i might not like you
Chapter 114
"Are you leaving so soon?" An Shuya put down her coffee cup and said in surprise, "Mingxi, have you really thought it through?"
"It may be a disrespect to your grandfather and uncle to say that," An Shuya said seriously, "but as a woman, there is nothing more important than meeting a man worthy of love and cherish. A person may travel to many places in his life, cross bridges in many places, see clouds in many shapes, and drink many kinds of wine, but he will only love a person who is at his best age.”
If the mother is still alive, that's probably what she can do, Mingxi is a little distracted and thinks that An Shuya may not be a qualified daughter-in-law of the clan, but she is undoubtedly a good mother, no matter for Mingxi or Li Shengyu.Although more often she agrees with her husband's words and deeds like most women, but this does not prevent her from having her own independent thoughts and daring to express them. The reason why Shuya can always have a say when making important decisions in this family.
"Zhilong said let me go" Thinking of his lover who said so hard to let him go that day, Mingxi couldn't express the complexity in his heart, "I want to go selfishly"
"You're right." Holding her hand, An Shuya patted her lightly and said, "I'm not selfish, it's my fault, it's best for you to do this."
An Shuya is not a stupid person, you can understand it after thinking about it carefully, the reason why the two of them do this is that love sometimes has to succumb in the face of reality, but Mingxi and Quan Zhilong know how to sacrifice themselves for each other.
Now is the era of BIGBANG and Quan Zhilong. Their popularity and influence in Asia and even the whole world have reached a level unimaginable by previous idols. Therefore, YG or Yang Hyun-seok absolutely does not allow anything that may affect them at this time. Seeing their development happen, and Quan Zhilong's persistence in this matter made Yang Xianshi realize the seriousness of this matter. Quan Zhilong may not care about what happens in the end, but he can't care about BIGBANG and grow together , The members who have experienced so much together, not to mention that if something really happens, all the pressure and blame will eventually fall on Mingxi, and this is the last thing Quan Zhilong wants to see .
For Ming Xi, the pressure from Chong An Tang and the disapproval from relatives are the most uncomfortable. Even though Quan Zhilong knew early on that it would not be so easy to be recognized, he did not expect to face such a difficult situation. It seemed that he was more kind and better communicated in his imagination, but it gave him a bigger problem.
In the end, both of them compromised for the sake of each other. Although An Shuya felt distressed, there was nothing she could do.
"Nothing to do today?" An Shuya asked suddenly, thinking of something, "Let him come to eat at home."
Seeing An Shuya who was obviously stunned by Mingxi's sudden words, she blinked her eyes.
"Call him to come over." Standing up and walking to the kitchen, An Shuya opened the refrigerator and checked, "Although it was a bit sudden, but you are not here, we don't need to worry about lunch at all."
Mingxi looked at An Shuya who had already made a decision to take things out of the refrigerator, so she had to pick up the phone.
"Remember to tell him that his aunt likes pansies," An Shuya said while busy with the kitchen.
Ming Xi replied with a smile.
Li Minyuan is a workaholic, and the cases in his hands can never be finished, 360 five days a year, 360 five days a year, if there is no reminder from An Shuya, there is no rest day for him, in today's situation The day is just right.
The purple pansy has trembling dewdrops, beautiful but not burdensome.An Shuya was obviously satisfied, and Quan Zhilong breathed a sigh of relief.
"Take him to your room to have a look." An Shuya, who was looking for a suitable vase with flowers in her hand, turned her head and said to Mingxi, "Come down for dinner later."
If Ming Xi wanted to refuse, when he saw someone with exactly the same eyes as Quan Jiahu, he still took it back in a funny way.
Quan Zhilong stood in front of a wall-high bookshelf, with high eyebrows and an indescribably strange expression on his face.
Ming Xi looked at the bookshelf filled with books slowly, and somehow made him feel strange.
"I didn't expect that you still have this kind of book." He stretched out his hand and opened the glass door, and slid his fingers along the rows of books on the high place, ""Doraemon", "Chibi Maruko"..."
"Every birthday, oppa will give me a set of similar comics." Mingxi looked at Quan Zhilong with a funny look at the set of "Transformers" that he had only read once, "Take it back to read, but remember Give me"
"But the rest is completely Lee Myung Hee's stay." Putting away the comic books that are hard to buy now, Quan Zhilong looked at the big books on the bookshelf and said, caught a glimpse of the gayageum in the corner of the room, and looked at Ming Hee's eyes Even more surprised, "Do you know Gayageum?"
"I learned it before, but I haven't touched it for a long time." Ming Xi closed the door of the bookcase and turned his head.
"That's right, you can play the piano well too." Quan Zhilong hugged her and smiled lightly, "But why can't you sing?"
If there is anything that Mingxi can't learn, it is probably singing. Even if he has a top Asian rapper boyfriend, it doesn't help.
"Probably reserved for you to make up for"
Where Mingxi didn't see it, the corners of Leader Quan's mouth turned up slightly.
When Quan Zhilong deliberately wants to please a woman, this is an easy thing to do, especially when the woman is a little old, and the host and guest enjoy the meal.
The author has something to say:
☆、Concert of two people
In the evening, the Seoul Olympic Gymnastics Arena is extremely empty, and the staff have already left work. The feeling that there are only two people in the entire gymnasium makes people feel closer to each other.
"Be careful under your feet" Quan Zhilong led Mingxi to walk in the dark, reminding her of all kinds of sundries under her feet.
The huge stage has basically been set up. Even without dazzling lights, Mingxi can feel how crazy it will be here in a few nights.
"Follow me" pulled Mingxi, Quan Zhilong walked to the center of the stage, the only light in the audience was quietly waiting for the only protagonist, "Look, our stage belongs to us"
Looking at the tens of thousands of densely packed auditoriums, Mingxi stared at his lover beside him, even if he simply stood on the stage, his whole person seemed to be different, confident and powerful, that It is the G-Dragon that belongs to the stage.
"Zhilong" Mingxi asked softly, "I don't know if I can share your stage with you, I don't seem to have that confidence"
"How could it be?" Quan Zhilong walked to the edge of the stage and sat down, patted the side to signal Mingxi, "Close your eyes and imagine that the Milky Way below becomes a starry galaxy. Become a star and make this stage brighter"
Face to face in the dark, smelling each other's breath, Ming Xi leaned his head on his chest, listening to his steady and powerful heartbeat, and said softly: "Thinking of us being together, I can do it"
Quan Zhilong just let out a "hmm", and after a while, he suddenly tightened his arms, hugged her deeper into his arms, found the cherry lips accurately in the dark, and kissed her deeply...
"I'll wait for you to come back." He paused, the corners of his lips were slightly bitter, and there was endless sadness hidden in his tone, "So..."
