Yan Li looked at the two for a long time, finally looked at Yang Ziyun, and said, "Xiao Yang, why don't you tell me."
When Yang Ziyun saw these materials, she felt dark in front of her eyes, but when Yan Li asked her this way, she still did not give up. She gritted her teeth and refused to admit it. She just said: "...I don't know. Could it be that it was done by fans? ?”
After Yan Li heard this, he sneered and said, "Then your fans are really powerful and organized. They even know the competitive relationship within our company, and they can help you every time you need them." Just the right shot to help you remove obstacles."
Yang Ziyun heard this, and immediately said anxiously: "Mr. Yan! You trust me! How could I do such a thing!?"
Although she looked anxious, she spoke in an orderly manner: "Is this the kind of person I am, don't you know Mr. Yan? I don't know why this group of sailors do these things, but this is definitely not me Instigated—Mr. Yan, you know that most of the fan behavior is beyond our control.”
Her tone was so anxious and her expression so realistic, it almost made Yan Li think that what she said was the truth.
If she hadn't shown such a guilty look when she saw that document.
Yan Li said: "Whether it is fan behavior, we will investigate it later. But until the investigation results come out, I'm afraid you won't have any new jobs for the time being."
Then he said to Yang Ziyun's agent: "From now until the investigation results come out, I will temporarily change someone else to be in charge of Yang Ziyun's work. What will happen in the future will be determined by the investigation results."
But the survey results are not optimistic.
With further investigations, Shui Jun's studio was quickly located by the technician Yan Li sought. After a period of negotiation and psychological warfare, the other party finally gave up the trading account when he was threatened with defamation. .
After Yang Ziyun brutally searched her personal electronic devices and apartment network on the company side, she encountered an investigation on the transaction of accounts and funds.After all, Yang Ziyun is not a high-end hacker or spy agent. Although he is more cautious and vigilant because he often uses small methods in private, various flaws have been exposed one after another under the methods of professionals.
In the end, facing all kinds of irrefutable evidence, Yang Ziyun was finally unable to defend herself anymore.
The day Yang Ziyun left Wanzhong, she already knew what her future would be in the next two years during the contract period.
Although she was not terminated, it was difficult for her to find a reliable job.
When she left Yan Li's office, she met Hu Menghan who came here specially.
The young girl stood there, looked at her with a very sad but angry look, and asked her, "Why!?"
After collecting and sorting out the information about the navy, Yan Li showed it to Hu Menghan.Among these gangsters, the first to bear the brunt is Hu Menghan himself.And the frequency and degree of her being hacked is even far better than any other popular actress with a similar position.
Among them, there are many remarks that made Hu Menghan feel sad and angry, which Hu Menghan never thought would come from Yang Ziyun.
She said with some difficulty: "Sister Yang... I don't understand!"
Yang Ziyun stood in front of Hu Menghan for a long time without expression.In this short period of time, her mind turned many circles, and she went back and forth several times between continuing to win Hu Menghan's trust and sympathy to reverse the current situation and simply venting her true emotions.
In the end, Yang Ziyun's rationality told her that even if she fooled Hu Menghan again, he might not be able to persuade Yan Li anymore.
She is done.
Not only was it over, but she was refrigerated by everyone at this time, and the chances of her wanting to turn around in the future were almost as low as expecting a miracle to happen.
When this thought surfaced, Yang Ziyun felt unbearable pain.This kind of pain made her angry, made her resentful, and made her almost unable to restrain the jealousy, unwillingness and grievance that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time.
Her voice was as cold as ice, so cold that it seemed that just touching it would cut her fingers and tear her skin.She said word by word in such a voice: "...you ask why? Why do you think it is necessary to ask why?"
"Do you think I'm the only one who hates you? Do you think Cao Ying and Ye Tiantian don't hate you? Or in other words, who do you think will like you?"
She said coldly: "It's been 12 years since I debuted, Hu Menghan...but I didn't have such good luck when I debuted. The boss of the contracted company is my own uncle, who escorts me all the way, and all the resources are as if they don't need money. Desperately pile on you."
Hu Menghan said: "Uncle did not favor me."
She really thinks so.When he was in the company, Hu Menghan didn't even call him uncle directly, but he used President Yan to address Yan Li like all other employees and artists.
But Yang Ziyun sneered, and said: "If not, why are there only some second- and third-tier composers and producers when other people release albums, but when it's your turn, you specially invite international first-class composers? You know Nuo How famous is Lan Fang on SN?"
Hu Menghan defended: "Teacher Fang is indeed very powerful, but it was a coincidence that he was invited. It was his own intention to return to China to develop, and my album just happened to happen."
Yang Ziyun sneered, "...Really?"
