the one who lives in my body

It is no exaggeration to say that at this moment, I, who has always been calm, was a little frightened by Xie Dongrong.

His eyes made me think of a hungry beast, or perhaps a lunatic on the verge of madness.

But I couldn't disobey his order, I just stood still for a second, and I stepped forward.

Sitting in a wheelchair, Xie Dongrong slowly opened his hands to me.

Obviously it is such a posture similar to "begging for a hug", but it does not remind people of any weak characters at all, it is not cute at all, even like some lewd emperor, who is opening his arms and greets his side contemptuously beauty.

I have to say, I was a little scared, but I still leaned over and hugged him involuntarily.

I didn't know what I was doing, my mind seemed to stop thinking at that moment, and I didn't even think about it, would that kind of Xie Dongrong, with an open hand gesture, let me hug him?That must not be the case.

When I was pushed away by Xie Dongrong's collar for a short distance, I was in a daze.

But Xie Dongrong's eyes really conveyed a message - "You are fucking courting death."

"I'm sorry." Cold sweat dripped from my forehead, and I hugged him to the bed.

The muscles of his whole body were tense, and he was holding the fabric of my back with both hands. I was even a little worried that the clothes would be torn off by him directly.

Xie Dongrong looked very uncomfortable, I could feel that he was trying his best to control his body so that it would not tremble, and his eyes... the whites of his eyes were bloodshot due to exertion, no doubt, he looked at My eyes are menacing, and it doesn't surprise me that he strangles me with such eyes instead of hugging me.

He probably didn't want to lose his composure at school and in front of so many people, so he tried his best to control himself, and even hugged me who he hated so much as a last resort.

It's a weird feeling, when I know I'm being hated, I start to feel sorry for him.

"Dongrong..." I hugged him back, trying my best to keep my lips close to his ears without touching them.

"Okay...it's okay, I'm here." I couldn't help stroking his back with my hand, his long hair was hanging on his back, the delicate and smooth texture was slightly cold to the touch.

Until the strength of his grip on my clothes gradually weakened, he closed his eyes, and his brows no longer frowned.

Maintaining a posture for a long time made my body a little stiff, but I still gently and very slowly put Xie Dongrong down on the bed.

He fell asleep.

The sweat on his forehead made the hair stick to his face, I held my breath, like a thief, and gently brushed away the hair blocking his face for Xie Dongrong.

If I could, I'd like to kiss him, he's defenseless right now and it takes my breath away.

But in the end I still didn't do that, it's ridiculous to say it, just because I was cowardly.

I watched Xie Dongrong in the infirmary for quite a while, and I just stared at him with ecstasy, just like staring at him before his soul had not entered the body.

The male classmate who was punched by Xie Dongrong had already left at some point. I don't know if it was because he left quietly or because I thought Xie Dongrong was too serious.

After 10 minutes, after confirming that Xie Dongrong's condition had finally stabilized, I stood up and left the infirmary.

Xie Dongrong didn't take back the "necklace" that healed him after leaving the mech cabin.

It's not something worth remembering, it can be replaced at any time, it's just a worthless gadget, I can't be more clear in my heart.

But for no reason, I still want to get it back for Xie Dongrong.

Maybe it's because I have an inexplicable obsession with things like "parts".

But when I went back to the training ground and walked to the place where Xie Dongrong placed the necklace, I found that the part was gone.

I asked the teacher in Xie Dongrong's class, and the teacher said that he didn't know, but the aunt who was in charge of cleaning came over just now.

So I went to that aunt again.

In fact, the moment I realized that the part might have been put together with other garbage, I no longer planned to give it to Xie Dongrong again, and I planned to keep it for myself.

After all, it's something Xie Dongrong once wore... I really can't bear it.

Feeling a bit like a pervert, Tao Shu, I laughed at myself like this in my heart.

Of course, the part was not found in the end. It was so small that even the cleaning lady didn't notice it. Maybe she just swept it inadvertently and waved it to an unknown corner.

When he returned to the infirmary, Xie Dongrong had already woken up, the madness on his face had completely faded away, and his expression had returned to his usual indifferent and careless appearance.

Seeing me, Xie Dongrong didn't express anything superfluous, but frowned slightly, then closed his eyes as if evading, and turned his back to me.

He might still remember what he did just now.

Pulling on my clothes and asking me to approach him might be an unacceptable thing for him.

"That... the parts are gone, I'll give you another one later... um, whatever." Facing the back of his head, I cheered up and smiled.

