the one who lives in my body

Cough, rest tomorrow

An Hexuan is still by my side, I don't know why, I feel extremely ashamed to hear Xie Dongrong call me brother at such a moment, so I can only pretend to dig out the address book, indeed, Xie Dongrong sent it to me three hours and two hours ago respectively The general content of my three messages is that he asked me if I had gone to the banquet hall or something.

"Sorry, I was playing outside with An Hexuan earlier, so I didn't pay attention." Xie Dongrong, who was standing in front of me, closed the screen embarrassingly, squinted his eyes, and finally turned his gaze to An Hexuan, "Really? You guys went out to play ?”

It's been a long time since I met Xie Dongrong, An Hexuan's expression froze for a moment, then he said with a smile: "It's been too long since I went out to play, so I took Tao Shu to the mall..."

Staring at An Hexuan for a moment, Xie Dongrong said: "So, I haven't played with him for a long time, so I should thank you."

An Hexuan was stunned, then turned his head and asked me: "Didn't you say you broke up?"

I was a little dumbfounded by this. Although Xie Dongrong's words sounded like nothing serious, they were indeed too ambiguous... Usually he would not be like this.

However, before I could answer, Xie Dongrong's hand lightly patted my shoulder, he tilted his head slightly, and smiled at An Hexuan: "It's a split, as he wished, now we are 'brothers' .”

Xie Dongrong bit the word "brother" very hard at the end, and I could hear a bit of teasing. An Hexuan actually laughed out loud when he heard it, which made me very unhappy, but seeing the princess deal with the things around her The guests were about to walk over, and I realized that now is not the time to talk to Xie Dongrong.

Walking up to us, staring at the three of us, the princess looked kindly, blinked, and said, "What were you talking about just now?"

"Tell me what you plan to play today." As if sensing the stagnation of the atmosphere, An Hexuan came out in time to smooth things over, "You are so beautiful today."

Faced with such compliments, the princess smiled slightly, "I didn't even know that the relationship between Ashu and Axuan is so good," she said, she stretched out her hand to Xie Dongrong, Xie Dongrong took it naturally, and walked to her side , the princess raised her head and asked him: "Dongrong, do you want to go with me, or play with your friends?"

"Let's play together later," Xie Dongrong said not only to the princess, but also to me and An Hexuan here. The gaze, inexplicably, made me a little guilty.

"Ah Xuan, say hello to your mother and father for me, Shushu, let's go over there, we'll have enough fun with Ah Xuan later, don't forget to come and play with Dong Rong." The princess's voice was soft and soft, and when I After nodding, she smiled cordially, and walked away slowly while holding Xie Dongrong.

"There are few such elegant women as Princess Anzhen." I heard An Hexuan's heartfelt admiration, I paused, and was about to agree, An Hexuan said again: "Do you want to go with Xie Dongrong more?"

Unable to hold back, I rolled my eyes, turned my head and emphasized: "An Hexuan, let me reiterate that Xie Dongrong and I have already broken up. If you make fun of me and him now, it will only embarrass us, understand ?"

My neck flinched slightly from what I said, An Hexuan raised his hands and smiled in surrender: "Sorry, I didn't pay attention."

I don't know if nobles have this kind of problem, the attitude of smiling irreproachably, but always looking insincere, really annoys me very much.

Sighing, I waved my hand at An Hexuan, but I heard him say, "Because I really don't look like it." After he finished speaking, he observed my expression, and he chuckled, "Just telling the truth."

not like?I can't help but fall into deep thought, isn't Xie Dongrong and I already broken up?In fact, I have been wondering about this question again recently. Of course, if you put it into the perspective of a stranger, how can there be any reason why two people still live in the same dormitory after breaking up, and even discuss exercises together every night?

Maybe Xie Dongrong is right. Two people who have slept with each other say that they are brothers.

"I see." I murmured, and said these four words.

"Huh?" An Hexuan obviously heard it. After a moment of stunned, he sighed, "Don't tell me, I inspired you..."

His tone was a little panicked, which made me feel a little helpless.

·

"The queen mother is still waiting for me. An Jingtong is not far from the fountain in front. Yes, that's right there. You go, see you at dinner time." An Hexuan glanced at the time and sent me to the back of the palace. After a small garden, he waved his hands and prepared to leave.

He said that this was what he had agreed with An Jingtong to arrange a time to meet me alone.

Following the direction An Hexuan pointed, from a distance, I saw An Jingtong standing alone behind the fountain, raising his head slightly, staring at the night sky with his eyes, as if in a daze.