Hu Menghan said: "I didn't expect you to think so... Sister Yang, I always think you are a very nice person and worthy of respect... I didn't expect you to be such a person."
Yang Ziyun said: "I am such a person?" She was also irritated by Hu Menghan's words, and said, "Then what kind of person do you think I should be!? You think I don't want to just sit at home and tell my parents Jiao will have a job and fame falling from the sky? Do you think that I don’t want to have a good show as soon as I debut, and I can choose all the song resources to make an album?”
She said sharply: "Miss Hu, if I also have an uncle who is the boss of a film and television company, do you think I would like to do this kind of thing? Do I need to do this kind of thing?"
When Hu Menghan heard her sharp questioning, his face turned pale, and he said, "This has nothing to do with my uncle—you said it as if I didn't put my heart into acting and working."
Then I heard Yang Ziyun say: "Acting? You really don't know what kind of bad movies you are acting in? The current "Juliet Dancing Solo" and your new album, if it is not for your own drama and song selection Well, do you think you will have the result you have now?"
Hu Menghan really didn't expect that Yang Ziyun would look at him like this, so he smiled angrily, and said, "Even so, after acting in so many bad movies, I'm more popular than you, and I became popular faster - I didn't know why before, but now knew."
This topic is really poignant, Yang Ziyun shouted angrily: "It's just because your luck is better than mine!"
Hu Menghan smiled, and she asked with some sarcasm: "Are you serious? Do you really think that people in our profession depend on luck to get ahead? If you are lucky, you will be popular, but if you are not lucky, you will not be popular." ?”
This question is too sharp - although Yang Ziyun feels that the reason why she has not become popular so far is due to bad luck, but when Hu Menghan asks this question, if the direct answer is... But it seems that she can't afford to lose.
Yang Ziyun's expression was ferocious, she opened her mouth but still didn't answer right away.
Hu Menghan watched her hesitate for a few seconds before suddenly asking: "Did I offend you?"
Yang Ziyun froze for a moment.
Hu Menghan said: "Sister Yang... I will call you Sister Yang for the last time-I don't understand, what's the point of you doing this. Did I offend you by doing something? Obviously... I still remember you telling me What happened during the play. I don't understand...how did you become like this?"
Yang Ziyun was silent for a while before replying: "I have always been like this, you are too naive. I have never liked you for even a second from the beginning - we are in the same company, our debut position is similar, and our development path is also similar , the same resource, if I give it to you, I will lose my share... How stupid are you to think that I will really like you?"
Hu Menghan felt a pain in his heart.
Yang Ziyun said again: "Where is it only me? Do you think other actresses in the company like you? Don't be naive—they just don't want to offend you because you are the boss's niece! Otherwise, there are so many actresses in the company. Actress, why are you so popular without doing anything? Why do you think that is? Is it really because of your outstanding personality?"
"Before you leave, let me teach you this lesson." Yang Ziyun looked at Hu Menghan, and said maliciously: "The adult world is very cruel, little girl! There is no benefit, who wants to come here for no reason To please you?"
"Learn to be smarter in the future!"
Yang Ziyun turned around and left, leaving Hu Menghan standing there for a long time without moving.
Until someone patted her on the shoulder lightly and called out "Menghan?".
Hu Menghan seemed to wake up suddenly from his thoughts, raised his head, and found that the other party was Ye Tiantian, another popular young actress under the company's name.
——Do you think Cao Ying and Ye Tiantian don't hate you?
The words Yang Ziyun said before suddenly popped up in Hu Menghan's mind.
Almost before she realized it, she was so frightened that she shook off Ye Tiantian's hand on her shoulder.
Ye Tiantian was suddenly a little embarrassed, and looked at Hu Menghan with a embarrassed and hurt expression, obviously not understanding why Hu Menghan suddenly made such a strange, guarded, look and action like looking at a villain.
Hu Menghan suddenly realized that he was overreacting, and he was also a little embarrassed, feeling that his attitude was a bit too much.But when he looked up at Ye Tiantian, he thought of Yang Ziyun's usual patient and gentle manner towards her, and the mean and disgusted face he showed at the end.
Ye Tiantian has a good personality.Her person is just like her stage name, she has always been very sweet, her smile is very sweet, her speaking style is very sweet, even her usual style of getting along with people is also very sweet.
This kind of "sweetness" allows her to show a very strong and unique personality on the screen, so Ye Tiantian can occupy a place in the entertainment industry where there are many beauties.
This is a very typical sweet girl. Hu Menghan would smile knowingly every time she knew that she was arguing with her manager for a piece of cake or a way to lose weight.There are really few actresses in the company who are as unwilling and fearful of losing weight as Ye Tiantian.The other party would occasionally share with Hu Menghan her messy weight-loss recipes. After all, she just didn’t want to go on a diet honestly.
