the one who lives in my body

In this way, my life ushered in the first turning point. In the following period of time, everything happened in an orderly manner, but the time span was very large, and it would be very messy if I talked about it in detail. I thought about it carefully, and finally I decided to make a brief summary of what happened in the past three years.

Originally, I wanted to start with time flies like an arrow, and the sun and the moon fly like a shuttle, but it would inevitably seem a bit old-fashioned, so I had to let it go.

Anyway, after several twists and turns, I finally moved into the alien breeding room completely.

Although I became a "colleague" with the old man, I have to say that he is really a stubborn person. According to what he said later, from the first time he saw me and my works, he had already put me in this position. People completely rejected it.

It is conceivable how difficult it is to change a person's inherent prejudice.

For a long time afterwards, his attitude towards me was still that he could sneer and never speak well.

Unfortunately, the greatest natural enemy of human beings is habit.

No matter how much he hates me, I have been dangling in front of his eyes for a long time, and over time, he has gotten used to it.

I will always remember the words of affirmation he gave me for the first time——

"Maybe you're not so useless."

Contrary to that old man, since the day I moved into the base, the relationship between An Guo and me has grown by leaps and bounds like a rocket. She also said that our team is a peerless pair of heroes, and I don't deny her .

An Jingtong will join us occasionally, he seems to be very interested in this kind of role-playing with a special title, but each time he can only stay with us for an hour at most, the specific reason will be discussed later.

And my relationship with Xie Dongrong... can be said to have remained unchanged.

Humans are a creature that relies heavily on habits. Sometimes when you get used to a certain way of getting along, even if you know it is wrong and not beneficial to you, you will still indulge in it because of the habit.

Just like me, I clearly know that Xie Dongrong's indifferent attitude is just a disguised form of torture to me, but as time goes by, I get used to it and even become numb.

He is undoubtedly a master of measuring water. I have already seen clearly that it is impossible for you to get close to him, but it seems so unrealistic to stay away from him because of our family factors.

Thinking about it, I can't help but feel funny, why is there no progress in the place where I most want to achieve results?

It was Xie Dongrong's own change, which was outrageous.

I don't know what kind of stimulation my leaving Namin gave him. Since then, he seems to have taken the wrong medicine. He reversed his previous attitude and began to be particularly active in rehabilitation.

Until now, I can't figure out the reason for this, but it really happened like this.

As the doctor said, as long as he starts to really yearn for the feeling of walking, it won't take long for him to stand up, walk, run, and jump.

I actively participated in Xie Dongrong's recovery time stipulated by the doctor every time, but shortly after I left Namin, he began to train himself and worked hard for "do not need Tao Shu's support". Committed to making me a person he "doesn't need", I faintly feel that he is competing with me, but that feeling is like the light falling in the hand, which can never grasp the specific shape.

I remember that day, when he was able to stand up steadily and walked slowly in front of me, I looked up, only to realize that he was already taller than me at some point, his eyes were downcast, indifferent Leaning at me emotionally, his blue eyes seem to be filled with a touch of sarcasm and pride forever.

And I just look at him and don't say anything, I can't really say anything, I'm happy, I'm sad, I'm really, really lost because I realize he needs me less .

He no longer needs me to follow him all the time, and he rarely gets sick. He just replaces the "personal items" I give him at fixed times, and never resists. Whenever I try to stay by his side for various reasons, he Will not refuse.

It’s like pursuing a balance, because the princess doesn’t let him force me to be with me anymore, I will always find some way to make up for the time, Xie Dongrong seems to have sensed my intention, the corner of his mouth slanted, mocking One sound, but there is no resistance.

Sometimes I feel that he is using this method to retaliate against me for leaving Namin, but the later getting along proved again and again that I am not that important in his mind, so self-deprecating from time to time has become commonplace, and I am used to it up.

Later, his exercise was almost completely irrelevant to the word "rehabilitation". He seemed to be fascinated by the feeling of exercising and sweating. He started running and tried various sports activities that I had never thought of.

When he first started, I wanted to catch up with him. When he ran, I would try to run behind him, but soon I realized the talent gap-maybe he was born with better physical potential than me. .

I don't like the feeling of being left far behind by him and panting in embarrassment every time, so in the end I chose to watch him on the sports field from a distance.

Xie Dongrong seemed to feel that I gave up halfway and lacked perseverance, so he looked at me with his usual mocking smile, but didn't say much.

Yes, that's right, since I left Namin and he no longer needs rehabilitation, he has spoken less and less, no, it should be said that he has spoken less and less to me.

I think this may have something to do with the growth rate of his physique. His growth rate can be described as a "running wild horse". Maybe, I mean maybe, when he gets taller and taller, he is more and more able to look down on me. At that time, he began to think that I was a weak guy through and through, and the strong have always been too lazy to talk to the weak, which I naturally understand.