Ming Xi only felt his heart swell and hurt as if he had been stung by a bee, and he actually forced him to such a point, buried his head deeper in the man's arms, "I'm sorry, and, I love you"
It's late at night but I can't sleep
struggle with exacerbated headaches
Tossing and turning until I got lost in thought and grabbed my pen again
I have my philosophy in the uninterrupted lyrics I'm writing
White smoke surrounds my room like homesweethome
I've been here since I was 13
My biggest weapon is my confidence
……
Quan Zhilong hummed softly, one song after another, until this "Youth", compared to his own works, the songs interspersed in their love are more other songs, until this "Youth", BIGBANG or Quan Zhilong’s personal style is more about the parting and tragedy of love, but this song really makes more people feel the real Quan Zhilong, this controversial boy is trying to prove himself .
i'm so sorry but i love you
It's all lies
i'm so sorry but i love you
I lost you unknowingly when I said hurtful words
i'm so sorry but i love you
It's all lies i'msosorry, butiloveyou
i'm so sorry but i love you
You who left me please allow me to forget you slowly and let me feel the pain
.......
Familiar melody, this song really gave BIGBANG and Quan Zhilong a place in Korean music. Quan Zhilong can't remember how many times he sang it, but every time he feels different.
"Encore that only belongs to you" took Mingxi's hand and stood up slowly, "Dancewithme"
The intimate dance steps like a playful stroll, the intertwined shadows, everything seems to have nothing to do with parting.
Could This Belove
WokeUpThisMorningJustSatInMyBed
8a.m. First ThingInMyHead
Is ACertain Someone Who's Always On My Mind
……
……
Could This Be Love That I Feel
So Strong So Deep And So Real
IfILostYouWouldIeverHeal
Could This Be Love That I Feel
Could This Be Love That I Feel
At the end of the song, Ming Xi spread out his palms, taking advantage of the dim moonlight, the yellowish beef bone dice seemed to be glowing, the exquisite dice and the red beans, do you know the lovesickness?
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☆, parting is imminent
"If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh." Anaya looked at Mingxi who sat down after saying goodbye to everyone, and said, "It's ugly."
When everyone in the history department learned that Mingxi was about to study abroad, they prepared a farewell party, and even Anaya, a non-staff member of the history department, was pulled over.
"Really?" Ming Xi touched his hot face from drinking, "Probably true."
"Have you drank a lot?" Anaya looked at her friend who couldn't tell from the outside, "I didn't even know you had such a good drinker."
"Brother TOP told Zhilong like this last time." Mingxi turned to look at Anaya and said, "Did you really drink a lot? Zhilong doesn't like me drinking too much."
"So reluctant, why do you have to leave?" Leaning together quietly, the wind from the Han River blew in, making people shiver involuntarily.
"Obviously I'm sad, but I still have to smile hard, I'm obviously lonely, and I still want to be alone, I'm obviously confused, but I still keep silent; I'm obviously reluctant, I'm obviously unable to let go, but I still want to let go." The neon lights at night are gorgeous even in winter Huanhua, Mingxi said, "Zhilong said that I am used to this kind of life, but I don't feel it myself. I don't know why he would think so?"
"Aren't you tired?" Anaya looked at her friend who was completely different from usual, and knew how difficult it was for her to say these words.
"Why do you feel that I am tired from living?" Mingxi brushed his hair that was blown by the wind, looked at the river, remembered something and smiled, "Who knows how many people want to live like this and can't get it?" of"
"Anaya, we are different." Tightening the coat on Anaya, Mingxi lowered his voice, "I am willing to sacrifice myself for the clan, but you, your clan, is not yours, it is just your father's." , so even if you don't care about it, your mother's feelings still affect your concept of love, marriage, and family."
"How many special families like ours are there?" Anaya shrugged her shoulders handsomely and stood up, "Don't be happy alone, if you have a good man, please introduce it to me."
"Aren't you an unmarriageist?" This is the first time Mingxi heard Anaya say this. Anaya, who can be regarded as an absolute beauty, does not lack suitors, whether it is in school or in society, "Why now changed again"
"Even someone like Li Mingxi can become like this for love..." Anaya thought for a while, "It's so different, it seems that love is really a magical thing, why should I feel what it is like? magic?"
"Even if I say no to getting married." Holding her friend's arm, Anaya's voice was imperceptibly helpless, "How could my family agree? Instead of marrying the person my father chose, I might as well seize the opportunity myself."
"Is it okay even if you stay in Korea?" Although Mingxi chose to study abroad, Mingxi knew that Anaya had no plan to spend her whole life abroad.
"It's better than sharing your husband with others." Anaya pulled Mingxi and ran forward, "It's so cold, let's go, go sleep at my place today."
After finishing the practice, Quan Zhilong looked at the young and old standing in front of him, then at the empty practice room, and sighed helplessly, "What's wrong?"
In fact, Quan Zhilong somewhat understood Shengli's intention to block him in private. It was probably the news that Mingxi was leaving that stimulated the child.
"I heard that nuna is leaving in two days." Sure enough, Shengli asked hesitantly, "How could it be so fast?"
"Now that the decision has been made, it is better to go there sooner than procrastinate," Quan Zhilong said.
In these years, Ming Xi never hid his yearning for the vast world from himself, and at that time, he thought that when she walked the world, there would be a company beside her.
"Is it because of me?" Shengli asked a little uneasy.
"How could it be because of you?" Quan Zhilong patted the youngest on the shoulder, "It's already been decided."
"But at least you have to wait until your concert is over." The more Seungri thought about it, the more he felt it was possible, "Everyone knows how important this is to you, how could there be no nuna?"
"Actually, brother Zhilong, the day you went to Andong to find nuna" probably blamed yourself too much, Shengli said, "nuna's grandfather met me, and I said that my brother was too busy preparing for the concert and didn't have time to meet nuna , nuna is useless in Seoul”
"It has nothing to do with this," Quan Zhilong explained, "It's a plane ticket sent by a British professor. It seems that the professor is doing a project on Asian history, so it would be helpful for her to go there earlier."
"Really?" Looking at Quan Zhilong who nodded his head, Victory finally breathed a sigh of relief, but immediately said, "Can't we postpone it for a day? This is my first solo concert. If you miss it, you can come again." no more"
"Let's go first." Pointing to the practice room, Quan Zhilong pushed Shengli, "I will go to the dormitory after practice."
"Brother Zhilong should go on a date with nuna, why go back to the dormitory..." Shengli was pushed out of the door before he finished speaking, stared hard at the closed door, and left helplessly.
In the practice room where the music reverberated, Quan Zhilong stood still for a long time.
The author has something to say: When is there an extra cover?really weird
☆、Parting ([-])
Finally, when the day of parting came, the heavens were not so beautiful, and the heavy snow fell from the night before, without resting for a moment, and the ground was covered with thick snow.Mingxi didn't sleep well, and had a dream intermittently. In the dream, she returned to Chong'an Hall, sitting in an empty room, with a brown chessboard in front of her, with no pieces on it, quietly Looking at the acacia tree, let the mottled light fall on his face and body.Quan Zhilong's figure appeared under the tree under the sunlight, but when she got up to look for it, it always disappeared.