But... At this time, Hu Menghan looked at her, but he was a little suspicious. Is the sweetness and liveliness shown by the other party at this time her true character?Yang Ziyun's appearance is completely different from what she thinks in her heart. Is there a second appearance under Ye Tiantian's smile?
...When she smiled at Hu Menghan, did she actually hate her in her heart?
When she thought this way, it was hard to hide that rejection and vigilance.
However, when this thought crossed Hu Menghan's mind, she quickly realized that her thoughts were not only extreme, but also full of malice... After all, there was no evidence at this time that Ye Tiantian was also malicious. The harm received from Yang Ziyun was passed on to Ye Tiantian.
But even though she knew that there was something wrong with her brain, Hu Menghan was still in a state of confusion. In the end, she could only try her best to deal with and explain a few words to Ye Tiantian. She felt that attitude was false.
Hu Menghan didn't know if Ye Tiantian found out that her attitude was false, but after a few days, when Hu Menghan found that he was starting to think wildly about many actors in the same company, he couldn't help but feel disgusted with himself like this.
But...he couldn't control himself.
Then, for some reason, she remembered the song that Fang Nan asked her to learn to sing when she first met Fang Nan.
——Who taught her to make up / Who taught her to pretend / Armed her face / Facing the storm of growth / Abandoning all kindness / Learning to lie with jealousy / Most afraid of growing up / Slowly becoming worldly and absurd / The bravery of loving someone / Who remembers what it looks like...
——Who taught her makeup/Who taught her to pretend/Paint her appearance carefully/Cover up her naive past/Give up credulity and stubbornness/Learn to compromise and pretend/The most feared growth/Slowly become sophisticated and absurd/Innocent dream/Finally forget it all...
——……I only know the time when I was young/going away in a hurry/the most extravagant wish/just want to never forget my original intention...
When Hu Menghan heard this song for the first time, he only felt that the brisk melody with a little sadness is really very beautiful, and the lyrics are also slightly pretentious, giving people a very deep and aftertaste feeling.
But it was not until this moment that Hu Menghan felt that he had resonated with the song for the first time.
——This is indeed the most frightening growth.When Yang Ziyun said that this is the world of adults, how much Hu Menghan didn't like her tone.She is actually quite repulsed by the fact that the real world is really what Yang Ziyun described...
Perhaps, before Yang Ziyun revealed all this, Hu Menghan felt that this society, this world, was far less beautiful, pure, open and bright than she imagined when she was still on campus...
Fang Nan was surprised by the sudden visit of the girl in sunglasses. He didn't recognize the other party's voice until Hu Menghan spoke, and then welcomed Hu Menghan in.
When Hu Menghan came, Fang Nan was discussing the main body of the new album with Jia Luo, so when Jia Luo saw Hu Menghan appeared, his expression was very unhappy, and he frowned obviously, disgusted that the other party interrupted his work.
However, Hu Menghan was very preoccupied at this time, so he didn't notice the unkind attitude of Fang Nan's mixed-race roommate towards her.
Seeing that her mood was different from before, Fang Nan couldn't help asking, "Why did you come here suddenly? What's the matter?"
Hu Menghan took the citrus juice that Fang Nan handed her, hesitated for a moment, and then asked: "...Mr. Fang, what happened to Sister Yang before... Is what I did very annoying?"
Fang Nan didn't know what happened in Wanzhong, and thought that Hu Menghan was still feeling uneasy about the things he had argued with before, and couldn't help feeling that this girl was too delicate.
He thought for a while and said, "I don't think you're annoying...but I think you're a bit silly."
Fang Nan's words really hit the nail on the head, and Hu Menghan also felt that he was stupid?Others hated her to death, wishing to take away all her acting opportunities, she still foolishly thought that the other party was a good person, and wanted to give the other party the good resources she had.
She showed Fang Nan a smile that looked like she was about to cry, and said, "Mr. Fang, you are right... I am a big fool!"
This reaction was obviously not right, Fang Nan was taken aback for a moment, but she comforted Hu Menghan and asked her what happened.
Hu Menghan told what happened intermittently.
Fang Nan listened and didn't speak for a long time.After a while, he finally said: "I said you are stupid, not scolding you. On the contrary... Actually, I am quite envious of your 'stupid'."
Hu Menghan raised his head in astonishment.
Fang Nan smiled and asked: "Is it a bit strange to say that? However, I think it is actually a very good and enviable thing for a person to be so enthusiastic about being 'stupid'. It shows that you are Well protected, maybe not a lot of bad, ugly, cruel things."
