the one who lives in my body

I'm fine.

To be honest, when I fell, I also thought that I would be thrown into something wrong, maybe I would form a trio of iron crutches with Xie Dongrong and Shen Fan or something, because the wall was quite high, and I went directly from the height of the wall. fell to the ground on the other side.

Fortunately, there was a thick clump of soft grass below. When it fell to the ground, there was only a muffled sound, as if it had landed on a cold but soft trampoline.

Lying on the soft grass, what I saw was the blue sky and the petals falling down. Just now my movement affected the branches, and countless flowers that were affected by this were shaken off and landed softly on my face On, a little itchy.

I suddenly felt that it would be fine to just lie here.

There is an unspeakable comfort.

However, in the next second, Xie Dongrong blocked my sight.

Sitting in a wheelchair, he looked down, his lips parted slightly, panting, and just stared at me for a long, long time.

I couldn't tell whether he was angry or worried, all I knew was that against the light, his body seemed to be coated with a layer of glaze, and the petals were also falling, reflecting his blue eyes, as expected It's so beautiful.

In this way, the little wish in my heart to watch flowers with him can be regarded as fulfilled. Thinking about it, I became inexplicably happy.

So I smiled at Xie Dongrong.

I don't know which nerve he offended by this smile. Looking at me, his face was slightly distorted, "Since he is not dead, why not move!" It can be heard that he is trying his best to suppress his anger. I think if his legs can move, Definitely kick me.

"I'm fine." I got up from the ground, shook the grass clippings stuck to my clothes, but my legs staggered involuntarily... Well, after all, I fell, and it still hurts a bit.

Seeing me like this, Xie Dongrong's face was very ugly, and I noticed that his hand holding the seat was trembling slightly.

Surprisingly, he seemed to care more about me than I thought.

But... even if I saw one of my pets fall from such a high place, it's impossible for me to keep my expression on. I laughed in my heart, I'm actually used to lowering my psychological expectations.

"Can I go?" This was the second sentence Xie Dongrong asked me.

For a moment, I thought Xie Dongrong was asking me if he could leave, but soon I realized that he was concerned about my current situation.

"Yes, I'm fine." I walked a few steps with a smile and gave Xie Dongrong a thumbs up.

However, Xie Dongrong was not moved by my playful joke. He kept a straight face, but turned the direction of the wheelchair and walked forward.

I stared at his leaving back blankly, thinking that he was going to leave me again when I saw that I was fine, but the next moment he controlled the wheelchair to stop, turned his head slightly, "If you can walk, follow."

I hurried to catch up, I thought he wanted me to walk around with him, but after a while, I found that he was walking in the direction of going back.

Thinking that he forgot to take something, I followed behind him without saying a word.

It was only after an hour that I found out that the clumps of soft grass surrounding the walls of the hospital were planted by my uncle Shen Fan.

Because he had fallen out of the fence before from that tree.

At this time, I was sitting on the master chair in the living room, and beside me was a doctor who was writing the list with a serious face and was prescribing medicine for me.

Xie Dongrong called.

Buy one get one free, the doctor is also here.

For a moment, I wanted to personally teach Xie Dongrong to understand the meaning of the word "make a fuss out of a molehill".

However, he read my mind in an instant, and corrected me solemnly: "Don't get me wrong, it's mainly for the reconstruction, you just happened to hit it."

After obtaining evidence from the doctor, I found that what Xie Dongrong said was true, and that his trip was indeed for Xie Dongrong's reconstruction, but the time was a little earlier than expected.

Fortunately, after inspection, I only had a little contusion in the position of the foot, and it was not serious.

I just said it, with a smirk in my heart, a little helpless, I thought - how could Xie Dongrong care about me so much?

Instead, it seems that because of me, his travel plan was disrupted, and now he has to deal with the doctor.

I know that he doesn't like to deal with doctors. He also procrastinated when he had an examination with a doctor. Now it seems that because of my accident, he had to put the reconstruction on the agenda ahead of time. Fortunately, Xie Dongrong didn't blame me for it. .

About Xie Dongrong's restoration, I listened to the doctor's explanation with him.

The location was chosen in the living room of the Shen family. My uncle Shen Fan sat in the corner as a member of the auditorium, smiling slightly, as if he was very happy.

An Guo went to buy medicine for me. Although I tried my best to say no, because I was no longer in pain, she still obliged to leave the house after asking the doctor for an order on the grounds that she didn't want the teacher to worry.

Xie Dongrong was sitting in a wheelchair, staring at the doctor expressionlessly, with a slightly impatient expression, like a bad student who seems to listen carefully but actually doesn't care about anything.

