the one who lives in my body

rest tomorrow

I don't understand why he insisted on humiliating me at this moment, I cursed and struggled to escape his confinement, but his next skillful action made me have a shameful reaction-I really have I haven't thought about this kind of thing for a long time, I don't think it's my fault, but Xie Dongrong laughed, mocking?ridicule?I can't tell the difference.

I bumped my head hard at him, there was a muffled bang, and I didn't know where I hit him. He grunted, and when he looked over again, his eyes were still excited.

"Xie Dongrong, if you continue to humiliate me like this again and again, I will consider not seeing you again." Maybe it is not convincing to say such words in my current state, Xie Dongrong turned a deaf ear to it, and posted it again, he took my arm, Bringing my body back, the next moment, my back was pressed against the closet door of his room.

I noticed that he was a little absent-minded, and seemed to enjoy observing my expression. He raised one corner of his lips, "I didn't mean to humiliate you... I think it's very cute." As he spoke, he wanted to touch me again .

Realizing what he meant by "cute", I was extremely angry, as if in his eyes I was not a man with sound physical functions at all, but someone he took for granted to be bullied.

I couldn't beat him, so I could only grab his collar tightly. I was very scared, but I couldn't let myself show my timidity. He was like a wild beast playing with its prey, pure and wild.

"It's not the size that matters, brother," I told him with a smile, raising my face, "it's the technique. I'm not like you. After practicing for so long, I haven't improved at all except pain."

I really can't believe I really said it, I don't know what I'm happy about, but the refreshing feeling that runs through my limbs almost makes me shudder, seeing Xie Dongrong's almost stunned expression, I have an unprecedented feeling in my heart Satisfied, I looked down and caught a glimpse of his abnormality. I swallowed, and I clenched my fists to make myself laugh out loud, "My letter, have you read it? Feelings tell you exactly what you're feeling, and you tear it up."

"...Are you not feeling well?" After a while, Xie Dongrong only replied with this sentence.

His face was blushing almost uncontrollably, what was this kid talking about?

"You can try again with me anytime, I promise..."

"I won't do it with you again." The corners of my mouth curled up almost viciously, at this moment, as if some attribute suddenly awakened in my body, "That feels too bad, of course, that's one of the reasons why I broke up with you One, you never cared about my feelings at all, in life or in bed."

Xie Dongrong stopped talking, just maintained the original movement, holding on to my wrist for a long time, his body trembling slightly.

Does this count as a blow to him?Maybe I regretted it for a moment, but in the next moment, I still tried to make myself tough, "Let go." I said.

"I don't care about you." As he said, Xie Dongrong posted it. From such a close distance, I was almost nestled in his arms, "At least...not as careless as you think."

"It's useless to say these things now." Sighing, I felt that Xie Dongrong was no longer excited, and I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"In the past... I was always afraid to let you know that I care about you." Xie Dongrong's voice was not loud as he leaned into my ear, "I don't know why, but I feel that it would be shameful for you to know."

In short, it's arrogant, right?Naturally, I know his problem, he doesn't like being guessed, he likes the feeling of playing with people, I know.

He always lied to me, so that I couldn't tell whether it was fact or fiction, pretense or sincerity.

"I like to see the way you are obviously uncomfortable but still cater to me, I like to see the way you are wronged but still smile at me, I like to see the way you are angry but still walk towards me without hesitation..." Xie Dongrong's voice was very small, with Trembling a little, almost a little hard to hear, "Now I've told you everything."

He was shy, I felt his hot ears pressed against my side face tightly, his breath was absorbing the surrounding air, the blending breath was suffocating and fascinated.

He was confident at the beginning, and he used his own methods time and time again to prove that I cared about him. He was so sure that I would always love him, even when I broke up, he felt that I was angry for a while.

How can there be such a confident person in this world?However, his self-confidence was given by me. Over the years, he has been cultivated into what he is today. Indeed, I am responsible.

"But, you never thought about how uncomfortable I would be." In the end, I could only say this.

"Never again." Xie Dongrong said firmly, after a pause, he added, "But don't ignore me."

He is very smart and seems to realize that this is an opportunity for "reconciliation".

"Let me go first." I don't know what mood I am in, I really want to leave now, in all fairness, I really can't give the promise Xie Dongrong wants.

"You promised me."

"I don't want to agree." It's unbelievable that I would say such words to Xie Dongrong.

I pushed him away again, but this time it was successful. He seemed a little dazed. I straightened my collar to make sure that I was not disheveled, and then I planned to leave.

"Don't go." I heard Xie Dongrong say this when I walked to the door and put my hand on the doorknob.

He was not far behind me, and I had no doubt that if I made the next move, he would throw up and do something that neither he nor I could control.