"In the current education model, the younger the child with a better life, the more ideal moral rules are instilled. And this kind of moral rules will become more likely as they grow older and have more contact with life. Become realistic, profit-seeking, indifferent... Our growth process is generally accompanied by two transformations: on the one hand, we go from naive to mature, from naive to accident; on the other hand, we go from noble to vulgar, even despicable .”
"The most ideal state of a person's existence may be that he does not have to go through all kinds of severe tests throughout his life, and he can always be innocent and noble; but the cruelest situation is that he has become despicable before he has time to mature. Can Living the life of the former is a kind of luck that can be encountered but not sought after, while the latter is very sad. But for most of us, it is in a middle state-we are mature, and we are also in the middle. Began to become hypocritical, snobbish, indifferent and selfish."
"Yang Ziyun is like this, or worse, and she is trying to instill this idea in you." Fang Nan said, "You are very painful and hurt, because you actually like her very much and care about her opinion."
"That's why I told you not to regret it before. The more affection you give to her, the more serious you will be hurt. If you knew her thoughts from the beginning when you didn't have any friendship, it wouldn't be so big receive a blow."
"A person becomes impure at the very beginning, in fact, it starts from this step - from this society, from the people you care about, you receive betrayal and hurt, so you gradually become mature, indifferent, and start to learn to restrain yourself Feelings, no longer give unsuspectingly. Start to care about gains and losses and returns, start to become suspicious and hypocritical, still hope that others like themselves, but refuse to give affection and kindness to others easily, so always try to use the mask of a smile Come to deceive others, hoping to deceive people with favor and goodwill."
Hu Menghan listened to Fang Nan's words, and slowly his face stopped wrinkling, showing a dignified expression.
Fang Nan said: "...But Xiao Hu, how can falsehood be exchanged for sincerity? Even if it is exchanged, it will not last long. Whether a person is falsehood or not may not be clear for a day or two, but there is There is a saying called "a long time sees people's hearts", and you will definitely see it after a long time. Faced with a person's sincerity, you will either be willing to give your sincerity over time, or you will eventually be betrayed by the other party because of false friendship. See clearly, lose this sincerity."
"Actually, you shouldn't feel pain and sorrow about Yang Ziyun's matter - you lost her hypocrisy, and she lost your sincere kindness. In this case, it's not clear who has lost the most... ?"
After hearing this, Hu Menghan blinked her eyes, feeling really much better in her heart.
She smiled, but this time she was much more relaxed, and said, "Thank you, Teacher Fang. I feel much better hearing you say that."
Fang Nan also laughed, and continued: "In fact, everyone will always experience this kind of growing pains. Friends parted ways, were betrayed by people who valued them, and treated badly... Xiao Hu, you may feel that this incident is very shocking. , but in fact, in my opinion, what you are doing now is actually nothing."
Hu Menghan was silent for a while, then suddenly asked, "Do you have Teacher Fang too?"
Fang Nan paused in the distance.
Hu Menghan said: "Ah, sorry, I am talking too much."
As a result, I heard Fang Nan reply with a smile: "Of course I did." His tone was flat, and he said with a smile, "At that time, I thought the sky was going to fall, but when I thought about it later, it was just that. "
The author has something to say: I have been in the forum for a while, and it feels really bad.I stopped calling myself a rotten girl a few years ago, because the group of rotten girls has been corrupted too much.My requirement for rot is to "treat all forms of love equally and respect the sexual freedom of others", but in fact most people don't do this.
During this period of time, I saw a bunch of feminists, and my mood became more complicated.
I am personally a born feminist, a born anti-discriminationist of any kind.When I was very young, I would try to influence other people's thoughts in this regard, but I think the so-called "feminism" can only be influenced but not forced.You can encourage your friends to be strong and independent and maintain self-esteem, and you can persuade your relatives to be brave and say no to discrimination and prejudice, but you cannot force anyone, and you cannot use "discrimination against women" as a weapon to attack others.In fact, all fighting behaviors should be for protection and for establishing something... But in fact, many people attack others just to exclude dissidents, and they always elevate one thing to the position of sexism.
I find it unbearable that this group of people is so divisive.
I've never found people of the other gender to be feminists' haters, and on the contrary, I've found many of them to be as reasonable and compassionate as the sane among us, and have an innate reluctance to bully the underprivileged. Speak out about behavior and injustice.A lot of people who defend gays are straight, and a lot of people who speak up for feminism are men.
Whether it is "sexism" or "feminism", it is not anyone's knife.If you are a real feminist and have experienced in your life the injustice this society has done to you, or your friends, relatives, or whatever, then stop making enemies for feminists.On the contrary, we need more understanding, support, peaceful and in-depth communication, and strive for the strength that can be won together, whether it is male or female.
