the one who lives in my body

The moments with the fastest heart rate in my life are almost all related to Xie Dongrong.

The first time I stared at Xie Dongrong through the glass of the nutrition jar, I felt that a small motor was stuffed into my right chest, and the sound of thumping almost pierced my chest.

At this moment, I actually felt that way again.

Standing behind my mother, I felt for the first time that she was ringing the doorbell so slowly, even the sound of "click" opening the door almost made me tremble in shock.

The princess is still as elegant as ever, with her usual hairstyle and speaking the same words as always, everything is so familiar, as if my mother and I have never moved out.

I walked into the familiar hall, inside, the retro fireplace was burning a strong fire.

Xie Dongrong was sitting by the fire, with a thick blanket on his legs. The warm firelight cast an orange light on the outline of his body, and his long hair hung down on both sides of his cheeks, looking a little charming. The temperature added a bit of blood to his skin that had not been exposed to the sun for a long time, and his blue-green eyes were turning around calmly, looking almost indifferently in the direction where my mother and I were.

I was breathing lightly. It is no exaggeration to say that at that moment, I could not hear any sound in my ears, nor could I see anything else. Xie Dongrong, he is the only one in my world.

With a crisp sound of "click", I, who was always cautious in the princess's house, smashed an antique flower pot.

"A tree!" My mother's eyes were red, presumably she knew that the price of this flowerpot was nearly ten years' labor of the two of us.

"I'm sorry princess..." I quickly leaned over and picked up the pieces one by one. I heard the consolation and annoyance of the princess and my mother. The princess will definitely not let us pay for it. I know, but my mother will definitely take it as a sum. Debt, I know that too.

We were acting like a farce, and Xie Dongrong, who glanced over there coldly, was an indifferent audience. I knew that in the first scene in his mind, I failed.

·

"Dongrong, I told you before that this is Tao Shu, your elder brother Shu, and our butler Shen. Of course, I hope you can call her Mother Shen." , the princess smiled amiably and introduced us mother and son to him.

Xie Dongrong didn't speak for a long time. Considering that he had just woken up and his understanding of the world was still incomplete, I thought he couldn't speak.

"Aunt Shen." Finally, he spoke, and he glanced at my mother plainly, and said, his voice was deep, with a hint of hoarseness, and there was an indescribable sexiness, I was looking forward to it, I thought he would Use this voice to call me "Brother Tree", but he didn't, his eyes just swept over me quickly, as if he only stayed for 0.1 second.

"Sorry, he just woke up, that's it..." The princess pursed her lips, she was not the type who would beat and scold children, judging by her expression, she probably suffered from Xie Dongrong before.

"How about me?" Xie Dongrong said suddenly, his tone carried an undeniable meaning, his eyes swept over me and my mother again, "This is the person I lived with before, this is his mother, and then what? What did you call them for?"

The princess frowned slightly. Obviously, she couldn't bear Xie Dongrong's rude attitude. I believe that she had never been treated like this in her life: "Everyone is looking forward to you waking up, especially Shushu. I used to go to your room every day to see you……"

"Oh," Xie Dongrong smiled, his fingers grabbed the blanket, his fingertips turned white, "come to see me, come to see me as a cripple, come to see me so that they can get more benefits?" The next moment, he lifted the blanket When I got down, I realized that he was sitting in a wheelchair.

"Dongrong!" The princess stood up abruptly. She walked to Xie Dongrong's side, held his shoulders, squatted halfway, and stared into Xie Dongrong's eyes. With the help of the tree, you will be fine."

Hearing this, Xie Dongrong officially squinted at me, and he stared at me as if I were a wild dog breaking into his territory.

Taking all his previous rude remarks as self-defeating angry words, I stood up, kept smiling, and walked towards Xie Dongrong, "Yes, as long as you need, I will definitely help you." As I said, I stretched out my arms to him. Make a friendly gesture.

His gaze was slightly lowered. Obviously, he saw the hand I stretched out, but the next moment, he completely ignored it. He raised his eyes and looked at me with his blue eyes, "I don't need," he said.

"It's not up to you." The princess said this with extreme restraint, stood up, and lightly shook my awkward hand that was frozen in place, "Shushu, I will trouble you in the future."

Xie Dongrong sneered, then manipulated the wheelchair with extreme familiarity, and pressed a button on the stairs to the second floor, and the wheelchair activated the stair-climbing mode, sending him to the second floor extremely smoothly.

"How long has he been awake?" Staring at his back, I couldn't help asking the princess.

"I just woke up last night." The princess closed her eyes slightly, and only then did I notice the slight cyan under her eyes. Obviously, what happened last night made her unbearable.

"Shushu, go to the second floor to have a look. Dr. Ke is here. He needs to do some tests on you two, and he has something else to tell you." She turned her head and gave me an apologetic smile.

Without saying a word, I chased Xie Dongrong's wheelchair and walked up.

At this time, the princess walked slowly towards my mother who had been left out for a long time. Obviously, the friends who had been separated for half a month must have a lot to say to each other.