"Since you're gone, don't come back again." With an almost cruel smile, he said this sentence, and then his face became blurred. Mingxi was terrified, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab it—she was sweating coldly. Woke up dripping.
The sky is not completely bright yet, and the curtains are drawn, and the sky and the earth are completely white.
As the largest airport in Korea - Incheon International Airport, planes take off and land almost every minute, not many people came to see Mingxi off, only Lee Minwon and his wife, Anaya and Kim Soo Hyun.
An Shuya put her arms around Mingxi who was carrying simple luggage, she couldn't help but shed tears, and said with distressed eyes: "Even if you want to leave, there is no need to be in such a hurry, this year must be over anyway, so Big snow... I don't know what you are anxious about, but if I want you to go to study abroad, you should wait until the end of the Chinese New Year, when the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming..." Looking at the flying snow all over the sky , she turned her head and gave Li Minyuan a dissatisfied look.
"Auntie" Mingxi said with a smile, "I have to go early and late, even if I missed this year's cold winter, next year's cold winter will also have to suffer outside... Since it is the path I chose, So no matter what, I won’t feel bitter.”
She said it very seriously, but it was true.
An Shuya actually understands that this is the last resort now, no matter for Mingxi or Quan Zhilong, wait for the last two or three years...
"I'll keep an eye on the drama for you, don't worry." Kim Soo Hyun stepped forward to hug the slender girl, "You are familiar with the director too, so don't worry."
"Teacher, thank you." Mingxi felt a little sour in his heart, "taught me such things"
"Silly boy, take care of yourself"
"I brought so little things." An Shuya looked at Mingxi's simple luggage and frowned, "It's less than your oppa. You'll only know the things you're used to when you go abroad, and you won't get used to them if you don't have them."
"There's nothing I can do now." An Shuya could only say, "I'll send it to you when you arrive."
"It's okay, Auntie" Mingxi said, "I will be fine..."
"Open it and have a look." An Shuya took out a small jewelry box from her bag and handed it to Mingxi. It was a pair of pearl earrings. The small pearls were inlaid on the silver claws, beautiful and elegant. .
"This is?"
"It was given to me by your mother back then, and we are exactly the same." Looking at the things in the box, the eyes of the old man appeared, and An Shuya's eyes were also red, "Your mother gave you to me to take care of you. But it has been doing badly”
"I wanted to give this to you a long time ago, but I wanted to keep it for myself." Wiping away tears, An Shuya took Mingxi's hand and said, "It seems that giving you is the best, your mother Looking at it in the sky is probably also happy.”
Mingxi's tears fell down uncontrollably. As a result, An Shuya couldn't help but hugged her and cried bitterly. Even Kim Soo-hyun felt uncomfortable, but Anaya stood there Keeping looking at the door, as if waiting for someone, Ming Xi naturally noticed the strangeness.
Tonight is his first solo concert in his life, and he should be busy right now, so he had already agreed that he would not come to see him off, but she, like Anaya, was not sure whether he would come or not.
Mingxi's mood is a bit complicated, he is looking forward to Quan Zhilong's coming, but also thinking that it would be better if he doesn't come...
The author has something to say: If you are sleepy, do less today and work harder tomorrow
☆、Parting ([-])
"Mingxi" Li Minyuan did not know when he came to An Shuya and Mingxi's side. Ever since Quan Zhilong went to Chong'an Hall, Li Minyuan hadn't talked to Mingxi like this for a long time. An Shuya got up in her arms, looked at her seriously several times, then sighed softly, and said, "Don't blame uncle."
"What does the road I want to take have anything to do with my uncle?" Ming Xi said, "This is my own choice. No matter how hard it is, I will never regret it."
Li Minyuan's heart, Mingxi can more or less understand it, probably because the eldest brother who was raised as a grandson died young, and the Chong'an Hall that should belong to the eldest brother finally fell on him, making him feel that no matter what Good things are not enough for the only niece, but Mingxi is a child who needs to be worried, so when Quan Zhilong, who does not meet Li Minyuan's requirements, appears, his opposition will come so thoroughly .
In the years since she came to Datang, she has never done anything that really went against her will. Everything is acceptable within the bottom line.
"Good boy..." Seeing Mingxi like this, Li Minyuan suddenly didn't know what to say to this niece, and he also suddenly understood what his father meant—this child has a persistence that no one else can change.Maybe it's because of this, even if she travels far away, she doesn't need to be worried, she has the ability to take care of herself...
"I will take care of myself." Mingxi raised his head for a while, forced a smile to hold back his tears and said, "It's not that uncle and aunt don't know me, so don't worry, uncle and aunt should also take care of themselves, oppa is not around, grandpa is old It's getting bigger too..."
"Don't worry about the family, we will take good care of your grandfather." An Shuya was very sad by Mingxi's words, she wiped the corners of her eyes twice and smiled: "You only take care of yourself, don't let us worry, that's all. Just remember to call home, don't save money, and don't get too tired..."
Mingxi shook An Shuya's hand and nodded.
The snow was falling more and more heavily, she subconsciously looked back at the direction outside the airport, and saw the vast expanse of whiteness, sighed softly from the bottom of her heart, as if she didn't see Anaya's anxious state, she hugged her relatives and friends goodbye.
"The snow is so heavy, I don't know if the plane will..." An Shuya hugged her and said distressedly: "You have not been in good health since you were a child, how about..."
Li Minyuan frowned and came over to grab her arm, stopped her, and only waved to Mingxi: "Go."
He helped An Shuya to turn sideways and stopped looking at her.
Mingxi was also sad in her heart, but this sadness couldn't suppress her yearning for freedom. After saluting deeply, she strode towards the boarding gate.
"Mingxi—" Anaya took two quick steps, grabbed Mingxi's sleeve, and said in a low voice: "Wait a little longer, he said he would come..."
Ming Xi took a deep breath, slowly pulled his sleeves out of Anaya's hands, and also replied in a low voice: "Whether he comes or not, and whether I wait or not, it doesn't make any difference. Coming here will only add to the sadness.”
"nuna!" Panting, Shengli stopped in front of Mingxi while supporting his knees, "Finally, finally caught up."
"Shengxian, why are you here?" Ming Xi hurriedly supported him, and Sheng Xian, who had already received a farewell message, came in a snowy day, and it was impossible not to be moved.
"Nuna didn't even tell me what time the plane is." Shengli snorted, "It took me a long time to call and ask the airport service desk before I found out, and it ended up being blocked by heavy snow."
"I'm afraid you're angry with me." Mingxi smiled wryly, "Nuna should say I'm sorry for keeping it from you for so long."
Long time no see, Ming Xi has lost a lot of weight, and the already thin person also looks pale.