When Yang Ziyun saw these materials, she felt dark in front of her eyes, but when Yan Li asked her this way, she still did not give up. She gritted her teeth and refused to admit it. She just said: "...I don't know. Could it be that it was done by fans? ?”
After Yan Li heard this, he sneered and said, "Then your fans are really powerful and organized. They even know the competitive relationship within our company, and they can help you every time you need them." Just the right shot to help you remove obstacles."
Yang Ziyun heard this, and immediately said anxiously: "Mr. Yan! You trust me! How could I do such a thing!?"
Although she looked anxious, she spoke in an orderly manner: "Is this the kind of person I am, don't you know Mr. Yan? I don't know why this group of sailors do these things, but this is definitely not me Instigated—Mr. Yan, you know that most of the fan behavior is beyond our control.”
Her tone was so anxious and her expression so realistic, it almost made Yan Li think that what she said was the truth.
If she hadn't shown such a guilty look when she saw that document.
Yan Li said: "Whether it is fan behavior, we will investigate it later. But until the investigation results come out, I'm afraid you won't have any new jobs for the time being."
Then he said to Yang Ziyun's agent: "From now until the investigation results come out, I will temporarily change someone else to be in charge of Yang Ziyun's work. What will happen in the future will be determined by the investigation results."
But the survey results are not optimistic.
With further investigations, Shui Jun's studio was quickly located by the technician Yan Li sought. After a period of negotiation and psychological warfare, the other party finally gave up the trading account when he was threatened with defamation. .
After Yang Ziyun brutally searched her personal electronic devices and apartment network on the company side, she encountered an investigation on the transaction of accounts and funds.After all, Yang Ziyun is not a high-end hacker or spy agent. Although he is more cautious and vigilant because he often uses small methods in private, various flaws have been exposed one after another under the methods of professionals.
In the end, facing all kinds of irrefutable evidence, Yang Ziyun was finally unable to defend herself anymore.
The day Yang Ziyun left Wanzhong, she already knew what her future would be in the next two years during the contract period.
Although she was not terminated, it was difficult for her to find a reliable job.
When she left Yan Li's office, she met Hu Menghan who came here specially.
The young girl stood there, looked at her with a very sad but angry look, and asked her, "Why!?"
After collecting and sorting out the information about the navy, Yan Li showed it to Hu Menghan.Among these gangsters, the first to bear the brunt is Hu Menghan himself.And the frequency and degree of her being hacked is even far better than any other popular actress with a similar position.
Among them, there are many remarks that made Hu Menghan feel sad and angry, which Hu Menghan never thought would come from Yang Ziyun.
She said with some difficulty: "Sister Yang... I don't understand!"
Yang Ziyun stood in front of Hu Menghan for a long time without expression.In this short period of time, her mind turned many circles, and she went back and forth several times between continuing to win Hu Menghan's trust and sympathy to reverse the current situation and simply venting her true emotions.
In the end, Yang Ziyun's rationality told her that even if she fooled Hu Menghan again, he might not be able to persuade Yan Li anymore.
She is done.
Not only was it over, but she was refrigerated by everyone at this time, and the chances of her wanting to turn around in the future were almost as low as expecting a miracle to happen.
When this thought surfaced, Yang Ziyun felt unbearable pain.This kind of pain made her angry, made her resentful, and made her almost unable to restrain the jealousy, unwillingness and grievance that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time.
Her voice was as cold as ice, so cold that it seemed that just touching it would cut her fingers and tear her skin.She said word by word in such a voice: "...you ask why? Why do you think it is necessary to ask why?"
"Do you think I'm the only one who hates you? Do you think Cao Ying and Ye Tiantian don't hate you? Or in other words, who do you think will like you?"
She said coldly: "It's been 12 years since I debuted, Hu Menghan...but I didn't have such good luck when I debuted. The boss of the contracted company is my own uncle, who escorts me all the way, and all the resources are as if they don't need money. Desperately pile on you."
Hu Menghan said: "Uncle did not favor me."
She really thinks so.When he was in the company, Hu Menghan didn't even call him uncle directly, but he used President Yan to address Yan Li like all other employees and artists.
But Yang Ziyun sneered, and said: "If not, why are there only some second- and third-tier composers and producers when other people release albums, but when it's your turn, you specially invite international first-class composers? You know Nuo How famous is Lan Fang on SN?"
Hu Menghan defended: "Teacher Fang is indeed very powerful, but it was a coincidence that he was invited. It was his own intention to return to China to develop, and my album just happened to happen."
Yang Ziyun sneered, "...Really?"
