the one who lives in my body

Xie Dongrong was bestowed with a special qualification by the king, I know this.

This is a top secret and should not be spread outside. I only vaguely know that it seems to be related to the exploration of Amut Star.

"I have to attend a one-month training," Xie Dongrong said with a serious face and a little helplessness in his eyes, "I think it's fine for me to be alone, but the doctor strongly opposes it, because the place is far away, and he is afraid of accidents. Let me take... you."

Xie Dongrong looked sideways, I don't understand what the expression on his face represents at the moment, I only know that it is very complicated, and I am afraid it is not a positive emotion.

He seemed helpless and distressed at having to take me with him.

"Then let's go." I replied without any hesitation. I have never hesitated about his matters. Basically, I always respond to requests. It has almost become a habit all year round.

After I finished speaking, Xie Dongrong fell silent.

He was ashamed to ask me, from childhood to adulthood.

Also, it is normal to feel ashamed when you clearly hate a person but have to ask him for it from time to time.

I tried again: "Can I lie down for a while? I'm really tired..."

Xie Dongrong was just silent.

I thought back to one day three years ago, when I lay down on his bed for the first time, he changed the sheets.

He was so silent that I knew I could withdraw my request and even leave in due course.

But I don't, I don't know what I'm fighting for, I smiled at him and continued: "Don't worry, I really just want to lie down, I have no other intentions, of course, if you think changing the sheets is troublesome, I can also Lie down on the table for a while."

"After all, there is no game process that is so short. If the princess finds out that our relationship is not good, it will be a big deal." I couldn't help it, there was a touch of sarcasm in my tone, and I didn't know why I said that, I used to hold back, but at this moment, because I said it, I really felt an unprecedented comfort in my heart.

"I didn't seem to mess with you today, did I? Did you take the wrong medicine?" Xie Dongrong was not in a good temper either. His face showed impatience, and he stood up immediately and walked straight to the door.

When the door was closed with a snap, I breathed a sigh of relief, it was a tacit consent.

Indeed, he didn't provoke me tonight, and he didn't even say a serious word. I really shouldn't be like this.

Yue Mo must go to the study room, it is Xie Dongrong's world alone, even princesses and generals are rarely allowed to enter, let alone me.

If he was in the study, the princess would not find out.

I took off the work clothes I wore at the base. The shirt inside was a thin layer. If I didn’t cover myself with a quilt, it might be a bit cold.

But I dare not lie in his bed.

Like three years ago, I lay on his quilt for a moment of rest.

The soft texture supports me, and his breath still remains here, reminding me of three years ago, it really hasn't changed at all.

When can I stick to him and smell it?

Yue Mo was really tired, and I fell asleep quickly without dreaming.

Before falling asleep, I remembered that three years ago he poked me awake with the tip of his umbrella, with alternating disgust and anger on his face.

So what about this time?

When I woke up, suddenly, I thought I was somewhere else.

Then I quickly realized that I was in Xie Dongrong's room.

I heard footsteps on the floor and caught a glimpse of Xie Dongrong from the corner of my eye.

I do not know when, he came back, and quietly, did not wake me up.

I couldn't help being a little shy, because I didn't sleep very well. When I woke up, my hands were reaching into the hem of my clothes, sticking to my belly, and my legs were spread out. It felt like... touching myself.

Sitting up covered in cold sweat, he met Xie Dongrong's subtle gaze as expected.

I pursed my lips, and after making sure that there was no drooling, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

"What time is it now?" I asked, and I couldn't help but started to touch my hair again, as expected, my hair was messed up.

"It should be just right for you to go out now." Xie Dongrong never answered my questions directly. He picked up the water glass and took a sip of water, his tone neither salty nor weak.

Putting on my coat and standing in front of Xie Dongrong, I thought about it and said, "Sorry, I was in a bad mood just now..."

He hummed, but didn't say much.

"Do you need me to remove the sheets for you? Or tell auntie?" This time without any sarcasm, I asked sincerely, because I know that some people may just be obsessed with their own things.

And Xie Dongrong has always been particular about it.

"No need, I can do it myself." Xie Dongrong took two steps closer, and I could almost feel his gaze pressing on my head.