Of course, no matter how long he is, the attractiveness of that face to me will never change. If his face can be described as "masculine and indistinguishable hazy beauty" when he just woke up, then now, his face The beauty was already too clear, it was a fierce face, a face that combined delicacy and wildness.

Although it may appear that I am a bit too obsessed with appearance, I am just telling the truth.

Of course, at the same time, an invisible sense of crisis is urging me day by day.

If in the past Xie Dongrong attracted only those who were interested in his identity, then now, gradually, some people began to fall under his power, not to mention how excellent his grades in Maodian were. The fact that the king personally awarded him an honor some time ago has already allowed enough people to follow him.

Among the people who like him, there are many outstanding people, most of whose names can be singled out in the capital and said for a while, but compared with them, I am nothing if I borrow a name.

For suitors, Xie Dongrong's attitude is very clear-do not take the initiative, do not refuse, and do not take responsibility.

He would gladly accept other people's admiration for him, and occasionally even return a few nice words to the other party when he was happy. Everyone thought that they might have a chance. Too many people were tortured by his ambiguous attitude, just like me, yes The purest batch of fools.

But the funny thing is, even if he never gives me a nice word, I still do that.

I don't even know if I should be thankful - anyway, in his eyes, I am special, but when I think about it carefully, the first batch of guests will have some special discounts no matter what.

Sometimes I feel that I am almost submerged in his vast suitors, but sometimes, because of some things, my spark that was about to die will be ignited quietly again.

In the past three years, I have caused trouble for Xie Dongrong several times.

I didn't do it on purpose, and I didn't have any intention of asking him to clean up the mess, but every time I got into trouble, he would come to clean up the mess for me angrily, and then scolded me viciously, making me ashamed.

It was about two months after I left Namin, and while the moon was dark and the wind was high, I beat up the man surnamed Ning, my mother's suitor.

In fact, I seldom do such irrational things. You need to be very careful to beat up a street gangster, let alone a nobleman?

But that time I was really annoyed.

Although I threw away the business card he gave me, it still didn't prevent him from contacting my mother. Even if I didn't take the initiative to find him, my mother didn't pay much attention to him.

But after a long time, that guy might be in a hurry. He directly told my mother about the day he met me, and even added embellishments and told my mother that I didn't appreciate it.

It is impossible for my mother not to care about my future. She questioned me that day. The main idea was why she didn't discuss such a big matter with her, but made her own arbitrary decision.

I don't know how that man talked to my mother. Anyway, my mother didn't listen to my explanation. She thought my actions were very inappropriate and insisted on taking me to apologize to that man.

Although I was resentful, at that time, my mother said that as long as I didn't want to, she would not accept that man's unreasonable kindness. Considering my mother's accusations against me, I also admitted that my actions were inappropriate. So in the end I agreed to apologize to the man.

Who knew that Mrs. Ning would find a private detective to follow me on the day I went to apologize to my mother?

The next day, when I was standing behind my mother, the photo of that surnamed Ning holding my mother's hand spread throughout the aristocratic circle.

That was the day everyone in Maodian knew my name.

All kinds of ugly words came to the ears faintly, except for the few closest people on weekdays, no one wanted to know the truth of the matter.

Some people began to say that I entered Maodian because of the Ning family, and some people said that I was the product of an affair between the Ning family and my mother.

When he knew what was going on, Xie Dongrong had a bad expression on his face, but in the end he still said, "I will find a way to deal with it."

I thought it would be enough to endure.

But sure enough, no matter how careful you are, as long as danger tries to find you, you will still not be able to escape that disaster after all.

When I met my mother that night, there was a deep palm print on her face.

When Madam Ning "ran into" on the street, the sisters around her slapped her.

anger?Powerless?Depressed?At this moment, I can't recall my mood at that time. I can remember that when I received the call from the man surnamed Ning, I didn't actually plan to beat him up.

If he is also willing to help my mother solve this matter.

At that time, I was wondering why he was dating me instead of my mother.

In that high-end restaurant, he ordered a table of sumptuous high-end cuisine, saying that according to what my mother said, it was all my favorite food.

But actually I don't like eating in fancy restaurants.

Then he took out a huge check and said, this is his compensation to me and my mother.

From his expression, I know that he already knows about my mother and I's recent situation.

He also said that he hopes we don't take this matter to heart, and he will explain it to his wife.

I looked at the string of zeros behind the check and thought, maybe this is really enough money for our mother and son to earn in their lifetime. With this money, we can live in another place and we will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of our lives.

But what does he think of our mother and son?

In his heart, the reputation and dignity of me and my mother are products that can be bought with money.

The next moment, I slammed the plate of steak in his face.

I pulled his hair and irrationally pushed him on the sofa and beat him.

Until the security officers came, until I sat in the detention room.

Until, on the other side of the window, I saw Xie Dongrong.the one who lives in my body