"Nuna said I'm sorry, so I'll forgive nuna." Hugging Mingxi vigorously, Seungri said in a nasal voice, "You can't hide it from me anymore, even with Brother Zhilong, nuna still likes me the most in BIGBANG just do it"
"Understood." Ming Xi helped him straighten the snowflakes on his temples, still smiling, his voice lowered unnaturally, "You are my younger brother, the younger brother who fell by my side because of stealing peaches when I was young."
"Yes, there is no need to steal in the end, I don't know how many peaches in Chong'an Hall have been eaten," Shengli said.
"It's not just peaches," Mingxi continued, "I don't know how many pastries are."
Seungri spread his arms and hugged her like he did when he was a child, "Take care of yourself, I will help you look after Brother Zhilong"
"Seung Hyun" Myung Hee looked into his eyes, "Thank you"
After speaking, she smiled, shook his hand, and left with the crowd. Wearing a black coat, she finally disappeared in front of people's eyes.
An Shuya was crying for a long time, and even Li Minyuan felt extremely uncomfortable after Mingxi turned around and left, but he wanted to comfort An Shuya not to worry, so that she could feel a little more at ease.
Anaya is probably the most disappointed of all. She told Quan Zhilong early on, and reminded him this morning, but he still failed to show up in the end.She felt that she couldn't understand what Mingxi and Quan Zhilong were thinking more and more. If they were ruthless, but these days were haggard, the pain she saw was not fake, but if she said They are affectionate, how can they bear to live in a day like today without seeing each other, and say goodbye?Sitting in the car, she was still thinking about the matter of Ming Xi and Quan Zhilong, and she still couldn't come up with a result...
After all the people who saw him off had left, only one person came out from the side door of the airport...
Quan Zhilong stood in the snow and looked at the direction of the plane's departure from a distance, letting the snow fall on his face and body, but he didn't know whether it was melting snow or tears that wet his cheeks...
Quan Zhilong arrived at the Seoul Olympic Stadium, TOP and Taeyang were waiting for him, TOP, who wanted to tell him that the president had already come, changed his mind when he saw Seungri holding the same thing in his hand.
"What are you holding?"
"I'm going to the airport." He said while handing the things in his hand to Quan Zhilong, "Here you are"
Quan Zhilong couldn't control the trembling of his hands, he unwrapped the thread that tied the paper roll, spread out a long piece of rice paper, and transcribed one of the poems in the book of poetry, the handwriting was full of muscles and bones.
"Swallows and swallows are flying, and their sounds are up and down. The son returns home and is sent far away to the south. Looking forward to the future, it is really a labor of my heart."
"What did you write?" The piece of paper was one meter square, and several people held one end to get a glimpse of the whole font. Dacheng, who was making soy sauce at the side, was also attracted.
Quan Zhi looked at the picture silently, his eyes sore.He couldn't speak, so he could only choose to remain silent.
"Even if you don't understand it, you know this word is good." Sun patted Quan Zhilong's shoulder and said.
He carefully rolled up the painting again and put it in his close-fitting pocket, feeling the fragrance of ink overflowing from his arms.
"Practice"
In the clouds above thousands of miles away, Mingxi took out from his pocket the small box that the victory gave to him at last, a small ordinary MP3.
Putting on the earphones, when the familiar voice rang in my ears, tears could no longer be held back.
whenthenighthasbeentoolonely,
and the road has been too long,
and you think that love is only for the luck and the strong,
justrememberinthewinterfarbeneaththebittersnows,
lies theseeed, that with the sun's love,
in the spring becomes the rose
……
☆、Letter to Zhilong
Zhilong, the 374th day of leaving you.
Bill, the owner of Cross Bookstore, recommended me to watch the movie "Hilary and Jackie" today. He said, "Beatrice, you should really watch this movie, you look as lonely as her." So I spent an afternoon watching this movie, but I don't know what he meant by loneliness. The loneliness of one person is different from the loneliness of two people. People who walk alone often have thoughts rather than loneliness.
Do you think it's easier to be a simple person than a special one?it's not true.
When we fall in love with someone, we will remember all the pictures related to him.After losing him, as long as I think of him, he will appear and appear in these pictures.
The scenes of the movie were switched one by one, and the cello was played like weeping, and one day she found that her hand had become an irreparable lonely posture.
In this world, besides God, we also need someone who knows your loneliness, who can see through your soul, share each other's joys and sorrows, forgive and pray.
How are you, Zhilong?
Zhilong, 453 days without you
Zhilong, do you know?Grandpa always said Xi, you have to be stupid. Most of the smart and beautiful women in this world do not have a good life.Why, good fortune tricks people, or oneself, the heart is too high.
Meeting the right person is the wish of every woman in the world, but leaving him is the fate of each of us.You love a person, but how to live his life, how to be his wife.And family affection is the most important affection in the world, which cannot be explained clearly.
We all want love, no matter how humble it is, but it is love.But love is so rare and so easy to lose.
I told myself, Li Mingxi, you have to understand what you want, and then lose, hurt, cry, don't regret it.
Zhilong, 574 days without you
Zhilong, come here, no matter what you are now, come to me, at least come to me here.
(Tickets to the UK are attached)
☆, reunion
In October, the United Kingdom entered the rainy season, but Cambridge had a long-lost sunny day. Bill, the owner of the Cross Bookstore, had his first business this morning with an Asian man. From the eyes of old Bill, he looked a bit tired. The beauty was a little too much, he ordered a cup of coffee, and quietly watched the River Cam flowing in the bookstore, as if he was nostalgic and waiting, maybe it was the sad scene that made old Bill's already soft heart a little bit Sad "Hi, Boy, are you Japanese?" Handing over the store's homemade sandwich "Try it, this is my specialty"
Surprised by his closeness, the man turned around and took the sandwich "Thanks, but I'm Korean"
"Korean? Oh, ILoveKorean. annihasaiya! Little Beatrice is also Korean, she taught me how to make a lot of delicious dim sum" Bill couldn't help showing off.
Beatrice?Mingxi, I finally came to your side, breathing the same air as you, closing my eyes as if you were right in front of my eyes, listening to the familiar name Quan Zhilong couldn't help but chuckle.
"Bill, good morning, please have your book..." Quan Zhilong couldn't help standing up as the female voice came from the bell at the door, and the smiling face in the sun seemed to make the flowers in his heart bloom , no matter what, at this moment, I have been satisfied.
Mingxi, who has not received a reply after sending the letter, was planning to go back to Seoul if there is no more news, and nothing is more important to be by his side at this time.
Seeing the stunned woman, Quan Zhilong stepped forward and hugged her trembling body, "I'm here" with one sentence, he traveled through thousands of rivers and mountains, through time and time, and stayed by her side.