"Whatever." His voice showed a kind of indifferent gray defeat.

Damn, sure enough, I am the only one who cares about that part.Touching his nose, he sat back next to Xie Dongrong again, feeling nothing special in his heart, but a clear feeling similar to "it really is so".

Realizing that Xie Dongrong was depressed, I began to think of ways to find a topic to cheer him up.

"You are so amazing. You have just woken up not long ago, and you actually got the first place in the exam. I just saw you controlling the mecha. Damn it, you are really amazing, and you have learned a lot."

"..."

Xie Dongrong didn't speak.

"You beat that man just now, and I was taken aback. I thought he couldn't get up..."

"You are so noisy." Xie Dongrong's voice was a little impatient.

"...Sorry." Being blamed by him, I couldn't think of anything other than apologizing. Originally, I was not such a person, but in front of Xie Dongrong, all my temper seemed to disappear in an instant.

After about a minute of silence, Xie Dongrong spoke again: "It's all the result of hard work."

"?"I froze for a moment.

"Maybe there are some elements of talent, but it's mainly because I worked hard, and I also asked the teacher to highlight the key points and practice the skills, understand?"

He had never spoken to me so seriously before, and for a moment I was flattered.

After reacting, I quickly answered: "So that's the case, haha... Then I will learn from you in the future... I..."

"You go back." Xie Dongrong interrupted me and said this sentence.

I thought I heard it wrong, and I didn't come back to my senses for a while, but my body reacted one step ahead of my brain—the fingertips that had just warmed up just now cooled down again in an instant.

"But what about you..."

"I have my own way, now I just want to be alone." Xie Dongrong's tone turned cold in an instant.

Speaking of this, naturally, I no longer have the need to stay.

When I left, I gently closed the door for Xie Dongrong.

how to say?Walking on the road, I curled up the corners of my lips, feeling like I was a disposable item, who appeared as a necessity when he might fall ill, and could wave me away when he no longer had symptoms.

When I was approaching the dormitory, I realized that I had once again forgotten to leave my belongings for Xie Dongrong.

Recalling Xie Dongrong's indifferent look and cold voice, I finally approached my dormitory and didn't look for him again.

Anyway, I'll see you tonight, don't rush this moment, I thought.

·

I forgot that today is the weekend.

When I went to Xie Dongrong's classroom to look for him in the evening, I was told by his classmates that he was picked up by his family's car after class.

I turned on the optical brain belatedly, and as expected, the princess sent me a message——

"Shushu, the driver has been arranged to take Dongrong home. Let's have a good rest in the afternoon~ I asked Dongrong to greet you, and I felt uneasy, so I decided to send you a message myself to tell you."

It's not at all the same as the princess's description, Xie Dongrong obviously didn't tell me anything, not even a text message.

Forget it.

Go back to the dormitory and pack up my things. On weekends, I am closer to home, and I plan to go home to visit my mother.

Before leaving, I made an appointment with Qiu Xingwen to play games together at night.

Fortunately, the roommates are nice, otherwise life in Maodian's campus would be so uncomfortable!On the way home, I secretly rejoiced.

·

When I arrived at the door of the house, I saw a large bouquet of roses placed at the door of the house.

I vaguely guessed something, I took out the key and walked in the door.

My mother happened to be at home, and she was searching her pockets to take out the trash.

I saw a large bunch of fresh pink roses again, which was placed by my mother next to the garbage, and I guessed that my mother would throw them away together later.

I put my arms around my chest and couldn't help laughing. It seems that something happened at home during my absence.

It seemed that I was taken aback by me who came in suddenly. My mother was startled, turned her head quickly, and then smiled, raised her hand to wipe her sweat, "Shushu is back."

Not intending to groan, I pointed to the roses on the ground and asked, "It's pretty good, who gave it to you, it's a pity to throw it away."

I have always supported my mother's search for a second spring, because after all, I am old enough to support myself, and a beautiful woman like my mother belongs to the type that should be protected and cared for by nature.

She longs for love, I know, my son can't give her enough sense of security like a husband, and I know that too.

The method of sending flowers is a bit clichéd, I guess it was sent by a boy who is younger than my mother.

"Mom, have you had any romantic encounters in the past few days when I'm not here? Tell me." After helping my mother clean up the trash, I sat on the sofa and pretended to be listening.

Mom murmured for a while before speaking slowly.

Two days ago, she went to an appointment and participated in the banquet hosted by Mrs. Ning.

There, she meets an old acquaintance.