"What on earth do you want? Do you think it's interesting for me to stay here and quarrel with you?"

"The doctor said that I need to intercept a piece of heart rate when I was with you, preferably overnight." Xie Dongrong said, taking out a small instrument from his pocket, "I didn't lie to you, and I didn't mean anything else, you just Need to lie next to me, that's enough."

Very good, another set of arguments that I can't refuse.

I clenched my fists, then relaxed slightly, and finally I walked back.

"One last time." I told him.

"Are you planning to leave me alone in the future?" Xie Dongrong's voice was a little hoarse, and there was a bit of grievance.

I don't know how to answer this question, "it depends." I said.

Indeed, I can't ignore him, I just think it's ridiculous, at the beginning Xie Dongrong tried his best to get out of my control, he achieved this goal three years ago, but now he wants to tie him up with the same thing me?

Then, Xie Dongrong and I really "lived in harmony" for a period of time, we played games and worked together to clear the level until late at night, when the princess brought us small snacks.

In front of her, Xie Dongrong and I seemed to have a really good relationship. Xie Dongrong took the opportunity to touch my ear, and even clinging to me and blowing on me, and was teased by the princess, saying that it would not be like brothers, but more like couple.

"Ayi and the others just left, and I helped Dongrong leave Shushu here." With a smile, the princess winked at me, "It's been a long time since you played together."

Of course, I saw the message my mother sent me when she left, and I didn't want to reply.

I just think it's absurd, I who don't want to stay here the last, am I the last to leave?

Pretending to be cheerful, I replied to the princess's words, and watched the princess leave with Xie Dongrong. Finally, late at night, after washing up, we lay on the same bed.

My heart is ashamed, facing Xie Dongrong, I only have this feeling.

I saw desire in his eyes, that kind of little expectation with longing, which is really kind of cute.

But I could no longer bring myself near him.

I turned off the lights, and I couldn't fall asleep until very late.

I could feel that Xie Dongrong was getting closer and closer to me, I could only retreat secretly, I didn't know if he was asleep, and I didn't intend to talk to him.

Turning over, Xie Dongrong's arm embraced me, and then his whole body was close to me. His chest, waist, and legs gradually half-pressed my body. His body was very hot. I don't understand why he can stay so firm all the time. Falling asleep, I'm sure it was sexual harassment, but I didn't want to face him waking up, so in the end I chose to live with it.

I made up my mind that when I got out of Namin's door, I wouldn't say a word to Xie Dongrong again. Since it's useless to refuse, I can hide from it.

When he woke up, he was still imprisoned.

Xie Dongrong's lips were almost attached to my face, almost the moment I opened my eyes, I felt a slight lick* from the tip of his tongue*.

My complexion is not pretty, I feel Xie Dongrong's state a little bit, I guess he is also uncomfortable.

"I had a dream all night." With a wry smile, he let go of me, Xie Dongrong turned over and sat up, staring at the abnormality below, and said softly: "I don't know how long the estrus period without inhibitors has been." Not taboo, He even touched it, "You know what? I think I'm going to go crazy at any moment."

I don't know if he is blaming me.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, I waited for a long time, of course I knew what Xie Dongrong was doing inside, I could even think of his voice, his smell, and the words he would say.

The princess originally thought that I would leave with Xie Dongrong.

But in the end I "escaped" away.

I fled back to the mecha manufacturing park, I felt infected by Xie Dongrong, and I became a little abnormal. For the next few nights, I dreamed of him endlessly, as if being haunted by a ghost ...

Qiu Xingwen saw that my expression was not quite right recently, and quickly analyzed that I was dissatisfied with desire caused by too long abstinence.

He wanted to pull me out to play, and he just said that I am single now anyway.

And I, with a guilty conscience, just want to finish the work as soon as possible.

When I receive a call from my mother again, the work on that mech will be half done.

The news of Wang's death and An Hexuan's succession also happened on that day, so he was caught off guard, as if he had made an appointment.

When the news came, I just felt that the sky was still as blue as before, and everything hadn’t changed much. After careful calculation, Wang succeeded to the throne from the time my mother and I left Namin for the first time until now when he died of illness. , in fact, less than ten years.

The term of office is unbelievably short, but the things he does are top-notch.

National funeral, the park decided to take half a month off for us to express our memory of the late king.

That's right, after all, the mecha manufacturing park in the capital is the product of the royal family's raising.

Looking at my mother's phone call, I thought that even though I happened to have time because of the holiday, they wouldn't choose this time to get married, right?

Watching the numbers with my mother's name printed on them calling one by one, I put the communicator on the table and didn't answer it.

On the fifth call, I picked it up.

I didn't expect to hear my mother's crying voice.