the one who lives in my body

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At this moment, I have been taken by An Hexuan to the shopping mall with the most traffic. I have to say that it is really weird to talk about related topics in this kind of place, but after all, it is rare to have the opportunity to bring up these things so naturally.

An Hexuan turned his face slightly, the smile on his face remained unchanged, and his gaze was lowered, as if he was thinking about the way to answer the question.

"I think Dongrong should have told you about my relationship with my eldest brother." When he said this, An Hexuan looked over, and after getting my affirmative look, he took a deep breath, "I didn't expect my mother to be patient." For so long, I can't imagine how my mother looks at my eldest brother when our family sits down to eat together."

It seems that An Hexuan has no intention of hiding things that are well known to each other.

"That feeling of being suddenly entrusted with a great responsibility is really bad," An Hexuan smiled wryly, as if he had suddenly found an outlet to pour out. These words should be something he couldn't say to the people he came into contact with on a daily basis. "Brother is better than us in every aspect, and my father was very determined, so I never thought about doing something."

"Suddenly I was told to sever contact with all the friends who came here in the past, because their family may be the henchman of the eldest brother," An Hexuan sneered at this point, "Suddenly I was forced to learn some emperor's mind skills, and I had to talk to those The pedantic old man forms a clique and goes to see this or that all day long, discussing how to defeat the brother he has always trusted."

An Hexuan turned his face, his eyes were a little worried, "Actually, I don't want to sever contact with Dongrong, but my mother told me that Dongrong's family will harm us, because the eldest brother's mother had a relationship with the princess. Good friends, I want to say that this is all the grievances of the previous generation, what does it have to do with me? But the queen mother will severely reprimand me..."

It seemed that there were still many unfinished words that could not be said, but An Hexuan suddenly stopped talking, as if mocking himself, he smiled, "Sorry, I really haven't gone out with my friends for a long time, did I scare you?"

I shook my head, "From your point of view, indeed, these are all problems... It is enough that you both regard each other as friends. What I want to convey is that Xie Dongrong is just like you."

Stunned, An Hexuan stared at me, and after a long time, he smiled, "It's pretty good, Tao Shu, you make me feel like I haven't changed, that's great."

An Hexuan may feel that I understand him.

However, I am not him after all, and I can't empathize with many things like him. Perhaps the only thing I can do is to listen and say some words of comfort.

Maybe it was really holding back for too long, An Hexuan took me around the center of the capital for a long time.

This he once ate with this friend of his, and that he played with some of his former friends. This restaurant was still open a few years ago, but now it has closed down, which is a pity.

These are what An Hexuan said to me. I found that maybe I didn't know him well enough in the past, but now he has become more cordial than the person I remembered.

"I'm afraid we won't have this chance in the future." Before getting into the car, An Hexuan turned around and asked me suddenly: "Tao Shu, if I succeed in the future, will you still come out to play together?"

What I said at the time was: "Of course, if you want to."

But when I sat in the car and thought about it carefully, I suddenly remembered—what did that sentence mean?Could it be that in An Hexuan's eyes, he will definitely succeed?

Because as far as his character is concerned, I think that kind of words cannot be said without certainty.

At that moment, I shuddered, and my instinct made me want to ask, but with the blessing of multiple concerns, I finally chose to remain silent.

An Hexuan seemed to be tired from playing, his head rested lightly on the car window, and his eyes were a little dull, staring out the window.

As night approached, the imperial palace located in the center of the capital gradually covered my entire field of vision. I should have been very familiar with this place, but at this moment I felt that the days when I worked there were so vague.

Does An Jingtong still live in that place?I began to think about the probability of finding him if I searched by memory.

"Do you want to see Jing Tong?" When I was in a daze, An Hexuan's voice sounded suddenly, and I turned my face in a daze, and then he said: "When I saw him before, I told him you would Come, you will meet, but you have to stay by my side until then." After speaking, he opened the car door, and An He looked back at me slightly, the smile on his face was calm at this moment, suddenly, I seemed to be I saw the lazy and casual An Hexuan again.

"Tao Shu, you talk less." Suddenly, An Hexuan mentioned this, "I heard that you have been to Nancheng, and it was very good to live there?"

To be praised by An Hexuan like this, I was a little uncomfortable for a while, "It's just a small fight, my news won't spread so far...Did Jing Tong tell you?"

"Part of it," An Hexuan stopped, looking at the road leading to the palace gate not far away, which has been decorated with splendor at the moment, the guests who were invited this time and dressed up to attend, "I had the honor to meet with you before." Your family met and mentioned your situation a little bit."

family?my mother?In my impression, there were not many occasions when my mother could see An Hexuan, it was only when the man I had never masked took her around and attended dinner parties.

