the one who lives in my body

The place of work is located not far from the palace, which is an extremely hidden basement.

In a place like the capital where every inch of land is expensive, it is not easy for the royal family to allocate funds to build such a place not far from the palace.

The inside has a strong sense of technology, and several huge screens almost occupy the entire wall. Without exception, all of the inside are showing images of Amut Star.

Xie Dongrong's voice was very low, he walked beside me, and he explained the purpose of each button in a concise tone, from which I learned that although I am far away from the earth, I can still control the position of these monitors at will through these buttons , On Amut star, they come into people's field of vision in the form of small robots, and they use rollers to wander around the various boundaries of Amut star all the year round. They are the eyeliner placed by human beings on Amut star. As far as the creatures of the stars are concerned, their existence may mean the arrival of another catastrophe.

Most of them are responsible for going to places that humans cannot detect, while a very small part are responsible for showing us the living conditions of the human soldiers stationed on Amut.

The soldiers set up camp in the barren wilderness of Amut Star, eating simple food, exposed to the wind and sun, and waiting for instructions from the distant earth.

Individuals among them have obtained the qualifications to build houses on Amut, and they have begun to invite friends to build their own homes on Amut. Perhaps deep in their hearts, they are helpless, and they don’t know that they are still alive. How long do you want to stay in this place full of the souls of your dead? Perhaps tomorrow, a spaceship will come to pick them up. During the truce, there is no wartime fanaticism on their faces. It seems that the past of those killings never existed. The only thing left in the eyebrows is the perseverance and obedience that are exclusive to soldiers.

Is this what Xie Dongrong usually sees?Staring at him silently, at this moment, his face is solemn and quiet, and the strength of his hands on the control keys is light. Perhaps, for this place, he is also a little bit reluctant in his heart, although he Such deep thoughts are rarely revealed.

"Are you listening?" Turning his head, Xie Dongrong's blue eyes were full of scrutiny.

"Listen." I repeated what he said just now, and told him: "I probably know."

"If you don't understand anything, you can come and ask me at any time... Although I will not be able to set foot in this place after today." He slightly raised the corners of his lips, as if he breathed a sigh of relief, "Fortunately, you are the one who will replace me. , you can rest assured."

The comforting words made my heart feel a lot better, and I smiled at him, as if all the unhappiness between us had never happened at this moment.

"You haven't smiled at me for a long time." Xie Dongrong's words made me pause for a moment, and I immediately recognized that the person in front of me was still the Xie Dongrong I knew well. His thigh touched the table behind him.

"What are you doing?" That's right, good things are often just illusions, I condensed my face and looked at him squarely.

It's very strange, obviously we got along so peacefully one second, but the next second can be full of swords drawn and glaring.

"For so many days, you didn't take the initiative to contact me, even once." Approaching again, Xie Dongrong's eyes seemed to be filled with ice for thousands of years, "You keep saying that you are willing to relieve my symptoms, and you insult me ​​and stay away from me." A cold palm covered me, "Tao Shu..."

"I thought you were busy recently." I made up an inappropriate reason, and I stretched out my hand to refuse, turned my eyes away, and tried my best to avoid his sight.

"Actually, no matter how busy I am, you can always see me." Xie Dongrong's body pressed down slightly, and I felt his close breath, "And you? I'm afraid this is just an excuse for you to avoid me."

Seeing him like this makes me feel uncomfortable, being insulted but getting close?Being hurt but catering to?I didn't tell him, this feeling is all too familiar to me, I don't feel that I have any obligation to contact him actively, cruel words are on my lips, but staring at his sharp eyes that contain sadness, after all, I couldn't say, "So, now, do you want to do it?" In the end, that was all I could ask.

It's unbelievable that I would say such a thing.

The air seemed to be stagnant, Xie Dongrong was breathing lightly, he should be angry, the disappointment in his eyes almost drowned me, my heart beat fast, but I couldn't make myself say anything else.

Want me to say I care about him?Want me to say I've been thinking about him?I can't do it, because arguing itself is meaningless, we can never reach a consensus through words, so it's better to have something real, at this moment, what do you want to do?

Sitting on the table, opening his legs, and looking down, I can see that he has a feeling. No matter how angry he is, the body's reaction will not lie.

I won't tell him that during the days when I didn't contact him, I was full of his figure in my dreams. What happened that night when I was drunk was played repeatedly in my mind, and I even wondered if I was sick.

I know that I am eager, and so is he, since that is the case, just give it. Since this is what the doctor said is force majeure, why do you have to do unnecessary resistance?

The strength of his legs made him approach, Xie Dongrong stared at me, his expression was gray, his blue eyes reminded me of the sea, deep and quiet.

He held my neck with one hand and pulled me up without using much force. He bowed his head and kissed me.

I know that he can't stand such a temptation, even at this moment he has already started to hate me.

"Did you want it?" Xie Dongrong gritted his teeth as if he didn't notice the abnormality below him, and said with the other hand down, the movements were so proficient as if he had rehearsed in his mind many times...

