the one who lives in my body

"So, you two have been cheating on me even from the very beginning?" Sitting across from each other, the half-smiling appearance of the doctor made me feel guilty. At that time, Xie Dongrong and I were simulating the separation between the two in the past The "treatment method" communicated with the doctor separately.

"It's not accurate to say that." He retorted symbolically, "It's just about the relationship between the two of us..."

Taking a deep breath, the doctor rubbed his forehead, "This is precisely the most critical point..." He seemed extremely disappointed, and he even started to say some very negative words, "You guys make it difficult for me, I don't even know now Should I trust you?"

"Doctor, we respect you from the bottom of our hearts." Regarding this, I don't intend to hide it, "You just need to go through what we've described and prescribe the right medicine to the case... If you really can't trust us now."

As soon as the words fell, the doctor laughed, "It seems that you have discussed the remarks." After speaking, he sighed, and opened the notebook in his hand, "Now I want to ask you a few questions."

I nodded.

Afterwards, the doctor asked me about the situation of Xie Dongrong and me in these years in detail, from the dating time, to the feelings towards each other, and finally the current situation. In the past, I was obsessed with Xie Dongrong. I thought, if the person sitting in front of the doctor is not me at this moment, I will definitely choose to lie because of some unspeakable shame.

In the end, the doctor sighed deeply, sorted out what I said, and told me with a half-smile: "In a way, you are hiding everything."

"It's unbelievable..." As if caught in deep self-doubt, he began to mutter to himself, "Even when you were at odds with each other, you were able to reach an agreement perfectly, and now..." Dr. The corner of one lip raised, "Your so-called 'truth' has many flaws. According to your personality, I think Dong Rong must have concealed more from me."

To be honest, I'm curious what Xie Dongrong said to the doctor.

"So, last night, you had a physical relationship?" The doctor asked without any emotion as he tapped the tip of his nose on the notebook.

This is really a question that people don't know how to answer.

"Yes."

"So now, you and Xie Dongrong can't be counted as a couple?"

"Ah."

The next moment I agreed, the doctor laughed mockingly, "Do you know what Dongrong said?"

I sat up straight, "what?"

After thinking for a moment, the doctor only said: "Anyway, his opinion is very different from yours. Given your current situation, I'm afraid you won't be able to withstand certain provocations. Besides, I don't want to offend Xie Dongrong." The child was short of breath, and from the doctor's tone, I could hear the gnashing of teeth.

Soon, he changed the subject again, "Then, in fact, the target that Xie Dongrong identified in his heart is you?"

Target?Even if I vaguely guessed it, I dare not admit it.

"There are answers to his various reactions before that, and I said why his body is like this, it is really a headache..." The doctor spread out his notebook, and as if venting his anger, he tore it up viciously. There was a thick stack in the front, and then he threw it into the trash can without hesitation, "You brats." He was so angry that he could be said to be cursing.

"How to say?"

"His estrus object is you, and the person he identified is also you. Before, I always thought that he just entered a state of being in a state of wanting without a specific object. He only wanted you spiritually. I also thought that as long as he finds someone A regular sexual partner..." His fingers lightly tapped the table, and the blood vessels on the doctor's forehead protruded slightly, "Now, I know the reason for his self-destructive tendencies and recovery tendencies."

Damn it, you said it!

"Actually, it's very easy to stabilize him. As long as you treat him like a couple, stay by his side all the time, and actively cooperate with him when he has physical needs, he will soon be the same Xie Dongrong as before. It used to be Both of you cannot do without each other, but now..." A trace of schadenfreude flashed in the doctor's eyes, "This is a one-sided bond for him who wants to restore the relationship between you." Clap your hands, "In other words, Tao Shu, you can control him as you like now."

I don't know what the old bastard Dr. is talking about.

According to what he said, what is the difference between me and Xie Dongrong before we separated?Besides, Xie Dongrong will be controlled by me?Why do I think the other way around is more appropriate?I never meant to manipulate Xie Dongrong, what I want is a healthy relationship.

"Then what if I don't want to?" I asked with a straight face.

"In theory, Tao Xinguang, who is related to you by blood, can also achieve similar effects, but it is not the optimal solution." The doctor stood up, "But Xie Dongrong is not even willing to take inhibitors after all."

Walking to the door, the doctor's arm was slightly bent, and the light from outside the door poured in, "His condition is very dangerous, I advise you not to push him too fast."

The doctor went out.

Xie Dongrong was sitting in the living room not far away. At noon, the sun was just right. At this moment, he stood up and greeted him with a smile.

"I've prescribed the medicine for you, and I've told Tao Shu about the countermeasures." When Xie Dongrong walked past the doctor, the doctor said this to him.

Xie Dongrong hummed lightly, then walked up to me.

The doctor opened the door and walked out, Xie Dongrong didn't even intend to see him off.

"Slow down, doctor..."

"Okay." There was a click, the sound of the door closing.

