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Except for the extremely cold winter that year, the temperature in this city basically did not change much, and the weather forecast was accurate most of the time.

Zhou Mu's positioning of himself is more accurate than the weather forecast, because every time there is a situation where Xu Zhi doesn't know him, his self-introduction is, "I am Zhou Mu."

He introduced himself to Xu Zhi six times, and the seventh time, he got the script of the heroine of the novel.

Ji Peiqing listened to Zhou Mu's careful recollection of Xu Zhi's first relapse, and couldn't help but think of something he heard from Wen Shuyao.

At that time, Wen Shuyao had just returned to China and became a graduate student of his supervisor.

Wen Shuyao once mentioned his neighbor's delusional younger brother by accident.

"Perhaps in the eyes of most people, he is a very typical case," Wen Shuyao said, "but some people think he should be."

At that time, he was having unreasonable thoughts about Wen Shuyao, so he was not interested in other people.

Thinking about it carefully, the person who said this should be Zhou Mu.

Zhou Mu didn't stay in the hospital much, he booked a room in a nearby hotel, and worked overtime every day after returning from the hospital to deal with the work.

At the beginning of this year, the company opened the first "Technology Travel" themed youth hotel in other cities.

The hotel has been well received since its opening. With this hotel, the company has successfully opened up foreign markets. Zhou Mu has been busy since the beginning of the year.

At the beginning of this month, the company's second out-of-town youth hotel opened. At that time, Xu Zhi was still working in the software company and skipped a week's shift to accompany Zhou Mu to cut the ribbon.

The hotel was built by the sea, and Zhou Mu asked people to reserve the room with the best view and the highest configuration, and put up a small wooden signboard saying "Exclusively for Xu Zhi".

The room has a large circular balcony, and you can hear the sound of the waves when you open the bedroom window.

Xu Zhi bought more than a dozen conch shells at once, and neatly stacked them on the bedside.

When the two were making love, Xu Zhi would call Zhou Mu's name while sweating profusely, then bit Zhou Mu's ear dishonestly and said to Zhou Mu, "Senior, I love you so much."

When Xu Zhi stayed in the hospital for the 15th day, Ji Peiqing finally relented and his family members could visit him.

The hospital has a very regular work and rest schedule. Family members are only allowed to visit after the doctors and nurses have checked the room at [-] am.

In the morning, Ji Peiqing came to inspect the house in person, and told Xu Zhi, "I can see my family today."

Xu Zhi has been asking almost every day for the past ten days, whether Zhou Mu has come today, but at this time he is a little afraid to ask.

His illness has been repeated 8 times in 7 years. Zhou Mu has been with him since he was 20 years old. Zhou Mu is 27 years old this year.

Many people can't imagine and can't bear such a ridiculous thing that their lover wakes up and doesn't recognize themselves.

"Is anyone coming to see me?" Xu Zhi asked in a soft voice while sitting on the bed wearing a loose hospital gown, lowering his head and not looking at Ji Peiqing.

He looked like a kitten who was mercilessly thrown out of the house because he scratched his master with his paws. He nestled alone and alone in a corner of the hospital bed, looking down at the pair of hospital-standard white slippers on his feet.

"It's already here," Ji Peiqing reached out to pat him on the shoulder, "Zhou Mu is here to see you."

"It's here." Xu Zhi said softly, then asked Ji Peiqing for a pair of sneakers, and followed him to the family.

Zhou Mu came with Wen Shuyao. After Wen Shuyao arrived, he went directly to Ji Peiqing's office, and he sat on a chair and waited.

"Zhou Mu."

A small voice came from behind, Zhou Mu was stunned, and quickly stood up and turned around.

Xu Zhi looked up at him slightly, and smiled at him, "You..."

But he didn't know what he actually wanted to say. He wanted to say whether you miss me, whether you want to hug me, whether you still like me, but he didn't say a word.

He only said one word you, and his vision blurred.

Zhou Mu walked around the back of the chair, stretched out his arms and hugged him into his arms, lowered his head slightly and whispered into his ear, "Doctor Ji is good or bad, I come every day, just don't let me see you."

Xu Zhi cried even harder, sobbing, he reasoned with Zhou Mu, "During the closed treatment period, no one is allowed to see family members."

He cried so much that he said a sentence several times.

Zhou Mu patted him on the back a few times to help him calm down, "Yes, but I miss you so much."

Zhou Mu asked him, "Do you miss me?"

Xu Zhi nodded, and hummed heavily in a nasal voice.

"Shu Yao is here too," Zhou Mu let go of him, reached out to help him wipe away his tears, and asked him, "Do you want to see him?"

"No more," Xu Zhi shook his head, "He came to find Dr. Ji."

