the one who lives in my body

Tonight's trip to the palace can be described as "rewarding", a little bit numb, I think so.

After getting in the car, I actually don't know what to do after returning home. Subconsciously, I should stay away from Xie Dongrong immediately, but...how should I do it?

After getting off the car, I went straight to the office of the dormitory allocation administrator. The old man on night shift was still there. I took out the speech I had prepared in the car. After hearing it, he thought there was no problem. Coincidentally, It happened that a manufacturer just moved out some time ago, and he said that he would communicate with the relevant personnel and give me an answer.

I didn't expect things to go so smoothly. When I returned to the dormitory, I was dizzy and started to organize my things unconsciously. During this time, I heard the sound of my roommate coming back from the outside. I probably saw the light coming from under my room. Light, through the door, he greeted me.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I found out it was him. To be honest, I thought it was Xie Dongrong who had returned, but at this moment I realized belatedly—was I so afraid of Xie Dongrong already?

Or maybe it's not fear...but, escaping out of instinct?

After packing up my things and confirming that I could move out of the dormitory as quickly as possible after receiving the news, I breathed a sigh of relief.

At this time, Xie Dongrong hadn't come back yet, thinking about it, according to tonight's situation, Xie Dongrong should have a good discussion with the eldest prince about the next plan, maybe he won't come back.

With this mentality in mind, I immediately felt a lot more relaxed. After tidying up a bit, I lay down on the bed and closed my eyes.

It was about twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and there was a movement outside the door. It was obviously not a very obvious sound, but for some reason, I opened my eyes.

I knew it was Xie Dongrong who was back, it was amazing, just by hearing the footsteps, I could tell it was him outside the door, I stared at the gap under the door, and was always nervous about the sound of Xie Dongrong's room.

At that time, I didn't realize that I really cared too much about Xie Dongrong's movements. I only confirmed through the gap under the door that Xie Dongrong was finally standing in front of my door. Three seconds later, there was a knock on the door. Not fast or slow.

"Tao Shu, open the door." Xie Dongrong's tone was very calm, but it was inexplicably frightening to hear. I realized that he might be drunk, or maybe he was only half drunk. I half stood up, didn't move, just held tight staring in the direction of the door.

"You didn't sleep." Xie Dongrong's voice was very firm, "I can feel it."

feel?For a while, my scalp was numb, and I still didn't want to talk, but seeing that he didn't leave, I finally said patiently: "I'll talk about it tomorrow, I'm tired."

"...Okay." Xie Dongrong was probably tired, so he stayed where he was for a while, and finally turned and left.

He came early the next day, and it was his knock on the door that woke me up.

This time there was really no reason to refuse, I got up and opened the door.

Xie Dongrong was standing in front of me, wearing a military uniform, handsome and straight, but his face was not very good-looking, it seemed that he didn't sleep very well last night, I realized that he probably had a very important meeting this morning to discuss in the direction of the palace, so, It wasn't too much for him to wake me up.

Thinking about what to say next, I turned slightly and let him into my room.

When he walked past me, his hand stroked my shoulder. Not long after, his footsteps stopped not far from the entrance, as if he was stunned, hesitant to move.

Only then did I realize that some daily necessities packed for moving out of here were placed in the room last night. The first emotion that popped up was guilt, but the next moment I was relieved—it’s okay to let him know good?

"What are you doing?" Xie Dongrong turned around without any extra expression on his face.

Avoiding his sight, I took a breath and said, "Didn't I tell you last night?"

"It doesn't make sense for you to do this." As if he was too lazy to pretend, Xie Dongrong raised his eyebrows slightly, and said very directly.

Being choked by him was also expected. After confirming that there was no one else outside, I gently closed the door, "It means a lot to me."

Staring at me for a moment, Xie Dongrong raised his hand to look at the time and said, "You said earlier that you have something to tell me."

Well, it's better for us not to dwell on this topic.

Taking a deep breath, I explained to Xie Dongrong what An Jingtong told me last night.

Although Xie Dongrong was very calm, it was obvious from his expression that it was indeed the first time he had heard the news that An Boyan might not succeed to the throne.

After a moment of silence, he calmly said: "I can understand why An Boyan didn't tell me. I will talk to him about it later." Tong is nice to you, but did he expect you to tell me this news?"

Xie Dongrong's words took my breath away, "Please don't tell the eldest prince that I told you about this matter through An Jingtong."

Xie Dongrong laughed, "Why should I obediently listen to you?"

Very good, he always knows how to annoy me, it seems that after last night he found out that hard work is useless after all, he completely gave up pretending, "Xie Dongrong, I kindly told you this matter, you plan to just like this" to repay 'Me?"