"Actually, it's not good to trouble Auntie...I didn't this time...Well, I haven't had that kind of dream for a long time..." I regretted it halfway through the sentence, why should I take the initiative to provoke such a sensitive topic? Woolen cloth?

But another voice inside said, "Tell him and see how he reacts."

"Do you think you are very humorous?" Xie Dongrong's tone became more serious. Obviously, what I said made him irritable.

"Sorry, I don't have any other meaning." I explained weakly, remembering the price of angering Xie Dongrong last time, turned around, and hurried to the door, "I'm leaving."

"Tao Shu." Xie Dongrong's voice made me stiffen, "I seem to be thinking of something again."

His tone was like a smile but not a smile: "You can always surprise me."

At that moment, I could barely breathe, and ran out the door without saying anything.

I have always been fortunate that Xie Dongrong didn't know about some of the things I did, and I have always been lucky, hoping that he would never know.

It's hard to imagine what kind of sarcastic tone he will use against me, anger or ridicule?All the while I avoided the possibility of something happening.

Will there be a fight?

Before, when he was still in a wheelchair, I had a lot of fights with him.

After his leg healed, he also had conflicts several times, but they were all just quarrels and rarely did anything.

until something happens.

I can't remember who did it first, I just remember it was the day of his adult ceremony.

Adult birthdays are always more grand.

I thought about the birthday present for him for a long time, because he never seemed to lack anything. For a moment, I even felt that my disappearance in front of him might be the greatest gift to him.

Anyway, on the day of his coming-of-age ceremony, the princess and the general held a grand birthday party in Naming. They invited almost all the prominent figures in the aristocratic circle, and not a single student in Xie Dongrong's class was left behind.

Qiu Xingwen is Xie Dongrong's classmate. I am very happy that he can come to Naming. I want to show him my room and show him the new characters in my game.

As the protagonist of the banquet, Xie Dongrong naturally has no time to talk to me. Whenever he is surrounded by everyone, I will obediently retreat behind the scenes and make a qualified background board.

But I still hope that the gift prepared for him can be delivered to him in a good form.

It took me nearly a month to make a small mecha for this purpose.

I named it Peter Pan, it's cute, it can fly, and I have no problem controlling it remotely.

It can be regarded as the most satisfying one among all the mechs I have made. If possible, I would like to give it to Xie Dongrong.

But in the end I gave up on that idea, for the reasons already mentioned.

I decided to make it a passer.

In order not to obstruct Xie Dongrong's eyes, during the banquet, I deliberately hid in the corner and watched him surrounded by everyone from a distance.

Finally, the number of people around him decreased slightly, I picked a gap, controlled my Peter Pan, and flew over tremblingly.

It is like a little chick that has not yet learned to fly, walking carefully among the crowd at the banquet.

Along the way, it gained the attention of many people, and when it stopped in front of Xie Dongrong, I saw a moment of astonishment in his eyes.

I controlled Peter Pan and guided Xie Dongrong to the balcony on the second floor of Naming.

The process was unexpectedly smooth, almost without hesitation, under the attention of everyone, Xie Dongrong followed.

Peter Pan stayed above the balcony, while I was raising my head, standing on the grass on the first floor, staring up at Xie Dongrong.

Facing the moonlight, the moment Xie Dongrong looked down from the balcony, I thought of the elves under the moon.

He looked at me downstairs.

Rarely, I saw a gleam of joy in his eyes.

I didn't say anything, just manipulated Peter Pan, let it fly down, let it pick up the gift I prepared for Xie Dongrong early in the morning, and then it flew back to Xie Dongrong, like offering a treasure, stretched out its hand, and put the The gadget was presented to Xie Dongrong.

"Happy birthday." Standing downstairs, I said to Xie Dongrong with a smile.

Xie Dongrong stared at the things in Peter Pan's "hands", and I seemed to see his expression turn from warm to cold.

"You can give it to me with your own hands." Xie Dongrong's tone seemed gentle, but after he finished speaking, he turned his head and left, leaving me alone, standing on the grass on the first floor, with a frozen smile on his face.

I don't know what Xie Dongrong meant, because after saying this, he returned to the crowd again, as if the episode just now had never happened.

