't take a step forward. To be honest, I haven't been to any man's house, this is the first time.

"What are you doing in a daze." Kang Mingyu turned his head impatiently and said something to me.

Forget it, since he is my leader, I had no choice but to bite the bullet and follow.

But when I walked in, I regretted my behavior.Kang Mingyu leaned against the door with his hands in his pockets, looking at me with possessive eyes.They are all men. I guess no one knows better than me what a man looks like when he is in heat. I deliberately avoided Kang Mingyu's gaze.

Kang Mingyu approached step by step, I backed away at a loss, until I had no way to retreat and fell on the sofa. The man in front of me was constantly approaching and approaching, and the suffocation made me unable to breathe.

"From the day you appeared in front of me, you are doomed to be unable to escape from my world." One sentence ignited a strange atmosphere in the room.

He gently blew into my ear, the tip of his tongue slid over the earlobe, and his movements were gentle enough to drip water.

A simple movement took away all the strength in my body, and the flush on my face made me feel sick, but for some reason, I, who was always afraid of men approaching, did not vomit because of Kang Mingyu's touch, and even felt a little bit of pain in my heart. Then a little desire, a desire for a little more.

This thought made me wake up quickly, I raised my fist and waved towards Kang Mingyu who was riding on me, and ran out of Kang Mingyu's house as if fleeing.