Mingxi looked at the man in front of him and only knew that he was hugging him tightly and he was beside him, releasing all his thoughts, the person he loved was right in front of his eyes, no longer an imagination, but a hug.
time passes quietly
"It may be a disrespect to your grandfather and uncle to say that," An Shuya said seriously, "but as a woman, there is nothing more important than meeting a man worthy of love and cherish. A person may travel to many places in his life, cross bridges in many places, see clouds in many shapes, and drink many kinds of wine, but he will only love a person who is at his best age.”
If the mother is still alive, that's probably what she can do, Mingxi is a little distracted and thinks that An Shuya may not be a qualified daughter-in-law of the clan, but she is undoubtedly a good mother, no matter for Mingxi or Li Shengyu.Although more often she agrees with her husband's words and deeds like most women, but this does not prevent her from having her own independent thoughts and daring to express them. The reason why Shuya can always have a say when making important decisions in this family.
"Zhilong said let me go" Thinking of his lover who said so hard to let him go that day, Mingxi couldn't express the complexity in his heart, "I want to go selfishly"
"You're right." Holding her hand, An Shuya patted her lightly and said, "I'm not selfish, it's my fault, it's best for you to do this."
An Shuya is not a stupid person, you can understand it after thinking about it carefully, the reason why the two of them do this is that love sometimes has to succumb in the face of reality, but Mingxi and Quan Zhilong know how to sacrifice themselves for each other.
Now is the era of BIGBANG and Quan Zhilong. Their popularity and influence in Asia and even the whole world have reached a level unimaginable by previous idols. Therefore, YG or Yang Hyun-seok absolutely does not allow anything that may affect them at this time. Seeing their development happen, and Quan Zhilong's persistence in this matter made Yang Xianshi realize the seriousness of this matter. Quan Zhilong may not care about what happens in the end, but he can't care about BIGBANG and grow together , The members who have experienced so much together, not to mention that if something really happens, all the pressure and blame will eventually fall on Mingxi, and this is the last thing Quan Zhilong wants to see .
For Ming Xi, the pressure from Chong An Tang and the disapproval from relatives are the most uncomfortable. Even though Quan Zhilong knew early on that it would not be so easy to be recognized, he did not expect to face such a difficult situation. It seemed that he was more kind and better communicated in his imagination, but it gave him a bigger problem.
In the end, both of them compromised for the sake of each other. Although An Shuya felt distressed, there was nothing she could do.
"Nothing to do today?" An Shuya asked suddenly, thinking of something, "Let him come to eat at home."
Seeing An Shuya who was obviously stunned by Mingxi's sudden words, she blinked her eyes.
"Call him to come over." Standing up and walking to the kitchen, An Shuya opened the refrigerator and checked, "Although it was a bit sudden, but you are not here, we don't need to worry about lunch at all."
Mingxi looked at An Shuya who had already made a decision to take things out of the refrigerator, so she had to pick up the phone.
"Remember to tell him that his aunt likes pansies," An Shuya said while busy with the kitchen.
Ming Xi replied with a smile.
Li Minyuan is a workaholic, and the cases in his hands can never be finished, 360 five days a year, 360 five days a year, if there is no reminder from An Shuya, there is no rest day for him, in today's situation The day is just right.
The purple pansy has trembling dewdrops, beautiful but not burdensome.An Shuya was obviously satisfied, and Quan Zhilong breathed a sigh of relief.
"Take him to your room to have a look." An Shuya, who was looking for a suitable vase with flowers in her hand, turned her head and said to Mingxi, "Come down for dinner later."
If Ming Xi wanted to refuse, when he saw someone with exactly the same eyes as Quan Jiahu, he still took it back in a funny way.
Quan Zhilong stood in front of a wall-high bookshelf, with high eyebrows and an indescribably strange expression on his face.
Ming Xi looked at the bookshelf filled with books slowly, and somehow made him feel strange.
"I didn't expect that you still have this kind of book." He stretched out his hand and opened the glass door, and slid his fingers along the rows of books on the high place, ""Doraemon", "Chibi Maruko"..."
"Every birthday, oppa will give me a set of similar comics." Mingxi looked at Quan Zhilong with a funny look at the set of "Transformers" that he had only read once, "Take it back to read, but remember Give me"
"But the rest is completely Lee Myung Hee's stay." Putting away the comic books that are hard to buy now, Quan Zhilong looked at the big books on the bookshelf and said, caught a glimpse of the gayageum in the corner of the room, and looked at Ming Hee's eyes Even more surprised, "Do you know Gayageum?"
"I learned it before, but I haven't touched it for a long time." Ming Xi closed the door of the bookcase and turned his head.
"That's right, you can play the piano well too." Quan Zhilong hugged her and smiled lightly, "But why can't you sing?"
If there is anything that Mingxi can't learn, it is probably singing. Even if he has a top Asian rapper boyfriend, it doesn't help.
"Probably reserved for you to make up for"
Where Mingxi didn't see it, the corners of Leader Quan's mouth turned up slightly.
When Quan Zhilong deliberately wants to please a woman, this is an easy thing to do, especially when the woman is a little old, and the host and guest enjoy the meal.
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☆、Concert of two people
In the evening, the Seoul Olympic Gymnastics Arena is extremely empty, and the staff have already left work. The feeling that there are only two people in the entire gymnasium makes people feel closer to each other.
"Be careful under your feet" Quan Zhilong led Mingxi to walk in the dark, reminding her of all kinds of sundries under her feet.
The huge stage has basically been set up. Even without dazzling lights, Mingxi can feel how crazy it will be here in a few nights.
"Follow me" pulled Mingxi, Quan Zhilong walked to the center of the stage, the only light in the audience was quietly waiting for the only protagonist, "Look, our stage belongs to us"
Looking at the tens of thousands of densely packed auditoriums, Mingxi stared at his lover beside him, even if he simply stood on the stage, his whole person seemed to be different, confident and powerful, that It is the G-Dragon that belongs to the stage.
"Zhilong" Mingxi asked softly, "I don't know if I can share your stage with you, I don't seem to have that confidence"
"How could it be?" Quan Zhilong walked to the edge of the stage and sat down, patted the side to signal Mingxi, "Close your eyes and imagine that the Milky Way below becomes a starry galaxy. Become a star and make this stage brighter"
Face to face in the dark, smelling each other's breath, Ming Xi leaned his head on his chest, listening to his steady and powerful heartbeat, and said softly: "Thinking of us being together, I can do it"
Quan Zhilong just let out a "hmm", and after a while, he suddenly tightened his arms, hugged her deeper into his arms, found the cherry lips accurately in the dark, and kissed her deeply...
"I'll wait for you to come back." He paused, the corners of his lips were slightly bitter, and there was endless sadness hidden in his tone, "So..."