When it comes to going up the stairs, Xie Dongrong's mechanical wheelchair is naturally not as fast as my flexible legs and feet. When I was approaching the second floor, I arrived beside him. Seeing that he was slightly uncomfortable, I couldn't help but ask: "I need help." ?"

Obviously, Xie Dongrong didn't bother to talk to me. After successfully reaching the second floor, he didn't even look at me, and tried to turn a corner, skip me, and go straight to one of his rooms.

When I stopped him with my foot, I finally got an angry look from this guy, "Go away."

"I don't like the feeling of being ignored by others, Xie Dongrong, I believe you too," I said, "Also, you shouldn't swear, let alone in front of your mother."

I have to admit that even a sneer on Xie Dongrong's face is extremely beautiful, making people unable to get angry at all, or in other words, it will only make people want to get closer.

"You are my container, my common sense speech and some conditioned reflexes naturally all come from you." He stared at me, narrowing his eyes slightly, "I also really want to get rid of some parts that I don't even look down on myself. , but there is no way, because this is what you taught me."

"Also," his slender fingers gradually closed, and his body, which has not been exercised all year round, is full of bones, "you don't really think you are my brother, do you?" He pulled one corner of his mouth away, tilted his head, and appreciated Looking at my expression at the moment, "Don't follow me." He manipulated the wheelchair and passed me again. This time, I didn't stop him.

However, he was wrong.

In fact, since I was a child, I never regarded him as a so-called "brother"...

·

Xie Dongrong arrived at that room first. In the past, I identified it as Xie Dongrong's "bedroom", because his nutrition tank containing his body was placed here all the year round.

But at this moment, this place can only be said to be a place dedicated to "treatment" for him, and Dr. Ke has obviously been waiting for a long time.

I am no stranger to Dr. Ke, because in the past, any surgery called "Xie Dongrong" that required surgery on me was performed by him himself.

And during these years when Xie Dongrong lived in my body, many examinations and nursing were ordered and carried out by him.

He is a kind and somewhat eccentric old gentleman, and I know that the word "doctor" is actually not suitable for him, because his achievements in technology are more prominent, so in my heart, I prefer Call him "Dr."

"Consciousness transplantation" is the project he developed, and Xie Dongrong, who was "seriously ill" when he was born, became the guinea pig he put into use for the first time due to helplessness.

"Ashu, carry him to the bed." The doctor told me.

"No need." Before I could reach his side, Xie Dongrong threw out these words coldly, and he swam the wheelchair to the side of the bed. I soon realized that this might be too high for him, He quickly went up to him and hugged him who was trying to push himself up with his arms.

"Excessive use of the arms now will cause continuous fatigue after a while." The doctor frowned, obviously extremely dissatisfied with Xie Dongrong's behavior just now.

However, Xie Dongrong acted as if he didn't hear it at all, just looked down at his palm, as if he was thinking about something carefully.

I know that Xie Dongrong's body is different from ordinary people and needs special maintenance. I have understood this before he woke up, so it is better to listen to the doctor's words. I secretly glanced at Xie Dongrong and replaced him. The doctor's words were written down.

The doctor obviously saw that I have a bad relationship with Xie Dongrong, so he only raised the corners of his lips into a smile: "I advise you to get along well, I believe you have felt something yourself, the connection between the two of you will be with you for the rest of your life."

feeling?what kind of feeling?I couldn't help turning my head to stare at Xie Dongrong, only to find that Xie Dongrong was also staring at me from the sideways. Undoubtedly, it was not a friendly look.

The doctor turned his attention to Xie Dongrong, "Your body is weak, on the one hand, it is because your body has not been exercised for a long time, and on the other hand, it is because your consciousness has not recalled the feeling of walking, Xie Dongrong, spend more time with Tao Shu, You will gradually recall the feeling of being in his body, don't reject the dependence on him, it will be good for you."

rely?I thought about this word and thought about it carefully, but I didn't find the slightest feeling of "depending" on me from Xie Dongrong.

"Tao Shu." The doctor suddenly called my name, "He has just been stripped from your body and is in desperate need of 'independent individual identity'. It is normal for him to reject you in his heart. I hope you can Teach him as gently as you can."

At this time, Xie Dongrong beside me suddenly sneered, and asked the doctor very directly: "Doctor, I need a treatment to help me leave him."

Secretly clenched the bed sheet tightly, reminding himself repeatedly in his heart that he was sick and there was no need to worry about it, but he could hardly maintain a relaxed expression on his face.

The doctor was silent for a while, and then said to Xie Dongrong: "It needs to go through these few processes—"

Strip, strip him from me.

Memories, memories of him in my body.

Separate, discerning my consciousness from his, and distinguishing the two.

Blending, combining our two experiences and taking all the knowledge.

Farewell, the two of us are separated and live our own lives.

·

When I left that room, the doctor patted me on the shoulder. I thought he had something to say to me, but in the end he only left me a sentence: "You can come to me for anything about you and him."

Apparently, Xie Dongrong on this side is already ambitiously planning how to get through the five periods mentioned by the doctor, and wants to get rid of me impatiently.

But in fact, I have long seen clearly that I am just a disposable wrapping paper that is clearly arranged and thrown away when it is about to be used up.