Hu Menghan said: "I didn't expect you to think so... Sister Yang, I always think you are a very nice person and worthy of respect... I didn't expect you to be such a person."
Yang Ziyun said: "I am such a person?" She was also irritated by Hu Menghan's words, and said, "Then what kind of person do you think I should be!? You think I don't want to just sit at home and tell my parents Jiao will have a job and fame falling from the sky? Do you think that I don’t want to have a good show as soon as I debut, and I can choose all the song resources to make an album?”
She said sharply: "Miss Hu, if I also have an uncle who is the boss of a film and television company, do you think I would like to do this kind of thing? Do I need to do this kind of thing?"
When Hu Menghan heard her sharp questioning, his face turned pale, and he said, "This has nothing to do with my uncle—you said it as if I didn't put my heart into acting and working."
Then I heard Yang Ziyun say: "Acting? You really don't know what kind of bad movies you are acting in? The current "Juliet Dancing Solo" and your new album, if it is not for your own drama and song selection Well, do you think you will have the result you have now?"
Hu Menghan really didn't expect that Yang Ziyun would look at him like this, so he smiled angrily, and said, "Even so, after acting in so many bad movies, I'm more popular than you, and I became popular faster - I didn't know why before, but now knew."
This topic is really poignant, Yang Ziyun shouted angrily: "It's just because your luck is better than mine!"
Hu Menghan smiled, and she asked with some sarcasm: "Are you serious? Do you really think that people in our profession depend on luck to get ahead? If you are lucky, you will be popular, but if you are not lucky, you will not be popular." ?”
This question is too sharp - although Yang Ziyun feels that the reason why she has not become popular so far is due to bad luck, but when Hu Menghan asks this question, if the direct answer is... But it seems that she can't afford to lose.
Yang Ziyun's expression was ferocious, she opened her mouth but still didn't answer right away.
Hu Menghan watched her hesitate for a few seconds before suddenly asking: "Did I offend you?"
Yang Ziyun froze for a moment.
Hu Menghan said: "Sister Yang... I will call you Sister Yang for the last time-I don't understand, what's the point of you doing this. Did I offend you by doing something? Obviously... I still remember you telling me What happened during the play. I don't understand...how did you become like this?"
Yang Ziyun was silent for a while before replying: "I have always been like this, you are too naive. I have never liked you for even a second from the beginning - we are in the same company, our debut position is similar, and our development path is also similar , the same resource, if I give it to you, I will lose my share... How stupid are you to think that I will really like you?"
Hu Menghan felt a pain in his heart.
Yang Ziyun said again: "Where is it only me? Do you think other actresses in the company like you? Don't be naive—they just don't want to offend you because you are the boss's niece! Otherwise, there are so many actresses in the company. Actress, why are you so popular without doing anything? Why do you think that is? Is it really because of your outstanding personality?"
"Before you leave, let me teach you this lesson." Yang Ziyun looked at Hu Menghan, and said maliciously: "The adult world is very cruel, little girl! There is no benefit, who wants to come here for no reason To please you?"
"Learn to be smarter in the future!"
Yang Ziyun turned around and left, leaving Hu Menghan standing there for a long time without moving.
Until someone patted her on the shoulder lightly and called out "Menghan?".
Hu Menghan seemed to wake up suddenly from his thoughts, raised his head, and found that the other party was Ye Tiantian, another popular young actress under the company's name.
——Do you think Cao Ying and Ye Tiantian don't hate you?
The words Yang Ziyun said before suddenly popped up in Hu Menghan's mind.
Almost before she realized it, she was so frightened that she shook off Ye Tiantian's hand on her shoulder.
Ye Tiantian was suddenly a little embarrassed, and looked at Hu Menghan with a embarrassed and hurt expression, obviously not understanding why Hu Menghan suddenly made such a strange, guarded, look and action like looking at a villain.
Hu Menghan suddenly realized that he was overreacting, and he was also a little embarrassed, feeling that his attitude was a bit too much.But when he looked up at Ye Tiantian, he thought of Yang Ziyun's usual patient and gentle manner towards her, and the mean and disgusted face he showed at the end.
Ye Tiantian has a good personality.Her person is just like her stage name, she has always been very sweet, her smile is very sweet, her speaking style is very sweet, even her usual style of getting along with people is also very sweet.
This kind of "sweetness" allows her to show a very strong and unique personality on the screen, so Ye Tiantian can occupy a place in the entertainment industry where there are many beauties.
This is a very typical sweet girl. Hu Menghan would smile knowingly every time she knew that she was arguing with her manager for a piece of cake or a way to lose weight.There are really few actresses in the company who are as unwilling and fearful of losing weight as Ye Tiantian.The other party would occasionally share with Hu Menghan her messy weight-loss recipes. After all, she just didn’t want to go on a diet honestly.