Ming Xi only felt his heart swell and hurt as if he had been stung by a bee, and he actually forced him to such a point, buried his head deeper in the man's arms, "I'm sorry, and, I love you"
It's late at night but I can't sleep
struggle with exacerbated headaches
Tossing and turning until I got lost in thought and grabbed my pen again
I have my philosophy in the uninterrupted lyrics I'm writing
White smoke surrounds my room like homesweethome
I've been here since I was 13
My biggest weapon is my confidence
……
Quan Zhilong hummed softly, one song after another, until this "Youth", compared to his own works, the songs interspersed in their love are more other songs, until this "Youth", BIGBANG or Quan Zhilong’s personal style is more about the parting and tragedy of love, but this song really makes more people feel the real Quan Zhilong, this controversial boy is trying to prove himself .
i'm so sorry but i love you
It's all lies
i'm so sorry but i love you
I lost you unknowingly when I said hurtful words
i'm so sorry but i love you
It's all lies i'msosorry, butiloveyou
i'm so sorry but i love you
You who left me please allow me to forget you slowly and let me feel the pain
.......
Familiar melody, this song really gave BIGBANG and Quan Zhilong a place in Korean music. Quan Zhilong can't remember how many times he sang it, but every time he feels different.
"Encore that only belongs to you" took Mingxi's hand and stood up slowly, "Dancewithme"
The intimate dance steps like a playful stroll, the intertwined shadows, everything seems to have nothing to do with parting.
Could This Belove
WokeUpThisMorningJustSatInMyBed
8a.m. First ThingInMyHead
Is ACertain Someone Who's Always On My Mind
……
……
Could This Be Love That I Feel
So Strong So Deep And So Real
IfILostYouWouldIeverHeal
Could This Be Love That I Feel
Could This Be Love That I Feel
At the end of the song, Ming Xi spread out his palms, taking advantage of the dim moonlight, the yellowish beef bone dice seemed to be glowing, the exquisite dice and the red beans, do you know the lovesickness?
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☆, parting is imminent
"If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh." Anaya looked at Mingxi who sat down after saying goodbye to everyone, and said, "It's ugly."
When everyone in the history department learned that Mingxi was about to study abroad, they prepared a farewell party, and even Anaya, a non-staff member of the history department, was pulled over.
"Really?" Ming Xi touched his hot face from drinking, "Probably true."
"Have you drank a lot?" Anaya looked at her friend who couldn't tell from the outside, "I didn't even know you had such a good drinker."
"Brother TOP told Zhilong like this last time." Mingxi turned to look at Anaya and said, "Did you really drink a lot? Zhilong doesn't like me drinking too much."
"So reluctant, why do you have to leave?" Leaning together quietly, the wind from the Han River blew in, making people shiver involuntarily.
"Obviously I'm sad, but I still have to smile hard, I'm obviously lonely, and I still want to be alone, I'm obviously confused, but I still keep silent; I'm obviously reluctant, I'm obviously unable to let go, but I still want to let go." The neon lights at night are gorgeous even in winter Huanhua, Mingxi said, "Zhilong said that I am used to this kind of life, but I don't feel it myself. I don't know why he would think so?"
"Aren't you tired?" Anaya looked at her friend who was completely different from usual, and knew how difficult it was for her to say these words.
"Why do you feel that I am tired from living?" Mingxi brushed his hair that was blown by the wind, looked at the river, remembered something and smiled, "Who knows how many people want to live like this and can't get it?" of"
"Anaya, we are different." Tightening the coat on Anaya, Mingxi lowered his voice, "I am willing to sacrifice myself for the clan, but you, your clan, is not yours, it is just your father's." , so even if you don't care about it, your mother's feelings still affect your concept of love, marriage, and family."
"How many special families like ours are there?" Anaya shrugged her shoulders handsomely and stood up, "Don't be happy alone, if you have a good man, please introduce it to me."
"Aren't you an unmarriageist?" This is the first time Mingxi heard Anaya say this. Anaya, who can be regarded as an absolute beauty, does not lack suitors, whether it is in school or in society, "Why now changed again"
"Even someone like Li Mingxi can become like this for love..." Anaya thought for a while, "It's so different, it seems that love is really a magical thing, why should I feel what it is like? magic?"
"Even if I say no to getting married." Holding her friend's arm, Anaya's voice was imperceptibly helpless, "How could my family agree? Instead of marrying the person my father chose, I might as well seize the opportunity myself."
"Is it okay even if you stay in Korea?" Although Mingxi chose to study abroad, Mingxi knew that Anaya had no plan to spend her whole life abroad.
"It's better than sharing your husband with others." Anaya pulled Mingxi and ran forward, "It's so cold, let's go, go sleep at my place today."
After finishing the practice, Quan Zhilong looked at the young and old standing in front of him, then at the empty practice room, and sighed helplessly, "What's wrong?"
In fact, Quan Zhilong somewhat understood Shengli's intention to block him in private. It was probably the news that Mingxi was leaving that stimulated the child.
"I heard that nuna is leaving in two days." Sure enough, Shengli asked hesitantly, "How could it be so fast?"
"Now that the decision has been made, it is better to go there sooner than procrastinate," Quan Zhilong said.
In these years, Ming Xi never hid his yearning for the vast world from himself, and at that time, he thought that when she walked the world, there would be a company beside her.
"Is it because of me?" Shengli asked a little uneasy.
"How could it be because of you?" Quan Zhilong patted the youngest on the shoulder, "It's already been decided."
"But at least you have to wait until your concert is over." The more Seungri thought about it, the more he felt it was possible, "Everyone knows how important this is to you, how could there be no nuna?"
"Actually, brother Zhilong, the day you went to Andong to find nuna" probably blamed yourself too much, Shengli said, "nuna's grandfather met me, and I said that my brother was too busy preparing for the concert and didn't have time to meet nuna , nuna is useless in Seoul”
"It has nothing to do with this," Quan Zhilong explained, "It's a plane ticket sent by a British professor. It seems that the professor is doing a project on Asian history, so it would be helpful for her to go there earlier."
"Really?" Looking at Quan Zhilong who nodded his head, Victory finally breathed a sigh of relief, but immediately said, "Can't we postpone it for a day? This is my first solo concert. If you miss it, you can come again." no more"
"Let's go first." Pointing to the practice room, Quan Zhilong pushed Shengli, "I will go to the dormitory after practice."
"Brother Zhilong should go on a date with nuna, why go back to the dormitory..." Shengli was pushed out of the door before he finished speaking, stared hard at the closed door, and left helplessly.
In the practice room where the music reverberated, Quan Zhilong stood still for a long time.
The author has something to say: When is there an extra cover?really weird
☆、Parting ([-])
Finally, when the day of parting came, the heavens were not so beautiful, and the heavy snow fell from the night before, without resting for a moment, and the ground was covered with thick snow.Mingxi didn't sleep well, and had a dream intermittently. In the dream, she returned to Chong'an Hall, sitting in an empty room, with a brown chessboard in front of her, with no pieces on it, quietly Looking at the acacia tree, let the mottled light fall on his face and body.Quan Zhilong's figure appeared under the tree under the sunlight, but when she got up to look for it, it always disappeared.
