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There is a red-crowned crane buried in his heart, "Even if I am firmly materialistic all my life..." Premier Zhou's "I have been a firm materialist all my life, only you, I hope to have an afterlife."

"Zhan Xin'an.

"I have always loved words, or because I dropped out of school at an early age, my devout heart for writing has not been obliterated by heavy schoolwork. I often pay attention to the choice of words and sentences, and take pleasure in this. Looking back on half my life, the rhetoric that is carefully considered is often used to make excuses and see the wind Make the rudder. I have never left a word or a sentence for the cherished people and precious things.

"So I wrote this to make up for what I owed. This book is a declaration and a remorse.

"My name is Wu Shenyuan, and my hometown is Fulin District. I applied to join the Tongpao Association ten years ago. Later, I was reused by the organization to settle down in Huai City and secretly engage in underground work in the association.

"In the past ten years, more than a thousand basic information on Huai City's geography, transportation, and military affairs have been collected and compiled. More than a hundred secret information from the Huai City Government, the Ministry of Industry, and foreign governments. More than ten pieces of important information on the transfer of arms from various districts to Huai City—unfinished and All unreported ones are cached in 3AVIXYAE.

"The proclamation has been finished, read it here and burn it.

"Because of the improvement of the new encryption method, the beginning and the following content are quite suspicious of making up the word count, but it is sincere and sincere. If you are free, you can read it all together.

"This letter is a precaution. If it is published, it means that my identity has been exposed and this life will end. I have only been alive for 32 years, and I have to be ashamed.

"One is to be ashamed of my mother and colleagues.

"I still remember the banquet in front of the fire in the first lunar month. Xiao Chen told me that the old mother, wife and children at home often sent letters to tell him not to ask him to have big things, but to ask him to be safe and prosperous, but he was not filial to his son. He didn't even dare to explain his duties to his family. Whenever I think about sending a white-haired person to a black-haired person in the future, I feel guilty.

"After Xiao Chen died, I sent the pension and relics to his home, and his mother asked me: Why did my son die?

"I saw his wife, children, and old mother weeping, as if seeing his seventy-year-old mother. After a long silence, he said solemnly: He died, and he died for the sake of the mothers of the world. Lost love.

"I recall with regret that when I joined the association ten years ago, I also wrote down such a long-cherished wish in my volunteer letter - there is no injustice under the blue sky, and all are equal wherever the sun rises.

"I have fought for my promises and ideals for half my life, and I have never seen such a peaceful scene with my own eyes, but fortunately, there are thousands of people who share my heart, and there are still comrades in the same rank today.

"If I die and go back to that winter day, facing Xiao Chen, and facing the millions of colleagues waiting for me to relay, how should I tell it? Thinking of this, I am not afraid of death, but feel a little ashamed and apprehensive.

"Even though I was firm in materialism all my life, I believed in the theory of reincarnation for a moment when I rested my eyes.

"If we can't meet after death, we will definitely meet a hundred years later, when the mountains and rivers will be prosperous, and our long-cherished wish will come true.

"Second, I am ashamed of my teacher.

"Mr. Yue once taught me that his students should realize the value of life to the fullest, and then think about things after death. But I failed the teacher's high expectations and died silently before my forties. I dare not say anything short The significance of years is extraordinary, and I dare not say that the moment of death is heroic and splendid.

"But I keep in mind the teaching of Yue Lao, and do my best to shine in my daily activities. Even if it doesn't work as a bomb, it can also be used as a match point to burn a little mark on history.

"The third is to be ashamed of Tong Qiu.

"I was busy with work, and I spent very few New Year's Eve with her. Last Spring Festival, I said that I would go home to eat the dumplings made by her next New Year's Eve. I don't know if I can fulfill my promise this time.

"Although Tong Qiu is not good at expressing, his heart is gentle and friendly. He has never complained about my busyness and slip of the tongue, but he is considerate and caring towards me. But as an elder brother, I know that Tong Qiu is reticent, but I don't know how to solve her problems comfortably. , Every time I default, I always feel ashamed of her, and I don't know how to make up for it.

"It would be the best if she can live a smooth life. If she can meet a bosom friend or partner who truly understands her, I will trade my remaining years for it, and I will not hesitate.

"The last shame is the lover who can't let go of me the most.