But... At this time, Hu Menghan looked at her, but he was a little suspicious. Is the sweetness and liveliness shown by the other party at this time her true character?Yang Ziyun's appearance is completely different from what she thinks in her heart. Is there a second appearance under Ye Tiantian's smile?
...When she smiled at Hu Menghan, did she actually hate her in her heart?
When she thought this way, it was hard to hide that rejection and vigilance.
However, when this thought crossed Hu Menghan's mind, she quickly realized that her thoughts were not only extreme, but also full of malice... After all, there was no evidence at this time that Ye Tiantian was also malicious. The harm received from Yang Ziyun was passed on to Ye Tiantian.
But even though she knew that there was something wrong with her brain, Hu Menghan was still in a state of confusion. In the end, she could only try her best to deal with and explain a few words to Ye Tiantian. She felt that attitude was false.
Hu Menghan didn't know if Ye Tiantian found out that her attitude was false, but after a few days, when Hu Menghan found that he was starting to think wildly about many actors in the same company, he couldn't help but feel disgusted with himself like this.
But...he couldn't control himself.
Then, for some reason, she remembered the song that Fang Nan asked her to learn to sing when she first met Fang Nan.
——Who taught her to make up / Who taught her to pretend / Armed her face / Facing the storm of growth / Abandoning all kindness / Learning to lie with jealousy / Most afraid of growing up / Slowly becoming worldly and absurd / The bravery of loving someone / Who remembers what it looks like...
——Who taught her makeup/Who taught her to pretend/Paint her appearance carefully/Cover up her naive past/Give up credulity and stubbornness/Learn to compromise and pretend/The most feared growth/Slowly become sophisticated and absurd/Innocent dream/Finally forget it all...
——……I only know the time when I was young/going away in a hurry/the most extravagant wish/just want to never forget my original intention...
When Hu Menghan heard this song for the first time, he only felt that the brisk melody with a little sadness is really very beautiful, and the lyrics are also slightly pretentious, giving people a very deep and aftertaste feeling.
But it was not until this moment that Hu Menghan felt that he had resonated with the song for the first time.
——This is indeed the most frightening growth.When Yang Ziyun said that this is the world of adults, how much Hu Menghan didn't like her tone.She is actually quite repulsed by the fact that the real world is really what Yang Ziyun described...
Perhaps, before Yang Ziyun revealed all this, Hu Menghan felt that this society, this world, was far less beautiful, pure, open and bright than she imagined when she was still on campus...
Fang Nan was surprised by the sudden visit of the girl in sunglasses. He didn't recognize the other party's voice until Hu Menghan spoke, and then welcomed Hu Menghan in.
When Hu Menghan came, Fang Nan was discussing the main body of the new album with Jia Luo, so when Jia Luo saw Hu Menghan appeared, his expression was very unhappy, and he frowned obviously, disgusted that the other party interrupted his work.
However, Hu Menghan was very preoccupied at this time, so he didn't notice the unkind attitude of Fang Nan's mixed-race roommate towards her.
Seeing that her mood was different from before, Fang Nan couldn't help asking, "Why did you come here suddenly? What's the matter?"
Hu Menghan took the citrus juice that Fang Nan handed her, hesitated for a moment, and then asked: "...Mr. Fang, what happened to Sister Yang before... Is what I did very annoying?"
Fang Nan didn't know what happened in Wanzhong, and thought that Hu Menghan was still feeling uneasy about the things he had argued with before, and couldn't help feeling that this girl was too delicate.
He thought for a while and said, "I don't think you're annoying...but I think you're a bit silly."
Fang Nan's words really hit the nail on the head, and Hu Menghan also felt that he was stupid?Others hated her to death, wishing to take away all her acting opportunities, she still foolishly thought that the other party was a good person, and wanted to give the other party the good resources she had.
She showed Fang Nan a smile that looked like she was about to cry, and said, "Mr. Fang, you are right... I am a big fool!"
This reaction was obviously not right, Fang Nan was taken aback for a moment, but she comforted Hu Menghan and asked her what happened.
Hu Menghan told what happened intermittently.
Fang Nan listened and didn't speak for a long time.After a while, he finally said: "I said you are stupid, not scolding you. On the contrary... Actually, I am quite envious of your 'stupid'."
Hu Menghan raised his head in astonishment.
Fang Nan smiled and asked: "Is it a bit strange to say that? However, I think it is actually a very good and enviable thing for a person to be so enthusiastic about being 'stupid'. It shows that you are Well protected, maybe not a lot of bad, ugly, cruel things."