Zhou Mu also laughed, didn't ask any more questions, and asked Xu Zhi, "Do you want to go out for a walk?"

Xu Zhi nodded, remembering that Zhou Mu said that he came to the hospital every day, so he asked him, "You have been away for so long, is there any problem with your work?"

"No problem." Zhou Mu said, completely ignoring the recent situation of staying up late at night and working overtime to deal with work.

Xu Zhi opened his mouth to ask something, but Zhou Mu suddenly laughed. He reached out and squeezed Xu Zhi's face, teasing him, "Get fatter."

Xu Zhi raised his hand, hooked Zhou Mu's fingers, and said reassuringly, "The food here is not bad."

Zhou Mu nodded, took him by the hand and walked into the yard, saying as he walked, "I can see that there is some flesh on my face."

Xu Zhi looked at him without blinking, "Maybe this is really a place to feed pigs."

Before Zhou Mu could speak, Xu Zhi said again, "You know what? The patient who lives next door to me, he sees all the people as small animals, and wonders if there are any pigs."

Zhou Mu froze for a moment, unable to laugh at all.

Xu Zhi pursed his lips, and continued to walk around the yard with Zhou Mu.

Now is the time for free activities, and some patients with mild symptoms and non-aggressive symptoms are allowed to move alone.

The courtyard of the hospital was huge, and Xu Zhi was afraid of the sun, so he dragged Zhou Mu to walk under the shadow of the courtyard wall.

Zhou Mu pulled Xu Zhi, and said to Xu Zhi without hesitation, "You have gone too far this time."

Xu Zhi nodded honestly, but couldn't help but quibble for himself in a low voice, "This disease is like this."

"Then why did you only forget about me?" Zhou Mu squeezed Xu Zhi's hand with some strength, and said with some dissatisfaction.

Xu Zhi would forget about Zhou Mu every time he relapsed, and even Wen Shuyao couldn't explain clearly.

At that time, Wen Shuyao also specially called his teacher who was far away from abroad. The old man was very considerate and said, "Every patient has his own world."

Every mentally ill person has his own small world. Their perspective and perception of the world may be something that many people will never be able to imagine and understand.

Every psychopath thus experiences a loneliness in which no one else can participate.

"I can't help it," Xu Zhi shook Zhou Mu's hand, coaxing Zhou Mu in a low voice, "I promise I won't do it next time."

After he said this, the two fell silent at the same time.

Xu Zhi suddenly pointed to a young girl squatting in the corner and said, "This is Xiao Cheng who lives on the third floor. I heard from Brother Pei that she has serious cognitive impairment."

Zhou Mu looked in the direction of Xu Zhishou, and indeed saw a girl in a loose hospital gown. The girl was very small, she looked no more than 20 years old, and she was squatting under the courtyard wall and talking repeatedly.

Xu Zhi said, "It is said that she treats everything as an object of conversation. Recently, a twig sapling grew in the corner of the wall, and she has been guarding it for several days."

"But she is actually in a relatively good situation in the courtyard," Xu Zhi said, "On the same floor as me, there is an elder brother who lives with a severe split personality, and the second personality is a hypothetical murderer who often yells and kills, so even It's time for activities, and he can't be allowed to act on his own."

"There is another patient on the fifth floor, everyone said..."

"Xu Zhi," Zhou Mu interrupted Xu Zhi and asked him, "Do you want to be discharged from the hospital?"

Xu Zhi didn't answer him right away, he took Zhou Mu to a big tree, stretched out his hand to scratch on the rough trunk, and choked up when he spoke again, "I can't get out."

Zhou Mu took his hand, walked in front of him, pressed his forehead against him, and said to him, "If you can come up with something, I'll go through the formalities now."

Xu Zhi never thought he was a person who could cry very well, but he could never stop crying when facing Zhou Mu.

He can accept that he is a hopeless mental patient, but he can't face the fact that he will forget Zhou Mu every time.

"Senior," Xu Zhi wiped his face with his hand, and said while crying, "What should I do?"

"Xu Zhi, it's okay, take your time," Zhou Mu rubbed the tip of his nose against the side of Xu Zhi's face, and said patiently, "I will stay with you."

"Actually," Xu Zhi sniffed, "I'm actually very afraid that you won't come. I didn't sleep all night last night, and I'm afraid that no one will come to see me today."

"Xu Zhi," Zhou Mu put his hand on Xu Zhi's chin, and told Xu Zhi, "I will come wherever you are."

"But..." Xu Zhi's words were interrupted by Zhou Mu.

Zhou Mu said, "No but."

The walls of the hospital are so high that the wind can’t penetrate them, and the river of time will slow down here. Zhou Mu took Xu Zhi’s hand and walked along the high walls. People passing by heard the sentence:

"I love you."

"I love you."

"I love you."

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