"When the crabapple tree bloomed in the courtyard of Liluofang the year before last, you said you were tired of seeing the flower and wanted to cut it down and plant another one.

"When I saw the flowers blooming on the trees, I couldn't help but feel that it would be a pity to cut them off. I asked what do you want to plant?

"You can talk about phoenix trees, the phoenix trees in the deep courtyard have a good meaning.

"I can't laugh or cry, so why cut it off? In spring, the crabapple flowers bloom, and in autumn, the leaves of the phoenix tree fall. There are two seasons.

"It's okay if you say so, so I moved a sycamore seedling in the yard with me. Unfortunately, it was not graceful and covered, and the seedling withered and died early. You lamented that your luck was bad, and you could meet liars when you bought seedlings.

"I don't know where you buried the dead seedlings, when I went to Liluofang recently, it was gone.

"Niantang, I don't often dream, but one day I was trapped in a dream and tossed and turned, I seemed to be attached to that sycamore seedling - from the first time I saw you to being buried by your own hands, the soil covered my sight .My heart was full of unexplainable sadness, but when I woke up and saw you sleeping next to me, it all melted away.

"I personally hope that this book will be dusty, which means that I will still see you when I wake up.

"Niantang, you once asked me to give you an explanation, as long as it is a fixed number, I can wait as long as possible. But my own life is hanging on the tip of the knife, how can He De make you feel at ease.

"If you see these words, I'm probably no longer alive, I hope the rest of your life will be smooth and safe.

"If a hundred years from now, there will really be the prosperous age of mountains and rivers that I longed for, no matter who you were born, female or male.

"Niantang, I will marry you.

……

There was a long silence under the candlelight, and a needle could be heard.

Boss Yangzhi opened his lips with great effort, and said: "The ciphertext and key have been encrypted twice, and this is the decrypted content."

Yu Yao replied: "The place where the documents are hidden..."

"It's a very simple ciphertext. The Shenyuan may want to get insurance again. I will send someone to get it." The boss said solemnly, "So far, it has been confirmed that Wu Shenyuan died."

After his voice fell, the atmosphere was as quiet as before.

"That..." Wu Tongqiu's voice trembled, and he raised his hand and said, "I'm sorry...go out for a while."

Yu Yao didn't stop her, and after a while, Wu Tongqiu's crying sound came from the next door, which was placed against a wall, and the voice became muffled and forbearing.Like a small needle, it pierces people's eardrums and hearts little by little.

"Then everyone, pay attention to safety these days," Yu Yao pursed his lower lip, breaking the silence, and said, "I have already arranged for Tong Qiu's transfer, and there is... Boss Nian."

Yu Yao glanced at Nian Tang who was sitting at the door with his back to the candlelight, and said, "If you need..."

"I don't need it," Niantang interrupted him without looking back, "I don't understand what's wrong with you, why did you ask me to come to this kind of party."

Yu Yao opened his mouth, but saw Xu Zhiyuan stretching out his hand to him beside him, Yu Yao understood it, and put the earring engraved with the key into his palm.

Xu Zhiyuan walked over, returned the earrings to Nian Tang, and said, "You should keep this one."

Niantang has been calm and calm, but when he saw this earring, he seemed to be burned by a fire, and said: "Throw it away."

Xu Zhiyuan kept the posture of handing him the earrings, and Niantang repeated: "I said, throw it away."

Xu Zhiyuan said: "You will regret it if you throw it away."

"Regret..." Niantang seemed to have heard a joke, a few laughs were like a fire starter, and his loss of control was blown out, he said, "What did he mean by writing this? Didn't he just want me to regret it. "

Niantang stood up, he could hear that he was trying to calm down his emotions, but his voice could not stop trembling, he said: "Wu Shenyuan is so noble, do I have to touch one more fucking, and cry again Last two hours? I’m so sorry, I’ve lived heartlessly for nearly 30 years, and he’s not a Buddha, so just a few words can’t turn me into a Bodhisattva.”

"He confesses his, and I hate mine." When Niantang turned his head, Xu Zhiyuan finally saw his eyes, which were as red as two drops of blood, and he said, "I can't forgive a dead person."

After finishing speaking, the earring fell to the ground, Niantang put on his clothes, rushed to the door, and staggered by the threshold.

His back was clearly walking on the road without shaking, and he didn't look embarrassed, but he seemed to be tripped at any time.