The doctor seldom talked, and he seemed to be more inclined to practice, so after half an hour, he found a relatively spacious place and asked Xie Dongrong to walk around.

As for me, I undoubtedly shouldered the great task of being ready to catch Xie Dongrong at all times.

For my approach, Xie Dongrong is still repulsive, I know this.

But in front of so many people, we all tacitly chose to be silent, as if we were committed to performing a "good brother" relationship in front of the princess.

Of course, in front of so many people, I was not in the mood to think too much.

What's more, we soon discovered that the reconstruction process was not as easy as imagined, and it can even be said to be a very labor-intensive job.

Several times, Xie Dongrong fell down with limp legs as soon as he stood up. I, who was always paying attention to him, hurried forward to catch him, and it was only at such moments that I could catch a glimpse of him on his face. "Be at a loss", like doubts about one's ability and... powerlessness.

I'm not used to Xie Dongrong like that.

But soon, when he raised his head again, he would return to his previous appearance, facing everyone with an absolutely calm attitude.

The first day can be said to be no progress.

When we got back to the room, it was already night.

Xie Dongrong sat silently at the table, reading a book.

I tried to start assembling a new armor according to the schedule, but found that I couldn't concentrate.

When I picked him up from the ground, the expression on his face has invaded my mind for the umpteenth time.

"Xie Dongrong..."

"Don't be noisy." He replied quickly, with a little impatience, as if he hadn't focused on the book from the beginning to the end.

After a little deliberation, I asked tentatively, "Why don't I give you a massage, the doctor said it might be beneficial."

"No." After a pause, he added sarcastically, "He said 'maybe' would be beneficial, so [-]% is not beneficial."

I knew he was satirizing the doctor for being too aggressive.

Some don't understand his brain circuit. Dr. Mingming said that as long as he is willing, the chance of recovery is very high, but now his negative attitude even makes me uneasy.

Turning sideways slightly, I couldn't help asking: "Does the princess usually give you a massage?"

"……Um."

"She hopes that you will remember the feeling of walking earlier." I stood up and walked towards Xie Dongrong's direction, and finally stopped at the place where he drew the [-]th line by the screen, "Me too."

As if guessing what I would say next, he turned sideways, stared at me with extremely indifferent eyes, and warned: "I know it myself, don't worry about it too much,"

I knew he would say that... I couldn't help but clenched my fists slightly, "Although this may offend you, I really want to say that you are too inactive about the reconstruction."

"Tao Shu," Xie Dongrong chuckled, as if he was annoyed by me, "What standpoint are you talking about to me?"

"What position can I have!" Unconsciously, my voice became louder: "I just hope you are well."

"You think it's troublesome to take care of me." Xie Dongrong twitched the corner of his mouth and stared at me almost viciously.

I couldn't believe it, he understood my intentions early in the morning, how could he, how could he think of me like this?

"What are you talking about Xie Dongrong?" With a sneer, I lifted my foot and walked over, "You really don't know me very well. The fact is that if you can, I hope you will never die, so that you can always I'm needed."

At this moment, Xie Dongrong raised his head slightly and looked at me in disbelief, which made me almost morbidly satisfied.

"But if you get better, your life will be more complete, and you will be happier because of it." I knelt down on one knee, and finally I was able to raise my head and gaze closely at his face.

I couldn't help but raised my head and caressed him, my thumb gently brushed the skin on his cheek: "So I hope you are well."

Xie Dongrong was silent, just looked at me without moving, "Tao Shu," he said after a while, "I want to tell you the reason."

For a moment, I thought his expression was cruel, but I tried my best to calmly say: "Say it."

"I have to find the little thing of walking in your memory. It's difficult, because it's too easy for you, and it's almost just a subconscious existence."

"So, every piece of your memory, I can only chew it over and over again to extract the part I need most."

"You know what I saw? About you."

I looked at his face and suddenly didn't want him to talk anymore.

"Probably when you were 12 years old, a girl in your class confessed to you once."

"That's the first time you really start to really think about 'why don't I like girls'."

"And then you went back to Namin, looked at me, and came to a conclusion."

"You stared at me for half an hour without moving, your eyes lingered on every part of my body, it was as if I had been licked by you from the inside out, not to mention this It is also mixed with your psychological activities, your to me, certain psychological activities."

"Do you need me to elaborate more? Tao Shu?" Xie Dongrong opened his thin lips, and slowly spit out these words.

I've lost my voice.

"Similar to this, there are many more, and I can only extract a little bit of 'knowledge' about 'walking' after regurgitating these several times."

"So, I'm not active, do you know why?" His blue eyes just stared at me like this, I looked at myself in his eyes, and suddenly felt like a clown.

The 12 years of spying outside the nutrition tank, at this moment, are turning around and eroding me.