Yue Mo noticed the sound of footsteps, An Jingtong turned his gaze back, and the moment he met my gaze, he laughed, "Brother Shu."

"I didn't expect that kid An Hexuan to be quite capable." Walking to him, I stared into his light-colored eyes, and suddenly I had an urge to hug him, the kind of desire that doesn't touch anything. A "reunion after a long time" nostalgia.

In An Jingtong's eyes, I also saw similar emotions. Maybe for a moment we both had the same urge to hug each other, but in the end, we all just maintained the most normal social distance.

"Brother Shu... I'm sorry." An Jingtong pouted, and finally lowered his head.

Is he apologizing for not saying goodbye?I don't know how to describe how I feel in my heart at this moment, and I don't know whether I should tell him. In fact, I never blamed him. I am satisfied to see him standing in front of me again peacefully.

"...I'm sorry, it's actually unnecessary." I smiled and sat on the bench by the fountain. An Jingtong naturally understood what I meant. He trotted two steps and sat gently beside me.

"Does the eldest prince know that you are here?" Before officially starting the conversation, I want to confirm the time when we can get together.

"It's okay, he will go to Wang's place at this time, and he doesn't have time to keep looking at me." Saying that, An Jingtong smiled, "Did Brother Shu see my letter?"

"Look, I feel like there is a reason to come here." The night was quiet, and the atmosphere here was quite different from that in the banquet hall, but it was very suitable for this moment.

"Well, if I have something to say, I think I have to tell Brother Shu." As he spoke, An Jingtong chuckled, "But before that, I want to ask Brother Shu, if given the chance, would you still take me back to Nancheng?"

"...Thinking about it," I replied truthfully, but I didn't have enough confidence, "If it's possible."

At this moment, I thought of too many possibilities. At the same time, inevitably, I thought of Xie Dongrong. If I had never met him, could I be more sure of this promise?

Probably not.

Just like me, I know that maybe An Jingtong also has something in his heart that he can't give up no matter what. Although he tried his best to escape, in the end, he still inevitably walked back.

"Haha, just kidding, I can't kidnap Brother Shu anymore." Saying that, An Jingtong sighed, "Besides, I can't leave here either."

"……why?"

"He saved me before. When he needed me, I couldn't leave him...if he could control his behavior." An Jingtong's eyes were a little lonely, and he knew it well. We all know that "he "who is it.

I have no right to ask about their past, so I can only extract a small amount of information from these few words, "Then you are planning to..."

"Maybe I will get married." When I mentioned the word "marriage", what I saw on An Jingtong's face was more of a kind of dullness, a kind of innocence, but no happiness, and it was not at all like a person talking about himself The attitude you should have when it comes to lifelong events.

And I, I found, this news did not arouse in my heart jealous emotions.

Sure enough, I knew from the beginning that I didn't love him.

For a moment, I didn't know what kind of emotion was in my heart, "Do you love him?" When I asked this question, I could hardly speak.

"I don't know." As if it didn't matter, he lowered his head and stared at his thighs, An Jingtong slightly raised the corners of his lips, "I've known him since I was very young, it's a special existence, I can't forget it, but very Rarely does it cause ripples...just because he was mean to me back then, now...I don't know, if he gets weird, I just ignore him, but he won't be now It’s strange, sometimes he’s as gentle as Brother Shu, I like gentle people... I don’t know if Brother Shu can understand my feelings.”

An Jingtong's language is not very organized, but I can only guess their usual way of getting along through some of his words.

Perhaps, my situation is somewhat similar to An Jingtong's.

"Since this is your decision, of course I can't say anything, but if you are wronged in the future, you can also come to me."

"Yeah." Because of these words, An Jingtong seemed to be happier, "But Brother Shu, don't offend him because of me, he is stingy, because... oh, Brother Shu, your father... How is your family now? Didn't you say before that your mother..."

An Jingtong is a person who is not good at concealing, the topic changed very bluntly, when I looked over, his eyes dodged, and he couldn't continue speaking at the end, obviously he was guilty of saying something wrong.

"Speaking of which, did you leave suddenly because he threatened you?" Thinking of some possibility, I frowned.

"No..." An Jingtong glanced to one side, obviously uneasy.

"...You said in the letter that you have something important to tell me, what is it?" Probing, I threw out another question.

After a moment of silence, An Jingtong looked around, and after confirming that no one was there, he lowered his voice and told me: "An Hexuan will inherit the throne, and many people may die... I mean, let Brother Shu's family not Hurry to stand on An Boyan's side, Xie Dongrong doesn't know about it, it's very dangerous..."