Very strange.

I clearly saw that he was eager, but as if he had to prove himself, he never did that.

He just took revenge on me. In this place of work, time and time again, he didn't let go. Even if I asked him to stop by his collar, he turned a deaf ear to him. He didn't mean to stop at all, but speeded up.

It turns out that men shouldn't give up the most vulnerable parts of their bodies to another human being.

On the wall, on the desktop, on the screen, he doesn't stop.

Damn, I seem to have miscalculated again.

Finally, the back pain stopped, but the front began to hurt again.

In the past, Xie Dongrong didn't like to touch my place.

Oh shit.

Xie Dongrong helped me to fasten my trousers, shook my hands, and wiped my fingers with a paper towel very gracefully.

And I propped myself up on the table and gasped for breath, and even tried very hard to keep my legs from falling down.

"Do you like it?" He asked gently in my ear.

Angrily, I grabbed his neckline, his gaze was slightly downward, and he stared at me, but it was not entirely from the eyes of the superior, that kind of sad and helpless expression...

"I gave you a chance. Since you don't cherish it, you won't give it again." I told him.

"Actually, it's enough. It's the last day I left here. It left me with good memories." With a chuckle, he raised his hand to his nose, his brows and eyes slightly curved: "Your expressions are enough for me to play with for many years." .”

After a pause, he added, "In consciousness."

After confirming that I remembered all the points he said today, I turned around and Xie Dongrong left.

Looking at the back of his departure, I think that by now, there may no longer be any party's hard pursuit between us.

Instead, it turned into a contest of trying to make the other party unhappy.

In this way, I got "connected" with Amut Star again.

It seems that he thinks highly of me. An Hexuan gave me the privilege of freely entering and leaving the palace and visiting him all the time. I really have to thank him. Compared with going in from the outside of the palace, going straight from the palace to this basement is indeed true. It is much more convenient.

Thanks to this "job", I also got the qualification to freely enter and leave the mecha manufacturing park, because I still have to manufacture mechas, my schedule is so full that I hardly have time to think about anything else.

Qiu Xingwen is quite humorous. As soon as he saw me back in the dormitory, he began to yell words such as "staying alone in the empty boudoir" and "shoulding in the cold kiln". Brotherly love.

Oh, also because of the convenience of being able to enter and leave the palace at will, I was able to connect with An Jingtong again.

Although in order to avoid people's eyes and ears, every time we meet, we choose the most remote place in the palace.

According to An Jingtong, the Eldest Prince is doing very badly now, leaving aside his rights being emptied, the Empress began to arrange for him to do some trivial matters, and many people closely monitored his whereabouts, as if waiting for a Handle, a small mistake.

Yuemo was out of sympathy and felt it was worthless, An Hexuan still let An Jingtong stay in the palace, even though his food and wages have been reduced day by day.

Oh, I forgot to mention that An Jingtong now has a job in charge of gardens in the palace, and he has a fixed income every month.

Combined with their current situation, and thinking about how the First Prince once flourished, I can't help feeling secretly.

"Actually..." Looking around for a while, as if he had made up his mind, An Jingtong asked me to come over, "Actually, An Boyan asked me to pay attention to the queen's movements."

Um?I faintly felt that this was strange, so I turned my head and stared at him.

"Of course, maybe it's just for fun." An Jingtong scratched his chin, "No matter how you say it, through me, it's impossible to find out the cause of the late king's death..." Halfway through An Jingtong's words, I covered my mouth shut his mouth.

Amitabha, childish words without taboo.

"However, the queen has really been going out a lot lately..." Pretending to be thinking, An Jingtong actually analyzed it in a serious manner.

Originally it was just chatting, I didn't take some of An Jingtong's words to heart.

Said it was to contact the relationship between the two families, when the princess contacted me again, I was very disturbed.

Did mom tell her about me and Xie Dongrong?I have no idea.

Thinking of the relationship between me and Xie Dongrong now, besides the headache, I wanted to refuse the party.

But the princess sighed: "Shushu, Mr. Tao said that when he met you before, he asked you to match Dongrong and Xinguang, is that true?"

This Tao Wenyan is really shameless, but at the same time I breathed a sigh of relief, since I am asking about this matter, it seems that the princess still doesn't know anything.

"There is such a thing, but I guess Xie Dongrong will not agree." I don't intend to pretend in front of the princess anymore.

"Well, Namin's situation is not very good now, the child's father may be a little impatient." The princess sighed, "He actually agreed on behalf of Dongrong to let the two children get in touch."

That's right, the general and Tao Wenyan are comrades-in-arms, and he doesn't know much about the twists and turns of the younger generation in his family. Combined with the current situation, I can understand the general's mood.

"But we won't force Dongrong." The princess's tone was not very good. "Can Shushu come over this time? Dongrong told me that he just wanted to...beat people. I'm afraid those two children will be alone. If so, something unexpected might happen.”

"Well, I will go." Feeling complicated, I hung up the phone.