"Since you're gone, don't come back again." With an almost cruel smile, he said this sentence, and then his face became blurred. Mingxi was terrified, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab it—she was sweating coldly. Woke up dripping.
The sky is not completely bright yet, and the curtains are drawn, and the sky and the earth are completely white.
As the largest airport in Korea - Incheon International Airport, planes take off and land almost every minute, not many people came to see Mingxi off, only Lee Minwon and his wife, Anaya and Kim Soo Hyun.
An Shuya put her arms around Mingxi who was carrying simple luggage, she couldn't help but shed tears, and said with distressed eyes: "Even if you want to leave, there is no need to be in such a hurry, this year must be over anyway, so Big snow... I don't know what you are anxious about, but if I want you to go to study abroad, you should wait until the end of the Chinese New Year, when the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming..." Looking at the flying snow all over the sky , she turned her head and gave Li Minyuan a dissatisfied look.
"Auntie" Mingxi said with a smile, "I have to go early and late, even if I missed this year's cold winter, next year's cold winter will also have to suffer outside... Since it is the path I chose, So no matter what, I won’t feel bitter.”
She said it very seriously, but it was true.
An Shuya actually understands that this is the last resort now, no matter for Mingxi or Quan Zhilong, wait for the last two or three years...
"I'll keep an eye on the drama for you, don't worry." Kim Soo Hyun stepped forward to hug the slender girl, "You are familiar with the director too, so don't worry."
"Teacher, thank you." Mingxi felt a little sour in his heart, "taught me such things"
"Silly boy, take care of yourself"
"I brought so little things." An Shuya looked at Mingxi's simple luggage and frowned, "It's less than your oppa. You'll only know the things you're used to when you go abroad, and you won't get used to them if you don't have them."
"There's nothing I can do now." An Shuya could only say, "I'll send it to you when you arrive."
"It's okay, Auntie" Mingxi said, "I will be fine..."
"Open it and have a look." An Shuya took out a small jewelry box from her bag and handed it to Mingxi. It was a pair of pearl earrings. The small pearls were inlaid on the silver claws, beautiful and elegant. .
"This is?"
"It was given to me by your mother back then, and we are exactly the same." Looking at the things in the box, the eyes of the old man appeared, and An Shuya's eyes were also red, "Your mother gave you to me to take care of you. But it has been doing badly”
"I wanted to give this to you a long time ago, but I wanted to keep it for myself." Wiping away tears, An Shuya took Mingxi's hand and said, "It seems that giving you is the best, your mother Looking at it in the sky is probably also happy.”
Mingxi's tears fell down uncontrollably. As a result, An Shuya couldn't help but hugged her and cried bitterly. Even Kim Soo-hyun felt uncomfortable, but Anaya stood there Keeping looking at the door, as if waiting for someone, Ming Xi naturally noticed the strangeness.
Tonight is his first solo concert in his life, and he should be busy right now, so he had already agreed that he would not come to see him off, but she, like Anaya, was not sure whether he would come or not.
Mingxi's mood is a bit complicated, he is looking forward to Quan Zhilong's coming, but also thinking that it would be better if he doesn't come...
The author has something to say: If you are sleepy, do less today and work harder tomorrow
☆、Parting ([-])
"Mingxi" Li Minyuan did not know when he came to An Shuya and Mingxi's side. Ever since Quan Zhilong went to Chong'an Hall, Li Minyuan hadn't talked to Mingxi like this for a long time. An Shuya got up in her arms, looked at her seriously several times, then sighed softly, and said, "Don't blame uncle."
"What does the road I want to take have anything to do with my uncle?" Ming Xi said, "This is my own choice. No matter how hard it is, I will never regret it."
Li Minyuan's heart, Mingxi can more or less understand it, probably because the eldest brother who was raised as a grandson died young, and the Chong'an Hall that should belong to the eldest brother finally fell on him, making him feel that no matter what Good things are not enough for the only niece, but Mingxi is a child who needs to be worried, so when Quan Zhilong, who does not meet Li Minyuan's requirements, appears, his opposition will come so thoroughly .
In the years since she came to Datang, she has never done anything that really went against her will. Everything is acceptable within the bottom line.
"Good boy..." Seeing Mingxi like this, Li Minyuan suddenly didn't know what to say to this niece, and he also suddenly understood what his father meant—this child has a persistence that no one else can change.Maybe it's because of this, even if she travels far away, she doesn't need to be worried, she has the ability to take care of herself...
"I will take care of myself." Mingxi raised his head for a while, forced a smile to hold back his tears and said, "It's not that uncle and aunt don't know me, so don't worry, uncle and aunt should also take care of themselves, oppa is not around, grandpa is old It's getting bigger too..."
"Don't worry about the family, we will take good care of your grandfather." An Shuya was very sad by Mingxi's words, she wiped the corners of her eyes twice and smiled: "You only take care of yourself, don't let us worry, that's all. Just remember to call home, don't save money, and don't get too tired..."
Mingxi shook An Shuya's hand and nodded.
The snow was falling more and more heavily, she subconsciously looked back at the direction outside the airport, and saw the vast expanse of whiteness, sighed softly from the bottom of her heart, as if she didn't see Anaya's anxious state, she hugged her relatives and friends goodbye.
"The snow is so heavy, I don't know if the plane will..." An Shuya hugged her and said distressedly: "You have not been in good health since you were a child, how about..."
Li Minyuan frowned and came over to grab her arm, stopped her, and only waved to Mingxi: "Go."
He helped An Shuya to turn sideways and stopped looking at her.
Mingxi was also sad in her heart, but this sadness couldn't suppress her yearning for freedom. After saluting deeply, she strode towards the boarding gate.
"Mingxi—" Anaya took two quick steps, grabbed Mingxi's sleeve, and said in a low voice: "Wait a little longer, he said he would come..."
Ming Xi took a deep breath, slowly pulled his sleeves out of Anaya's hands, and also replied in a low voice: "Whether he comes or not, and whether I wait or not, it doesn't make any difference. Coming here will only add to the sadness.”
"nuna!" Panting, Shengli stopped in front of Mingxi while supporting his knees, "Finally, finally caught up."
"Shengxian, why are you here?" Ming Xi hurriedly supported him, and Sheng Xian, who had already received a farewell message, came in a snowy day, and it was impossible not to be moved.
"Nuna didn't even tell me what time the plane is." Shengli snorted, "It took me a long time to call and ask the airport service desk before I found out, and it ended up being blocked by heavy snow."
"I'm afraid you're angry with me." Mingxi smiled wryly, "Nuna should say I'm sorry for keeping it from you for so long."
Long time no see, Ming Xi has lost a lot of weight, and the already thin person also looks pale.