He only said a few short words, and I thought hard, but couldn't come up with a result.

When I wandered back to my room and looked up to see Qiu Xingwen, I realized that he had been waiting for me for a long time.

"How is it?" He came over and asked.

He knew about my plan early in the morning, and he called out romantically, saying that almost no one can still be rock-solid in such a situation.

Being given a gift by a small handmade mech...

I shook my head, he caught Peter Pan who was flying over, and pressed the power off button.

"I don't know what he means." I took off the gift that I planned to give to Xie Dongrong from Peter Pan's hand.

is a ring.

Although the original price of this ring is not expensive, I have spent a lot of effort to add elements of armor into the groove of the decoration.

If you listen closely, you can even hear the sound of the inner gears turning.

It can imitate Xie Dongrong's speech in mechanical language, and can also measure his heartbeat speed.

It may be too hard-core, but after all, I am not a romantic person by nature. For this time, I have worked hard.

I really don't know what he means.

Is it just because it's a ring?

This thing may have a certain meaning in itself, but I just think Xie Dongrong's fingers are very beautiful, and I want to decorate him with my own things.

Naturally, I cannot expect Xie Dongrong to have the same cognition as I do.

Picking up the little ring, I finally compromised, I thought, who cares, if this is the case, then just give it to him as he wished.

"Where are you going?" Qiu Xingwen asked me when I turned to leave.

"Go and give it to him yourself, otherwise what else can I do?"

Hearing this, Qiu Xingwen seemed to feel sorry, "What about this one?" He hugged Peter Pan, "This...is so good, don't you need it?"

I made Peter Pan with Qiu Xingwen in my spare time, and I know he likes it.

"Give it to you." I said.

"Huh?" Qiu Xingwen didn't seem to understand.

"Give it to you, anyway..." Maybe what I did has no meaning to Xie Dongrong, "It's not something important." When I barely said these words, my eyes were sore, Actually some want to cry.

Qiu Xingwen was completely stunned.

"Tao Shu." There were two voices in the air, one was Qiu Xingwen in front of him, and the other...

When I analyzed in a very short time that Xie Dongrong was standing behind me, my brain went blank in an instant.

I turned my head to meet his gaze.

His complexion was very ugly, and there was even a little anger in his slightly squinted eyes.

"What? I want to change hands now? I just said, I thought you could be so romantic." Xie Dongrong walked up to me step by step, his eyes first glanced at the Peter Pan in Qiu Xingwen's hand, and then his eyes slowly went up Lifting, calmly staring at Qiu Xingwen's face.

"So it was just a show." He laughed.

"Mom just likes to do extra things and insists on inviting everyone in the class." His attacks were unscrupulous.

My fists were clenched slightly, and when I looked up and glared at him, I found that his expression was a little distorted.

That kind of extreme anger, but with a mocking expression, almost stabbed me severely.

"Will you die if you speak normally?" Almost unable to hold back, I turned up the volume.

"Normal?" As if hearing a big joke, Xie Dongrong said contemptuously: "Tao Shu, you are the least qualified to talk about normal with me. Based on what you have done, what do you deserve from me?"

These things I do?

What do I deserve?

At that moment, I suddenly remembered one of Xie Dongrong's homework. While he was not in the dormitory, I approached his desk, pretending to catch a glimpse of it inadvertently.

I was surprised that his writing was not bad, and even more surprised that he would write about me.

Here's what he said about me—

"Before I knew nothing, the root of the tree had penetrated deeply into my body. It looked like an ugly scar from the outside. pain."

I had been trying to make him change, and I had put in a lot of effort for it, but at that moment I suddenly realized that no matter what I did, it seemed useless to him.

To him, I'm just a greedy tree, an ugly scar, and this is the essence that can't be changed no matter what I do.

I remembered that I was the first to move that day.

I punched Xie Dongrong in the face, it was very strange, before that moment, I obviously didn't dare to think about such a thing.

Xie Dongrong was also angry and fought back without hesitation.

It can be said that I almost ruined Xie Dongrong's coming-of-age ceremony.

I don't know why things turned out that way.

I really regretted it, and after that, I never dared to confront Xie Dongrong again.

Physical injuries come next.

I really can't stand it.

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