Xie Dongrong's body blocked my sight, I looked up and found that he was staring at me deeply.

"How did you tell the doctor..."

"Is your injury okay?"

We spoke at the same time.

"..."

Then there was silence at the same time.

"I'm fine." In fact, I still felt very uncomfortable when walking. I avoided him and walked to the living room. I sat on the sofa, "The doctor said, your condition is very bad."

"It's nothing bad." Xie Dongrong sat next to me, and I felt his gaze on my face, "As long as you are by my side."

"Xie Dongrong, you can't ask me like that!" My tone was a little hasty, even a little harsh.

"...Tao Shu, what do you think of this house?" After a moment of silence, Xie Dongrong changed the topic directly.

How about it?Looking around, I know that this is a small bungalow with warm furnishings, which is very similar to my ideal home in the future. It is not as big and empty as Naming, but it is not simple, exquisite and full of life. Those who live here are not people like Xie Dongrong, but ordinary people who are happy and live in peace and contentment with their loved ones.

"Great," I replied truthfully, "I didn't expect you to buy a house like this."

"You used to say that you like Qiu Xingwen and his family." Xie Dongrong opened his hand slightly, "This place is better than that one. When I was on the mothership, I wanted to choose a set with you. Later, I wanted to give it to you. You, but I really want to live here with you more."

How does he expect me to answer?

"I think this will be our wedding room." Xie Dongrong said.

What is he doing so stupid?Xie Dongrong would say such a thing, I felt sore for a while, I didn't know what to say.

"We won't get married." At this moment, I suddenly thought of what Tao Wenyan said to me earlier, Tao Xinguang?In terms of conditions, now he is also the person Xie Dongrong can marry?

I can't understand, I can't imagine Xie Dongrong marrying a person, even if he doesn't belong to me.

"I'm just thinking about it." The sunlight shining through the window made Xie Dongrong's eyes look almost divine, "But I still moved here."

"You really like it." He slightly raised his hand and touched my knuckles, "I'm very happy."

"Didn't you think about opening a private mecha manufacturing center in the capital?" Xie Dongrong said, "I think that idea is great. If you want, I can help you get your master and Mr. Fang Come to the capital, I think they will be very willing, I want to invest in you..."

The person who said he wanted to invest raised his eyes and looked over, as if asking him to pay would make him very happy. I really don't understand...I really don't understand.

"Speaking of...my father asked me to help you match Tao Xinguang before." Why did you bring this up at this time?I also started not to understand myself.

Xie Dongrong's expression remained unchanged, "Tao Xinguang? Is your brother?"

"Ah."

"Do you think I'll be nice to him?" Xie Dongrong even raised the corners of his lips slightly and smiled.

"Do not……"

"Tao Wenyan, Tao Xinguang, I know you don't like them, if you want, I can help you make them no longer appear in front of you." Xie Dongrong said.

I was astounded that this man could say such things so naturally.

"Or, do you want me to marry him?" Xie Dongrong's calm expression was frightening.

"No."

"I advise you to get rid of this idea," Xie Dongrong leaned over, leaning against me Xuxu, he leaned into my ear and told me, "So, we will get married in the end."

"Look, we still have to be together."

No, why?

"What if I say no?" Frowning, I stared at him and said.

"Tao Shu, you really don't intend to think about me at all?" Xie Dongrong was already very close to me, and he put his hand heavily on mine, "At least last night, you didn't feel sick, did you?"

What is this all about?I simply suspect that Xie Dongrong has started to lose his mind and talk nonsense.

"The doctor has already told you about my situation." Gently, I felt his breath on the neck, "I'm going crazy, Tao Shu, don't force me anymore, and don't ignore me. okay?"

I find that I can't say that this is "moral kidnapping", as if in my mind, everything about Xie Dongrong has become a responsibility instead of the so-called "morality".

Just like parents have an inseparable friendship with their children.

Xie Dongrong's position in my heart is very strange. He is like a lover and a relative, but the truth is more than that.

Indeed, I can't sit idly by and ignore his affairs, but...

"I've said some things countless times, Xie Dongrong." Fortunately, in the end, my sensibility was overcome by reason, and I stood up, "You seem to have misunderstood, but it was just the last time, and it was still in my unconscious state Next... that can't change anything."

Walking towards the door, holding the doorknob, "As for what the doctor said, I can help you with your physical needs when you meet every day, but that's all there is at most." It's like... a friend with benefits?Ironically, I turned around and told him: "I can only persuade myself to do this."

Click, close the door.

He didn't say anything more, and he didn't follow me any more.

I can't respond to his tenderness, I know he must be very angry at the moment, maybe in his eyes, my words are a helpless compromise, mixed with disgust and contempt.

I also know that this may be an insult to Xie Dongrong's feelings, but how sincere is the compromise obtained through those "responsibilities" and "musts"?

I think I'm also selfish, because of Tao Xinguang's existence, I found that after all, I still don't want to let him go just like that.

But I can't convince myself either.

So, I would rather torture.