"In the current education model, the younger the child with a better life, the more ideal moral rules are instilled. And this kind of moral rules will become more likely as they grow older and have more contact with life. Become realistic, profit-seeking, indifferent... Our growth process is generally accompanied by two transformations: on the one hand, we go from naive to mature, from naive to accident; on the other hand, we go from noble to vulgar, even despicable .”
"The most ideal state of a person's existence may be that he does not have to go through all kinds of severe tests throughout his life, and he can always be innocent and noble; but the cruelest situation is that he has become despicable before he has time to mature. Can Living the life of the former is a kind of luck that can be encountered but not sought after, while the latter is very sad. But for most of us, it is in a middle state-we are mature, and we are also in the middle. Began to become hypocritical, snobbish, indifferent and selfish."
"Yang Ziyun is like this, or worse, and she is trying to instill this idea in you." Fang Nan said, "You are very painful and hurt, because you actually like her very much and care about her opinion."
"That's why I told you not to regret it before. The more affection you give to her, the more serious you will be hurt. If you knew her thoughts from the beginning when you didn't have any friendship, it wouldn't be so big receive a blow."
"A person becomes impure at the very beginning, in fact, it starts from this step - from this society, from the people you care about, you receive betrayal and hurt, so you gradually become mature, indifferent, and start to learn to restrain yourself Feelings, no longer give unsuspectingly. Start to care about gains and losses and returns, start to become suspicious and hypocritical, still hope that others like themselves, but refuse to give affection and kindness to others easily, so always try to use the mask of a smile Come to deceive others, hoping to deceive people with favor and goodwill."
Hu Menghan listened to Fang Nan's words, and slowly his face stopped wrinkling, showing a dignified expression.
Fang Nan said: "...But Xiao Hu, how can falsehood be exchanged for sincerity? Even if it is exchanged, it will not last long. Whether a person is falsehood or not may not be clear for a day or two, but there is There is a saying called "a long time sees people's hearts", and you will definitely see it after a long time. Faced with a person's sincerity, you will either be willing to give your sincerity over time, or you will eventually be betrayed by the other party because of false friendship. See clearly, lose this sincerity."
"Actually, you shouldn't feel pain and sorrow about Yang Ziyun's matter - you lost her hypocrisy, and she lost your sincere kindness. In this case, it's not clear who has lost the most... ?"
After hearing this, Hu Menghan blinked her eyes, feeling really much better in her heart.
She smiled, but this time she was much more relaxed, and said, "Thank you, Teacher Fang. I feel much better hearing you say that."
Fang Nan also laughed, and continued: "In fact, everyone will always experience this kind of growing pains. Friends parted ways, were betrayed by people who valued them, and treated badly... Xiao Hu, you may feel that this incident is very shocking. , but in fact, in my opinion, what you are doing now is actually nothing."
Hu Menghan was silent for a while, then suddenly asked, "Do you have Teacher Fang too?"
Fang Nan paused in the distance.
Hu Menghan said: "Ah, sorry, I am talking too much."
As a result, I heard Fang Nan reply with a smile: "Of course I did." His tone was flat, and he said with a smile, "At that time, I thought the sky was going to fall, but when I thought about it later, it was just that. "
The author has something to say: I have been in the forum for a while, and it feels really bad.I stopped calling myself a rotten girl a few years ago, because the group of rotten girls has been corrupted too much.My requirement for rot is to "treat all forms of love equally and respect the sexual freedom of others", but in fact most people don't do this.
During this period of time, I saw a bunch of feminists, and my mood became more complicated.
I am personally a born feminist, a born anti-discriminationist of any kind.When I was very young, I would try to influence other people's thoughts in this regard, but I think the so-called "feminism" can only be influenced but not forced.You can encourage your friends to be strong and independent and maintain self-esteem, and you can persuade your relatives to be brave and say no to discrimination and prejudice, but you cannot force anyone, and you cannot use "discrimination against women" as a weapon to attack others.In fact, all fighting behaviors should be for protection and for establishing something... But in fact, many people attack others just to exclude dissidents, and they always elevate one thing to the position of sexism.
I find it unbearable that this group of people is so divisive.
I've never found people of the other gender to be feminists' haters, and on the contrary, I've found many of them to be as reasonable and compassionate as the sane among us, and have an innate reluctance to bully the underprivileged. Speak out about behavior and injustice.A lot of people who defend gays are straight, and a lot of people who speak up for feminism are men.
Whether it is "sexism" or "feminism", it is not anyone's knife.If you are a real feminist and have experienced in your life the injustice this society has done to you, or your friends, relatives, or whatever, then stop making enemies for feminists.On the contrary, we need more understanding, support, peaceful and in-depth communication, and strive for the strength that can be won together, whether it is male or female.
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