"Nuna said I'm sorry, so I'll forgive nuna." Hugging Mingxi vigorously, Seungri said in a nasal voice, "You can't hide it from me anymore, even with Brother Zhilong, nuna still likes me the most in BIGBANG just do it"
"Understood." Ming Xi helped him straighten the snowflakes on his temples, still smiling, his voice lowered unnaturally, "You are my younger brother, the younger brother who fell by my side because of stealing peaches when I was young."
"Yes, there is no need to steal in the end, I don't know how many peaches in Chong'an Hall have been eaten," Shengli said.
"It's not just peaches," Mingxi continued, "I don't know how many pastries are."
Seungri spread his arms and hugged her like he did when he was a child, "Take care of yourself, I will help you look after Brother Zhilong"
"Seung Hyun" Myung Hee looked into his eyes, "Thank you"
After speaking, she smiled, shook his hand, and left with the crowd. Wearing a black coat, she finally disappeared in front of people's eyes.
An Shuya was crying for a long time, and even Li Minyuan felt extremely uncomfortable after Mingxi turned around and left, but he wanted to comfort An Shuya not to worry, so that she could feel a little more at ease.
Anaya is probably the most disappointed of all. She told Quan Zhilong early on, and reminded him this morning, but he still failed to show up in the end.She felt that she couldn't understand what Mingxi and Quan Zhilong were thinking more and more. If they were ruthless, but these days were haggard, the pain she saw was not fake, but if she said They are affectionate, how can they bear to live in a day like today without seeing each other, and say goodbye?Sitting in the car, she was still thinking about the matter of Ming Xi and Quan Zhilong, and she still couldn't come up with a result...
After all the people who saw him off had left, only one person came out from the side door of the airport...
Quan Zhilong stood in the snow and looked at the direction of the plane's departure from a distance, letting the snow fall on his face and body, but he didn't know whether it was melting snow or tears that wet his cheeks...
Quan Zhilong arrived at the Seoul Olympic Stadium, TOP and Taeyang were waiting for him, TOP, who wanted to tell him that the president had already come, changed his mind when he saw Seungri holding the same thing in his hand.
"What are you holding?"
"I'm going to the airport." He said while handing the things in his hand to Quan Zhilong, "Here you are"
Quan Zhilong couldn't control the trembling of his hands, he unwrapped the thread that tied the paper roll, spread out a long piece of rice paper, and transcribed one of the poems in the book of poetry, the handwriting was full of muscles and bones.
"Swallows and swallows are flying, and their sounds are up and down. The son returns home and is sent far away to the south. Looking forward to the future, it is really a labor of my heart."
"What did you write?" The piece of paper was one meter square, and several people held one end to get a glimpse of the whole font. Dacheng, who was making soy sauce at the side, was also attracted.
Quan Zhi looked at the picture silently, his eyes sore.He couldn't speak, so he could only choose to remain silent.
"Even if you don't understand it, you know this word is good." Sun patted Quan Zhilong's shoulder and said.
He carefully rolled up the painting again and put it in his close-fitting pocket, feeling the fragrance of ink overflowing from his arms.
"Practice"
In the clouds above thousands of miles away, Mingxi took out from his pocket the small box that the victory gave to him at last, a small ordinary MP3.
Putting on the earphones, when the familiar voice rang in my ears, tears could no longer be held back.
whenthenighthasbeentoolonely,
and the road has been too long,
and you think that love is only for the luck and the strong,
justrememberinthewinterfarbeneaththebittersnows,
lies theseeed, that with the sun's love,
in the spring becomes the rose
……
☆、Letter to Zhilong
Zhilong, the 374th day of leaving you.
Bill, the owner of Cross Bookstore, recommended me to watch the movie "Hilary and Jackie" today. He said, "Beatrice, you should really watch this movie, you look as lonely as her." So I spent an afternoon watching this movie, but I don't know what he meant by loneliness. The loneliness of one person is different from the loneliness of two people. People who walk alone often have thoughts rather than loneliness.
Do you think it's easier to be a simple person than a special one?it's not true.
When we fall in love with someone, we will remember all the pictures related to him.After losing him, as long as I think of him, he will appear and appear in these pictures.
The scenes of the movie were switched one by one, and the cello was played like weeping, and one day she found that her hand had become an irreparable lonely posture.
In this world, besides God, we also need someone who knows your loneliness, who can see through your soul, share each other's joys and sorrows, forgive and pray.
How are you, Zhilong?
Zhilong, 453 days without you
Zhilong, do you know?Grandpa always said Xi, you have to be stupid. Most of the smart and beautiful women in this world do not have a good life.Why, good fortune tricks people, or oneself, the heart is too high.
Meeting the right person is the wish of every woman in the world, but leaving him is the fate of each of us.You love a person, but how to live his life, how to be his wife.And family affection is the most important affection in the world, which cannot be explained clearly.
We all want love, no matter how humble it is, but it is love.But love is so rare and so easy to lose.
I told myself, Li Mingxi, you have to understand what you want, and then lose, hurt, cry, don't regret it.
Zhilong, 574 days without you
Zhilong, come here, no matter what you are now, come to me, at least come to me here.
(Tickets to the UK are attached)
☆, reunion
In October, the United Kingdom entered the rainy season, but Cambridge had a long-lost sunny day. Bill, the owner of the Cross Bookstore, had his first business this morning with an Asian man. From the eyes of old Bill, he looked a bit tired. The beauty was a little too much, he ordered a cup of coffee, and quietly watched the River Cam flowing in the bookstore, as if he was nostalgic and waiting, maybe it was the sad scene that made old Bill's already soft heart a little bit Sad "Hi, Boy, are you Japanese?" Handing over the store's homemade sandwich "Try it, this is my specialty"
Surprised by his closeness, the man turned around and took the sandwich "Thanks, but I'm Korean"
"Korean? Oh, ILoveKorean. annihasaiya! Little Beatrice is also Korean, she taught me how to make a lot of delicious dim sum" Bill couldn't help showing off.
Beatrice?Mingxi, I finally came to your side, breathing the same air as you, closing my eyes as if you were right in front of my eyes, listening to the familiar name Quan Zhilong couldn't help but chuckle.
"Bill, good morning, please have your book..." Quan Zhilong couldn't help standing up as the female voice came from the bell at the door, and the smiling face in the sun seemed to make the flowers in his heart bloom , no matter what, at this moment, I have been satisfied.
Mingxi, who has not received a reply after sending the letter, was planning to go back to Seoul if there is no more news, and nothing is more important to be by his side at this time.
Seeing the stunned woman, Quan Zhilong stepped forward and hugged her trembling body, "I'm here" with one sentence, he traveled through thousands of rivers and mountains, through time and time, and stayed by her side.
Mingxi looked at the man in front of him and only knew that he was hugging him tightly and he was beside him, releasing all his thoughts, the person he loved was right in front of his eyes, no longer an imagination, but a hug.
time passes quietly
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