the one who lives in my body

There is a fresh and melancholy smell on Xie Dongrong's body, which can make me feel intoxicated, and his bedding is naturally stained with this smell.

Almost unconsciously, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath uncontrollably, like an addict sucking drugs into his nasal cavity.

Speaking of which, he hasn't been sick again during this time.

Under the supervision of the princess, he has indeed become a lot more honest. He no longer throws away the "personal items" I gave him without authorization, and he also works diligently to accompany me in acting, maintaining our "brothers are good" personality.

Not long ago, I thought he would fight me to the end for his own freedom, but now that I think about it, this guy's will is not so firm.

Thinking about things, my consciousness gradually became blurred. I thought I was awake all the time, but in fact I was not. I originally planned to lie quietly on Xie Dongrong's bed for a while, but in the end I fell asleep.

It's hard to imagine Xie Dongrong's mood when he turned his head and saw me lying on his bed in an extremely unscientific posture with my face facing the bedding.

After all, when I sat on his bed earlier, he hated it to death.

I was woken up.

I don't have the habit of drooling in sleep, which I have to declare, I should not have soiled his bed.

But looking at his expression, it was as if he saw some bear kid urinating in his den, apart from disgust and anger.

He pokes me awake with a long-handled umbrella in a corner of the room.

Before I had time to realize what was going on, he frowned and said to me with a bad expression: "Get out."

Will clearly write his disgust on his face.

I froze for a moment, and was really a little bit stabbed by his disgusted and contemptuous eyes staring at ants.

Obviously, I have seen his impatient look a lot, but this time, when I looked at him, I really felt the pain.

Although I knew he never liked me, I always felt that it was because of something I did that made him really annoyed with me.

I always thought maybe he didn't really hate me 100% from the bottom of his heart.

But at this moment I was shaken.

Facing his gaze, I suddenly realized that, just like a princess hates the stains on her skirt, a girl hates the ugly scars on her face, Xie Dongrong restrainedly hates me who cannot be shaken off.

Because he couldn't get rid of it, he had no choice but to choose to be hypocritical and submissive, and live with me.

According to the personality, I should scratch my head and say: "It's just a nap in your bed..."

But at this moment I lost the courage to do that.

Naturally, I dare not tell him that I dreamed of him just now.

Smelling his breath, sleeping on his bed, naturally I would not have any innocent dreams, I half stood up, tried to cover up my abnormality, met his eyes, and my mood was clearly sad, but in the end But he laughed and said, "I'm sorry."

I almost escaped from his room.

I have lived here for many years, and I am still very familiar with the road to the balcony on the second floor.

Blowing the night wind, looking at the exquisite artificial garden below, I finally let myself calm down.

It was just that he accidentally fell asleep on Xie Dongrong's bed.

This is obviously not a big deal, but it changed my mentality in this way.

At this moment, what is clearer in my mind than any previous thought is that I want to move out of Namin.

This is not something out of thin air, it's just something that I thought about before but didn't plan to start preparing for it for a long time.

The obsession of staying here in the past was to witness the day when Xie Dongrong woke up, but under the influence of force majeure factors, I still missed it after all. Now I start to feel that maybe I shouldn't live under the same roof as Xie Dongrong.

Of course, this does not mean that I have stopped thinking about him, it is just a sober self-help, so that I will not think that I am special in his heart when I get along day and night.

On the other hand, I would also ease his pain by doing so.

It's not right to depend on others, I can't ask for something from him, and then blindly ask for it in his house.

I don't belong here.

On the way back to the first floor, it is inevitable to pass Xie Dongrong's room.

Xue Ma was standing in front of Xie Dongrong's room. She was a simple woman who usually did some chores in Naming, such as cleaning and washing clothes.

At this moment, she was taking the sheets and quilts that Xie Dongrong handed her.

I recognize that set of sheets, I was still lying on it just now, greedily absorbing Xie Dongrong's breath.

And now Xie Dongrong handed them over to her.

I pretended I didn't see anything, but when I walked by, I met Xie Dongrong's eyes for a moment.

Xie Dongrong stared at me calmly without any guilt of being caught, as if what he was doing at the moment had nothing to do with me.

Maybe I was irritated by his eyes, but I stopped in the end. Mother Xue greeted me. After I walked by, I asked: "Although I know you are particular, I didn't expect you to be so particular."

I didn't look back, but I knew Xie Dongrong was still at the door, because I didn't hear the sound of the door closing.

"I saw it," he said ten seconds later, "you can't hide it."

"..."

When I woke up from the dream, my physical condition was beyond my control. I thought I had hidden it well enough, but he finally found out...

Indeed, it is dirty and should be replaced.

On the first floor, I met my mother who was arranging work.

I obviously didn't want to laugh at all, but in the end I laughed out loud. I thought sadly, at least my mother doesn't know about these bad things about me and Xie Dongrong.

"Ashu, Mommy has peeled some fruits for you and put them on the table in your room. Remember to eat them." Mom smiled and seemed to be in a good mood.

Indeed peeled fruit.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, feeling the sweetness in it, I was so hopeless that I wanted to cry.