After a moment of silence, Xie Dongrong tilted his head, stared at me, and laughed, "Your hair is blowing up, Tao Shu." Then, he turned around, raised his hand slightly, and made a goodbye gesture, "Don't worry, To scare you... Anyway, I'm still very happy that you can think of me for such a big event. "

With a click, the door finally closed. Compared with the noise just now, it was suddenly deserted at this moment.

·

Three days have passed, and the matter of changing the dormitory has still not been settled. I couldn't help but visit the administrator's office again. The uncle was still there last time, and his expression showed embarrassment. My application is not enough reason to adjust the dormitory. Another reason is that the current residents are all full and there is no new room for me to move into.

A few days ago it was said that there were enough vacancies... I faintly thought of the reason why I hit a wall on this matter, and I clenched my fists, feeling a burst of powerless anger.

"It's not a school or a prison, and I don't think I should be subject to such controls."

The uncle on the opposite side pondered for a moment, "You are right, but... you know, we don't want to offend the people above because of such a trivial matter, or you can choose not to go through us and negotiate directly with the owners of other suites , which is also possible."

Among the few people I know in this mech manufacturing center, there is still no one who is willing to change rooms, and I don't know the others... It's impossible...

"Offend the people above"?Thinking of this, I clenched my fists.

Although this is a small matter, as long as it is changed, it is equivalent to a good start.

When he returned to the dormitory, Xie Dongrong was sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV, his upper body was bare, there were wet drops of water on his skin, and his hair was wet. He looked like he had just taken a shower.

It was the first time he had been back here since he left that day.

He raised his eyes, looked at me indifferently, turned down the volume of the TV, and said, "What are you doing?"

"Ask about the dormitory." Clenching his fists, he walked up to him, and he just looked up like that, as if he didn't feel threatened by the angry look in my looking down.

"Did you get the result?" Xie Dongrong asked in a neutral tone, as if it had nothing to do with him.

At that moment, I was outraged, "It's you, right?"

"What evidence do you have to prove it's me?" Xie Dongrong half-smiled, nonchalantly, he raised his eyes, "Can you move, what I want to watch is TV, not your crotch."

I think I can only use the word embarrassment to describe my emotions at that moment. After a short pause, I could only walk away from him. I wanted to go back to my dormitory, but I thought of Xie Dongrong's calm and unhurried attitude. With that playful look on his face... so fucking hateful!

Instinct prompted me to turn around and walk quickly back to the original place. I raised my foot and kicked Xie Dongrong's leg. I never thought that he would react so fast that he sat up almost instantly, grabbed my arm, and exerted all his strength. a pull -

I fell down and knelt on the sofa, between his legs.

Xie Dongrong chuckled, "Why, my brother is not angry? Did you come back and hit me to vent your anger?" Feeling the tremor in his chest, he hugged his waist, almost clinging to his body, and I felt him in my chest. The high bridge of the nose rubbed back and forth, I tried to escape, but he held him tightly, "My brother smells like sweat all over his body."

"I just took a shower yesterday... let me go!" I was about to grab his hair and punch him twice, "Also, don't call me brother."

"The one who wants me to call is you, and the one who doesn't want me to call is you." Xie Dongrong sighed helplessly, and finally let go of his strength. I quickly stepped back, because I didn't want to meet his gaze, I glanced down, But I found that there was some kind of reaction below him that was different from ordinary people. At that moment, my brain buzzed, and I wished that I would disappear on the earth immediately.

Xie Dongrong had a decent face, crossed his legs, and looked over at leisure, "If you really hate me, don't blush."

I smiled, "It's natural to be embarrassed when encountering such an accident."

To be honest, the moment I turned my head, I felt guilty and frustrated.

That's right, why do you have to ask Xie Dongrong for an explanation?Expect him to give an explanation?Threatening him not to do that?That is obviously impossible.

Lying on the bed, my mood fell into an unprecedented setback. I really don't understand, is it so difficult for me to just change a dormitory in front of Xie Dongrong?

About half an hour later, I heard a knock on the door, it was not another roommate.

Xie Dongrong asked me if I wanted to go out for dinner together, and said that the doctor had given some new instructions, and he wanted to pass them on to me.

Indeed, this is a business matter, Xie Dongrong can always have countless legitimate reasons for me to consciously stand in front of him, and I cannot refuse.

I was silent, I didn't want to talk, what about love, I thought.

"Tao Shu." After a moment of silence, Xie Dongrong's voice sounded again, warm, as if close to his ears, "What happened just now was my fault."

The author says:

Keke, rest tomorrow