"I didn't expect that..." He smiled, wondering if he should take this opportunity to ask An Hexuan more, I mean about my mother.

How about that man?Is it okay with her?But it should be a bit ridiculous to ask, after all, it's my mother, and as a son, if I don't understand these things...

Just when I was thinking about how to continue the topic, I found that An Hexuan was in a trance, his eyes stayed not far in front of him, noticed my gaze, he turned his face, "It's a coincidence," he said with a slightly sideways face Under the light, it seemed unreal, "Your mother is over there, do you want to say hello?"

my mother?

I have to admit that at that moment, a very strange feeling flashed in my heart, and I realized that this also meant that the man was by her side.

"Ah Guang." I heard my mother's voice.

Indeed, she was not far from me.

She is wearing a long skirt, her hair is pulled up high, with a slender neck and a thin figure, she looks like a lady from a wealthy family. Looking at her at the moment, I almost forget that she took out a small Pass some money to me and tell me that it's time for her to go to other wealthy families and work as a nanny for others.

The man beside her was turning his head to look at him. I couldn't see his face. I only knew that in terms of his figure alone, he was indeed imposing. He didn't have the beer belly of a middle-aged man, but he looked personable. It was somewhat different from my mother's appearance at the moment. match.

A light?Is this what my mother called that man?

Oh, it seems not.

Because my mother took the hand of a boy beside her, that boy was about eighteen or nineteen years old, not tall, but he was cute and cute.

Is it that man's child?

She called him Ah Guang?

To be honest, the moment my mother spoke, I thought she was calling me.

Because I've never heard her call someone like that.

It's been a long time since I felt that I was being severely excluded. Oh no, my mother didn't even see me not far away. Her face is familiar to me. She seems very satisfied with her yearning for banquets and prosperity. Dressed up at the moment, I am also very satisfied with my current life.

Only at this time, will she have that kind of cute look on her face, which is similar to that of a little girl.

When I recovered, I realized that maybe I had been silent for too long, An Hexuan stood beside me, as if sensing my emotions, "Come with me, if you want to see Jing Tong, this road will be faster Some." He turned around and walked ahead.

Originally, his direction was the main entrance.

Walking up to him, I didn't know whether to thank him for a while, but after thinking about it for a while, I finally just laughed and talked about other topics.

It is indeed not advisable to deliberately bypass my mother's behavior, but I have no way to face all this. I can't help but secretly scold myself for being naive. How can a man of that age not have his own child?Do you really think that your mother can talk about a pure love like a high school student?

The road that An Hexuan took me was indeed able to lead to the interior of the palace, but it had to be a little more detour, because there were not many people and it was quiet. In the past, An Jingtong and I often walked this way to avoid people's eyes and ears, but at that time The destination is Panshi's breeding room, and the destination at this moment is the banquet hall of the imperial palace.

At the beginning, An Hexuan's pace was not fast, and occasionally he would say a few words to me as a joke, but as the destination approached, there were more and more people around him, and naturally there were not a few people who knew who he was. After the baptism of eyes, An Hexuan responded to countless people's greetings along the way, and it could be seen that he was not very willing to deal with these unfamiliar people, because his pace became more and more urgent, as if he was anxiously dodging something like—

"Brother." When I turned a corner and ran into someone head-on, I heard An Hexuan's timely greeting.

It seemed that he still couldn't avoid it after all.

As usual, the eldest prince gave people a sense of oppression like a mountain. He squinted down, and his eyes swept across An Hexuan and me standing beside him in turn.

I originally thought that I would see An Jingtong later, but seeing him so unexpectedly was indeed a test of one's heart.

At this moment, he was standing beside the eldest prince An Boyan, staring at me with slightly enlarged eyes, covering his mouth and calling in a low voice: "Brother Shu!"

It seemed that he couldn't help making a sound, even if he suppressed the volume, it seemed a little abrupt in the weird atmosphere at the moment.

Before I had time to respond, I saw An Boyan's hand slowly put on his shoulder. Visibly, An Jingtong restrained his smile, and just lowered his head and looked up, the corners of his mouth still curled up, as if he was very happy.

"Brother, happy birthday." An Hexuan said something to ease the atmosphere at the right time, and he turned slightly towards me, "This is Tao Shu, I think you know him too."

Staring at An Hexuan for a moment, An Boyan turned his head to look at me again, and finally he stepped forward and extended his hand to me: "You took care of Jingtong for me before, thank you."

"I get along very well with Jing Tong, we have been separated for so long, and I miss him very much," I finally smiled, shook hands with him, and after three seconds of staring at the eldest prince, I turned my head and said to An Jingtong, " Let's talk about the old days together later."

An Jingtong quickly understood what I meant, didn't say much, was taken aback for a while, and then nodded lightly hastily.