Fortunately, my mother came after a while. She knocked on the door first, and then said in a low voice, "Shushu, Mom wants you to help me pick out the dress."

skirt?After quickly adjusting my state, I opened the door, and my mother grabbed me and walked to the cloakroom involuntarily.

The princess is willing to share a cloakroom with my mother, which is considered kind. Now that the princess is out to do errands, I have to take over her work and help my mother appreciate the dresses.

In fact, since I grew up and knew how to pour cold water, my mother didn't let me come to the cloakroom with her very much.

"How is it?" Opening the curtain, my mother changed her look like Cinderella who was favored by a fairy godmother in an instant.

It's beautiful, but I remember my mother didn't have this dress.

It's supposed to be a princess dress, I've seen the princess wear it, but she doesn't seem to be wearing it formally.

"Anzhen didn't like it, she wanted to give it to me, but I paid for it anyway, it really fits well..." Mom turned around intoxicated, probably really felt that she had become Cinderella.

Since I bought it from the princess, I couldn't say anything more, I just asked, "Don't go if you haven't been invited."

As if she knew what I would say, my mother snorted quite complacently, "This time, the invitation letter was written by Wang himself. Hmph, let's see how you can still tease your mother."

Could it be that the new king who is sowing seeds everywhere has taken a fancy to my mother?This guess made me frown. After all, my mother still has charm, and no noble lady of the same age may be as beautiful as her.

"What banquet?" I asked with a faint guess in my heart.

"It's the eldest prince's birthday party. Wang also said, I'm welcome to take you with me." My mother was completely immersed in her own world, and even danced gracefully while humming dance music by herself.

"...I won't go." Sitting on the small stool in the cloakroom, I said.

Shen Yi is like a flying butterfly, gliding past my eyes leisurely. At this time, her identity is no longer my mother, but an unmarried young woman, a girl whose mind is not yet fully mature.

"Why don't you go? Dongrong is going too. I heard that you and the third prince are getting along well. Let's play together with the children." My mother completely regarded this place as the center of the banquet hall, she said, dancing, as if Everything in the world is as simple and pure as she thought.

"The skirt is beautiful, you go, I won't go, I'll go back, don't get too intoxicated, be careful to bump into the hanger." Saying this, I stood up, patted my sleeves without hesitation, got up Just didn't go.

"Hey, Ah Shu is really brainless." My mother said coquettishly behind me like a girl.

But what I'm thinking is - if the new king takes a fancy to my mother, it will be troublesome. Maybe I will become An Hexuan and Sun Yuze's brother?

Of course, there is a high probability that I am overthinking.

At breakfast the next day, in front of the princess, the quarrel between Xie Dongrong and I finally came to light.

The princess is entangled in why we have changed from "brothers are good" to what we are now, but what I think is that our relationship is so bad now that we can't even pretend to be "brothers are good".

"Don't worry, princess, even if Xie Dongrong hates me, I will stay by his side to minimize the possibility of his getting sick." When I said this with a smile, I felt my hypocrisy for the first time.

Compared to me, Xie Dongrong was much more real. As soon as he put the tableware away, before the princess could say anything, he said to me directly: "Can you show me some face?"

At the other end of the table, my mother's face turned pale.

The princess was obviously very angry, but this time she didn't reach out to hit him, but tried her best to keep her breathing steady, and then told Xie Dongrong with the most serious attitude: "I will let your father discipline you."

"...No, there was indeed something I did wrong last night. I slept on his bed without his permission first, and... and..." I got stuck in the middle of the sentence, and things happened too fast , I haven't figured out the wording yet.

But the princess stopped me by raising her hand, "Don't talk about Shushu, this is not just a problem between you two."

Even if my mother speaks up for Xie Dongrong in the future, I also know that the princess has made up her mind.

Looking at Xie Dongrong's calm face from side to side, I, who had tried my best to maintain my composure, felt flustered involuntarily.

At noon that day, the proprietress sent me a message telling me that the invitation to the exhibition had been delivered, but I didn't care about it because the general had already arrived home and the princess was talking to him.

It is not easy to break into the boundary where the husband and wife are alone, so I waited restlessly outside the door.

As a soldier, the general's "training" methods are all learned from the army. I can't imagine what Xie Dongrong will experience later.

Xie Dongrong sat calmly on the sofa in the living room, watching a movie.

Finally, with a bang, the door opened.

The general came out, his face serious and forbidding at the moment.

Since I was a child, I didn't dare to talk to the general too much when I was living under the fence. Even if I grow up now, I will inevitably feel scared inside.

He had a clear goal, and walked directly in the direction where Xie Dongrong was after going out.

I raised my hand to stop him, "Sir, please don't be angry, it's actually all my fault, I insisted on sleeping on Xie Dongrong's bed, and... I even drool on his bed, he went to wash the sheets later, I said he It's not all his fault, and I also..."

It's not far from the living room, and Xie Dongrong's position can be heard completely, but he didn't move, and he didn't look back here from the beginning to the end.

"Then you come here and be punished together with him." The general said this, which was affirmation of my defense.